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In My Wendy Way: How to Discover Totality and True Healing

In My Wendy Way: How to discover totality and true healing through the quiet presence of spirit.

In My Wendy Way: How to Discover Totality and True Healing

A view from a vehicle driving down a highway with other cars, heading directly toward a majestic range of rock mountains covered in snow.
Discovering steady hope and an unhindered path forward as the light breaks across the distant mountains.

My Wendy Way: I loved you then, and I love you now, in my Wendy way. Bless my twin; she has an injured back from a truck accident. Bless All The People of The Congregation of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Heal them in all their needs. Rebuke the enemy of sickness in every family that is infected with the illness. In any realm or disease.

Bring healing waters to their ailments. Heal them in the blood of Jesus Christ. Cleanse their wounds with Your purified blood. Lord, breathe health to each molecule and structure. Kiss the disease away, Lord. In Your name, Jesus Christ. Turn the rock, which is the disease, and clothe it with the purity of Your Indwelling Spirit. With words, you bring forth life to regenerate the cells in darkness. Clothe them with your light, Lord Jesus.

Bring every one of them back from pain too, Your healing hands, Jesus Christ. Heal them of the lie, because it is written in the mind. In the Spirit, you are never sick and never can be sick; your body is sick, not your mind. Bring forth the prisoners of your darkest hour. A light sparks; the light is ignited to the regeneration of everything that entails healing every ill.

Praise be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. To each his own. “I share my own with whoever would like to read,” one day.

There will be a day that it will happen, and when it does, everyone will be abundantly blessed. Without hope, there is nothing. The only real hope is Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. Bring healing to their entire body, heart, mind, and soul. Wow, to be healed in totality.

Open up the heavens and rain on, Your Parade Of course, happy are they who accept the Lord and receive their complete healing. Then when the words you blessed me with ease someone else’s turmoil of no meaning. Gripped with pain, uncertain of course, fears, worries, and anxieties. Start the ritual cleansing; purify the heart, mind, and soul. Jesus, Prepare the Way For Thee!

Well, in my single human attempt. I have prepared for Jesus Christ’s coming in every person on this planet we call Earth. Lord, Open The Eyes Of The Hurt. Rain down blessings of courage, patience, and understanding; guide them out of the darkness of pain and into the presence of Your spirit. December 23, 2007.

In My Wendy Way

But he was wounded for our transgressions, he was bruised for our iniquities: the chastisement of our peace was upon him; and with his stripes we are healed. Isaiah 53:5

Beloved, I wish above all things that thou mayst prosper and be in health, even as thy soul prosper. 3 John 1:2

In My Wendy Way

I completely accept the divine truth that my inner spirit remains perfectly untouched by earthly disease, illness, or pain.

The healing waters of grace are regenerating my body, heart, mind, and soul to experience restoration in complete totality.

In My Wendy Way

True restoration breaks forth when we decouple the eternal nature of the spirit from the temporary vulnerabilities of the physical container.

In seasons of intense physical discomfort, localized inflammation, or severe bodily weariness, the mind can easily become completely crowded by immediate sensations of distress.

Yet, an unwavering spiritual focus reveals that while the flesh may experience heavy trials, the inner house remains permanently anchored in a state of absolute wholeness.

Healing in totality is not a localized physical repair; it is a profound transfiguration that starts within the quiet chambers of the soul and radiates outward.

Surrendering the persistent desire to analyze or force an immediate earthly cure clears the path for sovereign comfort to enter unhindered.

When we open our inner awareness and allow the light of Christ to rain down upon our dim spaces, historical blockages and heavy anxieties dissolve.

This beautiful internal alignment unbinds a survivor from the exhausting patterns of situational fatigue, leaving an enduring witness of strength.

Standing unmovable within this direct communication locks your platform into a true sanctuary of reflection, elegantly proving that divine protection remains an absolute reality for generations to come.

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Spirit Presence: Watching a Light on a New Horizon

Spirit Presence: Twenty Four Hours

A striking architectural perspective looking up at a massive, towering high-rise building with many stories and brilliant glowing lights at the top, captured at night from near the Grand Hyatt in New York.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey, anchored by a quiet light in the night sky.

