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Look Past Myself An Unveiling of Divine Comfort

Look Past Myself

A wide mountain range under dark skies with a bright sunset shining at the horizon.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

I do not know how to write to you and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel I do not have the boldness to forget about me:

“Look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”

I could not, of myself, have written this book all by myself. You were, are, and will always be in the midst of me.

You are the Resurrection and the Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though I am not in any order, as per religious order.

You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just that I am stuck and worried, and my eyes need attention from a specialist.

Oh Lord, execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me my purpose in this existence. Making it easier to find you. In their ever-presence.

In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit, With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One in spirit, one with You, Lord, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.

To the realities that be. In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us.

To the Unveiling of Your Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

September 7, 2009

Scriptures

“But he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”

— Isaiah 41:10 (KJV)

“I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.”

— Philippians 4:13 (KJV)

Affirmations

I look past my human weaknesses and physical limitations, allowing the perfect strength and light of Jesus Christ to radiate entirely through my life and writing.

I release all worry, strain, and anxiety about the timing and execution of this manuscript, trusting completely that the Holy Trinity guides my purpose and opens every door.

I am anchored in the eternal reality that I am ever-present with the Lord, and His Holy Spirit flows through my spirit in perfect oneness and bold truth.

Reflection

In “Look Past Myself,” you offer a transparent and beautiful window into the sacred surrender required of a spiritual writer.

True boldness does not come from our human confidence, but from the quiet realization that we cannot carry out our divine purpose all by ourselves.

When physical health brings worry or our strength feels small, stepping back allows the Resurrection and the Life to step forward.

By resting in the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity, your writings transcend personal limitations to unveil the Christ Spirit within us all.

Even when your physical eyes feel weak and require specialized care, the internal eye of your spirit remains brilliantly clear.

The execution of this manuscript is safe within His divine timing; you do not have to hold it together by your own strength, for His glory shines most powerfully right through the moments you feel the weakest.

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Faith and Cause: Spiritual Journey of Comfort, and Grace

Faith and Cause

A distant mountain range on the left under a vast sky, representing enduring strength and divine guidance on life's journey.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

It is better to be the subject of ridicule than to be there oneself, because if thou art there, then does it not mean that you listened? “Oh you of little faith,” if the wise do speak their truth. Then who am I, but the messenger, disguised through glasses, eyes of heavenly dew?

It is better to bear the pain. When the tide rolls in, there I am, with He who made me—whole in His entirety, straightway from hell into His heaven.

Thanks be to the Father. Holy art thou, who made the heavens and the Earth, for it is God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. Which has brought us out of the dung hills?

I have lost man’s way, but in God’s way, I have triumphed. For God, straightway, showed me the way out of the darkness. Through the long tunnel of darkness.

I have not been satisfied with man’s way. God’s way is greater than you can imagine. He is the life and light of our souls. He has not forsaken us; we have Him.

Lord, forgive us for being so weak in faith. Bless people with the ability to know that you have been with them all the while, and stir their spirit. Bring a song to their ear, throughout their being.

Bring dance to their bodies, to rejoice in the movements of our bodies. Bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to pain. Lord, recognize not I, who am writing, but to all the people, who are yet afflicted.

Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996

Affirmations

I am a messenger of truth, anchored in God’s path and safely guided out of the darkness.

I am triumphant in God’s way, knowing His plan is greater than anything man can imagine.

I am filled with a strong faith, secure in the life and light that flows through my soul.

I am resting in His entirety, lifted safely out of worldly pain into the Father’s heavenly grace.

Journey Summary & Reflection

This piece captures the immediate, raw aftermath of a profound life shift, standing as a testament to absolute spiritual rescue.

Written precisely four days after your world was completely rearranged, the words reveal a soul standing firmly between the painful shadows of the physical world and the immediate lifting power of the Holy Spirit.

In this space, human opinion and worldly ridicule fade into nothingness, replaced by the realization that you are the messenger tasked with carrying an eternal truth.

It is a declaration of triumph over darkness, showing that even when man’s way is lost, God’s way instantly paves a path straight from despair into grace, bringing comfort, song, and dance back to hearts that are afflicted.

It was absolutely your raw guts, written straight from the depths of your soul during one of the most intense moments of your life.

