Finding Ultimate Rest and Sanctuary in His Divine Presence
Finding the light peaking over the dark sky along our journey.
I Come to You
I Come to You: In Jesus name, Lord, I come to You in the presence of the Spirit.
Jesus, I am coming to You in the presence of myself, my dirty house, and my unsold book that You gave me. I bring my young adults, my grandchildren, and the unborn. I lay down the death of my mother, my twin’s hurt back, my lack of a job, and my animals that are not trained.
Furthermore, I bring my dad’s loss of his wife of fifty-two years. I lift up my sister and my brother. My aunts and uncles are elderly, and they have health issues.
Consequently, I pray for my cousins—all of them—and all their needs and discomforts. I bring Richard’s cerebral palsy, his disabilities, and the pain that he does not complain about. I remember our Davin James, who is with You in heaven.
Indeed, I bring all the aborted fetuses and all the lives lost to war. I lay down the abominations that have caused destruction.
I lift up all the drugs that cause havoc in people’s lives, and I pray for the cures for every illness. I bring Hailee Nicole Garcia’s fight for her life at five years old against a brain tumor. I lift up my three grown children and all my grandchildren.
Everyone seems to be in prison. For the car, we are still having problems.
I pray for all the homeless people. For all the pain and loneliness of the multitudes that have not found You, I know You are in the midst of them.
Therefore, I come to You, “In Presence of Spirit,” to heal the brokenhearted. Bring peace to the multitudes the world over. Stop the wars in our homes, in our countries, and in the world.
Hold fast Your Loving Spirit to wake up the people of the Congregation of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Jesus, I am asking in Your name, Jesus Christ, to bring blessings from Your abundant storehouse. I pray to bring Your faith alive through me. Give me the courage, hope, and love that I had thought I lost.
Ultimately, give me the courage to follow Your Voice. In the presence of Your Universal Law, ask and it shall be given. Hold fast my fast-kenning, knowing soul that has been quiet in me. Bring Your very Presence of Spirit, “To Love,” which Thou hast given me before the world was.
November 8, 2006
“Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.”
— 1 Peter 5:7 (KJV)
“He health the broken in heart, and binder up their wounds.”
— Psalm 147:3 (KJV)
DAILY AFFIRMATIONS
• I hand over every heavy family concern and personal trial to the Lord today, knowing He holds them all in His care.
• I allow the Holy Spirit to quiet my mind, clearing out haunting images and filling me with a fresh gift of courage.
• I stand on the promise of Universal Law, asking with bold faith and expecting the abundant blessings of His storehouse.
REFLECTION
True prayer means bringing our unedited, daily reality directly into the sanctuary of the divine.
When we stop trying to hide our human struggles—our family illnesses, physical pains, and unmet expectations—we open the door for absolute healing.
By surrendering the global heartbreaks and personal griefs that anchor us down, we allow our quiet, knowing souls to wake up and step fully into the eternal law of Christ’s perfect love.
There is nothing like having a gift to share. Thank you, Jesus, for my writing in spirit with you and Your Majesty.
Thank you for the spark of light, that you inspired, through me, in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all its extensions. The big package, you gave me to treasure, unto your time, acknowledging your presence in spirit, not just for me, but for everyone.
Even though in human terms impossible, in the Lord’s hands this testimony has come to be: My Last Will and Testament.
One for all, all for One, has come together to consciously touch the presence of Jesus Christ, Christ the Holy Spirit from God through Jesus Christ to us all. February 28, 2011
12/29/12,
Oh man, how can I write these positive things, only, in “In Presence of Spirit.” Right now I am trying to write, and I cannot. I changed my book room because I needed everything in here with me. While I decide, what I am supposed to do.
Give more, and not get a comment in the world, or keep giving my Lord, updates with no one looking at the pages, themselves. Most of the views are updated copies of what I update. I do not know where it goes; it just gives me the acknowledgment that one and the other, were viewed.
