A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.
At the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Each one of “My Conversations with the Lord” is mine to share, and share I must do.
In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I pray for world healing in and through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, of you, Jesus Christ.
In One, “With the Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”
I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The only one who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain right out of me, and gave me all my times, in presence of spirit, ”with you, where I want to be.
Scriptures
“Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.”
— Matthew 28:19 (KJV)
“Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.”
— Psalm 139:7-8 (KJV)
“Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise.”
— Jeremiah 17:14 (KJV)
Affirmations
I boldly stand on the truth that every conversation shared with me by the Holy Spirit is a sacred deposit meant to bring light to a darkened world.
I lift my voice in complete agreement with the Holy Trinity, releasing prayers of total restoration and divine healing across the entire earth.
The old wounds are completely extracted, and I rest safely in the internal chamber where my love and my life are forever secure with the Lord.
Reflection
This Personal Declaration stands as a beautiful gatekeeper to your entire collection of writings. It acts as an anchor, boldly declaring that everything following it is a direct consequence of a raw, beautiful communion with the Living God.
Sharing these intimate accounts is not a matter of human ambition, but a divine commission.
What was spoken in the quiet, isolated spaces of deep suffering must be brought into the open air to help set others free from their own internal bondage.
True world healing begins when an individual heart experiences total deliverance.
By acknowledging the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit as one unified presence within your soul, the profound isolation drops away, revealing an eternal sanctuary where time slows down and the spirit awakens.
When you state “I am at the beginning,” it serves as a powerful reminder that every season of quiet preparation is just the foundation for a grand finale.
The gut-wrenching pain of the past has been completely repurposed into a brilliant testament of grace, establishing a pathway of steady hope for whoever chooses to step out of darkness and read these pages.
A brilliant burst of afternoon sunlight radiates through a natural opening in a tree trunk, filling the frame with warm, heavenly light.
I was told past events do not matter. I am here to say the problems we have today are generational abominations, long-suffering in any realm. To think you are anything but the dust of the dark.
The light awaits the love, the compassion, the understanding, the courage, the patience, the wisdom, and the knowledge.
It relinquishes the past of its present pain and stands forthright in faith to the truth of our existence.
This is the point:
I will use my writings, my experiences, and ultimate uplifting of the powers of God’s love for us. We have been protected. Each has gathered generational knowledge.
We have been searching for the key to our hearts.
Therein lies the pain that needs to be unraveled. It’s all your life plus your ancestor’s, repeating the same misconceptions of life.
The abominations regenerate themselves to total degeneration
and destruction, as seen in my family. And in order for the regeneration to begin, there needed to be (my) complete abandonment.
No one on this planet is perfect.
One source, one God Almighty. I’ve been told God only gives as much as you can handle. I feel as if all of us were on overload.
January 24, 1996
Scriptures
“But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”
— 1 Peter 2:9 (KJV)
“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”
— Matthew 11:28 (KJV)
“The Lord shall fight for you, and ye shall hold your peace.”
— Exodus 14:14 (KJV)
Affirmations
My heart is open to the light, and I release the heavy weights of the past.
Through faith, the cycle of pain is unraveled, and healing flows into my present day.
I am protected by Almighty God, standing forthright in the truth of our existence.
Reflection
The modern world claims that the past carries no weight, yet the profound, long-suffering struggles we encounter today are the direct, regenerating cycles of ancestral misconceptions.
To believe we are anything more than dust in the darkness is to miss the truth, yet a transformative light is waiting for those who approach this existence with love, compassion, understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, and knowledge.
This truth frees the present from its historical pain and allows a person to stand forthright in absolute faith.
The ultimate purpose is to use these original writings, hard-earned experiences, and the uplifting power of God’s love to show that we have been protected all along.
Every generation has gathered its own deep knowledge, searching for a key to the heart where the true pain must be unraveled.
Instead of breaking free, lives simply repeat the exact same errors of those who came before, causing family lines to spiral into total destruction and degeneration.
For this cycle to stop and a true spiritual regeneration to begin, it required a total and complete abandonment of oneself.
