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Corner of My Heart: Awakening in the Victory of Christ.

Original Writing:

Corner of My Heart

Corner of My Heart: Depression, anxiety, panic disorder, every disorder, drug addiction, alcoholism, divorce. Negative begets negative, becomes a way of life, with hard knocks, and what seems to be, no way out.

: A striking view looking down an open road on a highway at dusk, with an orange-gold sunset on the horizon and mountains in the far distance under a framing sky.
Finding beauty and steady hope on the open road.

I might be fighting; I found my way into writing, but it has been hard knocks, times of pure disrespect from others.

Jesus ignited that tiny spark, mustard seed, in my heart, and it grew to maturity. It is for me to finish, what I began, without anyone else’s knowledge, about it. No one believes but Richard and me, and of course, the Lord, who gave this detail to the letter, to me.

Thank you so much, Jesus Christ, for giving me a special gift to mankind from you, through me, to the world. All at once, actually.

I always knew someday it would find its way, into the hearts, that need a friend. My friend joined me, with The Fascinating Spirit, The Holy Spirit’s Presence, in every writing. Each writing is, “In Presence of Spirit,” but each is separated by day, week, month, and year.

My calling, through the darkest corner of my soul. To the light so shining through, “In Presence of Spirit.” The whole book is my way. I am the author, through Christ Jesus. I am the editor; I am everything that entails, a one-woman journey, through the fire of her heart, to awaken in the victory! Through Jesus Christ! Our Victory! 2010

Scriptures

Matthew 17:20
And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.

2 Corinthians 12:9
And he said unto whom, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

John 1:5
And the light shine in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

Affirmations

The tiny mustard seed of faith planted in the corner of my heart has grown to maturity, giving me the strength to overcome every trial and finish my calling.

I step out of the shadows of hard knocks and disrespect, walking boldly into the brilliant light of Christ’s presence.

My journey through the fire has led to absolute victory, and my words are a gift of friendship to souls searching for hope.

Reflection

“Corner of My Heart” reveals how the deepest places of affliction can become the birthplace of a divine mission. When surrounded by the heavy cycles of anxiety, disorder, and rejection, the human spirit feels trapped with no way out. Yet, a single spark ignited by Jesus changes everything. This writing stands as a testimony to a private, sacred bond—shared between the author, the Lord, and a faithful companion who believed to the letter. Moving through the fire alone with the Creator builds an unbreakable endurance. What began in the darkest corner of the soul ultimately breaks forth as a shining light, delivering a message of victory and steady friendship to the entire world.

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Direct Me: A Devout Conversation with the Lord

Original Writing: Direct Me

Oh Lord, direct me to your presence, in spirit. Bring gladness to hearts the world over, for sure there is an end, to the pain. My prayers, and Everyone Else’s, Have Reached The Heavens.

A beautiful photo looking down a peaceful winter road that stretches forward toward a gentle curve, with a clean layer of fresh snow resting on the ground along the journey.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the winding journey.

The Prayers, Are In, The Heavenly Realm.
Where Your Spirit, Touched Mine, and My Spirit, Entwined, In The Ever Presence Of Your Spirit.

Who I was seeking, and not finding, asking, and not hearing, I tear up, but I do not cry, like I did, when I was in agony, of not finding my, “One True Love.”

When the time was right, there You were, “In Presence of Spirit,” with me, even when I would slip and fall. You would come through, in my conversations with You.

To My Love, My Life, My Only Reason for Loving In The I of Me, United With My Creator. Spending precious time, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. The Lord is in me, and the Lord is in you. God is, “Universally Ever Present.”

In Your Name, Jesus Christ, I beseech You. You, Jesus Christ, entrusted me with our “In Presence of Spirit.” You gave me incredible boldness, insight, encouragement, understanding, patience, and loads of knowledge. Furthermore, you gave me the total rights, of a child of God.

My inheritance, “In Presence of Spirit,” with you, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrow.

I love you, Jesus Christ. I plead the blood of blessings on mankind and the ever-presence of Your Eternal Presence, in spirit, in our whole entire book. “All my writings.”

You are Jesus Christ, and I am Wendy, “In Presence of Spirit in Conversation with the Lord.”

