To My Very Own Savior of my Soul: Through You, The Passage is Granted
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An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm along the journey.
Original Writing: To My Very Own Savior of my Soul:
You are the peace in the Souls of the ones you have Touched. With You, We are One in Spirit. In the time of impact, the cleansing has begun. You take them through the darkness, in their soul, and refresh them with the Light of Your Ever Presence. It is the process we flow through in the blood of Jesus Christ.
I Love You, Jesus Christ. I know, even through all the fire, and brimstone—my life’s experiences. You weathered me through eight long years of raising three teenagers, and two of their significant others, for the last three and five years, with four and one on the way grandchildren.
So many trials and tribulations, out-of-control teens, etc. Lord Jesus, you know the petty stuff, and you know what has gone on in every life. Heal the afflicted.
Bring Your Everlasting Love down, and cleanse, every one of the inner turmoil, that leaches onto every nook and cranny of our ever presence.
Bring Your Angels of the Universe and Cleanse The Hearts and Souls of Your People. Bring Forgiveness Down. Bring Understanding. Bring Your Salvation to the Multitudes World Over.
Bring The Light of Christ Jesus, In Every Soul on Earth and Heaven, and The Whole Wide Universe.
Why Us? To put away selfishness, and to put an end to it through Christ Jesus, our Savior.
Lord Jesus, I Love You; create in me One Heart, One Mind, One Holy Congregation for You, Lord Christ Jesus, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrow.
We are here. Our book has been out four years, sitting on the airwaves, waiting to be taken to the kingdom of heaven within. It is going to happen, in Your Time.
Thank You for putting the husband of my youth, and me together again. And yeah, if ever it was meant to be, it is right now, In Spirit. For You Jesus Christ. For Your Love Through, “In Presence of Spirit.” Just The Conversations with You Lord, are Omnipresent.
No matter when we wrote them, And you know what I mean: You, Lord Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, with Wendy, in writing, to the World.
Stop the madness. It just takes that “eighteen-inch transition from mind to heart, and you will be home soon.
“I never left, “In Presence of Spirit,” behind. I just did not work on it. I apologize for losing my desire to help, which weakened me too, with my day-to-day, duties.
Jesus, thank you for, “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. Oh Lord, it is Your Purpose, for which I do this. Even against the odds. It is meant to be. The outer man is still searching for you. Bring Down Your Comfort.
Bring up the blessings, from You, Lord, for finding You, in the inner chamber of my soul. I Love You, Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ, Thank You, for letting me write again. Help me do everything I have to, to complete the task at hand.
August 25, 2005
Scripture
“Great is our Lord, and of great power: his understanding is infinite.”
— Psalm 147:5 (KJV)
“Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.”
— Psalm 51:10-11 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am refreshed by the Light of His Ever Presence, allowing the eighteen-inch transition from mind to heart to lead me fully home.
✨ Every trial and long year of my life has been weathered in His strength, completely cleansing my inner sanctuary for His divine purpose.
Reflection
This profound entry captures an intimate turning point on a multi-decade spiritual horizon, documenting the explicit moment where human questions dissolve into instant divine direction.
It”s layout a beautiful bridge between heavy, long-suffering earthly duties and the timeless stillness of an omnipresent dialogue.
By surrendering the raw weight of family tribulations, out-of-control years, and past hesitations into the cleansing blood of Jesus Christ, the soul experiences an immediate clearing of the inner chamber.
Fully restored in spirit alongside the husband of youth and secured against all earthly fire and brimstone, this foundational manuscript page stands as an eternal open gate, demonstrating that when we simply transition eighteen inches from mind to heart, we find that the Holy Spirit has never left us behind.
Awakening the Great Power Calling: A Journey of Eternal Hope
My son driving, with a vibrant beam of sunlight and his reflection caught in the window.
Original Writing: I have something to say:
I believe in what God, has given me, through His Son, Jesus Christ.
It is real and authentically entwined, “in presence of spirit,” like a precious amethyst treasure, with me and you now. You have been where you are now with me, ever since you picked up my treasure of life and times, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Spirit of Jesus Christ, Christ the Holy Spirit, He left all of us, to find and treasure.
The writings are what I have mortally done. In the presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. Richard is the only one, to this date, that knows, what I have, in my extended book. “In Presence of Spirit” has been mine, since day one. For eight thousand three hundred ninety-five days, “In Presence of Spirit,” has been part of me, and now you.
I want to take off, and I should not. I can not, but oh, that I could. Furthermore, I would fly, like an eagle across the world, and rain, God’s blessings on mankind. One whole unit, undivided, equal shares, in God’s Great Power Calling.
