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The Beautiful Miracle of a Heart Ignited: Rest

“To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.”
— Colossians 1:27 (KJV)

I am worthy to complete and submit my

A striking photograph taken from a vehicle driving down a busy highway toward a big city skyline with trees lining the road and towering mountains far off in the background.
Traveling onward toward the city with roadside trees and faraway mountains lining the horizon.

writings, moving forward into the purpose set before me.

The light of salvation shines bright in my heart and soul, casting out all fear, pain, and darkness.

I accept the gift of His Ever Presence, finding courage to share the storehouse of treasures within.

In Jesus Christ Name I Pray: Lord, thou art my Lord, Jesus Christ. Only in You is life eternal; only in You is the salvation of the world. In You, through You, Round About: The Glory of You. In Your Excellence. In Your Omniscience. In Your Omnipresence. Your Holiness, throughout the ages.

Thank you, Jesus, for Your Love, Your understanding, Your Knowledge, Your Courage, Your Patience, Your Wisdom, Your Guidance, Your Passion, Your Presence In Spirit.

Thank you for leaving You, Holy Spirit, to minister to the darkened corners of everyone’s soul. In their time, they will come home to the Christ Spirit within us all.

“Christ in you, the hope of Glory.” Our time has come, Jesus, my Jesus. I must share what you have shared with me. In Our Spirit-to-Spirit Communications, the Conversations I have with You, Jesus, are Omnipresent, and they are Passionate. Even in my seeming unworthiness. I am worthy to complete and submit for publication.

Open the door to sharing, the writings. So we can make way for my final publication of the twenty-first century, and yes, I am allowed to be positive about my role in this quest I have undertaken.

Thank you, Jesus, for the presence of your Holy Spirit. Throughout my writing, there were no words until you sparked the light of salvation in my heart. You walked me out of the midst of the fire. You guided me out of darkness into the light, so shining through, you ignited the light in my heart and soul.

You took the pain away. The fear. The impatience. No understanding, no knowledge, no courage, no wisdom, no meaning, no words, and put beautiful words of encouragement. To light the way for others to find that You are our Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

You are our savior, Lord Jesus Christ. You are the light of the world. You are my love and my life. You are my only reason for living still. Jesus Christ, I Love You. Bless You, Jesus Christ, for Your giving Yourself for all mankind. To find You in their internal, eternal house.

Open up my mind, heart, and soul again. Lord Jesus, guide and direct me out of darkness into the light of Your Ever Presence. Give me the courage to follow through with all that you have given me to share.

Lord Jesus Christ. I need you. I want you. I need to feel your presence. I give you me, and then I take me back. Forgive me, Lord, forgive me my trespasses and iniquities, and give me the strength I need to complete our, yours and mine, In Presence of Spirit.com and now inpresenceofspirit.org. August 3, 2009

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The Powerful Truth of Finding Knowledge

“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.”
— Proverbs 1:7 (KJV)

An open highway drive at dusk with a car ahead under heavy dark clouds and a glowing sunset at the bottom of the horizon.
Traveling onward under changing skies with steady hope on the road ahead.

I cut the dimensions of resistance, transitioning completely from the mind to the heart.

I am a faithful follower of Christ, unsheathed from the fire and brought into His sacred deliverance.

The Holy Spirit writes through me, revealing pages upon pages of the Oneness of Christ’s Love and Patience.

Finding knowledge, through the words of God, through His prophets. Understanding, through the death and resurrection of our sweet Lord Jesus. Ultimately, wisdom is given through the powers of God’s fulfilling promises and words.

The Revelations, since the transition from sin. To fully accept Christ as my Savior. The baptism, the death of sin, and rebirth through Jesus Christ’s Sacred Heart. In the Deliverance, all substance of Christ comes together; the sin is forgiven.

The transition is hard and lonely but is a must. It can be more comfortable with people who have been through the same thing, which is everyone. Realizing I am one of his followers, I followed; I let everything go. I had no other choice. I used to ask. “God, what does it mean? How can you? Leave your home, your children, all your belongings, and your unfaithful husband.