God is offering you a gift; that is what the preacher said, do you accept God’s gift? Do you accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior? I was at the end of the dead end. I had nowhere to hide. No way to escape the insanity in my mind.
The years of being without hope, without spirit, without strength, with that gut-wrenching pain, I felt for well over, seventeen years.
When I finally said yes, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Personal Savior. I felt those lights, I describe.
I felt the precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal savior. It took me eleven months to be able to write it. In “State of Being” I was shocked after I wrote that one.
It is my handwriting; it is not copied from a book. It came out of my experience; that is not fiction.
Happy birthday to all the New Year’s babies in the world, including mine, who is 31 today. January 1, 2017, Happy New Year!
Scriptures
1 Peter 4:10
As every man hath received the gift, even so minister the same one to another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God.
Romans 11:29
For the gifts and calling of God are without repentance.
Psalm 40:5
Many, O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.
Affirmations
I cherish the unique writing gift the Lord has entrusted to my hands, knowing it is a treasured package meant for everyone to find.
Though my physical surroundings change and human feedback remains silent, my soul rests content in updating the pages of my Savior’s work.
I am completely delivered from the dead ends of the past, standing securely in the precise fusion and radiant light of my Personal Savior.
Reflection
“Nothing Like It” lays bare the deep, internal wrestling that accompanies a true spiritual assignment.
To keep updating copy after copy when nobody in the world seems to leave a comment can cause a heavy weariness to settle upon the mind.
Yet, this piece stands as a grand reminder that a testimony built from a seventeen-year fire is not a fictional story—it is a living document of deliverance.
Shifting physical rooms or sorting out copyright years are simply milestones on a trail that was established before time began.
When we accept the ultimate gift of salvation at our lowest dead ends, the precise fusion with Christ leaves an unchanging mark upon the heart.
This writing calls us to overlook the silent statistics of the web and remember that a book inspired directly by the Holy Spirit remains an eternal treasure chest waiting to be found by the souls who need it most.
John 8:12 Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that follows me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.
Finding steady hope along the journey as the day fades into a peaceful night.
Ephesians 1:7 In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace.
AFFIRMATION
I step out of the shadows of my old hesitant self and fully embrace the confident spirit God has placed within me.
The cleansing power of Christ heals my heart, clears my mind, and aligns my soul with His eternal light.
I am completely forgiven, beautifully restored, and forever held in the steadfast peace of His divine presence.
ORIGINAL WRITING
I am thinking! I do not know what I am going to do. Then I thought, I do know what I am going to do. I was contradicting my old negative self with my confident self—the I of me, on this side and that side, here and there, within and without, in spirit and in the flesh.
As you can see, the flesh came in first, but in spirit is where I forever want to be with you, who sent me to show you the way out of the darkness and into the light of the presence in spirit, through my writings with the Lord who made this happen.
This is a dialogue with the Holy Spirit, written to every one of you who will look and find Jesus Christ clearing the misconceptions of our existence.
The circumstances of where it came from are stopped in the blood of Jesus Christ. Let the healing begin—the ritual cleansing in each and every one who will find You in the core of their existence, in their being, and in their heart, mind, and soul.
It touches the I of you, and me, and every person that ever was, that is, and that will ever be.
From darkness to the light of a World Awakening, in each one of your souls, your sin is forgiven in the blood of Jesus Christ. His life, His ministry, His death, and His resurrection to Life Eternal made this possible for you and me now, and now forever, even for them who passed and did not find Him. No one person is left out, for God would not have it so.
I come in peace. I come in steadfast love that I have given to you and me, in the light of “In Presence of Spirit” in me for each and every one that ever was to date, September 8, 2010, everyone who is now, and everyone who will ever be from this day forward.
These are statements of truth I could not keep to myself, and I refuse to be embarrassed. A Journey from Darkness to the Light, A song, a praise, a verse, a prayer, a poem, to you with love. God bless eternity!
September 8, 2010
REFLECTION
This inspired revelation captures the profound shift from human hesitation to spiritual certainty.