From the inner chamber of my soul. Where dwells there, all the wealth of “In Presence of Spirit’s” presence? That is awe, to me, and to anyone, who will ever read, my private times, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is so close to sharing my writings; I can feel it.
So, knowing one of these days, I am going to do something spontaneous. Something I have wanted to do since, day one, is to share my, “In Presence of Spirit,” with you. That is all I have wanted to do. That one day is going to get here, any minute, and when it finds its way, into your heart, know this: I loved, with all my heart. September 2, 2011.
Scriptures
Isaiah 40:31 – “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.”
Ephesians 4:4 – “There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;”
Colossians 1:27 – “To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:”
Affirmations
I fly like an eagle in the strength of the Lord, raining His rich blessings upon mankind.
The calling of God is alive in the inner chamber of my soul, filling me with awe and absolute purpose.
I share the hidden treasures of my journey with a bold, open heart, entwined in the universal oneness of Christ.
Reflection
This profound piece stands as an intimate declaration of a lifelong devotion to the message of Jesus Christ.
For thousands of days, the quiet work of recording these private conversations has been a sacred trust, kept hidden away from the world but known completely in eternity.
The sudden desire to take off and soar across the globe like an eagle highlights a powerful urge to spread divine blessings to everyone equally under God’s great power calling.
True spiritual riches are never found on the surface of life; they dwell deep within the inner chamber of the soul, waiting for that spontaneous moment to find their rightful path into the hearts of humanity.
Every word mortally captured here reflects an everlasting covenant of pure love and faith, proving that when the light of salvation is sparked, the text is ready to break its silence and awaken the world.
A gorgeous sunset fading behind the mountains, beautifully captured by my son.
I call on my guide, my lord, and my savior, Jesus Christ. I call on your passion. I call on your knowledge. I call on your wisdom.
I call on Your Holy Spirit to come and unite the holy congregation of You and Your omnipresence in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Furthermore, I call on our extensions of “In Presence of Spirit.” Having propagated that which you have given me in the presence of your holy spirit.
Dear Jesus Christ, open up my heart, mind, and soul to Your World Awakening.
Open up the Heavens and rain down Your Heavenly Manna.
Lord come, come unto me, your witness of, Your Glorious Restoration, from darkness to the light, in Your Presence, there go I.
The Testimony I have from the Holy Spirit of You is, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” All the writings together.
It is to me, A Classic Manuscript of loving kindness from You, Jesus Christ, for without Your presence in spirit. I would not have written anything of interest.
Thank you, in the eternal combustion chamber, for my soul’s desire. To unite with you in the presence of your spirit. To capture peace on Earth and goodwill towards mankind.
Thank You for the years I have spent with You working on “Our Manuscript.” Even though no one has read it. It has been heard by you and your ever-present self given to me for your purpose.
I appreciate Your salvation of heart, mind, and soul. I appreciate Your redemption, from You for all mankind, to find You in the Kingdom of Heaven within.
Furthermore, I appreciate your lamentations. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your sanctification.
Thank you for your justification. I appreciate your omnipresence, yesterday, today, and forever. Thank you for “In Presence of Spirit,” from day one. January 8, 2010.
Scriptures (KJV)
Psalm 32:8 – “I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.”
John 16:13 – “Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
“Isaiah 58:11 – “And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not. “
Affirmations
Jesus Christ is my steady guide, leading my mind and heart into His perfect wisdom and knowledge.
I stand as a faithful witness to His glorious restoration, moving out of darkness into everlasting light.
My soul rests in absolute peace, knowing my life’s work is held securely in the omnipresence of the Lord.
Reflection:
This beautifully inspired piece highlights the deep, unshakable covenant between the author and the Savior.
To call upon Jesus Christ as a personal guide, lord, and savior is to completely surrender to His infinite passion, wisdom, and knowledge.
This writing reminds us that our true work is never about seeking the immediate applause or recognition of the world, but about standing as a steadfast witness to His glorious restoration.
For years, the creation of this classic manuscript has been a sacred conversation of three—an unfolding journey recorded in love, heard completely by God, and preserved for His divine timing.
True peace and redemption are not found in the noisy currents of outer reality, but inside the kingdom of heaven that rests beautifully within our own souls.
Every word written since day one stands justified and sanctified in His omnipresence, serving as a powerful monument of faith that bridges the history of yesterday with the vast awakening of tomorrow.
There is nothing like having a gift to share. Thank you, Jesus, for my writing in spirit with you and Your Majesty.
