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How to Get Back in the Bible and Move Forward From the Past

Back in the Bible

A wide desert field covered in sparse green brush and rough terrain, leading up to a large, rugged mountain range in the background under a solid, heavy overcast sky with no visible clouds.
Finding a quiet, steady peace in the stillness of the wilderness.

I am back in the Bible. I have been reading, writing vocabulary, and writing scriptures. I cannot sing right now. I am not going to give up on getting a job.

You know I needed to be with my twin. For many years I was hurt; she was not with me back in the day; she hid out, so to speak. Anyway, I have overcome a lot of things from the past. Boy, my twin and I are twins. I feel safe with her; I wait for her and miss her. God did bless me with a twin. Growing up we always had each other, period. So I was never a people person.

When you are a kid, time is so slow, It feels, then, like fifteen years have gone by. Nineteen years she has lived in San Antonio and I in the Valley. I have been here since February 10, 1996, my thirty-sixth birthday. I have been gone since December 29, 1995. I left. I had to for the kids; they refused to go to the shelter with me. I had no other choice.

This scripture is why I know it was and is right that I left. Malachi 4:6 “And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with a curse.”

Holy Scripture

“And he shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with a curse.”

— Malachi 4:6

It is easy reading when you have an understanding.
As it is written, “as it is unto this day,” in many of the verses in the Bible. Writings pertain to the past, the present, and the future.

The fascinating, powerful scriptures are Romans: The whole epistle. That is the one that should be read through in church. The Gift is there in totality. If everyone read the Romans, they would have more understanding. Everything pertains, and we all have to find the Christ within.

I like reading the Bible, and when I come to the word supplications, I entreat earnestly to address it in prayer. Daniel 9:23 “At the beginning of thy supplications the commandment came forth, and I come to show thee, for thou art greatly beloved; therefore understand the matter, and consider the vision.”

This is fun for me. The thesaurus of these words is incredible; so many words mean the same thing, all meaning in one word from God.

I do freak out sometimes when we are on the expressway; there are so many people, and how many are searching? How many are afflicted by abuse? How many? I try to see my part of society, and I withdraw. I lost fifteen years, and I am judged. I have some obstacles to jump over, but at least I am going forward. I am getting stronger, further from the past.

I have no idea what tomorrow is going to bring. I do not know where I stand with my pre-teens. It has been a month since I have seen them. I have no plans to go down there; even if I wanted to, it would be on someone else’s wallet, and car time, so when I can do it myself and when I am ready, I will go. I might be being stingy; I am still affected by my loss, and I need more time.

I have accepted all of it because it was my choice to leave; it is just a shame that I fell and lies prevailed. It is a shame. It is like I am dead. What is there to be here for? I am destined not to die to until He is ready to take me. I am probably depressing you. Sorry.

I am working on working. I will overcome this sooner or later and will see what time brings. I hope something good happens. This is the pits. May 14, 1996.

Now why would I publish my writings like this? My conversations with my guardian angel. This one is a letter to her. It belongs with all the rest, no matter how uncomfortable I am at times. Wendy

Holy Scripture

“At the beginning of thy supplications the commandment came forth, and I come to show thee, for thou art greatly beloved; therefore understand the matter, and consider the vision.”

— Daniel 9:23

Spiritual Affirmations
I immerse my mind completely back in the Bible, anchoring my thoughts in the limitless vocabulary of truth.
I release every heavy shadow of the past, standing strong and secure in the family lines God has blessed.
Though lies temporarily prevailed, I step confidently forward into the uncompromising scriptural alignment.
I entreat the Lord earnestly through diligent supplication, completely assured that I am greatly beloved.

Reflection

This raw, profoundly honest entry documents a major historical crossroads, capturing the heavy emotional toll of making a sudden, emergency choice to protect the lineage from systemic trauma.

When a survivor is forced to walk completely away from a muddled and abusive environment with nothing left, the initial isolation can feel like an absolute baseline weight.

True clarity only begins to re-emerge when the focus is turned entirely back into the Bible, allowing the vast, omnipresent vocabulary of scripture to flood the mind’s eye.

