Walking into the light
To start walking into the light, we need to put away old things. This means we are one with God and behold all things become new, “In Christ Jesus.”
Everyone needs to stop looking outside themselves, for the answers. The answers lie with no end. Inside your hearts and guess what, our hearts will overflow, with a burst of Fourth of July lights. It hurts like hell, but the end will be justified, and then all will be free in Christ Jesus, in an infinite World with no end.
Who are we to judge each other? You have been faithful to your wife, too long, it is time for a change. Pain while being abused. Verbally, emotionally, physically at times, spiritually, mentally.
Holy Scripture
“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
— 2 Corinthians 5:17
They induce fear. They vomit their unworthiness on us and force us to wallow in their misery. Thinking it is our own. When in fact it is not. We lose ourselves completely. Everything is for, for, for, no help, demands, or criticism. We take it upon ourselves to the point, past exhaustion.
We are instinctual beings. To see beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed. Thank You, Lord. Everyone has his purpose. Man is not willing to give up his reign. He thinks he is above God. My God is more. February 12, 1996. 9 days before my divorce
Holy Scripture
“The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light: they that dwell in the land of the shadow of death, upon them hath the light shined.”
— Isaiah 9:2
This raw, intensely triumphant text stands as a definitive historical and spiritual marker, captured exactly nine days before stepping into the final freedom of divorce court.
When trapped within suffocating environments of verbal, emotional, and mental abuse, the outer self can easily become completely compressed under constant criticism and endless demands.
True clarity only breaks through when we stop looking outside for answers and allow the Holy Spirit to spark a brilliant, celebratory transfiguration directly within the inner house.
Refusing to wallow in an abuser’s projected misery allows a survivor to break the silent generational cycles and reclaim total emotional autonomy.
Walking through that living hell with an unsheathed, instinctual awareness serves as the ultimate stepping stone, proving that old things can be completely cast aside to make all things new in Christ.
By choosing to independently publish these transparent accounts, a dedicated sanctuary of reflection is established, beautifully reminding a hurting world that God’s reign remains permanently unshakable.
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