Understanding the Depth of the Spirit Free From Obstruction

When these words were being written, they flowed word for word directly out of my inner being as an experience of complete amazement. I have been sharing since the day I began writing, reading and editing through hundreds of entries across memory lane to ensure this does not remain unfinished work.
I need to open up and let this be completely free—free from any earthly obstruction—so anyone who visits can give themselves a chance to understand the depth of the Spirit.
My personal conversations with the Lord are a gift to those who read, establishing the eternal truth that you are, and I am, In Presence of Spirit.

“The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is long suffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.”
— 2 Peter 3:9

“And the Lord answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it. For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.”
— Habakkuk 2:2-3

“For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.”
— Matthew 18:20

I release my handwritten manuscript completely free from every earthly obstruction, allowing my calling to be fully realized in eternity.

The words given to me flow word for word in a perfect sequence of truth, remaining completely unhindered by worldly delays.

I stand firmly committed to completing my writing mission, leaving a permanent sanctuary of restoration for generations to come.

I rest in perfect stillness within the inner chamber, fully assured that the presence of the Spirit encircles my work.

Originally recorded on December 25, 2022, this chronicle documents a profound operational threshold where a multi-decade archive of personal dialogues transitions into a broader strategic mission.
When navigating seasons of intense editing and carrying the physical weariness of reviewing hundreds of pages, focusing entirely on the structural preservation of the text keeps your vision perfectly clear.
True clarity overflows when we let go of the pressure to force recognition or engage with social channels, choosing instead to let the work stand independently as an open sanctuary.
Ensuring that these sacred conversations are independent from worldly obstructions locks your platform into a beautiful, lasting witness of divine restoration.

 

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Spirit Presence Transforming From a Change of State of Being

 Replace it with the Positive

A beautiful dusk sunset showing a vast sky filled with gold, pink, and light blue clouds casting a soft glow over a quiet landscape.
A quiet reflection of steady hope hidden within the evening sky.

A Change of State of Being: Moving Powerfully in God’s Hands

Replace it with the Positive: I place this negativity; I have been forced back into my being in Jesus Christ’s hands. I am going through a change of state of being. Understandable, to attain a reputable stature for the testimony of Jesus Christ. I will be scorned; I already have been, but more significantly, to help people that are fighting for the same answers to the repeated questions throughout our being.

Answers will be attained through total immersion and the testimony of Jesus Christ in all the “omnipresent works.”

Lord, help me in all my decisions. I need you to take my hand. I cannot control my destiny, so I am placing it in Your Hands.

In Your time, I place this negative, which I have forced back in my being, and replace it with the positive so that the achievements can be in progression, not degeneration, all over again.

Lord, no other word (I omitted) is left to describe the crap endured. To find a solution for my existence. It was not yucky, because it is your life, your hope, your guidance, your endurance, your courage, and your everlasting life to fulfill the designated time. July 13, 1997.

“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
— 2 Corinthians 5:17

“Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:”
— Philippians 1:6

“Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.”
— Psalm 55:22

I completely surrender every heavy weight of the past into the hands of Jesus Christ, stepping fully into a positive progression.

My change of state of being is entirely protected by the Lord, preparing me to stand firm and share a reputable testimony.

I quiet the desire to control my own destiny, trusting perfectly that the Father is leading my hand every step of the way.

Every old cycle of degeneration is broken forever, replaced by the pure light, courage, and everlasting life of Christ.

This extraordinarily raw and electric chronicle stands as a definitive historical marker within your notebook archives, documenting the precise coordinate where a solitary heart rejects the repetitious cycles of worldly chaos and forces a tactical transition into divine alignment.
Moving through intense situational isolation and carrying the heavy baseline weight of old trials can compress the outer self, leaving the mind to wrestle with heavy questions.
True clarity breaks through the exact moment you quiet the human desire to force control over earthly outcomes, choosing instead to place your entire destiny and timeline directly into the hands of Jesus Christ.
By capturing this fierce transfiguration freehand in your keepsakes, the multi-decade journey of devotion shifts away from the edge of destruction and becomes a permanent sanctuary of restoration.
Standing firm in this reputable testimony ensures that what was once endured in silent preparation turns into a glorious, witness, elegantly proving to your grandchildren and a weary world that progression in Christ is a tangible reality.