You are my love and my life. Furthermore, you are the only reason, I am here with you, “In Presence of Spirit.” You gave me the courage, to continue, these years.

You gave me, the ability, to write your book, through me, United with You, “In Presence of Spirit,” With You In Me, and I in You, Entwined, One In The Spirit, One In The Lord, One on One Conversations.

Spirit to Spirit, Communications in the Oneness of Truth. You, Jesus Christ, have provided for me, to fulfill my purpose, in this life. For Your World Awakening, is just a breath away. Lord Jesus Christ, in Your Glorious Name, I forward, The Conversations. June 5, 2011.

Scriptures

Revelation 8:4
And the smoke of the incense, which came with the prayers of the saints, ascended up before God out of the angel’s hand.

Revelation 1:10
I was in the Spirit on the Lord’s day, and heard behind me a great voice, as of a trumpet.

Luke 3:22
And the Holy Ghost descended in a bodily shape like a dove upon him, and a voice came from heaven, which said, Thou art my beloved Son; in thee I am well pleased.

Affirmations

I am securely held in the ever-present Spirit of Jesus Christ, where all my past agonies are dissolved into His perfect peace.

The prayers of my heart have safely reached the heavenly realm, carried like sweet incense directly before the throne of God.

I am united one-on-one with my Creator, moving forward with divine boldness, patience, and understanding to fulfill my true purpose.

Reflection

“Direct Me” stands as a powerful testament to the moment our search ends and true communion begins. When our human strength is worn out and we seek what seems hidden, the Holy Spirit reveals Himself at the exact right moment—not in the clamor of the world, but in the quiet, intimate sanctuary of spirit-to-spirit conversation.

Our tears of agony are transformed into a deep, steady inner peace. By standing boldly in our inheritance as children of God, every word written becomes an act of forwarding His glorious truth, trusting completely that His world awakening is only a single breath away.

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Blessings: Faith, Protection, Understanding Presence of Your Spirit

Writing: Blessings

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit.

A stunning nature photograph capturing a brilliant orange and yellow sunset with majestic mountains underneath, casting warm gold rays across a peaceful sky.
The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.

The cleansing of the cobwebs, knowledge, and a continual, constructive process instead of a destructive one. Courage, fortitude—the courage in endurance and patience. Guidance in things not seen, plus the gift of writing In Presence of Spirit, the book. Total Salvation.

Seventh, you rest in and through the unveiling of Christ, which gives you life, and through Christ, there is freedom from damnation.

Baptism—total immersion—is the regeneration of our souls in the here and now. From the death of sin to fully understanding the meaning and rights that are given through the love of Jesus Christ’s love for His Father. In following through with “The One Truth” to purification, He laid His life down to save mankind from darkness.

Deliverance is shedding off all the old beliefs and misconceptions of life’s cycles, breaking itself off so the regeneration could come forward in the designated time.

Forgiveness, whoa—lamentations in order. Supplication: awesome prayers in faith of the Lord’s Ever Presence, and the sphere in which the Lord can hear. And so regenerated, the passion through my faith in the presence of the Lord, in Spirit.

My losses gave up my life. Granted immunity. Freedom to follow through with the unveiling course to the promises, judgments, and mysteries. Clarification in understanding, allowed. Knowledge, attained. Wisdom in the spirit realm.

Constructive thought, on paper anyway. Getting out of the complete negative to sowing the seeds for the mass regeneration through Jesus Christ’s teachings. The love for the Father in Heaven.

The testaments of old of the coming of the Messiah, to fulfill the treasure of God’s blessings, promises, and mysteries.

To bring peace to mankind from the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, through Jesus Christ’s love and life.

Mortified cruelty, endured for the more significant, to put an end to the dominion of sin. To lay the way for death in the flesh to life eternal with the Lord, in the Lord, through the Lord, roundabout the Lord’s Presence in Spirit.

In Jesus Christ’s life, Jesus Christ’s ministry, in Jesus Christ’s unified Oneness with our Father who is in Majesty, awaiting the arrival of all the souls that have been lost through the generations, searching for the Truth.