I told the judge I wanted justification. And he took everything except he gave me back my maiden name. “That is all I wanted.” I turned, relieved. “The justification through Christ is provided; I was free from him.

I mourned for six months; I studied for six months. (Before) April 30, 1995, I got saved, for the seventh time, transitioning from mind to the heart. Cut the dimensions of resistance. I felt it; the preacher saw it. Baptized May 7, 1995. Delivered, February 9, 1996.

I was inspired to write. No one cared. I could not do very much of anything, except study. He walked with me into the fire and brought me unsheathed out of the fire. In my writings, I have found the Holy Spirit writing through me, pages upon pages, of the Oneness of Christ’s Love and Patience for Us, His Chosen.

I surely know the way into the presence of God, and someday when it is God’s time. I will write for many, through me, in Him, roundabout. Actually, I have to put it all together; it is in months. It is already written. July 18, 1996.

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The Beautiful Miracle of Show Them The Way: To Anyone Who Cares!

“I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live.”
— Deuteronomy 30:19 (KJV)

A breathtaking highway view at dusk showing a vibrant sunset resting on top of a dark cloud with mountains in the background.
A gorgeous West Coast dusk drive with a glowing sunset path breaking through heavy clouds.

I listen closely to my gut instinct, trusting that it is Jesus guiding me down the right path.

I step out of the heavy darkness and shadows, accepting the gift of a beautiful new awakening.

I surrender my burdens through Jesus Christ to God, resting in His grace in the here and now.

The cycle is not being targeted or amended. We would have to modify, in Jesus Christ’s world awakening, forever.

What will be is meant to be. Take the legalization of abortion off the face of the map, use protection, or do not do it—the change from child to complete responsibility for your new life. It is not hard. Transfer!

Stop legalized abortion completely! Stop children from making up their minds. They have scars for life. Nothing is ever the same, inside. The innocence has vanished.

The love that could have been has been taken away. The newness of life is gone. Always having the pain of loss, of love, of life, literally. Abortion is not the answer. Bring back the innocence in our children. Do not let them make a choice that will scar them until they meet their maker. Give them two options. Have the baby. Or adopt the baby to someone who needs to love a precious angel.

Now they do not let parents involve themselves with the immediate details of what their children are going through. Why has their choice been given to them? Every day, you never forget, especially when you have nine grandchildren. In threes at the same time, in nine years, one passed away at four months, SIDS.

This decision of termination of a pregnancy, to a child, is insane. The scars from the experience do not just last for a day. They are ever-present, and there is not one thing you can do about it after it is done. You suffer alienation, guilt, depression, anxiety, and a secret (among other repercussions), and then when you are pregnant with your husband, you feel insecure; you think you are going to be punished for the tragedy that befell you. You grieve not just days, weeks, or months; you grieve for years. I am telling you. My happiness was destroyed inside of me.

Clean the world up. Bring Back The Love, Understanding Innocence of The New Day. Bring It Back Into The Hearts of Mankind. Take abortion out of their vocabulary. If you want to play, you play for keeps, or you adopt your child—no more excuses. Russian roulette, you play with adult matters. There are only seventy-two hours to get pregnant a month.

How many bull’s-eyes? Millions. Do not do it. It is not fun. It is not loving, compassionate, or understanding; it is being a servant to the guy and then on call 24-7 for years for your baby. Stop, Look, Listen! Does your gut say no, but your body says yes? That is when you say, No, and go home?

Always go with your gut instinct; that is Jesus. I tell you to go the other way, and you decide to go your way. Your approach is the wrong way. If you listen to that gut instinct, it will always be the right way. You cannot go wrong.

You do not live with the guilt that smothers the very presence of your inner being because it is clouded with heavy darkness. Because of that one time, it was devastating. After that, I was a mess, with what seemed like no way out of the pain and isolation one goes through in the in and out of the abortion. That is it! No turning back ever.