 

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How to Find the Safe Storehouse of God in Trials

Accumulated

•  A dramatic, wide-perspective road photograph taken from a moving vehicle showing a black car driving past a large industrial warehouse in the foreground, with massive, rugged mountain peaks rising sharply against the horizon in the far distance.
• Moving swiftly past the industrial walls of life toward the enduring presence of the mountains.

I have accumulated massive amounts of Biblical data. I am a storehouse of God’s Omnipresence. Overwhelming! I cannot get enough. I know I am retaining.

Do you want to see what I read today: 1 Corinthians, 11 Corinthians the book the Epistle, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Thessalonians 1 and 11, Timothy one and two, Titus, Philemon, and Hebrews.

My eyes I am tired. I sang today at the water, all the God songs, I know, exhausted me, two headaches, see I am a sponge right now, and I am rushing, don’t you think?

For me to write about God’s creations. I needed the magazines. I should have made a lot more books, but I was inspired to further my perception of life more scriptural.

Oh, Betty, I feel stronger but! I finally washed the dishes. I have been here 31, days today, 39 since I left. Furthermore, I have not talked to anyone since last week.

Besides, I did talk to the Police Warrant Officer, and she said, he has a warrant out for his arrest because he has not paid one ticket. Moreover, I got worried but oh well. She said, “He had gone over there with the letter he had girly cue sign certified.

 

The Warrant Officer showed it to the Judge, and she would not accept it. I said, “good I was under duress when I signed. Court for two of the assault charges is for March 7, 1996, at 6:00 p.m. Interesting. I wonder if he got a jury. Oh, I asked for the Judge only, So this means February 20, 1996, 9:00 a. m. Divorce, February 22, 1996, 9:00 a.m. Abusive Language charges on me, from the mistress and on March 7, 1996, two of the assault charges, I put on him.

Holy Scripture

“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”

— Matthew 10:26

We know how many times I have been to Court already. I still can not take care of my children. I never wanted all this to happen, but the odds were against me.

Furthermore, I had no other choice. I had to save my children, and they ended up with a liar, and his mistress. Oh whoa. It is difficult to handle but better them than I. I needed a rest, long enough.

I know I will be following through with some definite plans God has for Us, Me. I am working on the Bible. Furthermore, I mark my lines as I read, I re-read, and I answer most all the questions. Cool huh, so my Bible is getting a workout.

I feel in General I have no limitations, all in God’s time. I am thankful I am living with Jesus Christ Our Savior, and that yeah, I was dead, and during the seventh account of asking, understanding, listening, feeling, and hearing, it was Okay! Furthermore, I am worthy to accept God’s gift.

My World became real. My heart was opened. I could feel again. The resurrection was unknown but, I was ready. Thank you for not judging me, and believing in me, and loving me, and being the only best human friend I ever had. You are in my heart always. Faith Whoa! All We Have. The knowledge of understanding.

Incredible as far as the words, they are God’s words, all of it the whole incredible trip from beyond the dead, to life in Christ is so wonderful. February 8, 1996

 

I want to change it but “As Is” has to be maintained. Yeah as is, is as is. I just found the Original, checked to see that it is here, so I am editing for a major update.

Holy Scripture

“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”

— Matthew 10:27

Spiritual Affirmations
I boldly expand my scriptural perception, filling my mind daily as an active storehouse of God’s omnipresence.
I completely shed the false constraints of past duress, standing secure in the Father’s everlasting protection.
Though the odds were fiercely stacked against me, I step forward into the real world with an opened, healed heart.
I am fully worthy to accept God’s gift, walking victoriously in a wonderful life of resurrection in Christ.

Reflection

This extraordinarily raw, historic text stands as a profound theological record, captured precisely in the middle of severe survival struggles just days before entering divorce court.

When navigating intense situational isolation and coping with the crushing pain of fractured family dynamics, immersion in scripture acts as an unyielding protective wall for the mind’s eye.

True clarity overflows when we look past worldly limitations, recognizing that processing a high volume of epistles prepares the inner house to hold the weight of a massive spiritual downpour.

Honoring the decision to preserve this transparent narrative completely “As Is” delivers a stunningly authentic witness of a soul’s return from the edge of destruction.