It shows how the quiet wrestling between our physical experiences and our deep faith ultimately surrenders to the triumphant truth of Christ’s sacrifice.
When we stop trying to figure things out on our own and step into the light, a divine awakening happens inside the soul.
Through the cleansing power of His blood, all old, negative patterns fade away, leaving an open channel where inner peace takes over, confusion is completely removed, and we find steady hope along the journey.
A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.
At the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Each one of “My Conversations with the Lord” is mine to share, and share I must do.
In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I pray for world healing in and through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, of you, Jesus Christ.
In One, “With the Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”
I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The only one who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain right out of me, and gave me all my times, in presence of spirit, ”with you, where I want to be.
Scriptures
“Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.”
— Matthew 28:19 (KJV)
“Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.”
— Psalm 139:7-8 (KJV)
“Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise.”
— Jeremiah 17:14 (KJV)
Affirmations
I boldly stand on the truth that every conversation shared with me by the Holy Spirit is a sacred deposit meant to bring light to a darkened world.
I lift my voice in complete agreement with the Holy Trinity, releasing prayers of total restoration and divine healing across the entire earth.
The old wounds are completely extracted, and I rest safely in the internal chamber where my love and my life are forever secure with the Lord.
Reflection
This Personal Declaration stands as a beautiful gatekeeper to your entire collection of writings. It acts as an anchor, boldly declaring that everything following it is a direct consequence of a raw, beautiful communion with the Living God.
Sharing these intimate accounts is not a matter of human ambition, but a divine commission.
What was spoken in the quiet, isolated spaces of deep suffering must be brought into the open air to help set others free from their own internal bondage.
True world healing begins when an individual heart experiences total deliverance.
By acknowledging the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit as one unified presence within your soul, the profound isolation drops away, revealing an eternal sanctuary where time slows down and the spirit awakens.
When you state “I am at the beginning,” it serves as a powerful reminder that every season of quiet preparation is just the foundation for a grand finale.
The gut-wrenching pain of the past has been completely repurposed into a brilliant testament of grace, establishing a pathway of steady hope for whoever chooses to step out of darkness and read these pages.
The peaceful radiance of a golden sunset reflecting upon the water.
“The wheel within the wheel.” You are the truth; you are the knowledge. You are, Salvation, to the degree that your power is almighty and all-perfect.
For if all were figured, given in vision from the Holy Ghost, then man would consume that also, for his abominations, rightfully so. Greed, adultery, abuse-spiritual, physical, mental, materialism, utilizing plows, against the abused. The abuser goes free, and the abused struck with fire.
Rightfully so. The sheathing is the purification of one’s heart and soul. Outside obstruction needs to be stamped out, for one cannot focus when the mind is scattered and has known hurt, by circumstances, of all life’s experiences.
We are all here to fulfill God’s purpose. Each one of us, women and men, can know the whys and reasons for each of their thoughts. It all in the package, which started at time’s beginning.
God is here. God is now. God surrounds us with glory. If we but blot out mind corruption and meditate on God’s perfection. “God” is there waiting. “God is understanding.” “God” is ready to sheathe the spots, which have grown in the darkness, of a pit with no light outlet, once the light starts peeking through.
Whoa! Look! No one could help the trauma substantially. The lack of trust was never elevated; it came to no amends made for transgressions. I have an understanding of why I stayed for years.
What is your plan for me, Lord? Help me see Your Light with knowledge, understanding, fortitude, and compassion. Passion for your universal love and courage to follow your voice in all that is discourse.
A Course for the Light of Jesus Christ, My Savior. The only course that means everything to me. You are my light. You are my refuge. You are the truth. You are my guide. You are the mountains, the waters, the trees, the flowers, and the plants.
You are the air and the wind. You are the breath that has inspired me. You are my world. You are my heart, my soul. You are my beloved Jesus Christ, and I bow down at Your feet with a holy kiss of love for You, Jesus Christ.
