To My Very Own Savior of my Soul: Through You, The Passage is Granted
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An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm along the journey.
Original Writing: To My Very Own Savior of my Soul:
You are the peace in the Souls of the ones you have Touched. With You, We are One in Spirit. In the time of impact, the cleansing has begun. You take them through the darkness, in their soul, and refresh them with the Light of Your Ever Presence. It is the process we flow through in the blood of Jesus Christ.
I Love You, Jesus Christ. I know, even through all the fire, and brimstone—my life’s experiences. You weathered me through eight long years of raising three teenagers, and two of their significant others, for the last three and five years, with four and one on the way grandchildren.
So many trials and tribulations, out-of-control teens, etc. Lord Jesus, you know the petty stuff, and you know what has gone on in every life. Heal the afflicted.
Bring Your Everlasting Love down, and cleanse, every one of the inner turmoil, that leaches onto every nook and cranny of our ever presence.
Bring Your Angels of the Universe and Cleanse The Hearts and Souls of Your People. Bring Forgiveness Down. Bring Understanding. Bring Your Salvation to the Multitudes World Over.
Bring The Light of Christ Jesus, In Every Soul on Earth and Heaven, and The Whole Wide Universe.
Why Us? To put away selfishness, and to put an end to it through Christ Jesus, our Savior.
Lord Jesus, I Love You; create in me One Heart, One Mind, One Holy Congregation for You, Lord Christ Jesus, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrow.
We are here. Our book has been out four years, sitting on the airwaves, waiting to be taken to the kingdom of heaven within. It is going to happen, in Your Time.
Thank You for putting the husband of my youth, and me together again. And yeah, if ever it was meant to be, it is right now, In Spirit. For You Jesus Christ. For Your Love Through, “In Presence of Spirit.” Just The Conversations with You Lord, are Omnipresent.
No matter when we wrote them, And you know what I mean: You, Lord Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, with Wendy, in writing, to the World.
Stop the madness. It just takes that “eighteen-inch transition from mind to heart, and you will be home soon.
“I never left, “In Presence of Spirit,” behind. I just did not work on it. I apologize for losing my desire to help, which weakened me too, with my day-to-day, duties.
Jesus, thank you for, “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. Oh Lord, it is Your Purpose, for which I do this. Even against the odds. It is meant to be. The outer man is still searching for you. Bring Down Your Comfort.
Bring up the blessings, from You, Lord, for finding You, in the inner chamber of my soul. I Love You, Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ, Thank You, for letting me write again. Help me do everything I have to, to complete the task at hand.
August 25, 2005
Scripture
“Great is our Lord, and of great power: his understanding is infinite.”
— Psalm 147:5 (KJV)
“Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.”
— Psalm 51:10-11 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am refreshed by the Light of His Ever Presence, allowing the eighteen-inch transition from mind to heart to lead me fully home.
✨ Every trial and long year of my life has been weathered in His strength, completely cleansing my inner sanctuary for His divine purpose.
Reflection
This profound entry captures an intimate turning point on a multi-decade spiritual horizon, documenting the explicit moment where human questions dissolve into instant divine direction.
It”s layout a beautiful bridge between heavy, long-suffering earthly duties and the timeless stillness of an omnipresent dialogue.
By surrendering the raw weight of family tribulations, out-of-control years, and past hesitations into the cleansing blood of Jesus Christ, the soul experiences an immediate clearing of the inner chamber.
Fully restored in spirit alongside the husband of youth and secured against all earthly fire and brimstone, this foundational manuscript page stands as an eternal open gate, demonstrating that when we simply transition eighteen inches from mind to heart, we find that the Holy Spirit has never left us behind.
Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit.
The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.
The cleansing of the cobwebs, knowledge, and a continual, constructive process instead of a destructive one. Courage, fortitude—the courage in endurance and patience. Guidance in things not seen, plus the gift of writing In Presence of Spirit, the book. Total Salvation.
Seventh, you rest in and through the unveiling of Christ, which gives you life, and through Christ, there is freedom from damnation.
Baptism—total immersion—is the regeneration of our souls in the here and now. From the death of sin to fully understanding the meaning and rights that are given through the love of Jesus Christ’s love for His Father. In following through with “The One Truth” to purification, He laid His life down to save mankind from darkness.