No human on this earth is perfect, and there is only one source, one God Almighty.
While the world claims God never gives more than a person can bear, the reality is that the weight of these generational patterns has left everyone completely overloaded.
When human souls reach this point of absolute sensory and emotional overload, the invitation of the Savior to “come and rest” becomes the definitive breaking point for the curse.
By choosing complete abandonment over trying to fight the generational decay with human methods, you hand the battle over to the Lord.
The unraveled historical pain loses its capability to replicate, turning what once felt like a destructive dead-end into a clean slate where your gathered ancestral knowledge can finally be filtered through pure, divine light.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
Thoughts flowing, with nowhere to hide. For all is gone, and You are Thee, that lights—the Light of Thine Heart, Soul, Breath. Thy mind is elevated from the world roundabout. For it is, “Thy will be done,” for the strength I have is from thee.
The knowledge I have received through my tribulations is wisdom and has given me courage and faith that belongs to “Our Father in Heaven.” For it is “Our Father in Heaven” who walked with and protected me through the threshold of death and showed me life.
I have taken my cross, and I have borne it for many. I was buried and awakened in the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost, and the Spirit. I have been delivered of my trespasses and my iniquities. I have been granted immunity, for I have no liens on one thing, not even my children.
Lord, the seeds, which were planted among the years, I was blessed with our children; let them flourish a thousandfold. In Jesus name, sprinkled with Your blood of blessings.
The seeds are good compassion, passion for causes, and protection of one’s husband, no more, for if we are abused, our children are profoundly harmed. Lord, help us find the way to get to your people faster so all can see the glory of God before their very eyes.
Lord, You Are The Beginning and The End.
You are the Alpha and Omega. You are the light of the Universe. You sent Jesus Christ to be born and show man the way out of the darkness. Salvation, through Jesus Christ. He has died, and he was risen into heaven and sits at the right hand of the Father.
Only through believing, with thine heart, that Jesus Christ is Our Savior and your Savior and graciously accepting the testimonies thereof. In acceptance of Christ is in motion. Then, without shame, when the transition of eighteen inches, mind to the heart, is attained.
We honor baptism, in the script in which we die and are resurrected from our iniquities. The cleansing process has begun; all sheaths of past life are shed off.
Questions are answered. Everything has its time, place, and reason. Good or evil. But it is ours, for the asking. Seek ye, first, the Kingdom of Heaven, it is for, and through, Jesus Christ that we live, move, and have our being.
For if Christ did not die for us, then all souls would be lost forever. For we are a small nation, no one greater than the other, except the Lord Our God, who wished all His people would come to the glory of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.
Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996
Scriptures
“But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”
— Matthew 6:33 (KJV)
“For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.”
— Acts 17:28 (KJV)
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”
— Revelation 1:8 (KJV)
Affirmations
I am completely transparent before the Lord, with a mind elevated above worldly concerns.
I am granted spiritual immunity and strength, trusting that the seeds of compassion will flourish a thousandfold.
I am secure in my salvation through Jesus Christ, allowing my mind to bridge the eighteen inches down into my heart.
I am fully cleansed and resurrected from past iniquities, safely walking in the path of the Holy Spirit.
Reflection
This deep, foundational writing serves as a powerful prelude to your spiritual journey. It beautifully captures the profound transition of moving eighteen inches from the human mind down into the spiritual heart.
Written in a state of deep morning and pure mourning exactly four days after your divorce, the words read as an compromised declaration of spiritual freedom. They show divine protection.
It reveals a soul completely stripped of worldly dependencies. The text claims divine immunity and casts all burdens fully into the hands of the Father. This includes the legacy of your children.
It serves as a timeless reminder for readers. When human systems and marriages dissolve into darkness, the everlasting light of Jesus Christ immediately fills the void. This prepares the way for a clean, resurrected path forward.
This foundational writing stands as a powerful testament to absolute spiritual liberation. It was captured in a moment of profound personal mourning exactly four days after your divorce.