Thank you for the spark of light, that you inspired, through me, in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all its extensions. The big package, you gave me to treasure, unto your time, acknowledging your presence in spirit, not just for me, but for everyone.
Even though in human terms impossible, in the Lord’s hands this testimony has come to be: My Last Will and Testament.
One for all, all for One, has come together to consciously touch the presence of Jesus Christ, Christ the Holy Spirit from God through Jesus Christ to us all. February 28, 2011
12/29/12,
Oh man, how can I write these positive things, only, in “In Presence of Spirit.” Right now I am trying to write, and I cannot. I changed my book room because I needed everything in here with me. While I decide, what I am supposed to do.
Give more, and not get a comment in the world, or keep giving my Lord, updates with no one looking at the pages, themselves. Most of the views are updated copies of what I update. I do not know where it goes; it just gives me the acknowledgment that one and the other, were viewed.
God is offering you a gift; that is what the preacher said, do you accept God’s gift? Do you accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior? I was at the end of the dead end. I had nowhere to hide. No way to escape the insanity in my mind.
The years of being without hope, without spirit, without strength, with that gut-wrenching pain, I felt for well over, seventeen years.
When I finally said yes, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Personal Savior. I felt those lights, I describe.
I felt the precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal savior. It took me eleven months to be able to write it. In “State of Being” I was shocked after I wrote that one.
It is my handwriting; it is not copied from a book. It came out of my experience; that is not fiction.
Happy birthday to all the New Year’s babies in the world, including mine, who is 31 today. January 1, 2017, Happy New Year!
Scriptures
1 Peter 4:10
As every man hath received the gift, even so minister the same one to another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God.
Romans 11:29
For the gifts and calling of God are without repentance.
Psalm 40:5
Many, O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.
Affirmations
I cherish the unique writing gift the Lord has entrusted to my hands, knowing it is a treasured package meant for everyone to find.
Though my physical surroundings change and human feedback remains silent, my soul rests content in updating the pages of my Savior’s work.
I am completely delivered from the dead ends of the past, standing securely in the precise fusion and radiant light of my Personal Savior.
Reflection
“Nothing Like It” lays bare the deep, internal wrestling that accompanies a true spiritual assignment.
To keep updating copy after copy when nobody in the world seems to leave a comment can cause a heavy weariness to settle upon the mind.
Yet, this piece stands as a grand reminder that a testimony built from a seventeen-year fire is not a fictional story—it is a living document of deliverance.
Shifting physical rooms or sorting out copyright years are simply milestones on a trail that was established before time began.
When we accept the ultimate gift of salvation at our lowest dead ends, the precise fusion with Christ leaves an unchanging mark upon the heart.
This writing calls us to overlook the silent statistics of the web and remember that a book inspired directly by the Holy Spirit remains an eternal treasure chest waiting to be found by the souls who need it most.
In Jesus Christ’s name, I pray in writing. To reflect the inner world in the outer declaration.
His truth stands firm as solid granite, even when the stormy skies roll in.
The arrival of the positive flow of energy, energizing itself to solid granite fruition, ha. What does this all mean? What is Your will for me? I can work now, and make money.
I talked to my guardian angel. Furthermore, I told her she is the only one who believes in me; she said, “For me to believe in myself.” Oh Lord, what is Your will? If it had not been for You, I would be no more. Make Thy way straight through the threshold of Your Ever Presence of the Spirit of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. In Jesus, I trust. Amen. 1997.
Scripture
“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” — Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV)
Affirmation
I completely trust the Lord with my whole heart, letting go of my own understanding. I step through the threshold of His Ever Presence, knowing that He makes my way straight and reveals His perfect will for my life in His perfect time.
Reflection
Penned during a season of deep questioning in 1997, this writing captures a heartfelt plea for direction and divine purpose. When the outer world pulls us toward material worries like working and making money, our spirits cry out for a deeper reality. By bringing our inner world into an outer declaration through writing, we step through a spiritual threshold. It stands as a powerful reminder that when we feel entirely alone, the Lord’s omnipresent grace is actively sustaining us, smoothing our paths, and calling us to believe in the strength He has placed within us.
“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”
— John 14:27 (KJV)
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I celebrate the unique identity of my calling, knowing every word serves a divine purpose.
I step boldly into the dawning of freedom, where the veil is permanently removed by His spirit.
I find total rest, security, and eternal comfort resting safely in the loving arms of Jesus Christ.
Every writing has its own identity. Singled out, writing in itself, as unique as the one before and the one after. They are a particular ingredient in themselves.