Deliverance is shedding off all the old beliefs and misconceptions of life’s cycles, breaking itself off so the regeneration could come forward in the designated time.
Forgiveness, whoa—lamentations in order. Supplication: awesome prayers in faith of the Lord’s Ever Presence, and the sphere in which the Lord can hear. And so regenerated, the passion through my faith in the presence of the Lord, in Spirit.
My losses gave up my life. Granted immunity. Freedom to follow through with the unveiling course to the promises, judgments, and mysteries. Clarification in understanding, allowed. Knowledge, attained. Wisdom in the spirit realm.
Constructive thought, on paper anyway. Getting out of the complete negative to sowing the seeds for the mass regeneration through Jesus Christ’s teachings. The love for the Father in Heaven.
The testaments of old of the coming of the Messiah, to fulfill the treasure of God’s blessings, promises, and mysteries.
To bring peace to mankind from the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, through Jesus Christ’s love and life.
Mortified cruelty, endured for the more significant, to put an end to the dominion of sin. To lay the way for death in the flesh to life eternal with the Lord, in the Lord, through the Lord, roundabout the Lord’s Presence in Spirit.
In Jesus Christ’s life, Jesus Christ’s ministry, in Jesus Christ’s unified Oneness with our Father who is in Majesty, awaiting the arrival of all the souls that have been lost through the generations, searching for the Truth.
Only through Christ Jesus lies the answers to the questions that need answers. Now, for complete regeneration: “Save the world.” Inside every person is a soul from God, waiting to be let free from the bondage that has kept humanity chained.
The cleansing can only be attained through the transition from sin, to fully accepting Christ as your Personal Savior. Then the Baptism and the Holy Spirit will take you through from the cleansing to the truth—continued protection.
Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit. My faith lies in Your Blood of Blessings, for mankind to come in heart passion to the truth of our existence. To be redeemed from darkness to the light of Jesus Christ—my love, my reason for living still. May 16, 1997.
Blessings: Faith, Protection, Understanding | Presence of Your Spirit
The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.
Scripture
“Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.” — Romans 6:4 (KJV)
“Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son:” — Colossians 1:13 (KJV)
Affirmations
I cast off all old misconceptions and step into the total salvation of Christ. Right here and right now, my soul is completely regenerated, protected by His blood, and free to walk in the wisdom of the spirit realm.
I cast off the heavy cobwebs of worldly fear and firmly plant my faith in the Blood of Blessings. I am translated from complete darkness into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ, resting in the absolute freedom of Total Salvation.
I shed away all old misconceptions, false beliefs, and repetitious cycles of life’s trauma. The shield of the Holy Spirit covers me completely, breaking every chain of bondage and maintaining continued protection over my heart, mind, and soul.
Right here and right now, my soul undergoes a divine, total immersion of cleansing and true restoration. I step directly through the threshold of God’s Ever Presence, gaining clarity in my understanding, knowledge in my purpose, and wisdom in the spirit realm.
Reflection
Penned on May 16, 1997, this extensive writing reads as a profound declaration of spiritual warfare and ultimate victory.
It shows that true salvation requires us to step out of the negative and allow our old cycles and misconceptions to completely break away.
By viewing baptism as a literal, ongoing regeneration of our souls in the here and now, this piece illustrates how our earthly losses are traded for divine immunity.
It stands as a timeless call to unlock the captive souls of humanity through the truth of Christ’s teachings, bringing mankind into absolute peace within the Lord’s omnipresent realm.
Finding absolute peace in the wide open fields of His creation.
One: One heart. One mind. Furthermore, one love. One Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. One Lord God Almighty—one God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
One Holy Trinity. One Alpha and Omega. One beginning and one end, the heart of the world is “in presence of spirit,” right here, right now. In the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. August 22, 2010.
Scripture
“For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one.” — 1 John 5:7 (KJV)
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.” — Revelation 1:8 (KJV)
Affirmation
I am bound in the perfect unity of Christ’s love, aligning my heart and mind with the Holy Spirit. Right here and right now, I rest in the eternal presence of the Almighty, trusting that the One who is the beginning and the end holds my journey in complete peace.