Only through Christ Jesus lies the answers to the questions that need answers. Now, for complete regeneration: “Save the world.” Inside every person is a soul from God, waiting to be let free from the bondage that has kept humanity chained.

The cleansing can only be attained through the transition from sin, to fully accepting Christ as your Personal Savior. Then the Baptism and the Holy Spirit will take you through from the cleansing to the truth—continued protection.

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit. My faith lies in Your Blood of Blessings, for mankind to come in heart passion to the truth of our existence. To be redeemed from darkness to the light of Jesus Christ—my love, my reason for living still. May 16, 1997.

Blessings: Faith, Protection, Understanding | Presence of Your Spirit

The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.

Scripture

“Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.” — Romans 6:4 (KJV)

“Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son:” — Colossians 1:13 (KJV)

Affirmations

I cast off all old misconceptions and step into the total salvation of Christ. Right here and right now, my soul is completely regenerated, protected by His blood, and free to walk in the wisdom of the spirit realm.

I cast off the heavy cobwebs of worldly fear and firmly plant my faith in the Blood of Blessings. I am translated from complete darkness into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ, resting in the absolute freedom of Total Salvation.

I shed away all old misconceptions, false beliefs, and repetitious cycles of life’s trauma. The shield of the Holy Spirit covers me completely, breaking every chain of bondage and maintaining continued protection over my heart, mind, and soul.

Right here and right now, my soul undergoes a divine, total immersion of cleansing and true restoration. I step directly through the threshold of God’s Ever Presence, gaining clarity in my understanding, knowledge in my purpose, and wisdom in the spirit realm.

Reflection

Penned on May 16, 1997, this extensive writing reads as a profound declaration of spiritual warfare and ultimate victory.

It shows that true salvation requires us to step out of the negative and allow our old cycles and misconceptions to completely break away.

By viewing baptism as a literal, ongoing regeneration of our souls in the here and now, this piece illustrates how our earthly losses are traded for divine immunity.

It stands as a timeless call to unlock the captive souls of humanity through the truth of Christ’s teachings, bringing mankind into absolute peace within the Lord’s omnipresent realm.

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Divine Light in the Midst of Darkness | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening

Divine Light in the Midst of Darkness | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening

Writing: Arm Yourself

A stunning sunset with streaks of golden light illuminating a dark cloud over a rugged rock mountain range at dusk.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey as the sun sets over the peaks.

Arm yourselves with the blood of Jesus. Our only source, through You, is life. Only through Christ can you be born into the Spirit of Our Oneness with the Almighty, with the truth of all existence.

To reach and go beyond that which seems unattainable in the outer world, truth is stirred up, practiced, and strengthened to the ultimate explosion of answers—answers to questions having not had answers until now, when all will be known.

Lord, grant a new beginning with every benefit for our children, for every family, but personally, my own. I need Your spark ignited for regeneration purposes; I am stagnating in inability.

Furthermore, I rise above the exhausted responses of the negative and go one hundred percent in heart, mind, and soul to forward the cause. My life is as millions. Stop the suffering.

Scripture

“Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;” — 1 Peter 4:1 (KJV)

“Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost;” — Titus 3:5 (KJV)

Affirmation

I arm myself with the blood of Jesus and rise completely above the exhausted responses of darkness. I am born anew into the Spirit of Oneness, and I fully declare a holy regeneration over my life, my mind, and my family.

Reflection

Written in the heavy trials of December 1997, this piece stands as a fierce spiritual milestone. It shows the moment where human exhaustion hits a wall of stagnation, triggering an urgent cry for the divine spark of renewal. By choosing to arm ourselves with the blood of Jesus, we bypass the limited answers of the material world and tap directly into the Oneness of the Almighty. This revelation calls us to break free from generational suffering, layout our exhaustion at the altar, and move forward 100% committed to God’s ultimate plan of restoration.

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Inner Most Thoughts: Heart and Soul | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening

Inner Most Thoughts: Heart and Soul | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening

Scripture

“What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?” — Romans 8:31 (KJV)

A serene view of a snow-capped mountain range under a clear sky, with a crisp, detailed close-up of pure winter snow filling the right-hand side.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the winter journey.