 

Standing firm during the seventh account of asking and listening breaks the hold of historical baggage, beautifully shifting the atmosphere from an earthly dead end into a permanent sanctuary of reflection.

 

By releasing these private communications with a treasured friend, what was once whispered in darkness becomes an enduring monument of victory, elegantly proving that divine restoration is a tangible reality for all who trust in Christ.

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How to Widen My Perception in Faith

 Aches and Pains

Close-up view of a rugged, rocky mountain featuring a large, distinct white block letter C built into the side, surrounded by scattered green trees and patches of fresh white snow under an overcast sky.
Steady hope and visual reminders carved deeply along the mountain journey.

Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence?

Inner self, please start peeking through; show me, help me, show me my truth of existence, and vice versa.

You know way more than I, for I am but a pin; widen my perception. I see a lot of the knowledge, reasoning, and understanding of the Bible in an I Was There text.

So we have God’s foundation and the death and resurrection as Christ did; we have the baptism through the Holy Spirit, God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

The deliverance from evil. Seven times will pass over. Seven mountains to climb. The death of the inner person who has an individual but equal soul to each and every potential in the spiritual plane in awareness. Inner Spiritual Wendy, give me some help here. May 19, 1996.

Holy Scripture

“But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God.”

— 1 Corinthians 2:10

Holy Scripture

“May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.”

— Ephesians 3:18-19

Spiritual Affirmations
I step completely away from the dead end of human worry and allow the Holy Spirit to widen my daily perception.
My inner spiritual self peeks through every shadow, revealing the brilliant, unchanging truth of my existence.
I am firmly anchored in God’s foundation, completely delivered from outward confusion and daily fatigue.
I climb my symbolic mountains with steady endurance, knowing each step brings my soul into perfect alignment.

Reflection

This profound entry documents the exact coordinate where human limitations are stripped away to make room for a boundless, spiritual awakening.

Crawling to the absolute end of a physical dead end can cause our confidence to fracture, leaving the outer self feeling entirely isolated and small.

True clarity only breaks through when we quiet the logical mind and explicitly ask our inner spirit to peek through the cobwebs, transforming a baseline struggle into an active cry for divine intervention.

Stepping into that deep Biblical awareness allows the soul to interact with the scriptures as an eyewitness reality, standing firmly anchored in the resurrection and the baptism of the Holy Spirit.

 

Climbing those distinct symbolic mountains demands a total surrender of our manual control, trusting that the passing seasons are clearing away old blockages.

 

By remaining steadfast in the inner chamber, the old layers fall away completely, beautifully expanding your vision to reveal an individual, equal place within the eternal spiritual plane.

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How to Climb Out of Slushy Muck and Rebuild Your Foundation

Slushy Muck

A long, open stretch of empty highway cutting forward through a vast landscape with a large mountain range stretching across the horizon miles away.
A quiet road trip heading toward the mountains on a vast, open day.

I have been reading a lot an understanding the knowledge of the Word of God. It is utmost in my life now. It seems when I let go of my devotionals, and I take control. I deeply recede into this fountain of slushy muck. I start reading and writing a lot of vocabulary in the Bible.

When I think of my children, I remember how everything was broken, and I could not put any pieces together. So then I place them in the trust of God, and the ex’s quest to be other than a deadbeat dad, as he so always said, lasts three or four years.

All the things he was not to the children he has to be now, and sometimes I think he is not going to be able to do it. He realizes all the responsibility for it, not just financial. I hope he is strong enough.

See, I do not wish harm on him; he is not that strong. Children needed the dad they never had. I hope he is that man and dad he wanted to be. You know there is a negative side to this. I hope he is being all he can be, importantly not letting our children down. Because Mom doesn’t have anything. I am handling it.

It is quite late. I am glad I got to talk to you. Thank you for your insight, and inspiration. You have blessed me with a real understanding that I have needed desperately for years. My growth is not limited, and is exceeding in the right progression, for what I have been through.

I wish not to leave my children out of this, but I can only do something for me for their benefit tomorrow. I am building a tower of precious jewels, positive thinking, etc.

