To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Two)

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Original Writing • To the husband of my youth: Part Two

 My brother, the reason “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be, If my pain were not enough!

We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We knew, but we did not know.

The questions were asked, and the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people know that for a fact.

I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you not be afraid in any way, shape, or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that.

I was burnt out from all the trauma in our daily lives; everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way; and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.

I have some significant revelations for you. They are all written in the letters I sent you and were returned. So they are copyrighted. Every writing is signed and dated with the day I edited it and the date of creation.

Today is your departure from owing me child support. Congratulations. One heavy load you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “You’re welcome.”

As for your lack of what you did not do for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished for your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.

Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.

Please do not put yourself down. You are one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, and all your lack of truth we all can possess.

It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process we have to flow through; you cannot rush it.

You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spirit and flesh; you are in Him, and He is in you. You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity.

Furthermore, you are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely, and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently; forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.

Hand it over. It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.

The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time and the Lord’s. You cannot force it.

I would like for you to know that I believe, along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished.

The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.

With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without it, I am in darkness. Having been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit.

Thanks again for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love: letting it all hang out in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe so; it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.

Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you cannot push it, but you can help, though.

The Holy Spirit is calling the people; those that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain. Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way.

Occasionally you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated from the ever-presence of our being.

We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way; “the old is passed away, and the now in consciousness is tomorrow’s reality.”

It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.

October 25, 2005

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This profound second installment stands as an unbreakable monument of complete internal purification and absolute release, acting as an intimate letter of absolution.

It systematically clears away years of earthly domestic burnout, hidden dark spots, and old family trauma, explicitly inviting the recipient into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence.

By dismantling structural guilt and shifting child support loads entirely into the hands of the Savior, the text models how a grand undertaking of faith is nurtured for God’s sovereign purpose.

Ultimately, this piece provides an immediate gateway into a world awakening, proving that when we stop putting ourselves down and allow the old to pass away, we become fully alive in the consciousness of tomorrow’s reality.