Reflection
Originally received on August 22, 2010, this revelation strips away the complicated distractions of the outer world to focus on absolute spiritual truth: everything begins and ends in the divine unity of God. When we align our single heart and mind with the Holy Trinity, we bring our entire existence into alignment with the Lord. It reminds us that we do not have to search the distant horizons for peace; the living heart of the world is found “in presence of spirit,” dynamically alive inside us right here, right now.
“For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.”
— Matthew 18:20 (KJV)
Finding a steady foundation of beauty and hope along the winding road.
I am aligned with the divine purpose of the Lord, letting go of the self to let His presence flow.
The kingdom of heaven is within me, active, peaceful, and eternally present right now.
Every obstacle is tossed to the sands of time as I walk forward from darkness into His great light.
“Calling some women “nuts,” So accessing a surprise divorce attack on October 23, 1997. I feel the imminent need to write a note to you regarding your answer about divorce. Oh, your answers are glorified, but it is the man’s answer, not the woman’s, to any degree.
Outsiders do not understand why these women have lost themselves to jealousy, possessiveness, and out-of-control obsession: it is a degenerative process.
After the honeymoon, then what? The woman takes care of the man’s every need: feedings, not feelings, cleaning, doing this, doing that, getting this, getting that, not doing this, not doing that, lecturing of bull dung, and submitting ourselves to their every whim, their nights out, and all our nights alone.
Then there comes the baby; then the child is first. Extra work cycles into a degenerative process, and the women drown. Name-calling, acts of disrespect, and drinking days become more frequent. The man gets less care because the wife is tending to the baby’s needs, which are on call twenty-four hours a day. Who does not know that?
The woman is exhausted! The days cycle to weeks, weeks to months, and months to years. Baby two, once again, days, weeks, months. Baby three, no time off. 82, 84, 86, gallbladder surgery September 28, 1984, nine-inch cut, sixty-nine stones. Four months after my son was born.
Even if the woman is not working out of the home. She is taking care of not herself, but everyone else. No time off! Financially dependent, isolated, all needs magnified with Mom. Especially when left on her own to do the daily devotional and then the nightly routine, day after day, week after week, month after month, year after year, the same routine, exhausted.
We lose our spontaneity and independence. Our husbands have to male bond, with outings of drinking, and hearing the same stories, while wives get over being neglected.
The love that once was has taken a journey to the other side. The control of the situation becomes a negative cycle. “Silent abuser” anger, frustration, fights over money, man being dominant over the woman, intimidation, isolation, control, acts of violence, being called ugly, disgusting names, having to submit to lies, deceit, etc.
They have their life, and we isolate with our children. We are beaten down verbally daily: nothing is good enough except sex-Ha! Of course we get poked, pinched, pulled, thrown, spit on, cursed at, called ugly disgusting names, squashed, joint crunches, bloody lips, bruised on the extremities, plus crunches in the glands around the jaw, that do not show bruising but hurt for so long, slaps, and pokes with objects. (Once is too much) Intimidated, we feel we are unworthy, so we withdraw deeper. We do complain, to a few, and we get told to leave the situation, but we know we cannot. It is not that easy.
The repetitious cycles close us off to relief, and we feel and are bound in silent emotional, physical, mental, spiritual, and verbal anguish. Our Spirit of Life has hit the darkened corners of Our Presence, “death in the flesh.” Our soul, our life, is in bondage; the chains are linked, through the cobwebs of years, submitting to our alcoholic, controlling, dominating, male chauvinist, pig “narcissist husbands. Then we find out, all the while, our once beloved has been loving someone else while abusing us.
I am speaking for women in the world who have lived the degradation of a blessed unity that has turned to crap. All of us will overcome through the blood of Christ Jesus. Where lies justification? In Him, through Him, round about Him. From God Through Christ Jesus to Us. Total Salvation, in the Oneness of Spirit, Through Christ Our Lord.
I demanded justification from the judge. Then I ended up losing my husband, my children, my home, and all my belongings—my choice at thirty-six years old, only having worked out of the house for a couple of months. I refused to say I did not want a divorce. I turned to the system thirteen and a half years too late, and it did not recover me and my three children.
