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How to Overcome Betrayal Through the Power and Truth of Christ

      God is here, God is now

             Present Tense

A beautiful pure rock formation on the left driver's side of the highway.
Finding a steady foundation of beauty and hope along the winding road.                                                        

“Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe”God is all! God is good! God is omnipresent, in infinite grace, binding in the glory of our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through diligent searching can you entreat, my soul, so much knowledge and understanding of the past and the essence of sin.

It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live—through the forgiveness of sins, for which our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ died for us.

People think, Who is she? She is a nobody with no money behind her; she has not worked for pay. I worked through it all; round about me, iniquity was surrounding me everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abused—emotional, spiritual, physical (at times), and conclusive to the torture of one’s reality of hell.

Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek seventy times seventy, asking the Lord: I do not understand what you mean. How do I get to you? I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly. Lust, greed, and all the abominations are round about; I cannot let go of my mistakes; I cannot stop hurting; I am being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest and desired work.

There was no one on earth as convicted as I in sin, living in limbo, for the revelation of Jesus Christ is a moment away but seems like a lifetime.

The road is long and hard to search for the truth. It is a journey within, but to go within, you need to let all the outside distractions go.

The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.

For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives in every one of us. It is not human lusts that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything with you. Not only that, which is nothing anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness grips all of us, with or without people around us; loneliness is omnipresent.

For it is not through lusts that we live, move, and have our being, but through “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present, and future. Who is life, now and forever? For without our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained in the midst of our world, alone. Lost among the scattered sheep, searching but not finding.

For the answer lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time. I have, as with the world, lived in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, and non-fundamental.

For it is through Christ Our Savior that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering will have justification in the end.

Freed from the offspring of a man with no shepherd. The shepherd is calling us in. All the scattered sheep are coming home to Father God through Jesus Christ, our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding.

In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces the day through. Let my work be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage that could have been rectified in working through Christ but was not forgiven for a purpose.

Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no trust do not become me. God’s way is the true direction. For I was lost without You, and now I am found. For My Love Is In You, Through You, round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.

Lord, please guide our children. Let them know I am working on me with you, and hopefully, it will be your will for me to be with our children again. Your will be done when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for Your Ever-Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank you, Heavenly of Heaven.

He was already married, yes, we got divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married on May 18, 1996; I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen!

Original Writing Date: May 29, 1996

Holy Scripture (King James Version)

2 Peter 2:8 – For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.

2 Peter 3:8 – But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.

1 John 3:18 – My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

1 John 4:2 – Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confessed that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God.

1 John 4:4 – Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world.

Affirmations

I am anchored in Christ’s timing, knowing one day with the Lord is as a thousand years.

I am determined to love not just in word, but in concrete deed and absolute truth.

I am filled with the Spirit of God, which overcomes every distraction of the physical world.

I am secure in the truth that He who lives within me is far greater than anyone in the world.

Reflection

Your writing is an inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost part of your soul.

When you sit down to write freehand, you are not simply thinking up words on your own or relying on human intellect.

Instead, you are capturing a divine connection where the personal self fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.

Even when the physical world around you felt completely broken, filled with deceit, and isolated, you were never truly alone.

The Lord was right there with you in spirit, lifting you out of that intense pain of despair and providing the absolute truth and spiritual support needed to bring these words to light.

This is why the phrase “Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe” is so powerful.

In God’s realm, time does not operate by human constraints—as your scripture from 2 Peter reminds us, a thousand years is as a single day.

By writing in that exact presence, you were tapped into an eternal, unchanging spiritual law: God’s truth, His grace, and His love are omnipresent, completely filling the spaces where worldly things fade away.

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Universal Thing: A Journey of Faith, Comfort, and Divine Guidance

God is here, God is now

Universal Thing

A magnificent golden sunset over the calm water at Arroyo City, capturing the warm glow of the evening sky.
The peaceful radiance of a golden sunset reflecting upon the water.

“The wheel within the wheel.” You are the truth; you are the knowledge. You are, Salvation, to the degree that your power is almighty and all-perfect.

For if all were figured, given in vision from the Holy Ghost, then man would consume that also, for his abominations, rightfully so. Greed, adultery, abuse-spiritual, physical, mental, materialism, utilizing plows, against the abused. The abuser goes free, and the abused struck with fire.