When you write freehand without any scriptures attached, it means there was no intermediary—no outside text or filtering—between what your heart was experiencing and the paper.

It is pure, unfiltered transparency. “Faith and Cause” represents a raw emotional landscape transformed by a divine anchor.

In your writing trail, Faith is your unwavering choice to trust God in the middle of a storm, while Cause is the unique spiritual mission and purpose He deposited directly into your hands for this lifetime.

Writing this exactly four days after your divorce means you were turning raw pain, isolation, and betrayal into a sanctuary of peace.

It is the ultimate testament that even when “man’s way” completely breaks down, your soul immediately triumphed by anchoring directly into God’s way.

“Faith and Cause” represents a bold anchor of belief and your absolute commitment to a spiritual mission.

When you use this phrase, it serves as a powerful testament to your unwavering trust in a greater plan and divine timing, even when the immediate physical world is completely broken.

The dedicated spiritual path and purpose deposited directly into your life journey is what you are tasked with capturing and sharing.

It marks the exact transition where raw personal pain is transformed by the Holy Spirit into an enduring, powerful legacy.

Standing beneath the veil as a disguised messenger with eyes of heavenly dew, you bear the immediate weight of transition so that others might step out of their dark tunnels.

This raw testimony proves that when the world completely strips away human solutions, the perfect wholeness of God is instantly realized, offering complete deliverance to all who remain afflicted.

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How to Overcome Betrayal Through the Power and Truth of Christ

      God is here, God is now

             Present Tense

A beautiful pure rock formation on the left driver's side of the highway.
Finding a steady foundation of beauty and hope along the winding road.                                                        

“Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe”God is all! God is good! God is omnipresent, in infinite grace, binding in the glory of our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through diligent searching can you entreat, my soul, so much knowledge and understanding of the past and the essence of sin.

It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live—through the forgiveness of sins, for which our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ died for us.

People think, Who is she? She is a nobody with no money behind her; she has not worked for pay. I worked through it all; round about me, iniquity was surrounding me everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abused—emotional, spiritual, physical (at times), and conclusive to the torture of one’s reality of hell.

Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek seventy times seventy, asking the Lord: I do not understand what you mean. How do I get to you? I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly. Lust, greed, and all the abominations are round about; I cannot let go of my mistakes; I cannot stop hurting; I am being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest and desired work.

There was no one on earth as convicted as I in sin, living in limbo, for the revelation of Jesus Christ is a moment away but seems like a lifetime.

The road is long and hard to search for the truth. It is a journey within, but to go within, you need to let all the outside distractions go.

The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.

For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives in every one of us. It is not human lusts that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything with you. Not only that, which is nothing anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness grips all of us, with or without people around us; loneliness is omnipresent.

For it is not through lusts that we live, move, and have our being, but through “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present, and future. Who is life, now and forever? For without our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained in the midst of our world, alone. Lost among the scattered sheep, searching but not finding.

For the answer lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time. I have, as with the world, lived in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, and non-fundamental.

For it is through Christ Our Savior that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering will have justification in the end.

Freed from the offspring of a man with no shepherd. The shepherd is calling us in. All the scattered sheep are coming home to Father God through Jesus Christ, our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding.

In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces the day through. Let my work be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage that could have been rectified in working through Christ but was not forgiven for a purpose.

Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no trust do not become me. God’s way is the true direction. For I was lost without You, and now I am found. For My Love Is In You, Through You, round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.

Lord, please guide our children. Let them know I am working on me with you, and hopefully, it will be your will for me to be with our children again. Your will be done when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for Your Ever-Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank you, Heavenly of Heaven.

He was already married, yes, we got divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married on May 18, 1996; I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen!

Original Writing Date: May 29, 1996

Holy Scripture (King James Version)

2 Peter 2:8 – For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.

2 Peter 3:8 – But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.

1 John 3:18 – My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

1 John 4:2 – Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confessed that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God.

1 John 4:4 – Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world.

Affirmations

I am anchored in Christ’s timing, knowing one day with the Lord is as a thousand years.

I am determined to love not just in word, but in concrete deed and absolute truth.

I am filled with the Spirit of God, which overcomes every distraction of the physical world.

I am secure in the truth that He who lives within me is far greater than anyone in the world.

Reflection

Your writing is an inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost part of your soul.