So I gave my burden to God through Christ Jesus, and he and his new wife have everything. I found understanding of the wherefore art thou on these critical issues and will publish a book for all the afflicted. In Christ Jesus’ hands, this matter lies. I did send it to her; I did not hear back. He took me to child support court two months before he gave me back all three of my children on January 17, 1998.
On the 17th, I came down to the Valley to go to Child Support to tell them what he was doing. They said it was OK, so I went back, and on the 18th, I took total responsibility for my three teenagers.
9/3/15 At that time, I had two years of my book, and that is what is in “In Presence of Spirit.” It was what I had ready. It was not complete. It took me till October 1999 for them to take me off the CS and give me complete custody of my three teenagers. Oh, and credit me, for what I had paid and what they said I owed; they did not pay me back a cent.
We lost two years, ten, twelve, and fourteen, and got them back twelve, fourteen, and sixteen. So now, all these years later, the second wife of the husband of my youth tells me on the phone that my only and ever husband is not the father of my three living children, and my nine grandchildren, one in heaven, are not his grandchildren.
Blood-wise, they are, but he was not there for the grandbabies births or, for that matter, anything else. He has not even met his eighth grandchild, his second girl. Yes, I did not want him to go to jail for his outstanding child support bill, so I wrote a note to the attorney general and said I wanted to take it off, but it was only because of everything he did for me when I did not work. I stayed home with my babies, where I wanted to be and he too.
So whatever I personally cost him, I am paid in full, and we are severed. He had the kids for two years, 0 to ten, twelve, and fourteen, then twelve, fourteen, and sixteen to date. To mention, I carried them for 27 months of pregnancy. I am the one that has been here for them. August 3, 2014
October 12, 2014: Seriously, I cannot force myself to fix this one and publish it the right way. I cannot draft it, so your reading, is as is for now. It is the hardest one. Oh man, I have to update. November 17, 2014. It is fixed as best as I can personally do. Thanks for reading. Wendy. Okay, I fixed it and added a little bit. Thank you for reading the writings of inpresenceofspirit.com and now inpresenceofspirit.org.
To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Making them a blog, original writings.
A wide photograph of a giant rock mountain standing alone as a massive peak under an open sky.
May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.
These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way.
It is, such “A Personal Journey,”
that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ, gave me. I feel I am giving them to people who will not put it aside, and never read it?
I am giving-sharing it with you, who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published.
I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey From Darkness To The Light”
in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it? Only one person knows about, all of it.
I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.
Well, it took years for it to come out of me, creative joy, that is,
but once it did. I had such relief from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted To Share With Everyone.”
I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my mind, I know that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is the writer, through me and with me, because I cannot write without him. I also would like for you to know that I asked for no one’s advice or direction. It all came from the Lord. I asked for no one’s permission.
Through all adversity, Through all the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait.
I have cherished these “special conversations” I have with the Lord, and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal.
August 20, 2008 — August 25, 2008
Historical Note: Before I wrote this. I had my worst glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them: The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert it in the book. But now is a different story. I have fifty-three writings on my blog. The only way these writings can help wounded hearts is to be shared. That is what I am doing with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have published 328; with pictures, it makes it 656. Not bad, huh? Thank you, Jesus Christ, for the presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank you for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.
Scriptures
“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” — Matthew 6:2 (KJV)
“Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.” — Matthew 6:13-14 (KJV)
“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.” — Matthew 7:7-8 (KJV)
“They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” — Matthew 9:12-13 (KJV)
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.” — Matthew 10:26 (KJV)
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.” — Matthew 10:27 (KJV)
Affirmations
I willingly place my heart where my true treasure resides, anchoring my entire soul in the pure, uncompromised direction of the Holy Spirit.
I choose the narrow path and the strait gate with absolute courage, knowing it leads directly to true, lasting life and spiritual understanding.
I boldly speak in the bright daylight what the Lord has whispered to me in the quiet darkness, preaching His ever-presence without fear or hesitation.