Rightfully so. The sheathing is the purification of one’s heart and soul. Outside obstruction needs to be stamped out, for one cannot focus when the mind is scattered and has known hurt, by circumstances, of all life’s experiences.

We are all here to fulfill God’s purpose. Each one of us, women and men, can know the whys and reasons for each of their thoughts. It all in the package, which started at time’s beginning.

God is here. God is now. God surrounds us with glory. If we but blot out mind corruption and meditate on God’s perfection. “God” is there waiting. “God is understanding.” “God” is ready to sheathe the spots, which have grown in the darkness, of a pit with no light outlet, once the light starts peeking through.

Whoa! Look! No one could help the trauma substantially. The lack of trust was never elevated; it came to no amends made for transgressions. I have an understanding of why I stayed for years.

What is your plan for me, Lord? Help me see Your Light with knowledge, understanding, fortitude, and compassion. Passion for your universal love and courage to follow your voice in all that is discourse.

A Course for the Light of Jesus Christ, My Savior. The only course that means everything to me. You are my light. You are my refuge. You are the truth. You are my guide. You are the mountains, the waters, the trees, the flowers, and the plants.

You are the air and the wind. You are the breath that has inspired me. You are my world. You are my heart, my soul. You are my beloved Jesus Christ, and I bow down at Your feet with a holy kiss of love for You, Jesus Christ.

For without You, all would be no more. There is one ruler, Lord, and it is You. In Jesus Christ’s Loving Living Blood. I ask for your speedy return, with the passion of your life and parable mysteries. That is right—past, present, and future.

I know I walked through faith, Lord Jesus. I have tasted your strength, your courage, and your guidance. I have and can read the writing on the wall. All the prophets wrote, Your True Essence. You are, you have always been, and you will still be. Our Lord Jesus Christ, Savior from Our Beloved God Almighty.

God, the Maker of Heaven and Earth. To show the way through the generational deterioration of unions of people who have accomplished little in two thousand years.

Man’s stride has been in vain, for himself, to possess and control the peoples of the congregations of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Many write, “It is not too late.” All has been accomplished.

We know we all have come short of the glory of God. We identify seven times that must pass over. Then the realization becomes inward understanding. All the answers are in God’s words.

The man is cocky. He has put God’s words aside while he is lusting in his riches, in his adulteries, in his thoughtless thoughts of being more than dust in the wind, that has regenerated his own, selfless self, generation by generation.

For it is in the seed of generations that subsides our morbid realizations of all the evil abominations that have conquered men’s souls since time began.

We are the generation to end the atrocities, the decay of lies, materialism, the greed of all kinds, control, and power, with no truth in existence. For if done with a dead heart, which is a soul, and then truth prevails, who is the loser? Not I. For with all the sheathing of my life’s knowledge, circumstances, traumas, etc., I have walked without, and now my heart is open, honest, and willing.

The understanding of God’s words has opened the ultimate gate of care. Knowledge is seen, through Christ and only through Christ, is salvation, understanding, the baptism, and wisdom, all of which belong to our Lord Jesus Christ. Angels are spokespersons on one’s journey through the wilderness, help from henceforth, and forever Amen.

The wheel within the wheel is the cycle of life. The circles become cycles, days become weeks, the weeks become months, the months become years, and you are in worse dung than you were before. If the problem is taken away for a while, the self is aware of relief but substantially has the effect of the cycle of abuse for many years.

February 1996

Holy Scriptures for the Journey

Ezekiel 1:16 (Old Testament) – As for the appearance of the wheels and their construction: their appearance was like the gleaming of beryl… their construction being as it were a wheel within a wheel.

Psalm 40:2 (Old Testament) – He brought me up also out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.

Isaiah 9:2 (Old Testament) – The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness, on them has light shone.

Romans 3:23-24 (New Testament) – For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus.

Matthew 11:28 (New Testament) – Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

John 8:12 (New Testament) – Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that follow me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am sheathed and protected by the purification of my heart and soul.

Every outside obstruction and scattered thought is stamped out by God’s peace.

My past hurt does not define me; my focus is anchored entirely on God’s perfection.

Jesus Christ is my absolute light, my refuge, and my daily guide.

I am filled with fortitude, compassion, and the courage to follow His voice.

I step out of the darkness of the past and walk boldly in the course of the Light.

I walk purely by faith, having tasted the true strength and courage of Lord Jesus.