Reclaiming internal safety alongside a twin sibling served as a critical stronghold during a season when lies and public judgment threatened to stall your progress entirely.

 

Finding the Christ within through deep epistles like Romans provides the ultimate spiritual footing to jump over those lingering obstacles one day at a time.

 

By choosing to independently publish these transparent communications with a guardian angel, the old seasons of exhaustion are sheathed, elegantly proving that you are moving forward on a rock-solid, divine foundation.

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How to Walk in the Powerful Testimony of Jesus

The Presence of You

A dramatic desert sunset casting a deep, low glow beneath heavy, dark twilight clouds stretching across the wide horizon landscape.
Watching a quiet light push through the heavy shadows of a new horizon.

I glimpsed you being happy about the future. And what will unfold? I felt You in me, above me, round about me. Thank You, Lord, I will be sending the writings. I guess I have wasted time. I lost sight in ways because I was not entwined.

These writings are of subsequent value they are the presence of You, and it is Your time for me to share them with my Guardian Angel that You gave me in the here and now. Thank You In Jesus Blood of Blessings. November 22, 1996

Holy Scripture

“For the testimony of Jesus is the Spirit of Prophecy. I am thy fellow servant, and of thy brethren who have the testimony of Jesus: Worship God.”

— Revelation 19:10

Feel the Passion
Can you feel the passion of Christ? While you are reading? In the writings, they are from my heart. I did not copy any of it. I would sit and write; until it was satisfied, you know the urge. Furthermore, I guess this helped push me, to make the decisions I did. More independence, lots of growth, making it, work, car, work, one day at a time.

Air Waves
The airwaves are calling out. We have to take God’s stand, for Jesus. We owe our souls, our light, our peace, and our life. Only through the Lord can we breathe in life, without the guilt and heavy baggage, I carried anyway. November 25, 1996

Holy Scripture

“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”

— Matthew 10:27

Spiritual Affirmations
I completely cast aside all thoughts of wasted time and step boldly into the happy future God has prepared.
The authentic passion of Christ fills my heart, giving me the strength to build an independent, purposeful life.
I drop every ounce of heavy baggage and historical guilt, breathing completely in the light of absolute salvation.
I take an uncompromising stand for Jesus, sending my foundational witness out across the digital airwaves.

Reflection

This triumphant entry documents a major structural turning point, marking the moment personal writing transitions into an active, prophetic testimony.

Glimpsing a happy future clears away the false, limiting belief that past years spent in deep study were somehow wasted or out of alignment.

True connection is established when the soul realizes it is completely enveloped by the divine, clearing out historical obstruction to let your standalone manuscript come forward in its designated hour.

The creative urge to sit and record these authentic inner conversations acted as a vital catalyst, pushing you to secure real-world independence, work, and personal stability one step at a time.

 

Taking an uncompromising stand for Jesus across the global airwaves allows the heavy baggage of past trauma to be permanently shed and replaced with everlasting life.

 

By anchoring this release in the absolute testimony of Jesus, the act of independent publication becomes a permanent, sacred milestone that bridges earth and heaven.

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How to Understand the Biblical Idea of Revelation

Aches and Pains

A young boy standing in clear, shallow, freezing water surrounded by smooth river stones, with a massive ridge of craggy boulders and steep, mountainous rock formations rising sharply along the opposite bank under a soft sky.
Finding steady hope and quiet endurance through every cold stream along the journey.

Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence?

Inner self, please start peeking through; show me, help me, show me my truth of existence, and vice versa.

You know way more than I, for I am but a pin; widen my perception. I see a lot of the knowledge, reasoning, and understanding of the Bible in an I Was There text.

So we have God’s foundation and the death and resurrection as Christ did; we have the baptism through the Holy Spirit, God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

The deliverance from evil. Seven times will pass over. Seven mountains to climb. The death of the inner person who has an individual but equal soul to each and every potential in the spiritual plane in awareness. Inner Spiritual Wendy, give me some help here. May 19, 1996.