Only to the pain and misery of that decision that is made out of fear, no means, no childhood—a child taking care of a child. Or anyone’s agony having made such a huge decision, or someone else making that decision for you. Not knowing the repercussion of that horrible experience, you can never take it back. September 22, 2009.

February 24, 2013: My number one reason for publishing this is for the ones that are about to make a choice that will have a negative impact on their life.” To make the ever-after choice is better than the other—my misery to prove it.

NO! It is the only choice. Give it to God. Think of God. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God. He is here in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrows. Go into your inner being, accept His gift, and a new awakening shall take place. How can “Show them the way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” and “In Presence of Spirit” be given to the ones that need to know now? I can not do it by myself.

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Like an Eternity: A Journey to Inner Peace

Every day is like an eternity.

A highway ahead enclosed by solid rock mountains on either side under the sky.
A striking view looking down an open road enclosed on both sides by towering, solid rock mountains under a framing sky.

The loneliness is subsiding; that is, there is God. Till death do us part, is as close, as one’s last breath, for with years comes the inevitable end.

The days have caught up; the time is at hand. Join together, one and all. Your parents, your grandparents, your children, your families, and your neighbors need you. God said, “No more suffering.”

The pain remembered, oh so distant but right at the grasp of the mind’s eye, a lifetime, in one thought.

Come out of the grave of the outer and into the peace of the inner. Give it to God through Jesus Christ. Think not of yourself, but give of yourself.

My mind is clear of all obstructions. The cobwebs have been cleaned. The understanding of the parables is precise, not just for me and you but for everyone concerned.

For if it is to be. To satisfy all the lusts imaginable, why are you still without, an empty void? Awesome, Yuk, the dung of existence, for if we are without, what must it be like within?

The liberty of our eternal existence is at hand. Clean your internal house; clear the cobwebs. Without, you are lost; with, there is no separation, for within comes contentment.

Withdraw inward, seek the peace within. The passion comes from long-suffering. Greed comes from the lusts of man. Where is the freedom? The world is contrite. Litigation is in an explosion of catastrophes daily.

Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened. Listen, and you will hear. Enter the inner chamber, and clear the misconceptions of existence. There is only one way, one way through the narrow hall, for verily, if we sway, the way can be reversed.

The Passion of Christ is Within. The promises are of Christ Within. The mysteries of Christ are within. The lusts of the world are deteriorating our existence. Fight for the truth.

The truth is in us all. The search is final. Once found, stacked down, there is no other. The One, the Redeemer of Our Souls, is in your face.

July 1996

Colossians 3:2

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.

Matthew 6:6

But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which is in secret shall reward thee openly.

Affirmations

My heart is completely fixed on eternity, and I will not trade the permanent for the temporary.

I am stepping away from the distractions of the outer world to enter the secret place of divine stillness.

Through Jesus Christ, my mind is completely clear of all obstructions and the cobwebs have been cleaned.

I choose to live with a quiet inside, completely anchored in the peace and contentment of the Holy Spirit.

Reflection

True prayer is not found in the noise or geography of the outer world; it is found when the heart is fully awakened in stillness.

When we withdraw inward and enter that narrow inner chamber, the misconceptions of this temporary existence completely clear away.

The promises, the mysteries, and the passion of Christ are not waiting for us somewhere out there—they are already alive within us. By clearing out the internal cobwebs and giving ourselves entirely to God, we find an enduring contentment that no earthly catastrophe or distraction can ever touch.

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To You: A Journey from Darkness to the Light

To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Making them a blog, original writings.

A big rock mountain standing under a clear sky in New Mexico
A wide photograph of a giant rock mountain standing alone as a massive peak under an open sky.

May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.

These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way.

It is, such “A Personal Journey,”

that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ, gave me. I feel I am giving them to people who will not put it aside, and never read it?

I am giving-sharing it with you, who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published.

I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey From Darkness To The Light”

in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it? Only one person knows about, all of it.