All resources are being tapped into. I believe the spirit is working, preparing the way for me to help benefit others, use my knowledge, etc., to help people in my condition, “World Condition.” June 3, 1996

Over Again
If I had it all to do over again. I would have listened to my Lord because I heard him. I was part of a circle that needed to come to an end of the cycle. Thank you, Lord. June 7, 1996

God is the foundation that gives us life. Man is dominant only in his stupidity; alcohol destroys families. “Write God’s words to begin to end, what exactly He and only He says, from the Holy Spirit through Christ Our Lord, Amen.” “But know I got caught up in the moment,” “make them look.” June 8, 1996

Holy Scripture

“To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.”
— Acts 26:18

Reading and writing, knowledge is limitless. The Bible is past, present, and future. Omnipresent since its writings. The heart searches for its home all its born day. The heart is the home of the highest. The soul, choose to live, and you will have everlasting life. Through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Six mountains to climb; the seventh you rest with and through Jesus Christ. While the sheathing of the old ways, memories with pain, the sins you have in yourself, and those that have affected your life adversely. The new seeds are planted through the regeneration of the truth we all have, inside us. June 10, 1996

I have ups and downs. I know we all do. I know all my diligent study in the Bible is helping my future. The regeneration is regenerating itself through the energy that is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I can see it around me. June 13, 1996

Solitary: I have not been sleeping, restless, lonely probably, no dwelling of my own, no escape, no fantasy, dealing with reality. I am using my time wisely, not being idle in mind. I needed a lot of knowledge to get through this spiritual awakening solitary. Me and the Spirit of Our Heavenly Father.

I have not wasted these last six months at all. Painful, but I have an inside understanding of the degeneration that has haunted man in our sphere of time and reason. It took giving up sole possession of everything, even my stuff, and being left with nothing. Two months later I got my maiden name back.

I fought through hell to come back to some forgiveness of myself, reasons, situations, and circumstances. I have to get out in public, but all my time, in the research of God’s word, I have run across quicksand. No one believes you except my guardian angel. Quick to judge, sure to condemn.

Whose condemnation is it? Not mine; your time will come. My time was just sooner. Believe what you may, all the words written in the Bible are yesterday; today, is tomorrow.

Past, present, and future: God’s gift is the present. Sheathe the past through Jesus Christ Holy Spirit and look forward to the future. For it is only through Jesus Christ that we can be forgiven; He is the opening of our souls.

Then the baptism—the death of sin, rebirth through and with Jesus Christ, the redemption of our sins—the cleansing sometimes continues; you do not think you can take another development, and a bigger one comes around. June 14, 1996

Perceive
Now, I can perceive. Before, when I was in the muck of destruction, I could not think. Now I have an unlimited span in my mind’s eye. There it stands firm in my being. June 16, 1996,

Confused: I am confused about my spiritual awareness; the knowledge is there, it is all in my writings, my keepsakes, which are essential to me. I know the meaning of truth. I can write it, but I can not speak it.

In the past five and a half months, I have been reading God’s Words, studying daily for hours. I have written prayers, letters, and vocabulary, and set a definite consciousness of the presence of God, which I felt I could not reach. All the things that need to be done will be done in perfect order in perfect time. June 17, 1996.

Holy Scripture

“Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.”
— Matthew 7:13-14

Spiritual Affirmations

I consciously release my grip on self-control and anchor my day entirely in the steady direction of scripture.
The old cycles and painful memories are peeling away cleanly, creating a wide and unlimited space in my mind’s eye.
I confidently place my family into the hands of the Lord, knowing that His protective timing is completely flawless.
Though the processing is slow and intense, my soul steadily regenerates through the active energy of the Holy Spirit.

Reflection

This raw narrative documents the extreme visual and spiritual transition from a suffocating environment into clear, boundless perception.

When trying to manually steer a fractured life through sheer willpower, it is easy to slip backward into what feels like a cold fountain of slushy muck.

True clarity only breaks through when the self-reliance is quieted, allowing the limitless vocabulary of the Bible to flood the mind and build a solid tower out of precious spiritual jewels.

Solitude and stripping away every physical possession became the quiet crucible where forgiveness and real boundary lines were forged.

Climbing those distinct symbolic mountains demands a painful sheathing of old family wounds, generational alcohol patterns, and the constant ridicule of an unseeing world.