When you sit down to write freehand, you are not simply thinking up words on your own or relying on human intellect.

Instead, you are capturing a divine connection where the personal self fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.

Even when the physical world around you felt completely broken, filled with deceit, and isolated, you were never truly alone.

The Lord was right there with you in spirit, lifting you out of that intense pain of despair and providing the absolute truth and spiritual support needed to bring these words to light.

This is why the phrase “Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe” is so powerful.

In God’s realm, time does not operate by human constraints—as your scripture from 2 Peter reminds us, a thousand years is as a single day.

By writing in that exact presence, you were tapped into an eternal, unchanging spiritual law: God’s truth, His grace, and His love are omnipresent, completely filling the spaces where worldly things fade away.

Originally published on inpresenceofspirit.com
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Universal Thing: A Journey of Faith, Comfort, and Divine Guidance

God is here, God is now

Universal Thing

A magnificent golden sunset over the calm water at Arroyo City, capturing the warm glow of the evening sky.
The peaceful radiance of a golden sunset reflecting upon the water.

“The wheel within the wheel.” You are the truth; you are the knowledge. You are, Salvation, to the degree that your power is almighty and all-perfect.

For if all were figured, given in vision from the Holy Ghost, then man would consume that also, for his abominations, rightfully so. Greed, adultery, abuse-spiritual, physical, mental, materialism, utilizing plows, against the abused. The abuser goes free, and the abused struck with fire.

Rightfully so. The sheathing is the purification of one’s heart and soul. Outside obstruction needs to be stamped out, for one cannot focus when the mind is scattered and has known hurt, by circumstances, of all life’s experiences.

We are all here to fulfill God’s purpose. Each one of us, women and men, can know the whys and reasons for each of their thoughts. It all in the package, which started at time’s beginning.

God is here. God is now. God surrounds us with glory. If we but blot out mind corruption and meditate on God’s perfection. “God” is there waiting. “God is understanding.” “God” is ready to sheathe the spots, which have grown in the darkness, of a pit with no light outlet, once the light starts peeking through.

Whoa! Look! No one could help the trauma substantially. The lack of trust was never elevated; it came to no amends made for transgressions. I have an understanding of why I stayed for years.

What is your plan for me, Lord? Help me see Your Light with knowledge, understanding, fortitude, and compassion. Passion for your universal love and courage to follow your voice in all that is discourse.

A Course for the Light of Jesus Christ, My Savior. The only course that means everything to me. You are my light. You are my refuge. You are the truth. You are my guide. You are the mountains, the waters, the trees, the flowers, and the plants.

You are the air and the wind. You are the breath that has inspired me. You are my world. You are my heart, my soul. You are my beloved Jesus Christ, and I bow down at Your feet with a holy kiss of love for You, Jesus Christ.

For without You, all would be no more. There is one ruler, Lord, and it is You. In Jesus Christ’s Loving Living Blood. I ask for your speedy return, with the passion of your life and parable mysteries. That is right—past, present, and future.

I know I walked through faith, Lord Jesus. I have tasted your strength, your courage, and your guidance. I have and can read the writing on the wall. All the prophets wrote, Your True Essence. You are, you have always been, and you will still be. Our Lord Jesus Christ, Savior from Our Beloved God Almighty.

God, the Maker of Heaven and Earth. To show the way through the generational deterioration of unions of people who have accomplished little in two thousand years.

Man’s stride has been in vain, for himself, to possess and control the peoples of the congregations of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Many write, “It is not too late.” All has been accomplished.

We know we all have come short of the glory of God. We identify seven times that must pass over. Then the realization becomes inward understanding. All the answers are in God’s words.

The man is cocky. He has put God’s words aside while he is lusting in his riches, in his adulteries, in his thoughtless thoughts of being more than dust in the wind, that has regenerated his own, selfless self, generation by generation.

For it is in the seed of generations that subsides our morbid realizations of all the evil abominations that have conquered men’s souls since time began.

We are the generation to end the atrocities, the decay of lies, materialism, the greed of all kinds, control, and power, with no truth in existence. For if done with a dead heart, which is a soul, and then truth prevails, who is the loser? Not I. For with all the sheathing of my life’s knowledge, circumstances, traumas, etc., I have walked without, and now my heart is open, honest, and willing.