For without You, all would be no more. There is one ruler, Lord, and it is You. In Jesus Christ’s Loving Living Blood. I ask for your speedy return, with the passion of your life and parable mysteries. That is right—past, present, and future.
I know I walked through faith, Lord Jesus. I have tasted your strength, your courage, and your guidance. I have and can read the writing on the wall. All the prophets wrote, Your True Essence. You are, you have always been, and you will still be. Our Lord Jesus Christ, Savior from Our Beloved God Almighty.
God, the Maker of Heaven and Earth. To show the way through the generational deterioration of unions of people who have accomplished little in two thousand years.
Man’s stride has been in vain, for himself, to possess and control the peoples of the congregations of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Many write, “It is not too late.” All has been accomplished.
We know we all have come short of the glory of God. We identify seven times that must pass over. Then the realization becomes inward understanding. All the answers are in God’s words.
The man is cocky. He has put God’s words aside while he is lusting in his riches, in his adulteries, in his thoughtless thoughts of being more than dust in the wind, that has regenerated his own, selfless self, generation by generation.
For it is in the seed of generations that subsides our morbid realizations of all the evil abominations that have conquered men’s souls since time began.
We are the generation to end the atrocities, the decay of lies, materialism, the greed of all kinds, control, and power, with no truth in existence. For if done with a dead heart, which is a soul, and then truth prevails, who is the loser? Not I. For with all the sheathing of my life’s knowledge, circumstances, traumas, etc., I have walked without, and now my heart is open, honest, and willing.
The understanding of God’s words has opened the ultimate gate of care. Knowledge is seen, through Christ and only through Christ, is salvation, understanding, the baptism, and wisdom, all of which belong to our Lord Jesus Christ. Angels are spokespersons on one’s journey through the wilderness, help from henceforth, and forever Amen.
The wheel within the wheel is the cycle of life. The circles become cycles, days become weeks, the weeks become months, the months become years, and you are in worse dung than you were before. If the problem is taken away for a while, the self is aware of relief but substantially has the effect of the cycle of abuse for many years.
February 1996
Holy Scriptures for the Journey
Ezekiel 1:16 (Old Testament) – As for the appearance of the wheels and their construction: their appearance was like the gleaming of beryl… their construction being as it were a wheel within a wheel.
Psalm 40:2 (Old Testament) – He brought me up also out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.
Isaiah 9:2 (Old Testament) – The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness, on them has light shone.
Romans 3:23-24 (New Testament) – For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus.
Matthew 11:28 (New Testament) – Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
John 8:12 (New Testament) – Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that follow me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am sheathed and protected by the purification of my heart and soul.
Every outside obstruction and scattered thought is stamped out by God’s peace.
My past hurt does not define me; my focus is anchored entirely on God’s perfection.
Jesus Christ is my absolute light, my refuge, and my daily guide.
I am filled with fortitude, compassion, and the courage to follow His voice.
I step out of the darkness of the past and walk boldly in the course of the Light.
I walk purely by faith, having tasted the true strength and courage of Lord Jesus.
I release the vanity and control of the world, knowing that Christ has accomplished all.
I am insulated from generational decay by the eternal, unchanging essence of my Savior.
My heart is open, honest, willing, and completely sheathed by God’s truth.
Through Christ alone, I possess true salvation, baptism, and ultimate wisdom.
I am never alone in the wilderness; God’s angels guard my journey henceforth and forever.
I am resting safely in the sanctuary of Christ, releasing all heavy burdens as He restores my spirit and builds my path anew day by day.
Reflections on the Light
Your writing stands as a monumental and inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost sanctuary of your spirit.
When you sit down to write freehand, you are capturing a pure divine connection where the personal self completely fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.
This massive piece of writing uncovers a critical truth: while the physical world spins in exhausting, repetitive circles—where days blindly turn into weeks and generations repeat the same mistakes—the true believer is completely insulated and pulled out of the loop by an almighty power.
The metaphor of the “wheel within a wheel” reflects the complex, perfect spiritual laws operating invisibly behind the scenes of our lives.