Reflection
This introductory text serves as a sacred threshold, bridging a multi-decade journey of solitary obedience that began in April 1988.
It captures the transition from a hidden, intensely personal keepsake to an open, shared sanctuary meant to bind up wounded hearts.
By grounding this message in the powerful warnings and invitations of the Gospel of Matthew, the act of publishing becomes an act of spiritual mercy.
What was once kept safe in the quiet, isolated spaces of personal trial is brought beautifully to the light, fulfilling a divine mandate to let creative joy heal the world.
I am here to say the problems we have today are generational abominations, long-suffering in any realm. To think you are anything but the dust of the dark.
A brilliant burst of afternoon sunlight radiates through a natural opening in a tree filling the frame with warm, heavenly light.
The light awaits the love, the compassion, the understanding, the courage, the patience, the wisdom, and the knowledge.
It relinquishes the past of its present pain
and stands forthright in faith to the truth of our existence.
This is the point:
I will use my writings, my experiences, and ultimate uplifting of the powers of God’s love for us. We have been protected. Each has gathered generational knowledge.
We have been searching for the key to our hearts.
Therein lies the pain that needs to be unraveled. It’s all your life plus your ancestor’s, repeating the same misconceptions of life.
The abominations regenerate themselves to total degeneration
and destruction, as seen in my family. And in order for the regeneration to begin, there needed to be (my) complete abandonment.
No one on this planet is perfect.
One source, one God Almighty. I’ve been told God only gives as much as you can handle. I feel as if all of us were on overload.
January 24, 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell
1 Peter 2:9 — But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.
Affirmations
My heart is open to the light, and I release the heavy weights of the past.
Through faith, the cycle of pain is unraveled, and healing flows into my present day.
I am protected by Almighty God, standing forthright in the truth of our existence.
Reflection
The modern world claims that the past carries no weight, yet the profound, long-suffering struggles we encounter today are the direct, regenerating cycles of ancestral misconceptions.
To believe we are anything more than dust in the darkness is to miss the truth, yet a transformative light is waiting for those who approach this existence with love, compassion, understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, and knowledge.
This truth frees the present from its historical pain and allows a person to stand forthright in absolute faith.
The ultimate purpose is to use these original writings, hard-earned experiences, and the uplifting power of God’s love to show that we have been protected all along.
Every generation has gathered its own deep knowledge, searching for a key to the heart where the true pain must be unraveled.
Instead of breaking free, lives simply repeat the exact same errors of those who came before, causing family lines to spiral into total destruction and degeneration.
For this cycle to stop and a true spiritual regeneration to begin, it required a total and complete abandonment of oneself. No human on this earth is perfect, and there is only one source, one God Almighty.
While the world claims God never gives more than a person can bear, the reality is that the weight of these generational patterns has left everyone completely overloaded.
My perception of life is not understood in this day and age.
Seeing different aspects of the journey.
There is Father and Mother, Brother and Sister, and “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeat themselves down the long stretch of this century and all the rest.
How do we perceive time? We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or travelling to the ancient cities. “Or, of course, living there.”
Oh, to walk where Jesus Christ walked.
Many of you have walked on the same streets and paths our dear Lord walked on. What is this leading? Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life! We cannot see that, but we can know in our hearts it is there.
I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can show all the riches of the world around. Mind you, not material things.
What all of us, every one of us, need to do is put “Our Faith Together”
and bring love, peace, cures for every illness, food, and water to everyone the world over. Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
The graces of time are not forgotten.
We are all a part of our ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives with barriers of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive.
I remember the voice that used to tell me, “This is the right way,”
and I would go left. How I wish I would have listened. I would not have suffered in the ways I did. I also recall struggling to get my spirit to come back. Only to let go and be idle, lazy, and feeling nothing.
It’s such an awful waste of time to destroy oneself with negativity.
It alters one’s functioning ability. It is a disability in every sense of the word. Every negative thought is a disability because it is so hard to let yourself learn to use your thinking constructively. September 1989.
