Accumulated
I have accumulated massive amounts of Biblical data. I am a storehouse of God’s Omnipresence. Overwhelming! I cannot get enough. I know I am retaining.
Do you want to see what I read today: 1 Corinthians, 11 Corinthians the book the Epistle, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Thessalonians 1 and 11, Timothy one and two, Titus, Philemon, and Hebrews.
My eyes I am tired. I sang today at the water, all the God songs, I know, exhausted me, two headaches, see I am a sponge right now, and I am rushing, don’t you think?
For me to write about God’s creations. I needed the magazines. I should have made a lot more books, but I was inspired to further my perception of life more scriptural.
Oh, Betty, I feel stronger but! I finally washed the dishes. I have been here 31, days today, 39 since I left. Furthermore, I have not talked to anyone since last week.
Besides, I did talk to the Police Warrant Officer, and she said, he has a warrant out for his arrest because he has not paid one ticket. Moreover, I got worried but oh well. She said, “He had gone over there with the letter he had girly cue sign certified.
The Warrant Officer showed it to the Judge, and she would not accept it. I said, “good I was under duress when I signed. Court for two of the assault charges is for March 7, 1996, at 6:00 p.m. Interesting. I wonder if he got a jury. Oh, I asked for the Judge only, So this means February 20, 1996, 9:00 a. m. Divorce, February 22, 1996, 9:00 a.m. Abusive Language charges on me, from the mistress and on March 7, 1996, two of the assault charges, I put on him.
Holy Scripture
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26
We know how many times I have been to Court already. I still can not take care of my children. I never wanted all this to happen, but the odds were against me.
Furthermore, I had no other choice. I had to save my children, and they ended up with a liar, and his mistress. Oh whoa. It is difficult to handle but better them than I. I needed a rest, long enough.
I know I will be following through with some definite plans God has for Us, Me. I am working on the Bible. Furthermore, I mark my lines as I read, I re-read, and I answer most all the questions. Cool huh, so my Bible is getting a workout.
I feel in General I have no limitations, all in God’s time. I am thankful I am living with Jesus Christ Our Savior, and that yeah, I was dead, and during the seventh account of asking, understanding, listening, feeling, and hearing, it was Okay! Furthermore, I am worthy to accept God’s gift.
My World became real. My heart was opened. I could feel again. The resurrection was unknown but, I was ready. Thank you for not judging me, and believing in me, and loving me, and being the only best human friend I ever had. You are in my heart always. Faith Whoa! All We Have. The knowledge of understanding.
Incredible as far as the words, they are God’s words, all of it the whole incredible trip from beyond the dead, to life in Christ is so wonderful. February 8, 1996
I want to change it but “As Is” has to be maintained. Yeah as is, is as is. I just found the Original, checked to see that it is here, so I am editing for a major update.
Holy Scripture
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27
This extraordinarily raw, historic text stands as a profound theological record, captured precisely in the middle of severe survival struggles just days before entering divorce court.
When navigating intense situational isolation and coping with the crushing pain of fractured family dynamics, immersion in scripture acts as an unyielding protective wall for the mind’s eye.
True clarity overflows when we look past worldly limitations, recognizing that processing a high volume of epistles prepares the inner house to hold the weight of a massive spiritual downpour.
Honoring the decision to preserve this transparent narrative completely “As Is” delivers a stunningly authentic witness of a soul’s return from the edge of destruction.
Standing firm during the seventh account of asking and listening breaks the hold of historical baggage, beautifully shifting the atmosphere from an earthly dead end into a permanent sanctuary of reflection.
By releasing these private communications with a treasured friend, what was once whispered in darkness becomes an enduring monument of victory, elegantly proving that divine restoration is a tangible reality for all who trust in Christ.
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