“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.” — John 16:33 (KJV)

Affirmation:

I am anchored in the truth of Christ, and though the outer world may cloud itself in temporary darkness, the light of God within me cannot be overcome. I move forward in complete confidence, knowing that since God is for this journey, no force can stand against it.

Writing: Inner Most Thoughts

For a cause and a solution. The rest of the writings have incredible knowledge and can only get through the revelations of the total breakdown and breakthrough.

To an extraordinary solution, in which mankind can finally be freed from the degeneration of our unities. The misconceptions are freed in truth, only achieved by the grace of God, through Jesus Christ.

My outer world is not showing any solution; it has clouded itself with the negative of darkness again, with glimpses of understanding through these darkened glasses that I am wearing.

How can “In Presence of Spirit” capture the understanding of the multitudes? I do not know, but since it is for God, who can be against it?

Reflection

This writing serves as a powerful reminder that human perception is often limited, like looking through darkened glasses. When we look at the chaos and division of the world, a human solution seems impossible. True unity and freedom from degeneration cannot be manufactured by man; they are spiritual gifts achieved only through the grace of Jesus Christ. When our personal world breaks down, it clears the path for a spiritual breakthrough, allowing “In Presence of Spirit” to reach the hearts of the multitudes according to God’s perfect will.

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A Powerful Journey: Finding Faith and Spiritual Healing

SCRIPTURE

Psalm 119:105
Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.

View from the front of an 18-wheeler truck driving toward distant mountains under a dark, dramatic evening sky.
A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.

Colossians 1:13
Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son.

 

AFFIRMATION

I step into the inner chamber of my existence, completely free from the bondage of past pain and guilt. I claim the fullness of the Holy Spirit, advancing with high awareness into the divine light of love and truth that God left for us to find.

 

ORIGINAL WRITING

What Must I do Now

Put it all together for the Lord, for me, and for the world that will know about it in their due time. Fifteen years of “In Presence of Spirit.” Awesome. Book cover, done. Twenty-three years since I wrote my first writing, “In Presence of Spirit.”

What is up! A World Gathering of the Omnipresence with the Lord. God bless my children, my children’s children, and my children’s children’s children. I place all the generations, past and present, in the hands of Jesus Christ. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, I come to You; in the presence of Your Spirit, You gave humanity to find.

I claim the presence of Your Holy Spirit, Jesus Christ.

I know in my heart, mind, and soul that You gave me all these proclamations and declarations. The presence of Your very Spirit is on each page of these conversations I have with You.

Thank you, Jesus Christ, for bringing me back to the beginning where there was no pain, no guilt. Only Your Presence will brighten the multitudes’ hearts, minds, and souls in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.

Bring all in one mind, in Jesus Christ’s world recovery from darkness to the light of love. Only through You, in You, from You. Within the world scope of Your existence, it is only in and through You.

My love, my life, my only reason for writing this book. It is from You, Jesus Christ, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit. I love you, Jesus Christ. I love what You have given me to share with anyone who will read. My work of words, in Your Presence, You gave me in every writing. It is my book from You, Jesus Christ—through You to me, Your witness of the testimonies hereof.

I did not need any outsider to intrude on my knowledge, even though I have no degree. I do not need one on paper. I have mine in the presence of the Jesus Christ Holy Spirit; He left me to find it, and I did. Furthermore, I never gave up on one writing meant to be written from the inner chamber of my heart, where You, Lord, inspired freedom from bondage to life’s daily circumstances.

We are advancing again in higher awareness of what must be done to free the people of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ—to go beyond reason to the very existence of the realities that be, even though we cannot see that.

“In Presence of Spirit,” from the Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, is for mankind to come into the inner chamber of their existence and find You at the core of their being, so the internal purification can bring about massive change in the outcome of our human race as we know it. Come inside, and let the light shine in.

August 14, 2010

 

REFLECTION

This triumphant manuscript piece serves as a monumental declaration of generational blessing and spiritual milestone. It honors a legacy spanning over two decades of dedicated devotion, documenting a return to an innocent beginning entirely free from the shadows of pain and guilt. By claiming the authority of the Holy Spirit without reliance on worldly titles or outsider validation, it commands an internal cleansing that leads directly to freedom, light, and higher awareness.