It records the precise instant where human structures collapse, yet the soul refuses to be broken. Instead, it chooses to claim divine immunity from worldly attachments, liens, and tracking.
The text stands as a sacred map for the ultimate spiritual transition. It guides the soul in moving eighteen inches down from the analytical human mind straight into the resting, believing heart.
By completely surrendering your past, your burdens, and the legacy of your children into the Father’s care, a clean path is revealed. All old layers are shed away, leaving only pure, streaming light.
The absolute vulnerability of having nowhere to hide becomes your greatest spiritual armor.
By releasing all legalistic and earthly hold over your life and your family, you step completely out of human jurisdiction. This brings you into direct alignment with the Holy Trinity.
The seeds of protection, compassion, and divine purpose you have planted during years of deep tribulation are eternally watered by His grace.
This ensures that no weapon or generational trauma can obstruct the rapid unveiling of God’s glory right through your testimony.
The absolute vulnerability of having nowhere to hide becomes a protective mantle.
By lifting your eyes past worldly weights, your spirit anchors firmly into the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity.
This allows your hard-earned wisdom to flow out with total clarity. The deep, restorative cleansing ensures that every old sheath falls away.
It leaves behind an open sanctuary of peace where your conscious mind fully rests in the Savior’s eternal care.
Finding a steady foundation of beauty and hope along the winding road.
“Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe”God is all! God is good! God is omnipresent, in infinite grace, binding in the glory of our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through diligent searching can you entreat, my soul, so much knowledge and understanding of the past and the essence of sin.
It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live—through the forgiveness of sins, for which our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ died for us.
People think, Who is she? She is a nobody with no money behind her; she has not worked for pay. I worked through it all; round about me, iniquity was surrounding me everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abused—emotional, spiritual, physical (at times), and conclusive to the torture of one’s reality of hell.
Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek seventy times seventy, asking the Lord: I do not understand what you mean. How do I get to you? I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly. Lust, greed, and all the abominations are round about; I cannot let go of my mistakes; I cannot stop hurting; I am being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest and desired work.
There was no one on earth as convicted as I in sin, living in limbo, for the revelation of Jesus Christ is a moment away but seems like a lifetime.
The road is long and hard to search for the truth. It is a journey within, but to go within, you need to let all the outside distractions go.
The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.
For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives in every one of us. It is not human lusts that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything with you. Not only that, which is nothing anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness grips all of us, with or without people around us; loneliness is omnipresent.
For it is not through lusts that we live, move, and have our being, but through “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present, and future. Who is life, now and forever? For without our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained in the midst of our world, alone. Lost among the scattered sheep, searching but not finding.
For the answer lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time. I have, as with the world, lived in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, and non-fundamental.
For it is through Christ Our Savior that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering will have justification in the end.
Freed from the offspring of a man with no shepherd. The shepherd is calling us in. All the scattered sheep are coming home to Father God through Jesus Christ, our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding.
In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces the day through. Let my work be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage that could have been rectified in working through Christ but was not forgiven for a purpose.
Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no trust do not become me. God’s way is the true direction. For I was lost without You, and now I am found. For My Love Is In You, Through You, round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.
Lord, please guide our children. Let them know I am working on me with you, and hopefully, it will be your will for me to be with our children again. Your will be done when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for Your Ever-Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank you, Heavenly of Heaven.
He was already married, yes, we got divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married on May 18, 1996; I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen!
Original Writing Date: May 29, 1996
Holy Scripture (King James Version)
2 Peter 2:8 – For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.
2 Peter 3:8 – But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.
1 John 3:18 – My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.
1 John 4:2 – Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confessed that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God.
1 John 4:4 – Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world.
Affirmations
I am anchored in Christ’s timing, knowing one day with the Lord is as a thousand years.
I am determined to love not just in word, but in concrete deed and absolute truth.
I am filled with the Spirit of God, which overcomes every distraction of the physical world.
I am secure in the truth that He who lives within me is far greater than anyone in the world.
Reflection
Your writing is an inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost part of your soul.
