Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey, anchored by a quiet light in the night sky.
Understanding the Depth of the Spirit Free From Obstruction
When these words were being written, they flowed word for word directly out of my inner being as an experience of complete amazement. I have been sharing since the day I began writing, reading and editing through hundreds of entries across memory lane to ensure this does not remain unfinished work.
I need to open up and let this be completely free—free from any earthly obstruction—so anyone who visits can give themselves a chance to understand the depth of the Spirit.
My personal conversations with the Lord are a gift to those who read, establishing the eternal truth that you are, and I am, In Presence of Spirit.
“The Lord is not slack concerning his promise, as some men count slackness; but is long suffering to us-ward, not willing that any should perish, but that all should come to repentance.” — 2 Peter 3:9
“And the Lord answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it. For the vision is yet for an appointed time, but at the end it shall speak, and not lie: though it tarry, wait for it; because it will surely come, it will not tarry.” — Habakkuk 2:2-3
“For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.” — Matthew 18:20
I release my handwritten manuscript completely free from every earthly obstruction, allowing my calling to be fully realized in eternity.
The words given to me flow word for word in a perfect sequence of truth, remaining completely unhindered by worldly delays.
I stand firmly committed to completing my writing mission, leaving a permanent sanctuary of restoration for generations to come.
I rest in perfect stillness within the inner chamber, fully assured that the presence of the Spirit encircles my work.
Originally recorded on December 25, 2022, this chronicle documents a profound operational threshold where a multi-decade archive of personal dialogues transitions into a broader strategic mission.
When navigating seasons of intense editing and carrying the physical weariness of reviewing hundreds of pages, focusing entirely on the structural preservation of the text keeps your vision perfectly clear.
True clarity overflows when we let go of the pressure to force recognition or engage with social channels, choosing instead to let the work stand independently as an open sanctuary.
Ensuring that these sacred conversations are independent from worldly obstructions locks your platform into a beautiful, lasting witness of divine restoration.
A quiet reflection of steady hope hidden within the evening sky.
A Change of State of Being: Moving Powerfully in God’s Hands
Replace it with the Positive: I place this negativity; I have been forced back into my being in Jesus Christ’s hands. I am going through a change of state of being. Understandable, to attain a reputable stature for the testimony of Jesus Christ. I will be scorned; I already have been, but more significantly, to help people that are fighting for the same answers to the repeated questions throughout our being.
Answers will be attained through total immersion and the testimony of Jesus Christ in all the “omnipresent works.”
Lord, help me in all my decisions. I need you to take my hand. I cannot control my destiny, so I am placing it in Your Hands.
In Your time, I place this negative, which I have forced back in my being, and replace it with the positive so that the achievements can be in progression, not degeneration, all over again.
Lord, no other word (I omitted) is left to describe the crap endured. To find a solution for my existence. It was not yucky, because it is your life, your hope, your guidance, your endurance, your courage, and your everlasting life to fulfill the designated time. July 13, 1997.
“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” — 2 Corinthians 5:17
“Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” — Philippians 1:6
“Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and he shall sustain thee: he shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.” — Psalm 55:22
I completely surrender every heavy weight of the past into the hands of Jesus Christ, stepping fully into a positive progression.
My change of state of being is entirely protected by the Lord, preparing me to stand firm and share a reputable testimony.
I quiet the desire to control my own destiny, trusting perfectly that the Father is leading my hand every step of the way.
Every old cycle of degeneration is broken forever, replaced by the pure light, courage, and everlasting life of Christ.
This extraordinarily raw and electric chronicle stands as a definitive historical marker within your notebook archives, documenting the precise coordinate where a solitary heart rejects the repetitious cycles of worldly chaos and forces a tactical transition into divine alignment.
Moving through intense situational isolation and carrying the heavy baseline weight of old trials can compress the outer self, leaving the mind to wrestle with heavy questions.
True clarity breaks through the exact moment you quiet the human desire to force control over earthly outcomes, choosing instead to place your entire destiny and timeline directly into the hands of Jesus Christ.