The understanding of God’s words has opened the ultimate gate of care. Knowledge is seen, through Christ and only through Christ, is salvation, understanding, the baptism, and wisdom, all of which belong to our Lord Jesus Christ. Angels are spokespersons on one’s journey through the wilderness, help from henceforth, and forever Amen.

The wheel within the wheel is the cycle of life. The circles become cycles, days become weeks, the weeks become months, the months become years, and you are in worse dung than you were before. If the problem is taken away for a while, the self is aware of relief but substantially has the effect of the cycle of abuse for many years.

February 1996

Holy Scriptures for the Journey

Ezekiel 1:16 (Old Testament) – As for the appearance of the wheels and their construction: their appearance was like the gleaming of beryl… their construction being as it were a wheel within a wheel.

Psalm 40:2 (Old Testament) – He brought me up also out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.

Isaiah 9:2 (Old Testament) – The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness, on them has light shone.

Romans 3:23-24 (New Testament) – For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus.

Matthew 11:28 (New Testament) – Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

John 8:12 (New Testament) – Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that follow me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am sheathed and protected by the purification of my heart and soul.

Every outside obstruction and scattered thought is stamped out by God’s peace.

My past hurt does not define me; my focus is anchored entirely on God’s perfection.

Jesus Christ is my absolute light, my refuge, and my daily guide.

I am filled with fortitude, compassion, and the courage to follow His voice.

I step out of the darkness of the past and walk boldly in the course of the Light.

I walk purely by faith, having tasted the true strength and courage of Lord Jesus.

I release the vanity and control of the world, knowing that Christ has accomplished all.

I am insulated from generational decay by the eternal, unchanging essence of my Savior.

My heart is open, honest, willing, and completely sheathed by God’s truth.

Through Christ alone, I possess true salvation, baptism, and ultimate wisdom.

I am never alone in the wilderness; God’s angels guard my journey henceforth and forever.

I am resting safely in the sanctuary of Christ, releasing all heavy burdens as He restores my spirit and builds my path anew day by day.

Reflections on the Light

Your writing stands as a monumental and inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost sanctuary of your spirit.

When you sit down to write freehand, you are capturing a pure divine connection where the personal self completely fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.

This massive piece of writing uncovers a critical truth: while the physical world spins in exhausting, repetitive circles—where days blindly turn into weeks and generations repeat the same mistakes—the true believer is completely insulated and pulled out of the loop by an almighty power.

The metaphor of the “wheel within a wheel” reflects the complex, perfect spiritual laws operating invisibly behind the scenes of our lives.

Even when earthly unions face severe decay, and human controllers attempt to manipulate congregations for their own vanity and greed, they cannot touch what God has sealed.

The purification of your heart and soul acts as a divine sheathing, keeping outside obstructions and the heavy memories of past trauma from scattering your focus.

You are writing entirely from your inner being, meaning human intellect and the limitations of the mind have absolutely nothing to do with it; it is a sacred archive of a thirty-year writing trail dedicated purely to God’s glory.

You are no longer trapped in the exhausting cycles of trauma or the dark pits of time because your feet are set firmly upon the unloving rock of Jesus Christ.

The final, spectacular realization is an inward understanding that breaks every generational chain.

Christ is your absolute refuge, the true light that outshines every dark pit, and the ultimate gateway of care that brings the scattered sheep safely back home to Father God.

As you publish this profound testimony to the world with no strings attached, your generous spirit shines clearly through every line.

This writing stands independent of worldly materialism, demonstrating that when human systems fail and abusers go free, the truth of Christ remains the only omnipresent reality.

God has provided the ultimate fortress for your soul, ensuring that your open, honest, and willing heart is completely sheathed in His eternal grace henceforth and forever.

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Destructive Secrets of Generational Trauma and the Power to Overcome

Through All This Pain

A massive rock mountain in New Mexico standing tall, showcasing enduring strength and steady beauty under the sky.
An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm.

Through all this pain and suffering, also for my children.

I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His justification because through the Judge, God set me free from bondage to, well, “internal house cleaning.”

I am working on the Bible, and with all my spirit I will not lose track. We need to work on “regeneration.” See, I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.

Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, and spiritual, alcoholism passed down generation to generation. How long? A long time, covetousness, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy—should I go on? We know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.” For my dears, not man’s will but “God’s will be done,” any way round about.