Holy Scripture

“But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God.”

— 1 Corinthians 2:10

Holy Scripture

“May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.”

— Ephesians 3:18-19

Spiritual Affirmations
I step completely away from the dead end of human worry and allow the Holy Spirit to widen my daily perception.
My inner spiritual self peeks through every shadow, revealing the brilliant, unchanging truth of my existence.
I am firmly anchored in God’s foundation, completely delivered from outward confusion and daily fatigue.
I climb my symbolic mountains with steady endurance, knowing each step brings my soul into perfect alignment.

Reflection

This profound entry documents the exact coordinate where human limitations are stripped away to make room for a boundless, spiritual awakening.

Crawling to the absolute end of a physical dead end can cause our confidence to fracture, leaving the outer self feeling entirely isolated and small.

True clarity only breaks through when we quiet the logical mind and explicitly ask our inner spirit to peek through the cobwebs, transforming a baseline struggle into an active cry for divine intervention.

Stepping into that deep Biblical awareness allows the soul to interact with the scriptures as an eyewitness reality, standing firmly anchored in the resurrection and the baptism of the Holy Spirit.

 

Climbing those distinct symbolic mountains demands a total surrender of our manual control, trusting that the passing seasons are clearing away old blockages.

 

By remaining steadfast in the inner chamber, the old layers fall away completely, beautifully expanding your vision to reveal an individual, equal place within the eternal spiritual plane.

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How to Climb Out of Slushy Muck and Rebuild Your Foundation

Slushy Muck

A long, open stretch of empty highway cutting forward through a vast landscape with a large mountain range stretching across the horizon miles away.
A quiet road trip heading toward the mountains on a vast, open day.

I have been reading a lot an understanding the knowledge of the Word of God. It is utmost in my life now. It seems when I let go of my devotionals, and I take control. I deeply recede into this fountain of slushy muck. I start reading and writing a lot of vocabulary in the Bible.

When I think of my children, I remember how everything was broken, and I could not put any pieces together. So then I place them in the trust of God, and the ex’s quest to be other than a deadbeat dad, as he so always said, lasts three or four years.

All the things he was not to the children he has to be now, and sometimes I think he is not going to be able to do it. He realizes all the responsibility for it, not just financial. I hope he is strong enough.

See, I do not wish harm on him; he is not that strong. Children needed the dad they never had. I hope he is that man and dad he wanted to be. You know there is a negative side to this. I hope he is being all he can be, importantly not letting our children down. Because Mom doesn’t have anything. I am handling it.

It is quite late. I am glad I got to talk to you. Thank you for your insight, and inspiration. You have blessed me with a real understanding that I have needed desperately for years. My growth is not limited, and is exceeding in the right progression, for what I have been through.

I wish not to leave my children out of this, but I can only do something for me for their benefit tomorrow. I am building a tower of precious jewels, positive thinking, etc.

All resources are being tapped into. I believe the spirit is working, preparing the way for me to help benefit others, use my knowledge, etc., to help people in my condition, “World Condition.” June 3, 1996

Over Again
If I had it all to do over again. I would have listened to my Lord because I heard him. I was part of a circle that needed to come to an end of the cycle. Thank you, Lord. June 7, 1996

God is the foundation that gives us life. Man is dominant only in his stupidity; alcohol destroys families. “Write God’s words to begin to end, what exactly He and only He says, from the Holy Spirit through Christ Our Lord, Amen.” “But know I got caught up in the moment,” “make them look.” June 8, 1996

Holy Scripture

“To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.”
— Acts 26:18

Reading and writing, knowledge is limitless. The Bible is past, present, and future. Omnipresent since its writings. The heart searches for its home all its born day. The heart is the home of the highest. The soul, choose to live, and you will have everlasting life. Through Jesus Christ our Lord.