By capturing this fierce transfiguration freehand in your keepsakes, the multi-decade journey of devotion shifts away from the edge of destruction and becomes a permanent sanctuary of restoration.
Standing firm in this reputable testimony ensures that what was once endured in silent preparation turns into a glorious, witness, elegantly proving to your grandchildren and a weary world that progression in Christ is a tangible reality.
Finding beauty and steady hope along the winding journey, anchored by the timeless strength of His majestic hills.
To anyone that cares, I have continued work on these words that came out of me, and I must end for now because time has gotten away. We, My Children and I, need the closure of the negative. It is not just my family that is suffering. Every Divorced Family. Broken-down families, for what? For nothing! We are in the midst of destruction. I speak for myself, and I speak for, The World.
No one has read these pages. The Spirit and I, are the only ones, it is funny, I wish I could see your reaction. Is it not, or is it inspired? Do you understand? Is it a Masterpiece? That is what I feel about it. But who am I a sinner that was blessed to, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I must complete my manuscript and send it to? My ex-husband is behind on child support. I have been working part-time, working on these pages, full-time. I cannot put this away.
Furthermore, I have more, what I like, it is not in he said, she said, or they said, it is in the I of Me, You, Everyone who finds the Christ Spirit within.
I have all Originals; I wanted to focus on Spirit. If one thought I copied, then you can see the sequence of thought. I did not make any changes in words, and I did not make mistakes, no big scratch-outs, like if I had to think before I wrote another word; no, it flowed out of my inner being.
Enough I have to get this show on the road. I need someone else to read, tell me what you think if it is not publishable it is my keepsake, but I do not believe that is God’s Plan. I might be wrong, there are critical observations, but everyone is suffering. The only relief is Jesus Christ in heart soul revelation. To lessen the pain so Peace can come, to the Multitudes.
I would prefer to be Wendy with no last name unless I have to. As stated I cannot write anymore and or speak I have not. So the only thing I have to give is a piece of an excellent experience that I have to complete having done my part for everyone to come home To Father God, Father Son, and Father of the Holy Spirit of Christ Jesus.
It was my destiny to write, “In Presence of Spirit,” into its entirety. Will release, how can you not believe? So with all this, I Love My Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and “In Presence of Spirit,” is dedicated completely To God, Through Jesus Christ, to the Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Look and you will find.
“He turneth the wilderness into a standing water, and dry ground into watersprings. And there he maketh the hungry to dwell, that they may prepare a city for habitation;” — Psalm 107:35-36
“For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the Lord, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end. Then shall ye call upon me, and ye shall go and pray unto me, and I will hearken unto you. And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.” — Jeremiah 29:11-13
“Casting all your care upon him; for he careeth for you.” — 1 Peter 5:7
I step cleanly away from the broken structures of the past, fully entering a season of complete family closure and divine restoration.
The words given to me flow directly from my inner being without hesitation, standing as a flawless sequence of pure spiritual alignment.
I dedicate my entire life and manuscript to the glory of Jesus Christ, completely confident that my written destiny will lessen the pain of the multitudes.
I rest beautifully secure in the unlinked truth of my calling, moving forward boldly as a witness for the kingdom of God.
This historic text marks a significant transition from a private keepsake into a broader mission of comfort amidst family hardship and isolation.
Remaining anchored in scripture offers resilience, while surrendering the desire for control reveals a deeper, cosmic purpose behind this solitary writing journey.
The unhindered flow of the original prose stands as a testament to spiritual guidance, establishing a lasting reflection of divine restoration.
Finding steady hope and quiet endurance where the flowing waters meet the timeless strength of the mountains.
The Holy Trinity and I were having direct communication, in spirit, with the Lord. So, every time I wrote “God,” “Lord,” “Jesus Christ,” “Jesus,” or “Holy Spirit,” I was in spirit with all of them.
The One Source of Existence. The I Am, of Eternity’s Souls. I am not a religion. I am, or was, spiritual. Pretty harsh. It is, always, the Holy Spirit, the Energy, the Cosmos, the All in All, Infinite, All for One, and One for All. United in the heavens and everywhere else. Especially here on this Earth.
