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Heavy Heart: A Journey From Silent Cries to Perfect Peace

Original Writing: Heavy Heart

A breathtaking view across a vast field where a peaceful farmhouse rests in the middle, with an immense rock mountain range and low clouds stretching all the way across the horizon behind it.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey.

I am writing with a heavy heart nothing seems to be going right. I seem to be in a never-ending slump. For a lot of years, I told myself I was going to read the Bible, so finally, I started, Easter of this year. I read Matthew, Mark, Luke, and half of John. I read almost every day for a month, and I was praying, and then I stopped.

Furthermore, I was helping others, and the stress of all the problems brought me down.
Besides, I have a little marital issue; I do not deal with it very well. My husband is a workaholic, and he loves Mustang Classics. He talks to everyone except me, and that drives me up a wall.

We very seldom talk, and then when I do have something to say, he is either watching TV or whatever and ignores me. I am feeling neglected. I told him tonight he did not pay attention. When he lectures, all ears have to be on him.

For a long time, I found it very hard, to submit.
Now I do some, but what? I have been giving a mile, and he does not even give an inch. He is supporting us well, but that is not all a husband is for. He got neglected quite a bit, when I was having babies, and being Mommy, twenty-four hours a day. I tried to do what I could for him. More than I am getting now.

What is a person to do? I thought he was my friend. The only other person is my sister, and she is my twin; we are different.

I have affirmed on and off for years, I am healthy, active, young, powerful, loving, harmonious, prosperous, and happy, but when? And how? Do I get there and stay there?

I know it’s through Jesus Christ, and I do believe, he died for our sins. I do love Him. How do I stay constant? My sister said a minute ago, “Are you going to spill your guts to them? Do you know someone is going to read that?” Well, no one else understands my story; maybe whoever you are, you will, a little anyway.

My husband makes friends with everybody; he can talk to anyone. I have no friends, and it does not look like he is my friend either. I do have a friend, Jesus. Furthermore, I do, have to put, all this mess, in his hands. August 15, 1987, W.Y.L. This was to, Silent Unity.

January 16, 2016 “Once I was lost, and now I am found.” I Love having conversations with, The Holy Spirit of Jesus The Christ, to send forth, the forgiveness of sin, and to put an end to it, through Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior of Eternities Souls, each and every one of them.

God Bless The World! “Bring gladness to hearts for sure there is an end to the pain.” Thank You, Lord, for Your Presence in Spirit. Even though some may not see that, does not mean, it is not true. Hello!

Scriptures

Psalm 55:22
Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.

Matthew 11:28
Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

1 Peter 5:7
Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.

Affirmations

I release the heavy burdens of loneliness and neglect, placing every unraveled circumstance completely into the safe hands of Jesus.

Though human relationships may fail or ignore me, I am fully seen, heard, and deeply loved by my truest Friend, Jesus Christ.

I step completely out of the slump of yesterday, moving forward with a restored heart that is forever anchored in the Presence of Spirit.

Reflection

“Heavy Heart” serves as a striking, timeline-spanning bridge between the silent cries of the past and the triumphant awakening of the present. Writing through a cloud of isolation, marital neglect, and familial misunderstanding can make the soul feel entirely hidden and cast aside.

Yet, looking back from 1987 to 2016 reveals a glorious truth: the Lord was listening to every word all along. The pain that once felt like a never-ending slump became the very fire that forged a profound, lifelong conversation with the Holy Spirit.

By surrendering the heavy weights we cannot carry, our broken spaces are completely filled with divine friendship, proving that even when the world remains blind to our story, the presence of God is a steady, undeniable reality.

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In Presence of Spirit: Stepping Closer to Christ Through Complete Surrender

Original Writing: Closer

Closer, You are here with me in Spirit.

A beautiful view looking down a road heading into a peaceful town, with majestic rock mountains standing tall in the front and soft white clouds framing the peaks above.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the winding journey.