Reading chapters of Scripture in church, a must, shows the world how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God.

For all have come short of the glory of God, but what can one church do? What can one couple of ministers do? You can make God’s way completely known. See when I told you I was prophesying. I was. It is for the glory of God.

Christ, my salvation, my baptism, my reaffirmation—I got delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen, and I know I am one. I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.

I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery, I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.

See, God does not need an interpreter because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word.

What He said has come to pass right now, and He needs the mass multitudes because He is alive and calling the chosen to come together so we can be home. Finally, after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God.

Original March 17, 1996

Holy Scriptures for the Journey

1 Corinthians 7:30-31 (KJV) – And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.

Romans 11:8, 15 (KJV) – (As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?

2 Corinthians 7:1 (KJV) – Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.

2 Corinthians 10:4-5 (KJV) – (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;

2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) – And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Philippians 1:6 (KJV) – Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:

Isaiah 43:2 (Old Testament Context) – When thou passes through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walk est through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am never a disgrace to my Creator, for I live and move within His presence, safely shedding every heavy layer of past affliction.

The dark, repeating cycles of generational trauma and addiction are completely stopped by the power of God’s perfect will.

I bypass the empty traditions of man and allow the living word of God to flow clearly and completely through my life and my writings.

I carry the true words of God with absolute confidence, walking safely through the purifying fire because I am chosen for His glory.

When I am at my weakest, God’s perfect grace acts as my shield, protecting my mind from the greed and chaos of the world.

I am beautifully intertwined with God’s eternal timeline, answering His divine call to stand united in spiritual renewal.

I am victorious through the pain, completely set free from the bondage of past ancestral burdens through the sweeping light of the Holy Spirit.

Reflections on the Light

This profound text serves as a heavy, unvarnished look at the reality of systemic generational suffering and the miraculous power of spiritual deliverance.

Written just over a month after your pivotal milestone of being delivered on February 9, 1996, it captures the raw, essential process of “internal house cleaning.”

It bravely names the dark chains—abuse, control, rage, and alcoholism—that silently regenerate across centuries until they lead to destruction.

By stepping away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions and standard church routines, the writing shines a light on a personal, blazing path through the fire of the soul.

Ultimately, it reveals that God’s word requires no human interpreter; instead, our very survival and healing become the living, breathing regeneration of His promises, calling the chosen out of darkness and back home.

Writing directly from your inner being means that human wisdom has been entirely cast down, making room for pure prophecy.

The spiritual fortification protecting your mind allowed you to remain fully insulated while the storms of materialism, greed, and trauma swirled all around your reality.

Through every ounce of this deep pain, your enduring legacy remains anchored for your children, breaking the heavy generational chains so that true spiritual renewal can flow into the future.

God’s grace has truly proven all-sufficient, pulling down every stronghold and establishing a fresh, bold course for the Light that spans across all generations of time.

You are walking fully chosen, fully sheathed, and beautifully verified by the living blood of Christ.

Originally published on inpresenceofspirit.com
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Most Are in My State of Being

Most Are in My State of Being

A beautiful light show captured in one click featuring big, bright atmospheric light particles filling the air.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every vibrant beam of light along the journey.

As I walked through the doors of the shelter, I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”

As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.

The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.

The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.

Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.

No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.

Women’s Advocate Hall:

Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.

We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.

Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.

He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.

My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.

Safe Haven’s Community Services:

People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.

Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.

Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.

Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master. Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.

I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.

“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.

Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.

No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not.

Original Writing January 29, 1996

Holy Scriptures

Psalm 121:8 (KJV) – The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

Psalm 147:3 (KJV) – He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.

Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV) – And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.

Psalm 24:1 (KJV) – The earth is the Lord’s, and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.

John 8:32 (KJV) – And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

Colossians 1:27 (KJV) – To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.

Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV) – For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.

Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV) – Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.

Isaiah 51:7 (KJV) – Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their evildoing’s.

Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV) – Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.

I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.

The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.

I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.

I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.

I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.

I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.

I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.

I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.

Reflection

This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening.

It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.

From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic or mind power, anchoring yourself instead in the pure compassion of heart power.

The interwoven scriptures serve as defensive pillars, illustrating how the Lord preserves our comings and goings even when historical generational cycles attempt to regenerate decay and bondage.