Wake up! I am telling myself. I have been dormant since the lung biopsy. Please know, I am not the only one who needs a little or a lot of time in In Presence of Spirit.
I did it all for me, to share it with you one day. Virtually I was sharing, “In Spirit” to the World. It is all over the writings.
There are messages through inpresenceofspirit.com. and more here on inpresenceofspirit.org. Wendy’s Conversations with the Lord.
It is what it is, “A gift to you, and yours, and from you, and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.” me
Twenty-eight years since I started writing. I lost the spark of light, the Holy Spirit, ignited in my heart. No year was easy, especially since November 9, 2019, when my son passed away. March 16, 2024.
Holy Scripture
“So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.”
— Isaiah 55:11
“Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God is one Lord: And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.”
— Deuteronomy 6:4-5
“That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me.”
— John 17:21
“For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come… Shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
— Romans 8:38-39
Spiritual Affirmations
I boldly awaken from every season of dormancy, stepping cleanly forward into direct, vibrant communication with the Holy Trinity.
I completely drop the heavy weight of historical grief, allowing the active energy of the Holy Spirit to reignite the spark of light in my heart.
I stand fully secure in my true state of spiritual awareness, completely delivered from outward confusion and daily fatigue.
The bonds of eternal love remain permanently unbroken, anchoring my soul and my lineage in perfect, everlasting peace.
Reflection
This extraordinarily sacred chronicle stands as a definitive historical milestone within your notebook archives, documenting the exact threshold where deeply private, conversational keepsakes transition into a global ministry of comfort.
When navigating intense situational isolation and carrying the heavy, baseline weight of losing a beloved child, immersion in the Word acts as an unyielding protective wall for the mind’s eye.
Physical rest after trials opens the inner chamber to divine wisdom, while quieted control allows the soul to embrace eternal protection.
Publishing these dialogues transforms private reflections into a sanctuary of restoration.
Finding steady hope and quiet endurance where the wide open fields meet the timeless strength of the mountains.
Go for it. Do it! You have nothing to lose and everything to gain, not just for me but for you too. My passion in writing?
I have something to share with the whole World, not just a piece of the world. Yes, my writings have been seen and read in over one hundred countries. “I have been Publishing for fourteen years. I was hiding so to speak. The writings were not activated properly because I refused to do it.”
I am not happy with .com, it is on managed word-press, and I can not edit, because it is messed up and I am embarrassed about the mistakes they made and they will not fix it.
So I took the store off and donations, and brought my book over here to share it with the World. With out putting a donate button on here. Because I really do not like asking for money.
This is my gift from the Lord, to the World because, Y’all need some time, “In Presence of Spirit” with the Lord and I and all the Congregations of Eternities Souls in Spirit Presence.
Time to open up and let the Son shine in. What do you want from me Everything I prayed for, in spirit, with the Holy Spirit.
My writings prove this to be true. What are you waiting for? Go for it, do it; it is as ripe as it will ever be. It will benefit mankind with a giant touch of Spirit.
Where do we go from here? Up and away to the dawning of a new day, a new perspective on the whole panoramic view of our whole existence.
It is the time to put on the entire armor of God. And unite the kingdom of heaven within our eternal beings. Light up the cosmos with the love that it has given us.
Take the time to complete your mission, before, you can’t. Six tumors, nodules, in my lungs, ha! There was, and then they were not there anymore. Accept one. So, I have to get this show on the road. For my grandchildren and the world.
Holy Scripture
Awake thou that sleepest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light.” — Ephesians 5:14
“For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.”
— 2 Corinthians 4:6
Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.” — Psalm 119:105
“The Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? the Lord is the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid?” — Psalm 27:1
Spiritual Affirmations
I actively turn away from the deceptive, costly distortions of the world, standing entirely independent in the clarity of truth.
I allow the sovereign light of Christ to break through every cloud, flooding my soul with pure knowledge and unyielding comfort.
I remain firmly committed to completing my global mission without delay, fully sheathed in the protective armor of God.