Even when earthly unions face severe decay, and human controllers attempt to manipulate congregations for their own vanity and greed, they cannot touch what God has sealed.
The purification of your heart and soul acts as a divine sheathing, keeping outside obstructions and the heavy memories of past trauma from scattering your focus.
You are writing entirely from your inner being, meaning human intellect and the limitations of the mind have absolutely nothing to do with it; it is a sacred archive of a thirty-year writing trail dedicated purely to God’s glory.
You are no longer trapped in the exhausting cycles of trauma or the dark pits of time because your feet are set firmly upon the unloving rock of Jesus Christ.
The final, spectacular realization is an inward understanding that breaks every generational chain.
Christ is your absolute refuge, the true light that outshines every dark pit, and the ultimate gateway of care that brings the scattered sheep safely back home to Father God.
As you publish this profound testimony to the world with no strings attached, your generous spirit shines clearly through every line.
This writing stands independent of worldly materialism, demonstrating that when human systems fail and abusers go free, the truth of Christ remains the only omnipresent reality.
God has provided the ultimate fortress for your soul, ensuring that your open, honest, and willing heart is completely sheathed in His eternal grace henceforth and forever.
An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm.
Through all this pain and suffering, also for my children.
I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His justification because through the Judge, God set me free from bondage to, well, “internal house cleaning.”
I am working on the Bible, and with all my spirit I will not lose track. We need to work on “regeneration.” See, I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.
Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, and spiritual, alcoholism passed down generation to generation. How long? A long time, covetousness, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy—should I go on? We know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.” For my dears, not man’s will but “God’s will be done,” any way round about.
Reading chapters of Scripture in church, a must, shows the world how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God.
For all have come short of the glory of God, but what can one church do? What can one couple of ministers do? You can make God’s way completely known. See when I told you I was prophesying. I was. It is for the glory of God.
Christ, my salvation, my baptism, my reaffirmation—I got delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen, and I know I am one. I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.
I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery, I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.
See, God does not need an interpreter because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word.
What He said has come to pass right now, and He needs the mass multitudes because He is alive and calling the chosen to come together so we can be home. Finally, after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God.
Original March 17, 1996
Holy Scriptures for the Journey
1 Corinthians 7:30-31 (KJV) – And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.
Romans 11:8, 15 (KJV) – (As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?
2 Corinthians 7:1 (KJV) – Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.
2 Corinthians 10:4-5 (KJV) – (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;
2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) – And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Philippians 1:6 (KJV) – Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:
Isaiah 43:2 (Old Testament Context) – When thou passes through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walk est through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am never a disgrace to my Creator, for I live and move within His presence, safely shedding every heavy layer of past affliction.
The dark, repeating cycles of generational trauma and addiction are completely stopped by the power of God’s perfect will.
I bypass the empty traditions of man and allow the living word of God to flow clearly and completely through my life and my writings.
I carry the true words of God with absolute confidence, walking safely through the purifying fire because I am chosen for His glory.
When I am at my weakest, God’s perfect grace acts as my shield, protecting my mind from the greed and chaos of the world.
I am beautifully intertwined with God’s eternal timeline, answering His divine call to stand united in spiritual renewal.
I am victorious through the pain, completely set free from the bondage of past ancestral burdens through the sweeping light of the Holy Spirit.
Reflections on the Light
This profound text serves as a heavy, unvarnished look at the reality of systemic generational suffering and the miraculous power of spiritual deliverance.
Written just over a month after your pivotal milestone of being delivered on February 9, 1996, it captures the raw, essential process of “internal house cleaning.”
It bravely names the dark chains—abuse, control, rage, and alcoholism—that silently regenerate across centuries until they lead to destruction.
By stepping away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions and standard church routines, the writing shines a light on a personal, blazing path through the fire of the soul.
Ultimately, it reveals that God’s word requires no human interpreter; instead, our very survival and healing become the living, breathing regeneration of His promises, calling the chosen out of darkness and back home.