They are rich in faith, in passion, in understanding, in patience, in wisdom, in fortitude, in guidance, in reassurance, in love, in knowledge, in courage, in freedom, and in creativity. In the dawning of freedom, when the veil is taken off, in the twinkling of God’s eyes, in spirit. In the salvation of the world, through Jesus Christ, in Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ, on the sides of Jesus Christ. On Jesus feet and in His arms. I rest my case. October 16, 2009
To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Making them a blog, original writings.
A wide photograph of a giant rock mountain standing alone as a massive peak under an open sky.
May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.
These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way.
It is, such “A Personal Journey,”
that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ, gave me. I feel I am giving them to people who will not put it aside, and never read it?
I am giving-sharing it with you, who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published.
I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey From Darkness To The Light”
in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it? Only one person knows about, all of it.
I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.
Well, it took years for it to come out of me, creative joy, that is,
but once it did. I had such relief from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted To Share With Everyone.”
I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my mind, I know that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is the writer, through me and with me, because I cannot write without him. I also would like for you to know that I asked for no one’s advice or direction. It all came from the Lord. I asked for no one’s permission.
Through all adversity, Through all the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait.
I have cherished these “special conversations” I have with the Lord, and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal.
August 20, 2008 — August 25, 2008
Historical Note: Before I wrote this. I had my worst glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them: The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert it in the book. But now is a different story. I have fifty-three writings on my blog. The only way these writings can help wounded hearts is to be shared. That is what I am doing with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have published 328; with pictures, it makes it 656. Not bad, huh? Thank you, Jesus Christ, for the presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank you for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.
Scriptures
“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” — Matthew 6:2 (KJV)
“Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.” — Matthew 6:13-14 (KJV)
“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.” — Matthew 7:7-8 (KJV)
“They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” — Matthew 9:12-13 (KJV)
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.” — Matthew 10:26 (KJV)
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.” — Matthew 10:27 (KJV)
Affirmations
I willingly place my heart where my true treasure resides, anchoring my entire soul in the pure, uncompromised direction of the Holy Spirit.
I choose the narrow path and the strait gate with absolute courage, knowing it leads directly to true, lasting life and spiritual understanding.
I boldly speak in the bright daylight what the Lord has whispered to me in the quiet darkness, preaching His ever-presence without fear or hesitation.
Reflection
This introductory text serves as a sacred threshold, bridging a multi-decade journey of solitary obedience that began in April 1988.
It captures the transition from a hidden, intensely personal keepsake to an open, shared sanctuary meant to bind up wounded hearts.
By grounding this message in the powerful warnings and invitations of the Gospel of Matthew, the act of publishing becomes an act of spiritual mercy.
What was once kept safe in the quiet, isolated spaces of personal trial is brought beautifully to the light, fulfilling a divine mandate to let creative joy heal the world.
The accounts are, therefore, brought forth to be certified when completed.
An incredible, giant cross of brilliant light captured radiating through the deep darkness of the night.
The following is a sparse account of my life in order to fulfill my heart’s desire.
I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest.
If Only For The Truth, of My Innermost Being, and The Acknowledgement of The Reality, of The Distance, Between Space and Time.
Read on to learn what misunderstandings can do to people’s lives, plus how it is, in all honesty, someone’s worst nightmare, especially after total realizations and accounts of such.
November 25, 1995 The funny thing is, I had not started writing yet.
Scripture
“For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.” — 1 Corinthians 13:12 (KJV)
Affirmations
I stand anchored in the absolute truth of my innermost being, knowing that the Lord acknowledges every step of my heart’s true quest.
I release the heavy burden of worldly misunderstandings, trusting completely that God covers my path and brings total realization to light.
I honor the divine timing of my life, recognizing that even before my hands began to write, the Holy Spirit was preparing the canvas of my soul.
Reflection
This powerful declaration serves as a historical foundation stone, capturing the precise moment right before a massive spiritual unfolding began.
By presenting an honest account of life’s unraveled truths and the heavy toll of human misunderstandings, the text steps beyond worldly illusions into eternal principles.
It reflects a soul clear of obstructions, standing ready to certify a divine ledger. Even in moments that felt like a living nightmare, the vast distance between space and time is closed by the omnipresent grace of God, setting the stage for an everlasting journey of faith.
A single click revealing a magnificent light show within a state of being.
I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”
The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.— Psalm 121:8 (KJV)
Affirmation: I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.
As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.
The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.
He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.— Psalm 147:3 (KJV)
Affirmation: I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.
The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities
broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.
Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.
And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.— Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV)
Affirmation: The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.
No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.