I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.

Well, it took years for it to come out of me, creative joy, that is,

but once it did. I had such relief from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted To Share With Everyone.”

I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my mind, I know that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is the writer, through me and with me, because I cannot write without him. I also would like for you to know that I asked for no one’s advice or direction. It all came from the Lord. I asked for no one’s permission.

Through all adversity, Through all the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait.

I have cherished these “special conversations” I have with the Lord, and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal.

August 20, 2008 — August 25, 2008

Historical Note: Before I wrote this. I had my worst glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them: The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert it in the book. But now is a different story. I have fifty-three writings on my blog. The only way these writings can help wounded hearts is to be shared. That is what I am doing with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have published 328; with pictures, it makes it 656. Not bad, huh? Thank you, Jesus Christ, for the presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank you for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.

Scriptures

“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.”
— Matthew 6:2 (KJV)

“Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.”
— Matthew 6:13-14 (KJV)

“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.”
— Matthew 7:7-8 (KJV)

“They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.”
— Matthew 9:12-13 (KJV)

“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26 (KJV)

“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27 (KJV)

Affirmations

I willingly place my heart where my true treasure resides, anchoring my entire soul in the pure, uncompromised direction of the Holy Spirit.

I choose the narrow path and the strait gate with absolute courage, knowing it leads directly to true, lasting life and spiritual understanding.

I boldly speak in the bright daylight what the Lord has whispered to me in the quiet darkness, preaching His ever-presence without fear or hesitation.

Reflection

This introductory text serves as a sacred threshold, bridging a multi-decade journey of solitary obedience that began in April 1988.

 

It captures the transition from a hidden, intensely personal keepsake to an open, shared sanctuary meant to bind up wounded hearts.

 

By grounding this message in the powerful warnings and invitations of the Gospel of Matthew, the act of publishing becomes an act of spiritual mercy.

 

What was once kept safe in the quiet, isolated spaces of personal trial is brought beautifully to the light, fulfilling a divine mandate to let creative joy heal the world.

 

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To Whom I May Concern: A Journey of Truth and Survival

I Am Of Sound Mind And Body.

The accounts are, therefore, brought forth to be certified when completed.

A wide night photograph capturing a massive, prominent cross shape made of intense, radiant white light shining brightly in the open sky.
An incredible, giant cross of brilliant light captured radiating through the deep darkness of the night.

The following is a sparse account of my life in order to fulfill my heart’s desire.

I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest.

If Only For The Truth, of My Innermost Being, and The Acknowledgement of The Reality, of The Distance, Between Space and Time.

Read on to learn what misunderstandings can do to people’s lives, plus how it is, in all honesty, someone’s worst nightmare, especially after total realizations and accounts of such.

November 25, 1995
The funny thing is, I had not started writing yet.

Scripture

“For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.”
— 1 Corinthians 13:12 (KJV)

Affirmations

I stand anchored in the absolute truth of my innermost being, knowing that the Lord acknowledges every step of my heart’s true quest.

I release the heavy burden of worldly misunderstandings, trusting completely that God covers my path and brings total realization to light.

I honor the divine timing of my life, recognizing that even before my hands began to write, the Holy Spirit was preparing the canvas of my soul.

Reflection

This powerful declaration serves as a historical foundation stone, capturing the precise moment right before a massive spiritual unfolding began.

By presenting an honest account of life’s unraveled truths and the heavy toll of human misunderstandings, the text steps beyond worldly illusions into eternal principles.

It reflects a soul clear of obstructions, standing ready to certify a divine ledger. Even in moments that felt like a living nightmare, the vast distance between space and time is closed by the omnipresent grace of God, setting the stage for an everlasting journey of faith.

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Look Past Myself An Unveiling of Divine Comfort

Oh, Jesus, so much of my writing to you is in the book.