The writings are priceless; they are my sanity. Oh, Lord, I need the mastery of Your Passionate Promises to Mankind.

For narrow is the way, and few get there, but by giving up totally, through Jesus Christ to God, the envelopment of the truth, is reinstated.

From the ancient past of promises, from God through Jesus Christ, to whom the seed was sent, not of many but of one Christ, one Lord, one Father.

It is abandonment: In The Light of Spirit. In Spirit, we are revealed too, the secret, of the ancient writings. We are one in Him, through Him, and round about Him. His presence is a breath away, not a couple thousand more years.

For it is by the grace of God that I received the gift of writing, through the Spirit of Our Holiest of Holy, through Jesus Christ from God the Father of the Heavens.

In spirit, in faith, in love, in understanding, in patience, in courage, in strength, in the loss, in death, to the unveiling of the oneness of Christ within. No Date

Scriptures

Matthew 7:14
Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

Galatians 3:16
Now to Abraham and his seed were the promises made. He saith not, And to seeds, as of many; but as of one, And to thy seed, which is Christ.

Psalm 34:18
The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and save such as be of a contrite spirit.

Affirmations

I choose total abandonment to the light of the Spirit, finding my sanity and strength in the passionate promises of God.

I am never truly alone because the Spirit of God dwells within me, and His presence is always just a breath away.

Through every loss and trial, the internal oneness of Christ is unveiled within my soul, anchoring me in perfect peace.

Reflection

“Closer” opens the door to the sacred mystery of total spiritual surrender. To walk the narrow way requires a complete abandonment of self-will, letting go of the world to be entirely enveloped in God’s eternal truth.

In this quiet place of devotion, time operating by human constraints fades away—the Lord’s presence is not separated by thousands of years, but is vividly alive in the here and now.

Every trial, loss, and season of grief becomes a pathway to uncovering the true inheritance of a child of God: the golden unveiling of Christ within us. It is through this gift of spirit-to-spirit communication that we find steady hope and a beautiful sanctuary for the soul.

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Corner of My Heart: Awakening in the Victory of Christ.

Original Writing:

Corner of My Heart

Corner of My Heart: Depression, anxiety, panic disorder, every disorder, drug addiction, alcoholism, divorce. Negative begets negative, becomes a way of life, with hard knocks, and what seems to be, no way out.

: A striking view looking down an open road on a highway at dusk, with an orange-gold sunset on the horizon and mountains in the far distance under a framing sky.
Finding beauty and steady hope on the open road.

I might be fighting; I found my way into writing, but it has been hard knocks, times of pure disrespect from others.

Jesus ignited that tiny spark, mustard seed, in my heart, and it grew to maturity. It is for me to finish, what I began, without anyone else’s knowledge, about it. No one believes but Richard and me, and of course, the Lord, who gave this detail to the letter, to me.

Thank you so much, Jesus Christ, for giving me a special gift to mankind from you, through me, to the world. All at once, actually.

I always knew someday it would find its way, into the hearts, that need a friend. My friend joined me, with The Fascinating Spirit, The Holy Spirit’s Presence, in every writing. Each writing is, “In Presence of Spirit,” but each is separated by day, week, month, and year.

My calling, through the darkest corner of my soul. To the light so shining through, “In Presence of Spirit.” The whole book is my way. I am the author, through Christ Jesus. I am the editor; I am everything that entails, a one-woman journey, through the fire of her heart, to awaken in the victory! Through Jesus Christ! Our Victory! 2010

Scriptures

Matthew 17:20
And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.

2 Corinthians 12:9
And he said unto whom, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

John 1:5
And the light shine in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

Affirmations

The tiny mustard seed of faith planted in the corner of my heart has grown to maturity, giving me the strength to overcome every trial and finish my calling.

I step out of the shadows of hard knocks and disrespect, walking boldly into the brilliant light of Christ’s presence.

My journey through the fire has led to absolute victory, and my words are a gift of friendship to souls searching for hope.