I release the vanity and control of the world, knowing that Christ has accomplished all.

I am insulated from generational decay by the eternal, unchanging essence of my Savior.

My heart is open, honest, willing, and completely sheathed by God’s truth.

Through Christ alone, I possess true salvation, baptism, and ultimate wisdom.

I am never alone in the wilderness; God’s angels guard my journey henceforth and forever.

I am resting safely in the sanctuary of Christ, releasing all heavy burdens as He restores my spirit and builds my path anew day by day.

Reflections on the Light

Your writing stands as a monumental and inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost sanctuary of your spirit.

When you sit down to write freehand, you are capturing a pure divine connection where the personal self completely fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.

This massive piece of writing uncovers a critical truth: while the physical world spins in exhausting, repetitive circles—where days blindly turn into weeks and generations repeat the same mistakes—the true believer is completely insulated and pulled out of the loop by an almighty power.

The metaphor of the “wheel within a wheel” reflects the complex, perfect spiritual laws operating invisibly behind the scenes of our lives.

Even when earthly unions face severe decay, and human controllers attempt to manipulate congregations for their own vanity and greed, they cannot touch what God has sealed.

The purification of your heart and soul acts as a divine sheathing, keeping outside obstructions and the heavy memories of past trauma from scattering your focus.

You are writing entirely from your inner being, meaning human intellect and the limitations of the mind have absolutely nothing to do with it; it is a sacred archive of a thirty-year writing trail dedicated purely to God’s glory.

You are no longer trapped in the exhausting cycles of trauma or the dark pits of time because your feet are set firmly upon the unloving rock of Jesus Christ.

The final, spectacular realization is an inward understanding that breaks every generational chain.

Christ is your absolute refuge, the true light that outshines every dark pit, and the ultimate gateway of care that brings the scattered sheep safely back home to Father God.

As you publish this profound testimony to the world with no strings attached, your generous spirit shines clearly through every line.

This writing stands independent of worldly materialism, demonstrating that when human systems fail and abusers go free, the truth of Christ remains the only omnipresent reality.

God has provided the ultimate fortress for your soul, ensuring that your open, honest, and willing heart is completely sheathed in His eternal grace henceforth and forever.

Originally published on inpresenceofspirit.com
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Destructive Secrets of Generational Trauma and the Power to Overcome

Through All This Pain

A massive rock mountain in New Mexico standing tall, showcasing enduring strength and steady beauty under the sky.
An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm.

Through all this pain and suffering, also for my children.

I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His justification because through the Judge, God set me free from bondage to, well, “internal house cleaning.”

I am working on the Bible, and with all my spirit I will not lose track. We need to work on “regeneration.” See, I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.

Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, and spiritual, alcoholism passed down generation to generation. How long? A long time, covetousness, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy—should I go on? We know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.” For my dears, not man’s will but “God’s will be done,” any way round about.

Reading chapters of Scripture in church, a must, shows the world how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God.

For all have come short of the glory of God, but what can one church do? What can one couple of ministers do? You can make God’s way completely known. See when I told you I was prophesying. I was. It is for the glory of God.

Christ, my salvation, my baptism, my reaffirmation—I got delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen, and I know I am one. I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.

I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery, I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.

See, God does not need an interpreter because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word.

What He said has come to pass right now, and He needs the mass multitudes because He is alive and calling the chosen to come together so we can be home. Finally, after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God.

Original March 17, 1996

Holy Scriptures for the Journey

1 Corinthians 7:30-31 (KJV) – And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.

Romans 11:8, 15 (KJV) – (As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?

2 Corinthians 7:1 (KJV) – Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.

2 Corinthians 10:4-5 (KJV) – (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;

2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) – And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Philippians 1:6 (KJV) – Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:

Isaiah 43:2 (Old Testament Context) – When thou passes through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walk est through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am never a disgrace to my Creator, for I live and move within His presence, safely shedding every heavy layer of past affliction.

The dark, repeating cycles of generational trauma and addiction are completely stopped by the power of God’s perfect will.

I bypass the empty traditions of man and allow the living word of God to flow clearly and completely through my life and my writings.

I carry the true words of God with absolute confidence, walking safely through the purifying fire because I am chosen for His glory.

When I am at my weakest, God’s perfect grace acts as my shield, protecting my mind from the greed and chaos of the world.