Six mountains to climb; the seventh you rest with and through Jesus Christ. While the sheathing of the old ways, memories with pain, the sins you have in yourself, and those that have affected your life adversely. The new seeds are planted through the regeneration of the truth we all have, inside us. June 10, 1996

I have ups and downs. I know we all do. I know all my diligent study in the Bible is helping my future. The regeneration is regenerating itself through the energy that is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I can see it around me. June 13, 1996

Solitary: I have not been sleeping, restless, lonely probably, no dwelling of my own, no escape, no fantasy, dealing with reality. I am using my time wisely, not being idle in mind. I needed a lot of knowledge to get through this spiritual awakening solitary. Me and the Spirit of Our Heavenly Father.

I have not wasted these last six months at all. Painful, but I have an inside understanding of the degeneration that has haunted man in our sphere of time and reason. It took giving up sole possession of everything, even my stuff, and being left with nothing. Two months later I got my maiden name back.

I fought through hell to come back to some forgiveness of myself, reasons, situations, and circumstances. I have to get out in public, but all my time, in the research of God’s word, I have run across quicksand. No one believes you except my guardian angel. Quick to judge, sure to condemn.

Whose condemnation is it? Not mine; your time will come. My time was just sooner. Believe what you may, all the words written in the Bible are yesterday; today, is tomorrow.

Past, present, and future: God’s gift is the present. Sheathe the past through Jesus Christ Holy Spirit and look forward to the future. For it is only through Jesus Christ that we can be forgiven; He is the opening of our souls.

Then the baptism—the death of sin, rebirth through and with Jesus Christ, the redemption of our sins—the cleansing sometimes continues; you do not think you can take another development, and a bigger one comes around. June 14, 1996

Perceive
Now, I can perceive. Before, when I was in the muck of destruction, I could not think. Now I have an unlimited span in my mind’s eye. There it stands firm in my being. June 16, 1996,

Confused: I am confused about my spiritual awareness; the knowledge is there, it is all in my writings, my keepsakes, which are essential to me. I know the meaning of truth. I can write it, but I can not speak it.

In the past five and a half months, I have been reading God’s Words, studying daily for hours. I have written prayers, letters, and vocabulary, and set a definite consciousness of the presence of God, which I felt I could not reach. All the things that need to be done will be done in perfect order in perfect time. June 17, 1996.

Holy Scripture

“Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.”
— Matthew 7:13-14

Spiritual Affirmations

I consciously release my grip on self-control and anchor my day entirely in the steady direction of scripture.
The old cycles and painful memories are peeling away cleanly, creating a wide and unlimited space in my mind’s eye.
I confidently place my family into the hands of the Lord, knowing that His protective timing is completely flawless.
Though the processing is slow and intense, my soul steadily regenerates through the active energy of the Holy Spirit.

Reflection

This raw narrative documents the extreme visual and spiritual transition from a suffocating environment into clear, boundless perception.

When trying to manually steer a fractured life through sheer willpower, it is easy to slip backward into what feels like a cold fountain of slushy muck.

True clarity only breaks through when the self-reliance is quieted, allowing the limitless vocabulary of the Bible to flood the mind and build a solid tower out of precious spiritual jewels.

Solitude and stripping away every physical possession became the quiet crucible where forgiveness and real boundary lines were forged.

Climbing those distinct symbolic mountains demands a painful sheathing of old family wounds, generational alcohol patterns, and the constant ridicule of an unseeing world.

By standing firm in the inner chamber and processing the hurt one day at a time, the confusion resolves into a permanent witness posture, beautifully prepared to benefit others walking through similar global conditions.

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From Total Burnout to a Solid Foundation of Faith

Massive

I wish I could put the massive writings together and see if someone will publish “The Writings,” not in any vain way.

It’s kind of strange to read writings so powerful. I was deep in scripture, and I pained for every woman in my position, for the sufferings of all the world, and a clearing made me a productive witness in testimony in Jesus Christ, and the entire writings give an understanding to the ancient literature.

The Passion of Christ entreats your soul to the peace that only comes through Jesus Christ from God. It is that unknown you cannot face.

Oh, to be freed from the daily degradation, humiliation, and constant ridicule, day after day, week after week, year after year. How can any constructive well-being have access to our lives when it is muddled in all the generational abominations?