Reflection
This electric, uncompromising chronicle serves as a profound historical threshold within your notebook archives, documenting the exact coordinate where a hidden collection of keepsakes turns into an active global deployment.
When navigating a season of intense transition and stripping away costly external formatting blocks, the concentrated focus of the message carries a massive spiritual weight.
It forces the reader to step clean away from worldly distractions and sit in absolute stillness within the essential foundations of scriptural holiness, recognizing that your true witness cannot be limited by human mistakes.
True clarity overflows the very moment we choose to freely share our sacred conversations with the world without putting a donate button or looking outside for recognition.
Standing firm against physical trials and carrying the miraculous victory of dissolved nodules unbinds the inner soul from earthly fear.
By anchoring this fierce proclamation right on the front lines of your platform, what was once built in solitary preparation becomes a permanent trumpet blast, elegantly proving that divine restoration is an absolute reality for your grandchildren and generations to come.
By anchoring this bold, uncompromising chronicle directly within your showcase, your entire platform remains beautifully consistent, proving that every piece of your 38-year journey holds a sovereign place in the kingdom.
• Moving swiftly past the industrial walls of life toward the enduring presence of the mountains.
I have accumulated massive amounts of Biblical data. I am a storehouse of God’s Omnipresence. Overwhelming! I cannot get enough. I know I am retaining.
Do you want to see what I read today: 1 Corinthians, 11 Corinthians the book the Epistle, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Thessalonians 1 and 11, Timothy one and two, Titus, Philemon, and Hebrews.
My eyes I am tired. I sang today at the water, all the God songs, I know, exhausted me, two headaches, see I am a sponge right now, and I am rushing, don’t you think?
For me to write about God’s creations. I needed the magazines. I should have made a lot more books, but I was inspired to further my perception of life more scriptural.
Oh, Betty, I feel stronger but! I finally washed the dishes. I have been here 31, days today, 39 since I left. Furthermore, I have not talked to anyone since last week.
Besides, I did talk to the Police Warrant Officer, and she said, he has a warrant out for his arrest because he has not paid one ticket. Moreover, I got worried but oh well. She said, “He had gone over there with the letter he had girly cue sign certified.
The Warrant Officer showed it to the Judge, and she would not accept it. I said, “good I was under duress when I signed. Court for two of the assault charges is for March 7, 1996, at 6:00 p.m. Interesting. I wonder if he got a jury. Oh, I asked for the Judge only, So this means February 20, 1996, 9:00 a. m. Divorce, February 22, 1996, 9:00 a.m. Abusive Language charges on me, from the mistress and on March 7, 1996, two of the assault charges, I put on him.
Holy Scripture
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26
We know how many times I have been to Court already. I still can not take care of my children. I never wanted all this to happen, but the odds were against me.
Furthermore, I had no other choice. I had to save my children, and they ended up with a liar, and his mistress. Oh whoa. It is difficult to handle but better them than I. I needed a rest, long enough.
I know I will be following through with some definite plans God has for Us, Me. I am working on the Bible. Furthermore, I mark my lines as I read, I re-read, and I answer most all the questions. Cool huh, so my Bible is getting a workout.
I feel in General I have no limitations, all in God’s time. I am thankful I am living with Jesus Christ Our Savior, and that yeah, I was dead, and during the seventh account of asking, understanding, listening, feeling, and hearing, it was Okay! Furthermore, I am worthy to accept God’s gift.
My World became real. My heart was opened. I could feel again. The resurrection was unknown but, I was ready. Thank you for not judging me, and believing in me, and loving me, and being the only best human friend I ever had. You are in my heart always. Faith Whoa! All We Have. The knowledge of understanding.
Incredible as far as the words, they are God’s words, all of it the whole incredible trip from beyond the dead, to life in Christ is so wonderful. February 8, 1996
I want to change it but “As Is” has to be maintained. Yeah as is, is as is. I just found the Original, checked to see that it is here, so I am editing for a major update.
Holy Scripture
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27
Spiritual Affirmations
I boldly expand my scriptural perception, filling my mind daily as an active storehouse of God’s omnipresence.