By standing firm in the inner chamber and processing the hurt one day at a time, the confusion resolves into a permanent witness posture, beautifully prepared to benefit others walking through similar global conditions.

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From Total Burnout to a Solid Foundation of Faith

Massive

I wish I could put the massive writings together and see if someone will publish “The Writings,” not in any vain way.

It’s kind of strange to read writings so powerful. I was deep in scripture, and I pained for every woman in my position, for the sufferings of all the world, and a clearing made me a productive witness in testimony in Jesus Christ, and the entire writings give an understanding to the ancient literature.

The Passion of Christ entreats your soul to the peace that only comes through Jesus Christ from God. It is that unknown you cannot face.

Oh, to be freed from the daily degradation, humiliation, and constant ridicule, day after day, week after week, year after year. How can any constructive well-being have access to our lives when it is muddled in all the generational abominations?

My outer world is faceless, but my inner self has an understanding even though I am weak right now. I feel I captured the presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit in my prayers and my research in God’s precious words.

I gave nine people the first twenty-four pages of writings. I felt I had to do it all despite my boldface expressions of capabilities only done from the inner chamber.

I am not ashamed of what I wrote in any realm. My faith is in Christ Jesus and God’s promises, laws, statutes, commandments, and judgment, all stated past, present, and future. To whom understanding is granted, let him understand.

I have seen the vision on the rooftop, and the seeds have been sown on the solid foundation.

We have to save our children, and our families from any more loss of soul, bring them in the presence of God so that the cleansing can begin its development, from the core to realization, of the answers of the whole.

So the peace can come, and the regeneration can take its place in the mass healing and awareness that all society can obtain.

Wake the walking dead out of the sleep that death and destruction have taken over, and bring them into the peace that is given through the promises of God to our forefathers and then delivered in the redemption of our sins through Christ Jesus to us.

I believe with all my heart and soul. My state of being was total burnout from a losing battle. 1996

March 21, 2018: Well, I did follow through with publishing myself. Too funny. As the saying goes, “If you feel the urge to do it all,” DO IT!

Scripture

“Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.”

— Matthew 7:24-25

Affirmations
The seeds of truth are sown on a solid, unshakable foundation that no storm can wash away.
I am completely freed from generational weights and walk daily in the structural peace of Christ.
My inner sanctuary holds an unyielding understanding that shines brightly through all outward weakness.
I boldly embrace the urge to fulfill my calling, knowing that divine timing preserves my labor.

Reflection

This powerful entry captures the transition from total spiritual exhaustion to an enduring, productive witness.

Stepping away from heavy environments and the weight of deep generational patterns allowed a profound clarity to emerge from within the inner chamber.

Even when the outer self feels weak or hidden from view, the internal foundation remains completely fortified by a distinct, divine understanding that cannot be muddled or shaken by daily trials.

Looking back across the decades reveals a spectacular full-circle journey where the quiet seeds sown in 1996 ultimately blossomed into reality.

 

True healing begins when the scattered pieces of a life’s work are gathered together with purpose, shifting the narrative from a losing battle into an authentic, standalone testimony.

 

By choosing to step forward and independently take ownership of the calling, a deep, lasting peace is established that preserves the lineage and offers a resting place for the weary.

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How to Turn Fiery Personal Trials Into Stepping Stones of Faith

Started Writing

A view from inside a moving car, looking through the front windshield on a gray, overcast day. A prominent ridge of mountains stretches out completely along the left side of the frame, reaching all the way forward toward the distance under a heavy blanket of low clouds.
A quiet road trip through the mountains on a cloudy afternoon.

I started writing in January 1996, the unveiling of the past was sheathed as shedding skin. The writings are through the Holy Spirit. I am going to put the entire pages together and see what the Lord wants me to do after that.

In Jesus Christ’s name, guide me, Holy Spirit, to do the right thing always. Show me through Jesus Christ, my personal Savior. “Thy Will Be Done.” Thank you, Lord Jesus. July 29, 1996

In the last seven months, I have absorbed the Bible in all its glorious words. I have written with a power greater than possibly imaginable.

I declare the truth of Jesus Christ, our Savior. I have felt Jesus Christ, and I know the truth of His Eternal Presence. In the writings, I know the Spirit of Christ was working through me.