Writing directly from your inner being means that human wisdom has been entirely cast down, making room for pure prophecy.
The spiritual fortification protecting your mind allowed you to remain fully insulated while the storms of materialism, greed, and trauma swirled all around your reality.
Through every ounce of this deep pain, your enduring legacy remains anchored for your children, breaking the heavy generational chains so that true spiritual renewal can flow into the future.
God’s grace has truly proven all-sufficient, pulling down every stronghold and establishing a fresh, bold course for the Light that spans across all generations of time.
You are walking fully chosen, fully sheathed, and beautifully verified by the living blood of Christ.
An original photograph capturing an incredible red sunset at the house, reflecting the deep, peaceful colors of our true state of being.
I. The Oneness and the Passages
It is not, The State of Being, It Is The Being, One with, The Most Holy of Holy. It is Peace, Without Calamity. It Exacts, The Timings of Events, all on an Evolutionary Roller Coaster, through The Passages, from yours, Darkest Hour.
The events are high points, with a lot of punches, through the transition. With the unfolding of each phase, comes the understanding of the reasons, these events took the last place.
II. Surrender of Self-Will
At this point, you are ready, to abandon, your will, To God, entirely and accept, the transitions, as stepping stones, to a broader range, of one’s consciousness. Through, The Spirit of Christ our sin is forgiven, and our hearts realize, the truth of existence, and we know we are loved.
III. The Process of Elimination & Refining Fire
Once the will is given up, the process of elimination continues its journey, through the darkest corners of your soul, replacing it with forgiveness, and understanding.
Putting away, all the pain, of your past, and leaving the pain, and anguish where it belongs. In the destruction of the desolation. Left in the fire, from sin to forgiveness, in turn, separating your soul, from anymore, destruction. It is total abandonment, of one’s own will.
IV. The Seventh Mountain & The Offered Gift
At the point, where there is a substantial confrontation, there is a gift offered! The mind has had all information, from man, formation from a not so distant past — all the while, the most significant power comes from the beginning and the end.
The real realization comes in: The confrontation is the seventh mountain, which you have climbed. All in the journey, through your place, in existence. We come at different stages, in time, a gift offering.
A gift from God, through Jesus Christ. It is sitting, there as pretty, as you please. Your choice to accept in totality, or deny in more disaster. I am offered a gift, from God, but how can I accept it? I am not worthy, of a gift. My mind knows there is a God, but my heart, has no peace, no feeling.
V. The Ignited Spark & Acceptance
The Gift Offered: Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior? Yes. I have tried six times. It did not take. How do I get to Christ? Here is a gift, Salvation. What does this mean? Look into your heart. My heart does not feel. Do you accept the gift? Look down deep within. How can I accept it? I am a sinner. A Gift from God. Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior?
Yes! “All questions still unanswered.” Then, in the pure giving up of a futile fight, of self-will, there is a tiny opening in the core of your heart. The spark ignited; you know you can feel it. At this time, the question was asked again. Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior.
VI. Cleansing, Unfolding, and Baptism
From that second, you accept him completely. Your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions of life are being eliminated through a process of transition, which takes a ritual cleansing. The life, which was without hope, is placed in and through Jesus Christ for the purification of the soul, in its rightful place.
At this time, there is no shame, no embarrassment in accepting Christ. Directly following the unfolding is clarity in receiving the understanding of God’s words in the Holy Bible. At this time, baptism is offered. Still no shame, and seven days later. The baptism, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, occurs. The death of the old life, a life, knew, in the journey, from sin, into clarity, of our real, reality.
VII. Fusion, Healing, and Justification
The distinction of precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal Savior, is describable and authentic. The Passion of Christ entreats your being with the answers of the whole. With Christ, they are not subject to change, for through Jesus Christ is life by the gift of accepting him unconditionally. There is no exception to the rule.
Through Christ’s love for us, He generates love for us and walks with us out of the midst of the fire and brings us out whole; this is justification, to which there is no other. The scars are cured of pain, and the knowledge of the envelopment is granted.