Reflection

“Corner of My Heart” reveals how the deepest places of affliction can become the birthplace of a divine mission. When surrounded by the heavy cycles of anxiety, disorder, and rejection, the human spirit feels trapped with no way out. Yet, a single spark ignited by Jesus changes everything. This writing stands as a testimony to a private, sacred bond—shared between the author, the Lord, and a faithful companion who believed to the letter. Moving through the fire alone with the Creator builds an unbreakable endurance. What began in the darkest corner of the soul ultimately breaks forth as a shining light, delivering a message of victory and steady friendship to the entire world.

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Blessings: Faith, Protection, Understanding Presence of Your Spirit

Writing: Blessings

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit.

A stunning nature photograph capturing a brilliant orange and yellow sunset with majestic mountains underneath, casting warm gold rays across a peaceful sky.
The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.

The cleansing of the cobwebs, knowledge, and a continual, constructive process instead of a destructive one. Courage, fortitude—the courage in endurance and patience. Guidance in things not seen, plus the gift of writing In Presence of Spirit, the book. Total Salvation.

Seventh, you rest in and through the unveiling of Christ, which gives you life, and through Christ, there is freedom from damnation.

Baptism—total immersion—is the regeneration of our souls in the here and now. From the death of sin to fully understanding the meaning and rights that are given through the love of Jesus Christ’s love for His Father. In following through with “The One Truth” to purification, He laid His life down to save mankind from darkness.

Deliverance is shedding off all the old beliefs and misconceptions of life’s cycles, breaking itself off so the regeneration could come forward in the designated time.

Forgiveness, whoa—lamentations in order. Supplication: awesome prayers in faith of the Lord’s Ever Presence, and the sphere in which the Lord can hear. And so regenerated, the passion through my faith in the presence of the Lord, in Spirit.

My losses gave up my life. Granted immunity. Freedom to follow through with the unveiling course to the promises, judgments, and mysteries. Clarification in understanding, allowed. Knowledge, attained. Wisdom in the spirit realm.

Constructive thought, on paper anyway. Getting out of the complete negative to sowing the seeds for the mass regeneration through Jesus Christ’s teachings. The love for the Father in Heaven.

The testaments of old of the coming of the Messiah, to fulfill the treasure of God’s blessings, promises, and mysteries.

To bring peace to mankind from the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, through Jesus Christ’s love and life.

Mortified cruelty, endured for the more significant, to put an end to the dominion of sin. To lay the way for death in the flesh to life eternal with the Lord, in the Lord, through the Lord, roundabout the Lord’s Presence in Spirit.

In Jesus Christ’s life, Jesus Christ’s ministry, in Jesus Christ’s unified Oneness with our Father who is in Majesty, awaiting the arrival of all the souls that have been lost through the generations, searching for the Truth.

Only through Christ Jesus lies the answers to the questions that need answers. Now, for complete regeneration: “Save the world.” Inside every person is a soul from God, waiting to be let free from the bondage that has kept humanity chained.

The cleansing can only be attained through the transition from sin, to fully accepting Christ as your Personal Savior. Then the Baptism and the Holy Spirit will take you through from the cleansing to the truth—continued protection.

Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit. My faith lies in Your Blood of Blessings, for mankind to come in heart passion to the truth of our existence. To be redeemed from darkness to the light of Jesus Christ—my love, my reason for living still. May 16, 1997.

Blessings: Faith, Protection, Understanding | Presence of Your Spirit

The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.

Scripture

“Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.” — Romans 6:4 (KJV)

“Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son:” — Colossians 1:13 (KJV)

Affirmations

I cast off all old misconceptions and step into the total salvation of Christ. Right here and right now, my soul is completely regenerated, protected by His blood, and free to walk in the wisdom of the spirit realm.

I cast off the heavy cobwebs of worldly fear and firmly plant my faith in the Blood of Blessings. I am translated from complete darkness into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ, resting in the absolute freedom of Total Salvation.