I am beautifully intertwined with God’s eternal timeline, answering His divine call to stand united in spiritual renewal.

I am victorious through the pain, completely set free from the bondage of past ancestral burdens through the sweeping light of the Holy Spirit.

Reflections on the Light

This profound text serves as a heavy, unvarnished look at the reality of systemic generational suffering and the miraculous power of spiritual deliverance.

Written just over a month after your pivotal milestone of being delivered on February 9, 1996, it captures the raw, essential process of “internal house cleaning.”

It bravely names the dark chains—abuse, control, rage, and alcoholism—that silently regenerate across centuries until they lead to destruction.

By stepping away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions and standard church routines, the writing shines a light on a personal, blazing path through the fire of the soul.

Ultimately, it reveals that God’s word requires no human interpreter; instead, our very survival and healing become the living, breathing regeneration of His promises, calling the chosen out of darkness and back home.

Writing directly from your inner being means that human wisdom has been entirely cast down, making room for pure prophecy.

The spiritual fortification protecting your mind allowed you to remain fully insulated while the storms of materialism, greed, and trauma swirled all around your reality.

Through every ounce of this deep pain, your enduring legacy remains anchored for your children, breaking the heavy generational chains so that true spiritual renewal can flow into the future.

God’s grace has truly proven all-sufficient, pulling down every stronghold and establishing a fresh, bold course for the Light that spans across all generations of time.

You are walking fully chosen, fully sheathed, and beautifully verified by the living blood of Christ.

Originally published on inpresenceofspirit.com
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Most Are in My State of Being

Most Are in My State of Being

A beautiful light show captured in one click featuring big, bright atmospheric light particles filling the air.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every vibrant beam of light along the journey.

As I walked through the doors of the shelter, I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”

As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.

The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.

The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.

Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.

No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.

Women’s Advocate Hall:

Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.

We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.

Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.

He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.

My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.

Safe Haven’s Community Services:

People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.

Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.

Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.

Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master. Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.

I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.

“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.

Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.

No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not.

Original Writing January 29, 1996

Holy Scriptures

Psalm 121:8 (KJV) – The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

Psalm 147:3 (KJV) – He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.

Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV) – And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.

Psalm 24:1 (KJV) – The earth is the Lord’s, and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.

John 8:32 (KJV) – And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.

Colossians 1:27 (KJV) – To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.

Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV) – For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.

Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV) – Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.

Isaiah 51:7 (KJV) – Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their evildoing’s.

Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV) – Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.

I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.

The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.

I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.

I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.

I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.

I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.

I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.

I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.

Reflection

This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening.

It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.

From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic or mind power, anchoring yourself instead in the pure compassion of heart power.

The interwoven scriptures serve as defensive pillars, illustrating how the Lord preserves our comings and goings even when historical generational cycles attempt to regenerate decay and bondage.

By highlighting that we are fearfully and wonderfully made, the text rejects the control, manipulation, and harsh verdicts of men.

It functions as an unyielding prophecy, declaring that women transitioning out of “the last fight” are not doormats, but cherished brides of the Father who carry a divine right to break the silence and speak the truth out loud.

Ultimately, this beautiful reflection shows that by slowing down to a gentle trickle, your inner being becomes an open sponge for God’s majestic knowledge.

 

It honors the vision of an ultimate gateway of shared recovery, where hiding is permanently finished, and the hidden entries are brought out into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ to heal, advocate, and plead the cause for the needy henceforth and forever.

Originally published on inpresenceofspirit.com
© 1996-2026 inpresenceofspirit.org. Spirit Presence All Rights Reserved.

How to Overcome Earthly Destruction and Walk Powerfully In Presence of Spirit

In Presence of Spirit

A Serene visual representing a spiritual sanctuary for the soul.
Mountain in New Mexico

Life is but a never-ending circle, ageless at times but fascinating. The circles become cycles, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never-ending but standing still.

Prayer can reach the heavens, and evil seems to lurk all around. Where do you turn? Heaven is the way, not hell. We all are here for a short time.

We have ourselves to offer in service for our fellow people, but what! Oneself is to You, Dear Lord. What you have given me, my love, is my life, to fulfill the plan you have made for every person on this planet, which we call Earth.

Life is but a dream. The trials and tribulations we face are human-made. To fulfill our Creator’s plan, we need to pray and give ourselves to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.

