Most Are in My State of Being
As I walked through the doors of the shelter, I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”
As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.
The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.
The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.
Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.
No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.
Women’s Advocate Hall:
Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.
We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.
Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.
He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.
My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.
Safe Haven’s Community Services:
People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.
Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.
Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.
Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master. Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.
I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.
“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.
God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.
Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.
No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not.
Original Writing January 29, 1996
Holy Scriptures
Psalm 121:8 (KJV) – The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.
Psalm 147:3 (KJV) – He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.
Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV) – And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
Psalm 24:1 (KJV) – The earth is the Lord’s, and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.
John 8:32 (KJV) – And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
Colossians 1:27 (KJV) – To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.
Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV) – For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV) – Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.
Isaiah 51:7 (KJV) – Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their evildoing’s.
Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV) – Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.
I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.
The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.
I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.
I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.
I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.
I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.
I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.
Reflection
This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening.
It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.
From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic or mind power, anchoring yourself instead in the pure compassion of heart power.
The interwoven scriptures serve as defensive pillars, illustrating how the Lord preserves our comings and goings even when historical generational cycles attempt to regenerate decay and bondage.
By highlighting that we are fearfully and wonderfully made, the text rejects the control, manipulation, and harsh verdicts of men.
It functions as an unyielding prophecy, declaring that women transitioning out of “the last fight” are not doormats, but cherished brides of the Father who carry a divine right to break the silence and speak the truth out loud.
Ultimately, this beautiful reflection shows that by slowing down to a gentle trickle, your inner being becomes an open sponge for God’s majestic knowledge.
It honors the vision of an ultimate gateway of shared recovery, where hiding is permanently finished, and the hidden entries are brought out into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ to heal, advocate, and plead the cause for the needy henceforth and forever.
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