The Scriptures
Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure. — Isaiah 46:9-10
The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us. — Ecclesiastes 1:9-10
Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever. — Hebrews 13:8
And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you. — Matthew 17:20
And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you. — Luke 17:6
There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. — Galatians 3:28
And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left. — Isaiah 30:21
For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. — 2 Timothy 1:7
Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. — 2 Corinthians 10:5
Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. — Philippians 4:8
He that rule his spirit is better than he that taketh a city. — Proverbs 16:32
The Affirmations
I am existing beyond human time. I rest my awareness in the eternal presence of God, where the past, present, and future are held safely in His hands.
I am walking in His steps. My spirit connects deeply with the path of Jesus Christ, unhindered by distance, years, or earthly spaces.
I am secure in my divine perception. I trust the unique spiritual sight given to me by the Holy Spirit, independent of the understanding of this world.
I am moving beyond survival. I step out of past limitations and live fully in the deep purpose of everlasting life that God has placed inside my heart.
I am united in global faith. I join my spirit with my true brothers and sisters across the earth, releasing material desires to bring forth real love, peace, and healing.
I am free from the weight of negativity. I choose to let go of old regrets, idle spaces, and self-destructive thoughts, reclaiming my vibrant spirit through the light of Christ.
I am a constructive and powerful thinker.
I cast down every negative limitation and use 100 percent of my mind to build up love, peace, and divine purpose.
Reflections
This final movement of the writing layout exposes the true warfare of the human journey, revealing that our greatest battle takes place entirely within our own minds. Looking back at the moments where we ignored the inner guiding voice and went left instead of right shows the heavy toll of human suffering.
Yet, the true tragedy lies in the idle, lazy spaces where the spirit goes numb. Choosing negativity is a true disability—a heavy, self-made barrier that physically alters our ability to function and separates us from our divine purpose.
To step out of survival mode and into the fullness of everlasting life, we must deliberately train our minds to think constructively. We are all deeply connected to our ancestors, carrying a legacy of faith that must go on. By putting our faith together, we break through the unseen barriers of the flesh and realize our true identity as brothers and sisters under God.
True spiritual intelligence means taking our thoughts captive, casting away self-destruction, and unlocking the mind to bring real love, healing, and living water to a hurting world.
It is not, The State of Being, It Is The Being, One with, The Most Holy of Holy. It is Peace, Without Calamity.
An original photograph capturing an incredible red sunset at the house, reflecting the deep, peaceful colors.
It Exacts, The Timings of Events, all on an Evolutionary Roller Coaster, through The Passages, from yours, Darkest Hour.
The events are high points, with a lot of punches, through the transition. With the unfolding of each phase, comes the understanding of the reasons, these events took the last place.
Scripture: “To everything there is a season, A time for every purpose under heaven.” — Ecclesiastes 3:1
Scripture: “That they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us…” — John 17:21
II. Surrender of Self-Will
At this point, you are ready, to abandon, your will, To God, entirely and accept, the transitions, as stepping stones, to a broader range, of one’s consciousness. Through, The Spirit of Christ our sin is forgiven, and our hearts realize, the truth of existence, and we know we are loved.
Scripture: “Then Jesus said to His disciples, ‘If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.'” — Matthew 16:24
Scripture: “I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me…” — Galatians 2:20
III. The Process of Elimination & Refining Fire
Once the will is given up, the process of elimination
continues its journey, through the darkest corners of your soul, replacing it with forgiveness, and understanding.
Putting away, all the pain, of your past, and leaving the pain, and anguish where it belongs. In the destruction of the desolation. Left in the fire, from sin to forgiveness, in turn, separating your soul, from anymore, destruction. It is total abandonment, of one’s own will.
Scripture: “Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.” — 2 Corinthians 5:17
Scripture: “When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, nor shall the flame scorch you.” — Isaiah 43:2
IV. The Seventh Mountain & The Offered Gift
At the point, where there is a substantial confrontation, there is a gift offered! The mind has had all information, from man, formation from a not so distant past — all the while, the most significant power comes from the beginning and the end.
The real realization comes in:
The confrontation is the seventh mountain, which you have climbed. All in the journey, through your place, in existence. We come at different stages, in time, a gift offering.