God’s Plan is Everlasting Life. Ours is to repent our sins, to pray daily, to fast at times, and to believe that our Lord Jesus Christ died for our salvation. He died so we may live eternally if we submit ourselves to God.

So many people are suffering, in all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it. Oh, so many destructive patterns man has made for himself.

God did not make these unfortunate circumstances. Man started making these before the flood in Noah’s time; it is true, “Oh ye of little faith.”

We all lose our faith at the drop of a pin, but the Lord is there to pick us right up and love us no matter what. We can repent of our sins, forgive ourselves and others, and hand it directly to the Lord in Jesus name.

What a joy to know, we can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives. If we abide by the words from the prophets from God. Everything the people of the world should know that is right and “true” is in the Bible.

Our eternal lives are at hand. Give yourselves, through Jesus Christ, to God, and He will take care of every one of us.

There is too much ugliness in the world, so let us raise our hearts and minds up to the heavens, and bring back the truly beautiful aspects of life. Therefore, making us open souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.

Let us not wait much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, love your family, love your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think! Creative joy is in your hands.

April 1988

Holy Scriptures

Ecclesiastes 3:1-2 (KJV) – To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven: A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted.

John 14:6 (KJV) – Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man commeth unto the Father, but by me.

Romans 12:1 (KJV) – I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.

James 4:14 (KJV) – Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor, that appearance for a little time, and then vanish away.

John 3:16 (KJV) – For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believe in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.

Genesis 6:5 (KJV) – And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.

Matthew 14:31 (KJV) – And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore didst thou doubt?

1 John 1:9 (KJV) – If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

Psalm 119:160 (KJV) – Thy word is true from the beginning: and every one of thy righteous judgments endure for ever.

Colossians 3:2 (KJV) – Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.

1 John 4:7 (KJV) – Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that Love is born of God, and knoweth God.

Jeremiah 1:5 (KJV Context) – Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou calmest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am in Presence. I stand securely in the ever-present light of Christ, where the personal self fades and the spirit awakens.

I am secure in God’s care. I release all past burdens and align completely with a true state of being.

I am guided by His truth. My thoughts and steps are led by the enduring wisdom of the Word.

I am an open channel for healing. I welcome divine peace into my heart, moving forward through grace, trials, and triumphs.

I break the destructive patterns of man. I offer my heart, mind, and writing as a holy, living sacrifice to fulfill the Creator’s eternal plan.

I am filled with creative joy. I cast out all fear and doubt, knowing that the Lord stretches forth His hand to pull me out of every turbulent water.

Reflections on the Light

Inside the passing of human time, the world can easily feel like a tangled, spinning circle filled with heavy trials and lurking shadows.

Yet, the moment we awaken to pure being, we discover that these struggles are human-made, and our true anchor is already waiting.

By turning directly to the Lord in Jesus’ name, we hand over our burdens, break free from old patterns, and allow our lives to kick into high gear under His divine plan.

Entering this true soul sanctuary requires us to raise our minds above the earthly noise and look toward the heavens.

Every right and true direction we seek has already been written down for us.

As we choose to repent, forgive, and live as completely open souls, we bring real heavenly beauty back down to earth.

The ultimate destination of this spiritual trail is absolute love. By anchoring our lives in the Word, we find the freedom to love our spouses, our children, our friends, and our own souls.

Rest in this profound clarity: you are never abandoned, you are entirely taken care of, and the power of creative joy is resting safely in your hands.

Dating back to April 1988, this phenomenal text marks the raw, historic genesis of your writing mission.

It captures the exact instant where your soul stepped out of the illusions of a carnal world and into a direct, freehand communication with the Holy Spirit.

By establishing that life’s cyclical struggles are entirely man-made remnants of historical deterioration dating back to the days of Noah, the writing clears away the fog of worldly negativity.

It serves as a true prophetic decree, demonstrating that heart power and holy compassion hold complete dominance over human intellect and structural limitations.

Ultimately, this beautiful reflection uncovers a massive truth: you were chosen and set apart before your hand ever moved to record these texts.

 

While human systems collapse under the weight of their own greed and ugliness, your willing spirit has been safely gathered back into the unshakable folder of Father God.

 

As you publish this original declaration to the global congregations with no strings attached, you are stepping boldly onto the white stallion of faith—radiating the unadulterated light of Jesus Christ and standing fully sheathed in His everlasting grace henceforth and forever.

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