I shed away all old misconceptions, false beliefs, and repetitious cycles of life’s trauma. The shield of the Holy Spirit covers me completely, breaking every chain of bondage and maintaining continued protection over my heart, mind, and soul.

Right here and right now, my soul undergoes a divine, total immersion of cleansing and true restoration. I step directly through the threshold of God’s Ever Presence, gaining clarity in my understanding, knowledge in my purpose, and wisdom in the spirit realm.

Reflection

Penned on May 16, 1997, this extensive writing reads as a profound declaration of spiritual warfare and ultimate victory.

It shows that true salvation requires us to step out of the negative and allow our old cycles and misconceptions to completely break away.

By viewing baptism as a literal, ongoing regeneration of our souls in the here and now, this piece illustrates how our earthly losses are traded for divine immunity.

It stands as a timeless call to unlock the captive souls of humanity through the truth of Christ’s teachings, bringing mankind into absolute peace within the Lord’s omnipresent realm.

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Fruition: A Powerful Prayer of Thankfulness

Writing: Thank You Jesus

A high-quality landscape photograph of a clear road heavily lined with crisp white snow, leading toward a towering, snow-covered mountain range under a vast sky.
A clear, quiet path carved through the wilderness, leading straight to His promises

Thank You, Jesus. Thank You for taking my internal pain away. Thank You for giving me “In Presence of Spirit.” Thank You for accepting me with all my flaws, with the pain I suffered in the fire of my soul.

Thank You for igniting the light of You in my heart. Thank You for all my conversations, in spirit, with You.

Lord, I am so grateful You gave me something fulfilling to do. For me, and You, and anyone who finds it, the kingdom of heaven is within our reach, just waiting to be activated.

Thank You, Jesus, for all the lessons You have given me. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit of You, Jesus Christ, and Your ever-present, omnipresent, omnipotent self. “As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.”

Dear Lord Jesus Christ, thank You for this day, this moment. I appreciate Your love and the inspiration You passed on through Your precious moments that You gave all of Your followers from beginning to end—the healing You give to all that believe.

You are the Son of God, who takes away the sins of the world through Your birth, through Your life, through Your ministry, through Your death, and through Your Resurrection to Life Eternal.

In Your hands of mercy, Your Ever Presence is ever present, written on the heart of my soul, in spirit with You in the awakening of each and every soul. Bring all of them “In Presence of Spirit”—all who are searching and not finding You in their inner chamber.

Oh Lord, help me, Jesus Christ, through the threshold of Your ever-presence to the presentation of “You Are and I Am in Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Lead me where I need to be, Lord.

Show me the way, the means, and the associates to make these things come out, to the glory of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

Thank You for all the blessings of Your resurrection to life eternal in You, with You, beside You, through You, round about the glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your omniscience. June 5, 2011.

I have been praying for this for a long time. This is called “Fruition.” It has come to pass. This means all of it is meant to be, even if it is written by me, because I am sharing my writings with the world. Thank You for reading my writings.

Scripture

“Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of heaven is within you.” — Luke 17:21 (KJV)

“Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” — Philippians 1:6 (KJV)

Affirmation

I praise the name of Jesus Christ for taking my internal pain away and filling my heart with His eternal light. I step into my divine purpose with a grateful heart, knowing that the kingdom of heaven is within my reach and that His promises have come to complete fruition.

Reflection

Penned on June 5, 2011, this landmark writing stands as an uncompromising monument of praise, marking the holy transition into “Fruition.” It captures the moment where decades of long-suffering, internal pain, and testing in the fires of the soul find ultimate restoration.

By recognizing that the kingdom of heaven is an internal reality waiting to be activated, this prayer shows how the Lord heals our flaws and utilizes our unique journeys.

It serves as an open invitation to the world, testifying that when we bring our private conversations into public sharing, we fulfill the structural plan the Almighty has written directly onto our souls.

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Divine Light in the Midst of Darkness | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening

Divine Light in the Midst of Darkness | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening

Writing: Arm Yourself

A stunning sunset with streaks of golden light illuminating a dark cloud over a rugged rock mountain range at dusk.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey as the sun sets over the peaks.