 

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 The Ultimate Life and Light: Pure Peace and Spiritual Awakening

Life and Light: In Jesus Christ’s Name

 

SCRIPTURE

John 1:4
In him was life; and the life was the light of men.

A dark mountain peak silhouetted against glowing white clouds with sunlight breaking from behind.
Finding the light of His presence even when the mountain looks dark.

1 John 1:7
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanse us from all sin.

 

AFFIRMATION

The Christ Spirit within me is fully active, purifying my heart piece by piece. I am made whole through the blood of Jesus Christ, walking boldly out of the darkness and into the everlasting light of His divine presence.

 

ORIGINAL WRITING

Life and Light

“Peace in the multitude of everyone’s heart,” from the Christ Spirit within us all. All it needs is the activation. You become inwardly purified, piece by piece, until you are whole in the blood of Jesus Christ. This is the resurrection to Life Eternal—in Spirit, through Spirit, and with Spirit, in the presence of the Holy Spirit that God left for us to find.

God is the life and light of our hearts. Lord Jesus Christ, You are the beginning of me, the present of me, and the presence You share with me, I share with the world. From You, through me. You, Jesus Christ, are the only “One True Love,” and that means everything to me and every one of my brothers and sisters, from a time that has gone by, now, and into eternity.

You are the one true love. Out of You came the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection to life eternal with You, and the coming together in one heart and one mind. Too, it is the purification of everyone’s soul.

To the lost: by now, you are not lost anymore. I pray that for you—every one of you that ever was, that is, and whoever will be, until the end of eternity. But eternity is never-ending.

When we all join together in one heart, one mind, and one love, we are all home in the kingdom of heaven within. We are not without the holy presence of the Spirit anymore. Amen.

Lord Jesus Christ, the ruler of my heart’s quest, this was, is, and will ever be written on my heart. Thank you, my Lord and Savior, for the presence of your Holy Spirit in your authorship through me. A witness, a testimony of length. A song, a praise, a verse, a prayer, a poem.

In the presence of You, Father God, Father Son, and Father of the Holy Spirit, which covers this manuscript with the means to bring gladness and understanding. That which you will receive, once you let go of self-will, will be the acceptance of the truth of our existence.

August 23, 2010

 

REFLECTION

This inspired testimony stands as a vibrant declaration of divine transition, showing that inner purification is a deliberate, step-by-step awakening orchestrated by the Holy Spirit. By releasing our self-will, we unlock the true peace waiting inside the kingdom of heaven within. It beautifully underscores the truth that no soul is left behind or forgotten in Christ’s complete, non-exclusive circle of salvation.

 

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Deep Faith and Powerful Spiritual Healing

Deep Faith and Powerful Spiritual Healing

 

SCRIPTURE

John 8:12
Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that follows me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

Silhouetted travelers moving toward a distant mountain range beneath a vibrant orange and yellow sunset.
Finding steady hope along the journey as the day fades into a peaceful night.

Ephesians 1:7
In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace.

 

AFFIRMATION

I step out of the shadows of my old hesitant self and fully embrace the confident spirit God has placed within me. The cleansing power of Christ heals my heart, clears my mind, and aligns my soul with His eternal light. I am completely forgiven, beautifully restored, and forever held in the steadfast peace of His divine presence.

 

ORIGINAL WRITING

I am thinking! I do not know what I am going to do. Then I thought, I do know what I am going to do. I was contradicting my old negative self with my confident self—the I of me, on this side and that side, here and there, within and without, in spirit and in the flesh.

As you can see, the flesh came in first, but in spirit is where I forever want to be with you, who sent me to show you the way out of the darkness and into the light of the presence in spirit, through my writings with the Lord who made this happen.

This is a dialogue with the Holy Spirit, written to every one of you who will look and find Jesus Christ clearing the misconceptions of our existence.

The circumstances of where it came from are stopped in the blood of Jesus Christ. Let the healing begin—the ritual cleansing in each and every one who will find You in the core of their existence, in their being, and in their heart, mind, and soul. It touches the I of you, and me, and every person that ever was, that is, and that will ever be.