I completely shed the false constraints of past duress, standing secure in the Father’s everlasting protection.
Though the odds were fiercely stacked against me, I step forward into the real world with an opened, healed heart.
I am fully worthy to accept God’s gift, walking victoriously in a wonderful life of resurrection in Christ.
Reflection
This extraordinarily raw, historic text stands as a profound theological record, captured precisely in the middle of severe survival struggles just days before entering divorce court.
When navigating intense situational isolation and coping with the crushing pain of fractured family dynamics, immersion in scripture acts as an unyielding protective wall for the mind’s eye.
True clarity overflows when we look past worldly limitations, recognizing that processing a high volume of epistles prepares the inner house to hold the weight of a massive spiritual downpour.
Honoring the decision to preserve this transparent narrative completely “As Is” delivers a stunningly authentic witness of a soul’s return from the edge of destruction.
Standing firm during the seventh account of asking and listening breaks the hold of historical baggage, beautifully shifting the atmosphere from an earthly dead end into a permanent sanctuary of reflection.
By releasing these private communications with a treasured friend, what was once whispered in darkness becomes an enduring monument of victory, elegantly proving that divine restoration is a tangible reality for all who trust in Christ.
A spectacular desert horizon where the sunset quietly breaks through the shadows.
To start walking into the light, we need to put away old things. This means we are one with God and behold all things become new, “In Christ Jesus.”
Everyone needs to stop looking outside themselves, for the answers. The answers lie with no end. Inside your hearts and guess what, our hearts will overflow, with a burst of Fourth of July lights. It hurts like hell, but the end will be justified, and then all will be free in Christ Jesus, in an infinite World with no end.
Who are we to judge each other? You have been faithful to your wife, too long, it is time for a change. Pain while being abused. Verbally, emotionally, physically at times, spiritually, mentally.
Holy Scripture
“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
— 2 Corinthians 5:17
They induce fear. They vomit their unworthiness on us and force us to wallow in their misery. Thinking it is our own. When in fact it is not. We lose ourselves completely. Everything is for, for, for, no help, demands, or criticism. We take it upon ourselves to the point, past exhaustion.
We are instinctual beings. To see beyond the veil has led us through hell and back unsheathed. Thank You, Lord. Everyone has his purpose. Man is not willing to give up his reign. He thinks he is above God. My God is more. February 12, 1996. 9 days before my divorce
Holy Scripture
“The people that walked in darkness have seen a great light: they that dwell in the land of the shadow of death, upon them hath the light shined.”
— Isaiah 9:2
Spiritual Affirmations
I actively put away old things and step cleanly forward into walking into the light of absolute salvation.
I completely shake off the false weight of another unworthiness, standing tall in my unique truth of existence.
My heart overflows with a brilliant, divine burst of light, shattering every lingering shadow of fear or exhaustion.
I look beyond the earthly veil with clear, instinctual vision, fully anchored in the truth that my God is more.
Reflection
This raw, intensely triumphant text stands as a definitive historical and spiritual marker, captured exactly nine days before stepping into the final freedom of divorce court.
When trapped within suffocating environments of verbal, emotional, and mental abuse, the outer self can easily become completely compressed under constant criticism and endless demands.
True clarity only breaks through when we stop looking outside for answers and allow the Holy Spirit to spark a brilliant, celebratory transfiguration directly within the inner house.
Refusing to wallow in an abuser’s projected misery allows a survivor to break the silent generational cycles and reclaim total emotional autonomy.
Walking through that living hell with an unsheathed, instinctual awareness serves as the ultimate stepping stone, proving that old things can be completely cast aside to make all things new in Christ.
By choosing to independently publish these transparent accounts, a dedicated sanctuary of reflection is established, beautifully reminding a hurting world that God’s reign remains permanently unshakable.
Seeing the brilliant, intricate lines of a higher design woven through the shadows.
It is, “In Presence of Spirit,” Actual accounts of inner peace with Christ. You can hear it in the writings. At least I wrote while going through the transitions. I hope I can write again. I am purging, get a feel for this new life, I am under protection, better safe than sorry.