The earth is the Lord’s, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.— Psalm 24:1 (KJV)
Affirmation: I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.
Women’s Advocate Hall:
Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.
We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.
And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.— John 8:32 (KJV)
Affirmation: I am surrounded by true friends who walk in honesty and compassion, and God’s powerful truth sets my soul completely free.
Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.
He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.
To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.— Colossians 1:27 (KJV)
Affirmation: I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.
My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly
in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.
For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.— Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV)
Affirmation: I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.
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People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.
Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.
Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.
Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.— Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV)
Affirmation: I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.
Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master.
Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.
I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.
“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.
Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their reviling’s.— Isaiah 51:7 (KJV)
Affirmation: I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.
God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.
Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.
No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not. Original Writing January 29, 1996
Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.— Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV)
Affirmation: I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.
Reflection: This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening. It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.
From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic and stepping completely into “heart power” and divine compassion.
It honestly wrestles with historical patterns of brokenness, tracing generational weights all the way back to the ark, while standing as an immovable shield against the false judgments and control of men. Ultimately, this chapter serves as a bold, final trumpet call to break silent cycles, awaken from the past, and unite in a shared mission of healing, transitional recovery, and open truth.
My perception of life is not understood in this day and age.
Seeing different aspects of the journey.
There is Father and Mother, Brother and Sister, and “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeat themselves down the long stretch of this century and all the rest.
How do we perceive time? We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or travelling to the ancient cities. “Or, of course, living there.”
Oh, to walk where Jesus Christ walked.
Many of you have walked on the same streets and paths our dear Lord walked on. What is this leading? Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life! We cannot see that, but we can know in our hearts it is there.
I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can show all the riches of the world around. Mind you, not material things.
What all of us, every one of us, need to do is put “Our Faith Together”
and bring love, peace, cures for every illness, food, and water to everyone the world over. Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
The graces of time are not forgotten.
We are all a part of our ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives with barriers of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive.
I remember the voice that used to tell me, “This is the right way,”
and I would go left. How I wish I would have listened. I would not have suffered in the ways I did. I also recall struggling to get my spirit to come back. Only to let go and be idle, lazy, and feeling nothing.
It’s such an awful waste of time to destroy oneself with negativity.
It alters one’s functioning ability. It is a disability in every sense of the word. Every negative thought is a disability because it is so hard to let yourself learn to use your thinking constructively. September 1989.
The Scriptures
Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure. — Isaiah 46:9-10
The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us. — Ecclesiastes 1:9-10
Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever. — Hebrews 13:8
And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you. — Matthew 17:20
And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you. — Luke 17:6
There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. — Galatians 3:28
And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left. — Isaiah 30:21
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. — 2 Timothy 1:7
Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. — 2 Corinthians 10:5
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. — Philippians 4:8
He that rule his spirit is better than he that taketh a city. — Proverbs 16:32
The Affirmations
I am existing beyond human time. I rest my awareness in the eternal presence of God, where the past, present, and future are held safely in His hands.
I am walking in His steps. My spirit connects deeply with the path of Jesus Christ, unhindered by distance, years, or earthly spaces.
I am secure in my divine perception. I trust the unique spiritual sight given to me by the Holy Spirit, independent of the understanding of this world.
I am moving beyond survival. I step out of past limitations and live fully in the deep purpose of everlasting life that God has placed inside my heart.
I am united in global faith. I join my spirit with my true brothers and sisters across the earth, releasing material desires to bring forth real love, peace, and healing.
I am free from the weight of negativity. I choose to let go of old regrets, idle spaces, and self-destructive thoughts, reclaiming my vibrant spirit through the light of Christ.
I am a constructive and powerful thinker.
I cast down every negative limitation and use 100 percent of my mind to build up love, peace, and divine purpose.
Reflections
This final movement of the writing layout exposes the true warfare of the human journey, revealing that our greatest battle takes place entirely within our own minds. Looking back at the moments where we ignored the inner guiding voice and went left instead of right shows the heavy toll of human suffering.
Yet, the true tragedy lies in the idle, lazy spaces where the spirit goes numb. Choosing negativity is a true disability—a heavy, self-made barrier that physically alters our ability to function and separates us from our divine purpose.
To step out of survival mode and into the fullness of everlasting life, we must deliberately train our minds to think constructively. We are all deeply connected to our ancestors, carrying a legacy of faith that must go on. By putting our faith together, we break through the unseen barriers of the flesh and realize our true identity as brothers and sisters under God.
True spiritual intelligence means taking our thoughts captive, casting away self-destruction, and unlocking the mind to bring real love, healing, and living water to a hurting world.