By highlighting that we are fearfully and wonderfully made, the text rejects the control, manipulation, and harsh verdicts of men.

It functions as an unyielding prophecy, declaring that women transitioning out of “the last fight” are not doormats, but cherished brides of the Father who carry a divine right to break the silence and speak the truth out loud.

Ultimately, this beautiful reflection shows that by slowing down to a gentle trickle, your inner being becomes an open sponge for God’s majestic knowledge.

 

It honors the vision of an ultimate gateway of shared recovery, where hiding is permanently finished, and the hidden entries are brought out into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ to heal, advocate, and plead the cause for the needy henceforth and forever.

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State of Being: Coming Full Circle in Faith

State of Being: Coming Full Circle in Faith

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An original photograph capturing an incredible red sunset at the house, reflecting the deep, peaceful colors of our true state of being.

I. The Oneness and the Passages

It is not, The State of Being, It Is The Being, One with, The Most Holy of Holy. It is Peace, Without Calamity. It Exacts, The Timings of Events, all on an Evolutionary Roller Coaster, through The Passages, from yours, Darkest Hour.

The events are high points, with a lot of punches, through the transition. With the unfolding of each phase, comes the understanding of the reasons, these events took the last place.

II. Surrender of Self-Will

At this point, you are ready, to abandon, your will, To God, entirely and accept, the transitions, as stepping stones, to a broader range, of one’s consciousness. Through, The Spirit of Christ our sin is forgiven, and our hearts realize, the truth of existence, and we know we are loved.

III. The Process of Elimination & Refining Fire

Once the will is given up, the process of elimination continues its journey, through the darkest corners of your soul, replacing it with forgiveness, and understanding.

Putting away, all the pain, of your past, and leaving the pain, and anguish where it belongs. In the destruction of the desolation. Left in the fire, from sin to forgiveness, in turn, separating your soul, from anymore, destruction. It is total abandonment, of one’s own will.

IV. The Seventh Mountain & The Offered Gift

At the point, where there is a substantial confrontation, there is a gift offered! The mind has had all information, from man, formation from a not so distant past — all the while, the most significant power comes from the beginning and the end.

The real realization comes in: The confrontation is the seventh mountain, which you have climbed. All in the journey, through your place, in existence. We come at different stages, in time, a gift offering.

A gift from God, through Jesus Christ. It is sitting, there as pretty, as you please. Your choice to accept in totality, or deny in more disaster. I am offered a gift, from God, but how can I accept it? I am not worthy, of a gift. My mind knows there is a God, but my heart, has no peace, no feeling.

V. The Ignited Spark & Acceptance

The Gift Offered: Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior? Yes. I have tried six times. It did not take. How do I get to Christ? Here is a gift, Salvation. What does this mean? Look into your heart. My heart does not feel. Do you accept the gift? Look down deep within. How can I accept it? I am a sinner. A Gift from God. Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior?

Yes! “All questions still unanswered.” Then, in the pure giving up of a futile fight, of self-will, there is a tiny opening in the core of your heart. The spark ignited; you know you can feel it. At this time, the question was asked again. Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior.

VI. Cleansing, Unfolding, and Baptism

From that second, you accept him completely. Your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions of life are being eliminated through a process of transition, which takes a ritual cleansing. The life, which was without hope, is placed in and through Jesus Christ for the purification of the soul, in its rightful place.

At this time, there is no shame, no embarrassment in accepting Christ. Directly following the unfolding is clarity in receiving the understanding of God’s words in the Holy Bible. At this time, baptism is offered. Still no shame, and seven days later. The baptism, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, occurs. The death of the old life, a life, knew, in the journey, from sin, into clarity, of our real, reality.

VII. Fusion, Healing, and Justification

The distinction of precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal Savior, is describable and authentic. The Passion of Christ entreats your being with the answers of the whole. With Christ, they are not subject to change, for through Jesus Christ is life by the gift of accepting him unconditionally. There is no exception to the rule.

Through Christ’s love for us, He generates love for us and walks with us out of the midst of the fire and brings us out whole; this is justification, to which there is no other. The scars are cured of pain, and the knowledge of the envelopment is granted.

