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To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness

To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part One)

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Original Writing •To the Husband of My Youth  Part One

 I love you. “Not as the wife I was.” Thank you for forgiving me, my death in the flesh, and I forgive you for everything under God’s Creation.

I hope you do not think I haven’t arranged something awesome and incredible, to the full heart of Christ Jesus, for the ones that have not found that the kingdom of heaven is within them.

All they need is Jesus to cleanse them of the lie. We have never been without. All the while, the pain, anguish, and no reason for being still are gripping at our internal, external existence, and there is no escape, so it seems.

Until the great fall, and there is your submission. I cannot, but You Can! Come, Jesus Christ, come out of the grave of the outer abominations of desolation. In the title of my website, In Presence of Spirit, which brings you freedom from the bondage of time, place, and reason.

All are joined in Christ Jesus to come to the healing waters of cleansing heart, mind, and soul. In the process of internal purification. The One Truth, Christ is.

All we have to do is reach down deep and accept God’s gracious gift of Salvation, “Ask in my name” but you know it is essential to ask for forgiveness of sins, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom, fortitude, and courage in everything.

Reach and go beyond the norm. The heavens are not even the limit. Jesus in his infinity has given me faith in the ever-presence of his majesty. My Lord, My God, my only reason for living still.

See, when you asked me to pray with you, God heard you when you wrote it on the envelope. So, in essence, you opened up the passage for me.

You are the one who ignited the light in my heart again, and I have four hundred seventy writings to prove this. “I have worked like I do not need the money.”

I asked the Lord for understanding and wisdom, and boy, “I have loved like I have never been hurt,” Love mercy.” You once again sparked the light of Jesus in my heart.

When you were writing that one message to me, the wife of your youth, in that letter to our young adults. The word was given to me directly because I had already started writing to you.

In The Spirit of Our Most Wonderful Sovereign Most High of the Holy of holiest, in Jesus, “I Am,” my sweet friend of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. October 25, 2005

Scripture

“Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.”

— Genesis 2:24 (KJV)

“And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.”

— Ephesians 4:32 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I release the human boundaries of the past, allowing the ever-presence of Jesus Christ to cleanse every inner layer of my soul.

✨ That direct prayer written upon an envelope opened a majestic passage, launching a 30-year journey of profound spiritual revelation.

Reflection

This profound first installment records an intense moment of ultimate restoration, detailing a pure exchange of spiritual forgiveness extended directly to the husband of youth.

It shifts the heavy weight of family trial, trauma, and unfulfilled years into the cleansing blood of Jesus Christ, removing every layer of desolation from the inner chamber.

By acknowledging that a single prayer written upon an envelope served as the exact catalyst to reignite a massive archive of inspiration, the text proves that true recovery is a beautiful, ongoing process.

This first part establishes an unbreakable testament of sanctuary, assuring every searching soul that when we surrender to the light of Christ, we discover that we have never been left without His everlasting peace.

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