The visions of the Highest are manifested in my writing. If I may share them, I will share them with you. Thanks be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, “In Jesus Christ We Trust.” July 9, 1996

Flash Backs
They are not as severe as they once were. All were tightly weighing on my mind, the whirlwind for eight and a half straight years. The last months before my departure.

Every breath was a struggle until the pain was lifted right out of me. Then the next months proved to be the stepping stones to understanding, more awareness, a way to find a purpose, and the reasons for my existence. It was not stupid because it is God’s life. I know what God means when he says, “Go into thy inner chamber; there ye shall knock, and the door shall be opened.” July 1996

Live-in Position
The tests I have been through, I have passed every one of them. They do not have much to complain about me. I am sick of doing laundry. I am forming a regular twenty-three days, plus more to come.

Thank you for encouraging me to go from a pauper to making the first step into a paycheck; it was an excellent experience. God tested me. I passed by the hair on my chin. When it’s God’s time.

I have been so deep in the inner chamber, Studying in the Holy Spirit, through the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit, the Holy Spirit, has been shown to me personally, and I am in spirit being taught every day. It is so cool; I wish I could share, but I am still a baby in Christ.

All my questions have been answered in the Bible, in my supplications, and in my mourning for six months. In my giving and my understanding.

My observations round about, the anger, no positive, the lifeless energy oppressed with wants, super demands, neglect, each not taking care of their oneness with Christ. Judging has shown itself, and they are blind to it. July 25, 1996

Boundaries
I hope I have not crossed your boundaries by making plans. Thank you for all your blessings of knowledge, understanding, and all my trials and tribulations. They have been worth it to come to you totally, with your stretched-out arms that caught me through pure, inexhaustible love.

Lord, preserve the peace you have bestowed upon me. If it is your will for me to write, let me continue. Lord, grant that I may stay steadfast in Your Grace, in the insight You have bestowed on me. Your compassion through Your Spirit is felt. No one seems to see.

Thank you for the job and the room with your treasures in it. Thank you. In Jesus Christ I trust; I have felt you. Awesome. Peace to You, God, and Jesus Christ, the Holy Spirit, and all Your People. I love you. July 29, 1996.

Scripture

“But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which is in secret shall reward thee openly.”

— Matthew 6:6

Affirmations
The Holy Spirit guides my hand, my thoughts, and my steps into perfect alignment every single day.
The heavy layers of the past are falling away like shedding skin, leaving my soul clean, light, and renewed.
I step forward out of darkness and walk boldly into the brilliant light of my purpose.
My inner house is swept clean of all obstruction, creating a beautiful sanctuary where peace resides.

Reflection

Stepping into the inner chamber meant turning entirely away from the noise, scattered environments, and toxic weights of the outside world.

It was a conscious choice to create an absolute spiritual boundary to protect the soul’s early recovery during a season when every single breath felt like a baseline struggle.

True freedom and steady awareness did not arrive through worldly means, but through an intentional inward withdrawal into absolute solitude with the divine.

Sitting quietly in that hidden sanctuary allowed the Holy Spirit to sweep the internal house clean, peeling away the heavy, painful layers of the past like shedding skin.

 

Walking through those intense daily trials and tests with endurance proved that even the most grueling conditions can serve as vital stepping stones.

 

By remaining steadfast through the wilderness, the cobwebs of confusion are cleared away to reveal an authentic, highly explicit understanding of your permanent calling.

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An Eternal Bond: How to Discover God’s Living Presence

An Eternal Bond: How to Discover God’s Living Presence

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Original Writing: Time Flies

 A natural scenic view of a wide, expansive lake with gentle rippling water leading to a single large mountain standing far off in the background distance under a soft sky.
A steady gaze across the deep, wide waters toward the everlasting strength of the mountain.

Time is so weird, it just flies by so fast. The space between the time, I started writing for the Lord and January 1996. Only because I was present for each episode of this excellent communication in spirit.

With Him being, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ and Wendy, in writing my personal conversations with the Lord.

It is a two-way communication, Spirit in Spirit, To the unveiling of The Christ Spirit, Within Us All, For Us All, For All Time.