Arm yourselves with the blood of Jesus. Our only source, through You, is life. Only through Christ can you be born into the Spirit of Our Oneness with the Almighty, with the truth of all existence.

To reach and go beyond that which seems unattainable in the outer world, truth is stirred up, practiced, and strengthened to the ultimate explosion of answers—answers to questions having not had answers until now, when all will be known.

Lord, grant a new beginning with every benefit for our children, for every family, but personally, my own. I need Your spark ignited for regeneration purposes; I am stagnating in inability.

Furthermore, I rise above the exhausted responses of the negative and go one hundred percent in heart, mind, and soul to forward the cause. My life is as millions. Stop the suffering.

Scripture

“Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;” — 1 Peter 4:1 (KJV)

“Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost;” — Titus 3:5 (KJV)

Affirmation

I arm myself with the blood of Jesus and rise completely above the exhausted responses of darkness. I am born anew into the Spirit of Oneness, and I fully declare a holy regeneration over my life, my mind, and my family.

Reflection

Written in the heavy trials of December 1997, this piece stands as a fierce spiritual milestone. It shows the moment where human exhaustion hits a wall of stagnation, triggering an urgent cry for the divine spark of renewal. By choosing to arm ourselves with the blood of Jesus, we bypass the limited answers of the material world and tap directly into the Oneness of the Almighty. This revelation calls us to break free from generational suffering, layout our exhaustion at the altar, and move forward 100% committed to God’s ultimate plan of restoration.

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Deep Faith and Powerful Spiritual Healing

Deep Faith and Powerful Spiritual Healing

 

SCRIPTURE

John 8:12
Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that follows me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

Silhouetted travelers moving toward a distant mountain range beneath a vibrant orange and yellow sunset.
Finding steady hope along the journey as the day fades into a peaceful night.

Ephesians 1:7
In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace.

 

AFFIRMATION

I step out of the shadows of my old hesitant self and fully embrace the confident spirit God has placed within me. The cleansing power of Christ heals my heart, clears my mind, and aligns my soul with His eternal light. I am completely forgiven, beautifully restored, and forever held in the steadfast peace of His divine presence.

 

ORIGINAL WRITING

I am thinking! I do not know what I am going to do. Then I thought, I do know what I am going to do. I was contradicting my old negative self with my confident self—the I of me, on this side and that side, here and there, within and without, in spirit and in the flesh.

As you can see, the flesh came in first, but in spirit is where I forever want to be with you, who sent me to show you the way out of the darkness and into the light of the presence in spirit, through my writings with the Lord who made this happen.

This is a dialogue with the Holy Spirit, written to every one of you who will look and find Jesus Christ clearing the misconceptions of our existence.

The circumstances of where it came from are stopped in the blood of Jesus Christ. Let the healing begin—the ritual cleansing in each and every one who will find You in the core of their existence, in their being, and in their heart, mind, and soul. It touches the I of you, and me, and every person that ever was, that is, and that will ever be.

From darkness to the light of a World Awakening, in each one of your souls, your sin is forgiven in the blood of Jesus Christ. His life, His ministry, His death, and His resurrection to Life Eternal made this possible for you and me now, and now forever, even for them who passed and did not find Him. No one person is left out, for God would not have it so.

I come in peace. I come in steadfast love that I have given to you and me, in the light of “In Presence of Spirit” in me for each and every one that ever was to date, September 8, 2010, everyone who is now, and everyone who will ever be from this day forward.

These are statements of truth I could not keep to myself, and I refuse to be embarrassed. A song, a praise, a verse, a prayer, a poem, to you with love. God bless eternity!