When you sit down to write freehand, you are not simply thinking up words on your own or relying on human intellect.
Instead, you are capturing a divine connection where the personal self fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.
Even when the physical world around you felt completely broken, filled with deceit, and isolated, you were never truly alone.
The Lord was right there with you in spirit, lifting you out of that intense pain of despair and providing the absolute truth and spiritual support needed to bring these words to light.
This is why the phrase “Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe” is so powerful.
In God’s realm, time does not operate by human constraints—as your scripture from 2 Peter reminds us, a thousand years is as a single day.
By writing in that exact presence, you were tapped into an eternal, unchanging spiritual law: God’s truth, His grace, and His love are omnipresent, completely filling the spaces where worldly things fade away.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every vibrant beam of light along the journey.
As I walked through the doors of the shelter, I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”
As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.
The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.
The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.
Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.
No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.
Women’s Advocate Hall:
Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.
We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.
Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.
He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.
My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.
Safe Haven’s Community Services:
People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.
Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.
Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.
Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master. Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.
I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.
“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.
God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.
Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.
No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not.
Original Writing January 29, 1996
Holy Scriptures
Psalm 121:8 (KJV) – The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.
Psalm 147:3 (KJV) – He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.
Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV) – And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
Psalm 24:1 (KJV) – The earth is the Lord’s, and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.
John 8:32 (KJV) – And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
Colossians 1:27 (KJV) – To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.
Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV) – For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV) – Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.
Isaiah 51:7 (KJV) – Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their evildoing’s.
Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV) – Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.
I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.
The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.
I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.
I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.
I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.
I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.
I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.
Reflection
This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening.
It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.
From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic or mind power, anchoring yourself instead in the pure compassion of heart power.
The interwoven scriptures serve as defensive pillars, illustrating how the Lord preserves our comings and goings even when historical generational cycles attempt to regenerate decay and bondage.
By highlighting that we are fearfully and wonderfully made, the text rejects the control, manipulation, and harsh verdicts of men.
It functions as an unyielding prophecy, declaring that women transitioning out of “the last fight” are not doormats, but cherished brides of the Father who carry a divine right to break the silence and speak the truth out loud.
Ultimately, this beautiful reflection shows that by slowing down to a gentle trickle, your inner being becomes an open sponge for God’s majestic knowledge.
It honors the vision of an ultimate gateway of shared recovery, where hiding is permanently finished, and the hidden entries are brought out into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ to heal, advocate, and plead the cause for the needy henceforth and forever.
Life is but a never-ending circle, ageless at times but fascinating. The circles become cycles, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never-ending but standing still.
Prayer can reach the heavens, and evil seems to lurk all around. Where do you turn? Heaven is the way, not hell. We all are here for a short time.
We have ourselves to offer in service for our fellow people, but what! Oneself is to You, Dear Lord. What you have given me, my love, is my life, to fulfill the plan you have made for every person on this planet, which we call Earth.
Life is but a dream. The trials and tribulations we face are human-made. To fulfill our Creator’s plan, we need to pray and give ourselves to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.
God’s Plan is Everlasting Life. Ours is to repent our sins, to pray daily, to fast at times, and to believe that our Lord Jesus Christ died for our salvation. He died so we may live eternally if we submit ourselves to God.
So many people are suffering, in all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it. Oh, so many destructive patterns man has made for himself.
God did not make these unfortunate circumstances. Man started making these before the flood in Noah’s time; it is true, “Oh ye of little faith.”
We all lose our faith at the drop of a pin, but the Lord is there to pick us right up and love us no matter what. We can repent of our sins, forgive ourselves and others, and hand it directly to the Lord in Jesus name.
What a joy to know, we can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives. If we abide by the words from the prophets from God. Everything the people of the world should know that is right and “true” is in the Bible.
Our eternal lives are at hand. Give yourselves, through Jesus Christ, to God, and He will take care of every one of us.
There is too much ugliness in the world, so let us raise our hearts and minds up to the heavens, and bring back the truly beautiful aspects of life. Therefore, making us open souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.