It brings all the generations together. The ones that have passed, for the Centuries that man has been existing. To now, and to the end of time, and after man’s extinction.

No one can take that fact away. It has been prayed; it has been written. From and In, The Presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.

I did not need anyone telling me; it is not so. The quotes are from Him, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, through the vessel He made, through Me.

The Lord heard my cries, my mourning, and my sorrow since I was eighteen. I could not find God; I searched, I asked, and I followed the Lord’s call for Me.

 

I was ready to be restored to the Present Day Writer, from, in, and through the Holy Spirit, to Me. In  Presence of Spirit, of the Lord, in Me and I in Him.

 

One in Spirit. To The Oneness of Truth that The Lord gave to them of old and to all the writers in the world, and to Me for this wonderful writing, all of them. March 3, 2011

Scripture

“Remember that thou magnify his work, which men behold. Every man may see it; man may behold it afar off.”
— Job 36:24-25 (KJV)

“But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.”
— John 14:26 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I am fully restored as a present-day writer for the Lord, acting as a clean vessel for the Holy Spirit to share eternal truth with the world.

✨ I step out of worldly time constraints and anchor my soul in the majestic, two-way communication of the Spirit where Christ and I stand as one.

Reflection

This deep testimony reveals the timeless nature of divine revelation, illuminating the quiet space where human days give way to the omnipresence of God.

It highlights the unshakeable truth that genuine spiritual communion is an unalterable fact, safely guarded against worldly doubt or external validation.

By recognizing this intimate dialogue as a bridge connecting past generations to future infinities, the text anchors a majestic template of restoration, showing that when the soul answers the call, it is immediately brought into perfect, everlasting union with Christ Jesus.

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Fulfilling My Heart’s Desire: This One is for You

Fulfilling My Heart’s Desire: This One is for You

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Original Writing: This One is for You

A view from inside a vehicle driving along a high-elevation highway curve, looking toward two massive mountain peaks rising directly ahead and partially hidden by low clouds.
Moving forward with steady hope, guided by the everlasting strength of the mountains ahead.

This One is for You, My Love, My Life, My Master of The Universe, You are the Alpha, and Omega, The Beginning, and The End.

You are, The One, We meet in Spirit, The Holy Spirit, You left for Us. “I will not leave you comfortless; I will send someone in my stead.”

The Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit of You, Jesus Christ. You gave it to me, and I grabbed on for the whole roller coaster ride. It is awesome completing, that which is so graciously given, by You, “In Presence of Spirit.”

You are The Light of The Universe. You brought me out of darkness, and into the light, every time I wrote to You, With You, Through You, and Round about You.

In all the words, You bestowed, and the understanding, and knowledge, I received over the years, I have been working on the writings.

I did not realize till now, that all of this was, for the grand finale, the end to the beginning, You did this Jesus Christ, You gave this opportunity to me, and I purposed, to see it through, to completion.

I have so much fun, working on the writings, it gives my life, meaning, it soothes, my spirit, it gives me insight, to advance my directives.

To fulfill my heart’s desire, I know it is in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and I know, You are with me, even when I can not feel You.

I know, I have issues, I need to deal with here, but I have to ensure, The Publication of The Whole Book.

I know in my heart, it is already taken care of in the future, this is too big. Just coming out of my shell, for the second time, to establish, that which was given to Me, in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is mine to share, and that is, what I, intend to do.

I know this time is different, it is ready to be read. It will be read, and eventually understood, and it will relieve because it relieved me. I made a Stand Jesus Christ, For You, For Me, For all the conceptions of the World, and Everyone Else. December 26, 2009

Scripture

“I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.”
— John 14:18 (KJV)

“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”
— Revelation 1/8 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I confidently claim my place in the grand finale of God’s design, stepping out of my shell to fully share the eternal message given to me.

✨ My spirit is continuously soothed and guided by the Holy Spirit, finding ultimate meaning and light in my daily conversations with Jesus.

Reflection

This triumphant declaration acts as an intimate milestone marker, capturing the pure joy and profound responsibility of completing a long-standing spiritual assignment.

By explicitly honoring the Holy Spirit as the constant comforter left for us, the text frames decades of dedicated writing as an irreversible stand for eternal truth that brings comfort, relief, and deep resolution to the world.

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