September 8, 2010

 

REFLECTION

This inspired revelation captures the profound shift from human hesitation to spiritual certainty. It shows how the quiet wrestling between our physical experiences and our deep faith ultimately surrenders to the triumphant truth of Christ’s sacrifice. When we stop trying to figure things out on our own and step into the light, a divine awakening happens inside the soul. Through the cleansing power of His blood, all old, negative patterns fade away, leaving an open channel where inner peace takes over, confusion is completely removed, and we find steady hope along the journey.

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Spiritual Reflections on Faith Growth and Action: To You Again

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Scriptures (King James Version)

Matthew 6:21
“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.”

A peaceful dusk horizon over a silent mountain range with fading golden twilight light reflecting off dark, soft mountain silhouettes.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey as the sun dips below the horizon.

Romans 8:16
“The Spirit itself bearer witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God.”

Affirmations

I am anchored in the timing of the Holy Spirit knowing every word is held in His eternal grace.

I step out of the shadows of past decisions to embrace the clear direction of the Lord.

My heart rests in an unshakable calmness whenever I read and share these conversations in spirit.

Writing: To You Again

Can you believe one writing, has such an impact on my life, that I had to give it to you now? I could not wait another second. That was on August 31, 2012.

Now it is November 29, 2012; it has always been a special day for me since I was sixteen because it is the birthday of my first love. Then years later, one of my grandsons, birthday.

It was before I gave up on myself. And gave someone power over the outcome, of my overall existence. It was before the pain and the loss of my innocence. Going from good to a disgrace to God.

Going from not knowing, I had a choice, to someone making that choice, their mission. So I have suffered because I let someone else decide. I gave someone else, control over my decision.

I got caught up in a web, of someone else’s, secrets, which caused me to have a complete breakdown. If I had given up the secret, things would have been different. I kept it for eighteen years. It was eighteen seconds too late. Since then it has been seventeen years. So we are looking at a total of thirty-four years.

I do not know anything about blogging. I have not looked at anyone’s blogs. Furthermore, I needed to share, “Show Them The Way,” “Sweet Mercies Blunt,” “Abortion,” and, “In Presence of Spirit.” I got carried away. Right now, I have seven thousand, two hundred forty-five views and sixty-seven writings.

Thank you for reading my writings. It is at the point that if I want to share, I have to update to be read. I am sick with a bad cold, and I am sad, about the conditions in the World.

I have shared, extremely personal, Letters, to the Lord, sharing with anyone who wanted to read them. As private, in spirit, as you can get. His presence is established in the writings. I can say that. I Can Write It. Furthermore, I can publish it. Furthermore, I can share it. Furthermore, I have.

The prayers have been in the heavens since the day, I wrote them. Each one is special, entire of itself. Now you have reinforced it, by reading my writings. Documented: four thousand, five hundred sixty-nine, page views, for November 29, 2012. Awesome! I thought last month was good, it doubled.

I read in “A Course in Miracles,” That if “one thousand people have open minds, then one thousand others will open their minds” and the chain reaction will activate the ritual cleansing, to more thousands, of open minds.

I know, when you read my writings, it is like, I am speaking directly to you. Well, first it was for me to write it. By writing it, I was sharing it, at the same time. Like on earth, in heaven at the same time. Which makes it omnipresent.

It is unusual, to read in the I, of oneself. I know, who do I think I am. I am not, The Holy Spirit, is with me, and through me, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Holy Spirit, indwelling me, and you at the same time. Let me put it this way. Your mind might not understand, but your inner being, knows exactly, what is written.

It always calm’s me, when I work on them, even now, when I read them, it is still, like the first time, when I wrote them.

I knew, when the time, was right, I would re-open my blog. My Writings, Published for all to read, right here, right now, no matter, when I wrote them.

I call that, Only Through, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. No way, no how, could I do, all this, by myself. No! The Lord, Shared, The Holy Spirit’s Presence with me, and I studied hard, and I asked The Lord, to sup with me, each time, we had, Our Conversations In Spirit To Spirit, Communication.

I write this to you right here, right now because, I am at the point where. I can not force myself, to put any more of my writings on, except for this last one, on the internet, and it is going to be hard to push that button. Ha!