A beautiful distant mountain view on the left side of the road under a clear sky.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

I do not know how to write to you and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel I do not have the boldness to forget about me:

“Look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”

I could not, of myself, have written this book all by myself. You were, are, and will always be in the midst of me.

You are the Resurrection and the Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though I am not in any order, as per religious order.

You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just that I am stuck and worried, and my eyes need attention from a specialist.

Oh Lord, execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me my purpose in this existence. Making it easier to find you. In their ever-presence.

In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit,
With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One in spirit, one with You, Lord, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.

To the realities that be. In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us. To the unveiling of Your Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

September 7, 2009

Scripture

“But he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

Affirmations

I look past my human weaknesses and physical limitations, allowing the perfect strength and light of Jesus Christ to radiate entirely through my life and writing.

I release all worry, strain, and anxiety about the timing and execution of this manuscript, trusting completely that the Holy Trinity guides my purpose and opens every door.

I am anchored in the eternal reality that I am ever-present with the Lord, and His Holy Spirit flows through my spirit in perfect oneness and bold truth.

Reflection

In “Look Past Myself,” you offer a transparent and beautiful window into the sacred surrender required of a spiritual writer.

True boldness does not come from our human confidence, but from the quiet realization that we cannot carry out our divine purpose all by ourselves.

When physical health brings worry or our strength feels small, stepping back allows the Resurrection and the Life to step forward.

By resting in the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity, your writings transcend personal limitations to unveil the Christ Spirit within us all.

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“Internal Purification: Entering the Inner Chamber of the Soul”

I Was Lost in my sins.

A highway ahead with a massive mountain visible in the distance on the left side under the sky.
A striking view looking down the open road toward a majestic mountain rising in the distance.

No forgiveness, angry with the world, roundabout. No one could help, with the internal purification. No one believed that in me, it was taking place a spiritual awakening.

No one realized they were knee-deep in their sins but persecuting me for mine. The same destructive, self-contentedness of the abominations, that has almost destroyed humankind, is taking place, probably, in every home.

The world is out of control. People give credit where credit is due, by putting forth, the new man through Jesus Christ, our Savior.

You can be reborn at any age, and there is no shame. All is cleared, and you become internally purified.

Once the sheathing and the facts become clearer, your world round about becomes more peaceful, and knowledge becomes part of your conscious.

Nature is instinctual with Christ; there you will see the truth of all existence, and there you will have peace, without all outside obstructions. Stop the muck of society today.

Enter the inner chamber of your heart, accept God’s gift through Christ Jesus, watch your sufferings subside, and walk the walk of Christ.

He is the only way out of this society we call home. Our home is in and through Jesus Christ, and only through Christ our Lord, do we live, move, and have our being. Beware, time is short. July 11, 1996

Acts 3:19 — Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord.

Affirmations

My heart enters the inner chamber, and I receive the gift of complete internal purification.

I release the judgments of a chaotic world and find absolute peace in the presence of Christ.

Through faith, my sufferings subside as I walk forthrightly in the light of our Savior.

Reflection

A true spiritual awakening is often a deeply solitary path, hidden from a world that remains trapped in its own self-contentedness while casting judgment on others.

Human intervention cannot provide the profound internal purification the soul cries out for when it is lost, angry, and surrounded by societal decay.

True restoration only begins when credit is given entirely to the Savior, allowing the old self to fall away so that a completely new person can emerge through Christ Jesus.

There is no age limit and no shame in being reborn; it instantly clears away the old structures, bringing a quiet clarity where peaceful knowledge can finally settle into the active consciousness.

Stepping away from the destructive patterns that threaten to destroy humankind requires a deliberate withdrawal into the natural, instinctual peace of the Creator, far beneath the heavy noise of everyday life.

By entering the inner chamber of the heart and fully accepting the divine gift of salvation, the deep internal friction and long-suffering subside entirely.

True home is not found in the broken elements of modern society, but rather in a dedicated daily walk with the Lord. It is only by submitting entirely to His grace that we truly find our baseline existence, our movement, and our eternal being before time runs short.