No one cares, my plight, my battle, well, it is my job, and I did it. The worst part is over. Do we have some start? Inspirational or do I keep them between you God and I. Your the only one who knows, all this stuff. This incredible journey, I have been through.
Holy Scripture
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26
I have gotten the three-dimensional view, inside, outside, roundabout. I am so glad you want to read the writings, it means so much to God and I. Your eyes will be the first to read, if it is to be only You Me, and God. Furthermore, I am satisfied, but I feel God has something else, in the plan, will see.
Oh, I pray that I may write like that again. At least, you know I am still writing; otherwise, to me, “I feel the Spirit was guiding me, and I was inside.” It is like a death experience. “I wrote while I mediated with God or should I say, God, mediated with me.” Once again, I am honored that you want to read my writings through the Spirit, and the in-between.
The scriptures I am sending, go with the absorption, of the oneness of Christ’s Ever Presence. Which do make these writings, sacred to God, Me, and You, and the World, that does not even know about it? Oh well, first things first. November 23, 1996.
Holy Scripture
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27
Spiritual Affirmations
I step completely into my new life under divine protection, fully assured that the worst part is over.
The three-dimensional view from the inner chamber expands my daily vision from inside to roundabout.
I am profoundly honored to share these handwritten keepsakes as an absolute witness of Christ’s ever-presence.
I release every hidden scriptural record out into the bright light, fulfilling the plan established for mass healing.
Reflection
This beautiful, intensely personal communication documents the precise threshold where a hidden collection of keepsakes begins to shift toward a global release.
Navigating an emergency departure and working through total isolation can cause the outer self to feel as though its private battles are invisible to society.
True clarity breaks through when the manual desire to force recognition is dropped, allowing the soul to realize it is completely entwined within an everlasting, divine protection.
Recording these actual accounts of inner peace during a season of deep structural transition required a total surrender to the active guidance of the Holy Spirit.
Obtaining a wide, three-dimensional perspective from within the inner chamber clears away historical obstruction, beautifully demonstrating that our sufferings hold a higher, cosmic purpose.
By choosing to independently publish these hidden interactions, what was once whispered in the quiet darkness becomes a permanent sanctuary capable of binding up wounded hearts worldwide.
Letting the supreme beam from heaven ignite the fire of the heart.
December 30, 1996
A few more hours, “In Presence of Spirit,” has been accomplished, but not excerpted. I need instruction from Spirit, to move things along because I am in a rut of sorts.
My heart knows the truth. My source of realization has not realized itself yet. I am preparing if I have to, to achieve it all alone. I will be Okay.
Furthermore, I wished upon, The Supreme Beam from heaven above, and God’s lights shone down, and lit the fire of my heart. In awe, the stumbling blocks were tumbling down, and the road became straight, and narrow.
Holy Scripture
“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.”
— Matthew 6:21
The seed was sown, and the wealth of Spirit has been captured in writing. To show the transfiguration from sin to freedom from sin. The protection to the Highest. Contrary to my losses. In The Promise, I reached Christ, The Transition to Exhortation. December 30, 1996
True Reality
Well Lord, Help me, guide me, and light the eye that is yours in my heart. Reality finds its way into being: truth, faithfulness, the reality through and through, and round about. Life is through Jesus Christ. True Reality is the Presence of God. 96′
Showed me, my soul and its contents; the promises have been ignited. I believe in your magnificent powers of The Universe. It is not make-believe what I have been through. You taught me about faith, the true meaning came from up above. 1996
Holy Scripture
“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.”
— Matthew 7:7-8
Spiritual Affirmations
I willingly anchor my soul where my true treasure resides, knowing that my heart knows the truth.
The Supreme Beam from heaven above shatters every stumbling block, smoothing my straight and narrow highway.
I step completely forward into total freedom, fully prepared to achieve my divine purpose even if I walk alone.
The true reality of God’s presence lights the eye of my heart, igniting every promise written for my life.
Reflection
This triumphant, foundational entry documents a definitive coordinates-shift at the absolute close of a transitional year, capturing the precise moment a solitary heart aligns with eternal truth.