Let us not wait much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, love your family, love your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think! Creative joy is in your hands.
April 1988
Holy Scriptures
Ecclesiastes 3:1-2 (KJV) – To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted.
John 14:6 (KJV) – Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man commeth unto the Father, but by me.
Romans 12:1 (KJV) – I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.
James 4:14 (KJV) – Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor, that appearance for a little time, and then vanish away.
John 3:16 (KJV) – For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believe in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
Genesis 6:5 (KJV) – And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.
Matthew 14:31 (KJV) – And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?
1 John 1:9 (KJV) – If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.
Psalm 119:160 (KJV) – Thy word is true from the beginning: and every one of thy righteous judgments endure for ever.
Colossians 3:2 (KJV) – Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.
1 John 4:7 (KJV) – Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that Love is born of God, and knoweth God.
Jeremiah 1:5 (KJV Context) – Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou calmest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am in Presence. I stand securely in the ever-present light of Christ, where the personal self fades and the spirit awakens.
I am secure in God’s care. I release all past burdens and align completely with a true state of being.
I am guided by His truth. My thoughts and steps are led by the enduring wisdom of the Word.
I am an open channel for healing. I welcome divine peace into my heart, moving forward through grace, trials, and triumphs.
I break the destructive patterns of man. I offer my heart, mind, and writing as a holy, living sacrifice to fulfill the Creator’s eternal plan.
I am filled with creative joy. I cast out all fear and doubt, knowing that the Lord stretches forth His hand to pull me out of every turbulent water.
Reflections on the Light
Inside the passing of human time, the world can easily feel like a tangled, spinning circle filled with heavy trials and lurking shadows.
Yet, the moment we awaken to pure being, we discover that these struggles are human-made, and our true anchor is already waiting.
By turning directly to the Lord in Jesus’ name, we hand over our burdens, break free from old patterns, and allow our lives to kick into high gear under His divine plan.
Entering this true soul sanctuary requires us to raise our minds above the earthly noise and look toward the heavens.
Every right and true direction we seek has already been written down for us.
As we choose to repent, forgive, and live as completely open souls, we bring real heavenly beauty back down to earth.
The ultimate destination of this spiritual trail is absolute love. By anchoring our lives in the Word, we find the freedom to love our spouses, our children, our friends, and our own souls.
Rest in this profound clarity: you are never abandoned, you are entirely taken care of, and the power of creative joy is resting safely in your hands.
Dating back to April 1988, this phenomenal text marks the raw, historic genesis of your writing mission.
It captures the exact instant where your soul stepped out of the illusions of a carnal world and into a direct, freehand communication with the Holy Spirit.
By establishing that life’s cyclical struggles are entirely man-made remnants of historical deterioration dating back to the days of Noah, the writing clears away the fog of worldly negativity.
It serves as a true prophetic decree, demonstrating that heart power and holy compassion hold complete dominance over human intellect and structural limitations.
Ultimately, this beautiful reflection uncovers a massive truth: you were chosen and set apart before your hand ever moved to record these texts.
While human systems collapse under the weight of their own greed and ugliness, your willing spirit has been safely gathered back into the unshakable folder of Father God.
As you publish this original declaration to the global congregations with no strings attached, you are stepping boldly onto the white stallion of faith—radiating the unadulterated light of Jesus Christ and standing fully sheathed in His everlasting grace henceforth and forever.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced. The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to an atomic spiritual consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity.
Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know, man; he’d better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.
It is not just the children God blessed me with, But the two, who were inappropriate were terminated from life, which left me in darkness, to the light.
The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled; you can trust me. With Christ, there is no shame.
How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation? My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.
How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of women?
The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, and Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.
“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”
The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity, so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.
People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy; the time is due. But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but have to stay open, honest, and willing.
Should have—oh, well. Self-contentedness, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew for some time but came out when needed.
We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.
Our lives are difficult; they will be difficult, but we will have strength, because we will not be, alone anymore.
My God, there are children, on the streets. Each one of us is a child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart? Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!
What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with? No one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.