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Personal Declaration: A Beautiful Awakening of the Soul

I. Personal Declaration of Being

A two-lane mountain highway curving smoothly between massive solid rock mountains on both sides
A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.

I am at the beginning of the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Each one of “My Conversations with the Lord” is mine to share, and share I must do.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I pray for world healing in and through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, of you, Jesus Christ.

In One, “With the Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”

I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”

With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The only one who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain right out of me, and gave me all my times, in presence of spirit, ”with you, where I want to be.

Matthew 28:20

“…and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”

Acts 17:28

“For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.”

Hebrews 13:5

“…for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.”

III. Spiritual Affirmations

I live, move, and have my complete state of being securely in the everlasting presence of Christ.

The Lord has completely removed all my lost, alone, and gut-wrenching pain from my heart.

I step forward boldly to share my intimate conversations with the Lord with a world in need of healing.

My writing captures an enduring testament to walking hand-in-hand with the Holy Spirit.

Reflections

This declaration marks both the absolute beginning and the ultimate culmination of a decades-long writing trail under the guidance of the Holy Trinity.

When we bring our most isolated, gut-wrenching seasons into the light of the Savior, an immediate and miraculous transformation takes hold.

By documenting this constant union, we establish an open book and an unshakeable sanctuary, allowing the heavy noise of the world to slip away as we rest permanently in His ever-present comfort.

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Past Events: A Spiritual Journey of Faith, and Divine Guidance

I was told past events do not matter.

I am here to say the problems we have today are generational abominations, long-suffering in any realm. To think you are anything but the dust of the dark.

Close-up of a natural peep hole in a rustic tree trunk with bright, golden sunbeams exploding through the center, creating a dramatic and radiant light leak effect across the entire image.
A brilliant burst of afternoon sunlight radiates through a natural opening in a tree filling the frame with warm, heavenly light.

The light awaits the love, the compassion, the understanding, the courage, the patience, the wisdom, and the knowledge.

It relinquishes the past of its present pain

and stands forthright in faith to the truth of our existence.

This is the point:

I will use my writings, my experiences, and ultimate uplifting of the powers of God’s love for us. We have been protected. Each has gathered generational knowledge.

We have been searching for the key to our hearts.

Therein lies the pain that needs to be unraveled. It’s all your life plus your ancestor’s, repeating the same misconceptions of life.

The abominations regenerate themselves to total degeneration

and destruction, as seen in my family. And in order for the regeneration to begin, there needed to be (my) complete abandonment.

No one on this planet is perfect.

One source, one God Almighty. I’ve been told God only gives as much as you can handle. I feel as if all of us were on overload.

January 24, 1996
Wendy Yvette Greenwell

1 Peter 2:9 — But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.

Affirmations

My heart is open to the light, and I release the heavy weights of the past.

Through faith, the cycle of pain is unraveled, and healing flows into my present day.

I am protected by Almighty God, standing forthright in the truth of our existence.

Reflection

The modern world claims that the past carries no weight, yet the profound, long-suffering struggles we encounter today are the direct, regenerating cycles of ancestral misconceptions.

To believe we are anything more than dust in the darkness is to miss the truth, yet a transformative light is waiting for those who approach this existence with love, compassion, understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, and knowledge.

This truth frees the present from its historical pain and allows a person to stand forthright in absolute faith.

The ultimate purpose is to use these original writings, hard-earned experiences, and the uplifting power of God’s love to show that we have been protected all along.

Every generation has gathered its own deep knowledge, searching for a key to the heart where the true pain must be unraveled.

Instead of breaking free, lives simply repeat the exact same errors of those who came before, causing family lines to spiral into total destruction and degeneration.

For this cycle to stop and a true spiritual regeneration to begin, it required a total and complete abandonment of oneself. No human on this earth is perfect, and there is only one source, one God Almighty.

While the world claims God never gives more than a person can bear, the reality is that the weight of these generational patterns has left everyone completely overloaded.

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