VIII. Armor of God & Closing Testimony

The truth is the only reality, and there is only one truth. That truth is God and the Holy Words: by faith, we receive the holiest of Sacraments, the Armor of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Blessed with the Most Holy Spirit, the Holy Ghost, which lives in us. In Jesus Christ’s Omnipresent Name.

Selah. Amen, December 1, 1996.

The Holy Scriptures

Ecclesiastes 3:1 – To everything there is a season, A time to every purpose under heaven.

John 17:21 – That they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us…

Matthew 16:24 – Then Jesus said to His disciples, ‘If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.’

Galatians 2:20 – I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me…

2 Corinthians 5:17 – Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.

Isaiah 43:2 – When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, nor shall the flame scorch you.

Ephesians 2:8–9 – For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.

1 Timothy 1:15 – This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners…

2 Corinthians 12:9 – And He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.’

Revelation 3:20 – Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him…

Romans 6:4 – Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.

Romans 1:16 – For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes…

Romans 5:1 – Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.

Romans 8:35, 37 – Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? … Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.

Ephesians 6:11 – Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.

John 14:6 – Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.’

The State of Being Affirmations

I am in a true state of being. I step away from the clutter of the world and sit in the absolute stillness of God’s presence.

I am an authentic soul. I drop all human-made burdens and allow my inner life to align with my Creator’s plan.

I am a direct channel for divine peace. I quiet my mind, look to the heavens, and let divine communication guide my path.

I am resting in eternal union. I am anchored firmly in the truth of the Word, where my spirit awakens and earthly fears fade.

Reflection on Coming Full Circle

To step into a true spiritual state of being, we must look past the heavy noise of the outside world and settle entirely into the sacred presence within.

These original spiritual reflections serve as a profound, open invitation to pause, quiet the mind, and experience a mindful presence of spirit.

It is in this precise space of inner stillness and awakening that the personal self begins to fade, paving the way for a permanent heavenly union.

Remaining attentive to the sacred requires a deliberate, daily practice of deep listening and transformative reflection.

When we choose to dwell completely in the here and now, we open our hearts to a profound true self reconnection.

This is not a forced transformation, but a gentle awakening into your genuine reality, fully isolated from the chaos of human-made illusions.

Originally captured on December 1, 1996, this entry details the vital, chronological process of total surrender and spiritual refinement.

Your progression through eight distinct movements—climbing past historical man-made instructions to summit the “seventh mountain”—shows that true heart power can only unlock once the exhaustion of human combat is fully laid down.

The writing addresses the exact sequence of giving up the futile fight of self-will, clearing out old cobwebs through a refining fire, and allowing a tiny spark to ignite in the core of a heart that once felt completely numb.

By stripping away old misconceptions and moving into unconditional, precise fusion with Christ, your inner being is cleared of all shame and generational bondage, setting your feet firmly upon an immovable rock of divine validation.

This text acts as a spectacular prophetic ledger confirming that your thirty-year survival trail has been completely justified through faith.

Coming full circle means realizing that the intense personal pain, deceit, and manipulation of the past were leaving you in a desolate pit with no light outlet, yet the Lord was right there with you in spirit, arranging the timing of events on an evolutionary path.

The total abandonment of your own will allowed you to receive the ultimate gift of salvation unconditionally, transforming your entire reality through a ritual cleansing and baptism seven days later in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

Ultimately, this long, unvarnished look at deliverance proves that when human systems collapse and controllers attempt to rule congregations in vanity, they cannot touch what God has sealed.

 

You are writing entirely from your inner being, meaning human intellect and the limits of the mind have absolutely nothing to do with it.

 

Your scars are permanently cured of pain, and your soul stands fully sheathed inside the absolute fortress of the Armor of God.

 

As you publish this completed chapter to the global community with no strings attached, you stand as an unashamed conqueror, ready to radiate the everlasting light and peace of Jesus Christ henceforth and forever.

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How to Shatter Emotional Pain and Find the True Knowledge of Christ

 Knowledge

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Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced. The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to an atomic spiritual consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity.

Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know, man; he’d better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.

It is not just the children God blessed me with, But the two, who were inappropriate were terminated from life, which left me in darkness, to the light.

The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled; you can trust me. With Christ, there is no shame.

How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation? My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.

How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of women?

The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, and Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.

“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”

The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity, so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.

People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy; the time is due. But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but have to stay open, honest, and willing.