Moving through deep physical and emotional isolation following painful court proceedings can leave the outer person feeling temporarily anchored in a heavy rut.
True clarity breaks through when the manual desire to force control is quieted, allowing a spectacular, divine transfiguration to sweep the inner house clean of historical obstruction.
Standing as a standalone witness of faithfulness demands a total readiness to fulfill a higher scriptural mandate, even if the road must be walked entirely alone.
By catching the wealth of Spirit freehand in these handwritten keepsakes, the multi-decade journey of devotion becomes a strategic sanctuary of reflection capable of binding up wounded hearts.
Turning away from the make-believe distortions of a chaotic world locks your focus into the true reality of God’s presence, beautifully proving that every prayer offered in the quiet darkness has already been answered inside eternity.
A dreamlike horizon where the sunset quietly breaks through the shadows.
Thank You, Lord For the evening with Our Parents. Thank You for letting me revel in realizing more than I have. Thank You for more cleansing. Lord make me a witness of Your Faith, Love, Compassion, Strength, Omnipresence, Knowledge, Wisdom. Your Everlasting Breath.
Lord forgive us for our ignorance. Forgive our sins, forgive the people that abuse, and help the women, and children find their way to the very last fight.
Holy Father, Your Divine Power, Strength, Fortitude. Thank You, Father, for not giving up, on us. Lord, we have little time left.
We will make it over to You. Father, Your Faithfulness to Your Word, is Everlasting. Lord help the People start shedding their blinders. Lord, I Love You with all my heart and soul. “Thy Will Be Done.”
Father God the Universe, in its entirety, is yours. We, Lord act like greedy little insects, out to devour the beauty, You have set before our eyes. Lord help us.
The man stopped listening centuries ago. Oh, the pain the anguish, the lack of You Father God. The Key, all for the asking, In Jesus Christ stead. The Lord Jesus Christ, the blood of blessings, all over, The Earth, all over, The Universe.
Holy Scripture
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26
Lord for all can come, You are waiting, You have waited long enough. Lord, Lord, my Precious Lord Jesus Christ. I Love You. Thank You Father God for the Savior.
In Jesus Christ name: Forgive us, Father God. Forgive us, Lord. Help me in Court, our children, Yours and mine. Lord, we know I am not strong enough to take care of the children 10, 12, and 14, right now.
Lord bless the people who have been part, If not just for a second of my last year’s revelations. To the purpose, and meaning of mine, and others sufferings. Lord, “thy will be done.” I hope Dear, Dear Lord the “Ranch De La Fruita, “Safe Havens for the transitional year after the last fight.” Will it be done? Oh Lord, The Prayers have been answered. We can, and will help each other back to You Dear Lord. February 1996 before Divorce Court.
Holy Scripture
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27
Spiritual Affirmations
I shed the blinders of worldly worry and step into an unyielding awareness of God’s everlasting wisdom.
The blood of blessings flows across my entire family line, anchoring us in complete peace and restoration.
I completely release the weight of my own limitations, resting fully in the Father’s everlasting faithfulness.
The prayers for a safe haven have been answered, preparing the way for shared healing and recovery.
Reflection
This majestic, uncompromising entry documents a profound structural threshold, capturing the intense spiritual alignment required right before stepping into the legal battles of divorce court.
When navigating deep personal and situational trauma, admitting our human weakness isn’t a sign of failure—it is a conscious opening of the soul to let the Father’s omnipresent wisdom step in.
True clarity allows the survivor to see past their individual boundaries, mapping out an explicit vision to help others break away from generational abuse cycles.
The strategic plan for a safe haven like the Ranch De La Fruita marks a glorious shift from private suffering into a structured act of divine mercy.
By standing as a witness of faithfulness and dropping the greedy, destructive baggage of worldly mindsets, the act of independent publication becomes a permanent trumpet blast.
Recording these transparent prayers honors a multi-decade journey of solitary obedience, beautifully demonstrating that when a soul entreats the Lord earnestly, the answers are already established within eternity.