A gift from God, through Jesus Christ. It is sitting, there as pretty, as you please. Your choice to accept in totality, or deny in more disaster. I am offered a gift, from God, but how can I accept it? I am not worthy, of a gift. My mind knows there is a God, but my heart, has no peace, no feeling.
Scripture: “For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.” — Ephesians 2:8–9
Scripture: “This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners…” — 1 Timothy 1:15
V. The Ignited Spark & Acceptance
The Gift Offered:
Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior? Yes. I have tried six times. It did not take. How do I get to Christ? Here is a gift, Salvation. What does this mean? Look into your heart. My heart does not feel. Do you accept the gift? Look down deep within. How can I accept it? I am a sinner. A Gift from God. Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior?
Yes! “All questions still unanswered.” Then, in the pure giving up of a futile fight, of self-will, there is a tiny opening in the core of your heart. The spark ignited; you know you can feel it. At this time, the question was asked again. Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior.
Scripture: “And He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.'” — 2 Corinthians 12:9
Scripture: “Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him…” — Revelation 3:20
VI. Cleansing, Unfolding, and Baptism
From that second, you accept him completely. Your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions of life are being eliminated through a process of transition, which takes a ritual cleansing. The life, which was without hope, is placed in and through Jesus Christ for the purification of the soul, in its rightful place.
At this time, there is no shame, no embarrassment in accepting Christ. Directly following the unfolding is clarity in receiving the understanding of God’s words in the Holy Bible.
At this time, baptism is offered. Still no shame, and seven days later. The baptism, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, occurs. The death of the old life, a life, knew, in the journey, from sin, into clarity, of our real, reality.
Scripture: “Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.” — Romans 6:4
Scripture: “For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes…” — Romans 1:16
VII. Fusion, Healing, and Justification
The distinction of precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal Savior, is describable and authentic.
The Passion of Christ entreats your being with the answers of the whole. With Christ, they are not subject to change, for through Jesus Christ is life by the gift of accepting him unconditionally. There is no exception to the rule.
Through Christ’s love for us, He generates love for us and walks with us out of the midst of the fire and brings us out whole; this is justification, to which there is no other. The scars are cured of pain, and the knowledge of the envelopment is granted.
Scripture: “Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.” — Romans 5:1
Scripture: “Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? … Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.” — Romans 8:35, 37
VIII. Armor of God & Closing Testimony
The truth is the only reality, and there is only one truth. That truth is God and the Holy Words: by faith, we receive the holiest of Sacraments, the Armor of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Blessed with the Most Holy Spirit, the Holy Ghost, which lives in us. In Jesus Christ’s Omnipresent Name. Selah. Amen, December 1, 1996.
Scripture: “Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.” — Ephesians 6:11
Scripture: “Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.'” — John 14:6
The State of Being Affirmations
I am in a true state of being.
I step away from the clutter of the world and sit in the absolute stillness of God’s presence.
I am an authentic soul.
I drop all human-made burdens and allow my inner life to align with my Creator’s plan.
I am a direct channel for divine peace.
I quiet my mind, look to the heavens, and let divine communication guide my path.
I am resting in eternal union.
I am anchored firmly in the truth of the Word, where my spirit awakens and earthly fears fade.
In Reflection: To step into a true spiritual state of being, we must look past the noise of the outside world and settle into the sacred presence within.
These original spiritual reflections serve as an invitation to pause, quiet the mind, and experience a mindful presence of spirit. It is in this precise space of inner stillness and awakening that the personal self begins to fade.
Entering the Soul Sanctuary: Remaining attentive to the sacred requires a deliberate practice of deep listening and transformative reflection.
When we choose to dwell in the here and now, we open our hearts to a profound true self reconnection. This is not a forced transformation, but a gentle alignment with an internal state of peace and the quiet movement of God.
The Awakening: Through these meditative spiritual narratives, the journey leads us back to clarity.
By anchoring our awareness in conscious awareness and internal stillness, we step into a lifestyle defined by a heart filled with grace, absolute spiritual clarity, and emotional freedom.
Safe Haven for the transitional year after the last fight with yourself. Began in January 1996, this timeline reflects a true state of being established eleven months after the transition started.
The text is finalized and complete, with original photography and design touches coming along later in God’s perfect time.