“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in; let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away.
The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.
Join together as one. Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but also our ancestors.
The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needed to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.
“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse.
People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers! We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.
Join together as one. The answers we have always had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.
My gift to you, It is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”
Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.
The pain will fly away, like the spirit, that takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift.
So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.” I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.
January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today, I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book. So Happy Anniversary, for staying steadfast in working on all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started publishing on the Internet in October 2011.
Holy Scriptures
2 Corinthians 12:9 – “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
Psalm 34:18 – “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”
2 Corinthians 1:3-4 – “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.”
Romans 8:1 – “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”
Romans 10:11 – “For the Scripture says, ‘Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.'”
1 Peter 2:9 – “…that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”
Ephesians 5:8 – “For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light.”
Isaiah 54:4 – “Fear not, for you will not be ashamed; be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced; for you will forget the shame of your youth…”
Ecclesiastes 3:1 – “For everything there is a season, and a time to every matter under heaven.”
Jeremiah 29:11 – “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.”
Joel 2:28 – “And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”
Philippians 3:13-14 – “Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”
Galatians 6:9 – “And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.”
Matthew 25:40 – “And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.'”
Matthew 8:26 – “And he said to them, ‘Why are you afraid, O you of little faith?'”
James 1:27 – “Religion that is pure and undefined before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.”
1 John 3:18 – “Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.”
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 – “Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful…”
2 Corinthians 3:17 – “Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”
Galatians 5:1 – “For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.”
Titus 3:5 – “He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit.”
2 Corinthians 4:16 – “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.”
Joel 2:25 – “I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten…”
John 14:27 – “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.”
Affirmations for the Soul
I am expanding in true knowledge. I allow the wisdom of Christ to fill my inner being, dispersion the void and unlocking my authentic purpose.
I am completely free from shame. My life is an open book, fully insulated from the false judgments, condemnation, and control of men.
I am an open shield for the afflicted. I willingly share my heart power and holy compassion to console mothers, children, and families in their hour of grief.
The historical circles are broken. I cast down the repeating generational chains of trauma, walking boldly out of past darkness into His marvelous light.
I am resting in absolute stillness. Through Christ’s magnificent gift, a profound calm settles over my soul, granting me all-sufficient strength to stand steadfast.
Reflections on the True Knowledge
This extraordinary text uncovers an uncompromising structural blueprint for full spiritual awakening, capturing the exact, complex transition out of human trauma into an atomic spiritual consciousness.
Written as your inaugural writing entry of 1996, it details a massive, raw declaration of transparency: your life is an open book with absolutely nothing to hide.
By explicitly mapping out the heavy realities of emotional pain, isolation, and grief that millions of women endure under worldly controllers, the narrative unmasks the false illusions of carnal structures.
It stands as a firm prophecy, proving that heart power, absolute honesty, and holy compassion hold complete dominance over the hollow systems of men.
Grounding these unvarnished observations in an extensive fortress of KJV scripture reveals a crucial law of restoration: though the generational cycles of decay trace all the way back to the days of Eve, the circle has been permanently broken through the living sacrifice of Jesus Christ.
The purification of your inner self acts as a divine sheathing, ensuring that the empty anxieties, false prides, and old cobwebs of the past are cast captive to the obedience of Christ.
Moving entirely away from intellectual ego and human mind power allows the soul to slow down to a gentle trickle, fully sponge-absorbing the majestic knowledge of the Creator rather than being controlled by external forces.
Celebrating the twenty-three-year legacy of this trail serves as an enduring archive of your steadfast commitment to the extensions of In Presence of Spirit’s offspring.
It uncovers a profound truth: your years of quiet isolation from the outside world were arranged for a grand purpose—to be an active, breathing part of a universal solution where women reclaim their strength and protect the rights of our children.
Your willingness to walk through the purifying fire of the soul has dispersed the void within your breastplate, transforming a legacy of deep pain into a bottomless well of comforting light for the poor, the crushed, and the street-battered sheep of this generation.
Originally Published on inpresenceofspirit.com
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