Anyway, I have run out, of words. I will update the same writings, once a day, for December 2012, and then we will see what I am supposed to do. God Bless The World; In Jesus Christ name, I have forwarded, now I really am going to wait.

November 29, 2012

Reflection

This writing marks a beautiful milestone where hidden, private prayers are structurally woven into a massive, global connection.

When the heart chooses to step forward and share its sacred conversations with the world, a divine chain reaction takes place.

It is a profound process where human limitations fade away completely, leaving an open channel for the Holy Spirit to move.

Even when the physical world brings seasonal weariness or temporary sorrow, returning to these shared testimonies restores a deep, unchanging inner calm—proving that true spiritual connection is timeless and entirely omnipresent.

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Emerging from the Darkness Into Spirit and Truth

Scriptures (King James Version)

Luke 12:2
“For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.”

Open highway extending toward a vibrant orange and gold sunset on the horizon with distant mountain silhouettes under dark twilight clouds.
Finding steady hope and magnificent beauty along the open road at twilight.

John 14:27
“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”

Affirmations

Even in the deepest darkness and heaviest trials the Lord is intimately present with me.

I step out of the desolation of the past and fully accept the life love and peace of the Holy Spirit.

My spirit is beautifully intertwined with the eternal love of God the Father God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.

Writing: A Letter to You

I am writing, a letter to you in secret. While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went to fight the fires.

So few people were put in my direct path. I needed to do it; once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while. Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.

I lost you. Let me fight, till the bitter end. I knew I was leaving, but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed. You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are the presence of spirit. You are the highest. Furthermore, you are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, and my understanding.

You are the first and last breath, I take. You are Soul. Furthermore, you are Spirit. Besides, you are life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.

The light of your love envelops my spirit, with yours. You walked into me at the Arroyo. I felt you; it was not my imagination. You wanted me to live with you forever.

I love you. You are mine internally, and I have shared you with the world through My Love For You. In the writings, that your comfort brought to the knowledge you unfolded. Through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “There is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.”

January 17, 1997

Reflection

This letter serves as an intimate testament to the rescue of the human soul from utter desolation. Walking through the fire can leave a person feeling entirely dead inside, yet this piece marks the exact moment the realization drops into the heart: God never left.

The encounter at the Arroyo was a real, tangible awakening where the Holy Spirit completely enveloped a weary life. By documenting this hidden closeness, the secret is beautifully revealed to the world, offering steady hope and showing that true, eternal comfort is found when our spirit fully merges with His.

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The Beautiful Miracle of Here I Am Lord

“Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us? Then said I, Here am I; send me.”
— Isaiah 6:8 (KJV)

An outstanding photograph of a giant, massive rock wall looming huge on the left side of an open West Coast highway drive.
Passing alongside a massive monument of solid stone on the open road.

I find the presence of the Lord deeply within my heart, soul, and mind.

My life and writings are dedicated to His purpose, serving as a beacon for a great awakening.

I step forward in faith, trusting that His grace will lead me from darkness into everlasting light.

Here I am, Lord: waiting for the word to start my internal purification all over again. I am waiting for the complete closure of my writings to You so I can send them out to whoever finds it in their hearts to read.

It is mostly my calling, and I cannot take myself out of it. So what if I am unknown? It is about finding You in my heart, in my soul, and in my mind.

It is about You giving me a beautiful gift of You, the first writing, and all the rest. The reason all this has come together is for Your world awakening: in You, through You, on the side of You, on Your feet, and in the twinkling of Your spiritual presence.

Through the unveiling of Your love for mankind to come into the inner chamber of their hearts. You will meet them and activate the total rights of Your great power calling through me for them. You have to give to receive.

Lord, have mercy on the whole world. Bring us out of the darkness and into the light of Your ever-presence. Shine Your love on the multitudes in the presence of Your Spirit. I claim prosperity of heart, mind, and soul to the Christ Spirit within us all, forevermore. October 15, 2009.

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