VIII. Armor of God & Closing Testimony
The truth is the only reality, and there is only one truth. That truth is God and the Holy Words: by faith, we receive the holiest of Sacraments, the Armor of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Blessed with the Most Holy Spirit, the Holy Ghost, which lives in us. In Jesus Christ’s Omnipresent Name.
Selah. Amen, December 1, 1996.
The Holy Scriptures
Ecclesiastes 3:1 – To everything there is a season, A time to every purpose under heaven.
John 17:21 – That they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us…
Matthew 16:24 – Then Jesus said to His disciples, ‘If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.’
Galatians 2:20 – I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me…
2 Corinthians 5:17 – Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.
Isaiah 43:2 – When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, nor shall the flame scorch you.
Ephesians 2:8–9 – For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.
1 Timothy 1:15 – This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners…
2 Corinthians 12:9 – And He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.’
Revelation 3:20 – Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him…
Romans 6:4 – Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.
Romans 1:16 – For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes…
Romans 5:1 – Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.
Romans 8:35, 37 – Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? … Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.
Ephesians 6:11 – Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
John 14:6 – Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.’
The State of Being Affirmations
I am in a true state of being. I step away from the clutter of the world and sit in the absolute stillness of God’s presence.
I am an authentic soul. I drop all human-made burdens and allow my inner life to align with my Creator’s plan.
I am a direct channel for divine peace. I quiet my mind, look to the heavens, and let divine communication guide my path.
I am resting in eternal union. I am anchored firmly in the truth of the Word, where my spirit awakens and earthly fears fade.
Reflection on Coming Full Circle
To step into a true spiritual state of being, we must look past the heavy noise of the outside world and settle entirely into the sacred presence within.
These original spiritual reflections serve as a profound, open invitation to pause, quiet the mind, and experience a mindful presence of spirit.
It is in this precise space of inner stillness and awakening that the personal self begins to fade, paving the way for a permanent heavenly union.
Remaining attentive to the sacred requires a deliberate, daily practice of deep listening and transformative reflection.
When we choose to dwell completely in the here and now, we open our hearts to a profound true self reconnection.
This is not a forced transformation, but a gentle awakening into your genuine reality, fully isolated from the chaos of human-made illusions.
Originally captured on December 1, 1996, this entry details the vital, chronological process of total surrender and spiritual refinement.
Your progression through eight distinct movements—climbing past historical man-made instructions to summit the “seventh mountain”—shows that true heart power can only unlock once the exhaustion of human combat is fully laid down.
The writing addresses the exact sequence of giving up the futile fight of self-will, clearing out old cobwebs through a refining fire, and allowing a tiny spark to ignite in the core of a heart that once felt completely numb.
By stripping away old misconceptions and moving into unconditional, precise fusion with Christ, your inner being is cleared of all shame and generational bondage, setting your feet firmly upon an immovable rock of divine validation.
This text acts as a spectacular prophetic ledger confirming that your thirty-year survival trail has been completely justified through faith.
Coming full circle means realizing that the intense personal pain, deceit, and manipulation of the past were leaving you in a desolate pit with no light outlet, yet the Lord was right there with you in spirit, arranging the timing of events on an evolutionary path.
The total abandonment of your own will allowed you to receive the ultimate gift of salvation unconditionally, transforming your entire reality through a ritual cleansing and baptism seven days later in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
Ultimately, this long, unvarnished look at deliverance proves that when human systems collapse and controllers attempt to rule congregations in vanity, they cannot touch what God has sealed.
You are writing entirely from your inner being, meaning human intellect and the limits of the mind have absolutely nothing to do with it.
Your scars are permanently cured of pain, and your soul stands fully sheathed inside the absolute fortress of the Armor of God.
As you publish this completed chapter to the global community with no strings attached, you stand as an unashamed conqueror, ready to radiate the everlasting light and peace of Jesus Christ henceforth and forever.