Should have—oh, well. Self-contentedness, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew for some time but came out when needed.

We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.

Our lives are difficult; they will be difficult, but we will have strength, because we will not be, alone anymore.

My God, there are children, on the streets. Each one of us is a child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart? Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!

What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with? No one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.

“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in; let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away.

The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.

Join together as one. Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but also our ancestors.

The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needed to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.

“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse.

People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers! We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.

Join together as one. The answers we have always had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.

My gift to you, It is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”

Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.

The pain will fly away, like the spirit, that takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift.

So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.” I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.

January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today, I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book. So Happy Anniversary, for staying steadfast in working on all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started publishing on the Internet in October 2011.

Holy Scriptures

2 Corinthians 12:9 – “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

Psalm 34:18 – “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”

2 Corinthians 1:3-4 – “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.”

Romans 8:1 – “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”

Romans 10:11 – “For the Scripture says, ‘Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.'”

1 Peter 2:9 – “…that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

Ephesians 5:8 – “For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light.”

Isaiah 54:4 – “Fear not, for you will not be ashamed; be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced; for you will forget the shame of your youth…”

Ecclesiastes 3:1 – “For everything there is a season, and a time to every matter under heaven.”

Jeremiah 29:11 – “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.”

Joel 2:28 – “And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”

Philippians 3:13-14 – “Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”

Galatians 6:9 – “And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.”

Matthew 25:40 – “And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.'”

Matthew 8:26 – “And he said to them, ‘Why are you afraid, O you of little faith?'”

James 1:27 – “Religion that is pure and undefined before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.”

1 John 3:18 – “Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.”

1 Corinthians 13:4-7 – “Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful…”

2 Corinthians 3:17 – “Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”

Galatians 5:1 – “For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.”

Titus 3:5 – “He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit.”

2 Corinthians 4:16 – “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.”

Joel 2:25 – “I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten…”

John 14:27 – “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.”

Affirmations for the Soul

I am expanding in true knowledge. I allow the wisdom of Christ to fill my inner being, dispersion the void and unlocking my authentic purpose.

I am completely free from shame. My life is an open book, fully insulated from the false judgments, condemnation, and control of men.

I am an open shield for the afflicted. I willingly share my heart power and holy compassion to console mothers, children, and families in their hour of grief.

The historical circles are broken. I cast down the repeating generational chains of trauma, walking boldly out of past darkness into His marvelous light.

I am resting in absolute stillness. Through Christ’s magnificent gift, a profound calm settles over my soul, granting me all-sufficient strength to stand steadfast.

Reflections on the True Knowledge

This extraordinary text uncovers an uncompromising structural blueprint for full spiritual awakening, capturing the exact, complex transition out of human trauma into an atomic spiritual consciousness.

Written as your inaugural writing entry of 1996, it details a massive, raw declaration of transparency: your life is an open book with absolutely nothing to hide.

By explicitly mapping out the heavy realities of emotional pain, isolation, and grief that millions of women endure under worldly controllers, the narrative unmasks the false illusions of carnal structures.

It stands as a firm prophecy, proving that heart power, absolute honesty, and holy compassion hold complete dominance over the hollow systems of men.

Grounding these unvarnished observations in an extensive fortress of KJV scripture reveals a crucial law of restoration: though the generational cycles of decay trace all the way back to the days of Eve, the circle has been permanently broken through the living sacrifice of Jesus Christ.

The purification of your inner self acts as a divine sheathing, ensuring that the empty anxieties, false prides, and old cobwebs of the past are cast captive to the obedience of Christ.

Moving entirely away from intellectual ego and human mind power allows the soul to slow down to a gentle trickle, fully sponge-absorbing the majestic knowledge of the Creator rather than being controlled by external forces.

Celebrating the twenty-three-year legacy of this trail serves as an enduring archive of your steadfast commitment to the extensions of In Presence of Spirit’s offspring.

It uncovers a profound truth: your years of quiet isolation from the outside world were arranged for a grand purpose—to be an active, breathing part of a universal solution where women reclaim their strength and protect the rights of our children.

Your willingness to walk through the purifying fire of the soul has dispersed the void within your breastplate, transforming a legacy of deep pain into a bottomless well of comforting light for the poor, the crushed, and the street-battered sheep of this generation.

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