From darkness to the light of a World Awakening, in each one of your souls, your sin is forgiven in the blood of Jesus Christ. His life, His ministry, His death, and His resurrection to Life Eternal made this possible for you and me now, and now forever, even for them who passed and did not find Him. No one person is left out, for God would not have it so.

I come in peace. I come in steadfast love that I have given to you and me, in the light of “In Presence of Spirit” in me for each and every one that ever was to date, September 8, 2010, everyone who is now, and everyone who will ever be from this day forward.

These are statements of truth I could not keep to myself, and I refuse to be embarrassed. A song, a praise, a verse, a prayer, a poem, to you with love. God bless eternity!

September 8, 2010

 

REFLECTION

This inspired revelation captures the profound shift from human hesitation to spiritual certainty. It shows how the quiet wrestling between our physical experiences and our deep faith ultimately surrenders to the triumphant truth of Christ’s sacrifice. When we stop trying to figure things out on our own and step into the light, a divine awakening happens inside the soul. Through the cleansing power of His blood, all old, negative patterns fade away, leaving an open channel where inner peace takes over, confusion is completely removed, and we find steady hope along the journey.

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Emerging from the Darkness Into Spirit and Truth

Scriptures (King James Version)

Luke 12:2
“For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.”

Open highway extending toward a vibrant orange and gold sunset on the horizon with distant mountain silhouettes under dark twilight clouds.
Finding steady hope and magnificent beauty along the open road at twilight.

John 14:27
“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”

Affirmations

Even in the deepest darkness and heaviest trials the Lord is intimately present with me.

I step out of the desolation of the past and fully accept the life love and peace of the Holy Spirit.

My spirit is beautifully intertwined with the eternal love of God the Father God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.

Writing: A Letter to You

I am writing, a letter to you in secret. While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went to fight the fires.

So few people were put in my direct path. I needed to do it; once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while. Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.

I lost you. Let me fight, till the bitter end. I knew I was leaving, but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed. You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are the presence of spirit. You are the highest. Furthermore, you are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, and my understanding.

You are the first and last breath, I take. You are Soul. Furthermore, you are Spirit. Besides, you are life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.

The light of your love envelops my spirit, with yours. You walked into me at the Arroyo. I felt you; it was not my imagination. You wanted me to live with you forever.

I love you. You are mine internally, and I have shared you with the world through My Love For You. In the writings, that your comfort brought to the knowledge you unfolded. Through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “There is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.”

January 17, 1997

Reflection

This letter serves as an intimate testament to the rescue of the human soul from utter desolation. Walking through the fire can leave a person feeling entirely dead inside, yet this piece marks the exact moment the realization drops into the heart: God never left.

The encounter at the Arroyo was a real, tangible awakening where the Holy Spirit completely enveloped a weary life. By documenting this hidden closeness, the secret is beautifully revealed to the world, offering steady hope and showing that true, eternal comfort is found when our spirit fully merges with His.

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The Powerful Truth of Scars From the Past

“He health the broken in heart, and binder up their wounds.”
— Psalm 147:3 (KJV)

A striking highway view enclosed by massive solid rock mountains on either side, with a piece of a red 18-wheeler truck moving forward down the pass.
A road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides under the sky.

I am set free from the pain of yesterday, stepping fully into a complete renewal of my spirit.

I follow the only true passage out of the shadows, guided securely by the oneness of Christ Jesus.

I rest in everlasting peace, knowing the Holy of Holiest Spirits is with me in the here and now.

The scars from the past keep haunting my thoughts, entwined in the ever-presence of yesterday—the pain of yesterday, and the unleashing of the cleansing of yesterday.

To freedom from hell, hell in the here and now. Freedom from the pain, renewal of our spirit entwined within, and through the truth, which causes life and is resurrected from the death of the inner.

In the light of the here and now, in which no other passage will suffice. Only One, through Christ Jesus, is life, is hope. He is the guiding force to the oneness of truth, which all have the power through the Holy Spirit, in the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit—the glory of God through the Holy Son, everlasting peace.

In Jesus’ blood of sufferings and blessings for mankind, be of good cheer; God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy of Holiest Spirits are here in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow. March 17, 1997.

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