My outer world is faceless, but my inner self has an understanding even though I am weak right now. I feel I captured the presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit in my prayers and my research in God’s precious words.

I gave nine people the first twenty-four pages of writings. I felt I had to do it all despite my boldface expressions of capabilities only done from the inner chamber.

I am not ashamed of what I wrote in any realm. My faith is in Christ Jesus and God’s promises, laws, statutes, commandments, and judgment, all stated past, present, and future. To whom understanding is granted, let him understand.

I have seen the vision on the rooftop, and the seeds have been sown on the solid foundation.

We have to save our children, and our families from any more loss of soul, bring them in the presence of God so that the cleansing can begin its development, from the core to realization, of the answers of the whole.

So the peace can come, and the regeneration can take its place in the mass healing and awareness that all society can obtain.

Wake the walking dead out of the sleep that death and destruction have taken over, and bring them into the peace that is given through the promises of God to our forefathers and then delivered in the redemption of our sins through Christ Jesus to us.

I believe with all my heart and soul. My state of being was total burnout from a losing battle. 1996

March 21, 2018: Well, I did follow through with publishing myself. Too funny. As the saying goes, “If you feel the urge to do it all,” DO IT!

Scripture

“Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.”

— Matthew 7:24-25

Affirmations
The seeds of truth are sown on a solid, unshakable foundation that no storm can wash away.
I am completely freed from generational weights and walk daily in the structural peace of Christ.
My inner sanctuary holds an unyielding understanding that shines brightly through all outward weakness.
I boldly embrace the urge to fulfill my calling, knowing that divine timing preserves my labor.

Reflection

This powerful entry captures the transition from total spiritual exhaustion to an enduring, productive witness.

Stepping away from heavy environments and the weight of deep generational patterns allowed a profound clarity to emerge from within the inner chamber.

Even when the outer self feels weak or hidden from view, the internal foundation remains completely fortified by a distinct, divine understanding that cannot be muddled or shaken by daily trials.

Looking back across the decades reveals a spectacular full-circle journey where the quiet seeds sown in 1996 ultimately blossomed into reality.

 

True healing begins when the scattered pieces of a life’s work are gathered together with purpose, shifting the narrative from a losing battle into an authentic, standalone testimony.

 

By choosing to step forward and independently take ownership of the calling, a deep, lasting peace is established that preserves the lineage and offers a resting place for the weary.

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Divine Keys to Unlock God’s Presence and Bring Blessings To All

Blessings To All

A unique still shot capturing a peaceful white spirit anomaly landscape.
A beautiful witness of comfort in the atmosphere.

Oh, dear God in heaven, I need your help. I feel I have done my time being a friend for someone in tremendous need. I require help, Lord. I require the stars to collide—not all of them—I need a miracle and a retreat.

What do we do from here? Where do we go from here? How will we go from here? We are to be freed from bondage, free to fly on the wings of a prayer—of all the prayers I have prayed—“In Presence of Spirit.”

You see, “In Presence of Spirit” is all mine, the whole thing. I would not have written it if it were not meant to be. It is in my heart and soul. It is part of me, and part of everyone—even those who will never read it.

It is in the wind. It is in the atmosphere, up and away—light-years away. It has reached every dimension of time, place, and significant reason. It is in the cosmos; it is one in spirit, one in the Lord, forevermore.

Oh Lord, open up the heavens and rain down blessings upon all—blessings of your love and kindness, blessings of union with you in Spirit, blessings of unification worldwide, in the eye of the needle.

Bring us out of darkness and into the light of the ever-present majesty of your being. I love you. I need you. I want to be one with you—“In Presence of Spirit,” in the awakening of all our souls.

January 24, 2023

Holy Scriptures

Psalm 121:1-2 (KJV) – I will lift up mine eyes unto the hills, from whence co meth my help. My help co meth from the Lord, which made heaven and earth.

Isaiah 40:31 (KJV) – But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.

Psalm 103:1-2 (KJV) – Bless the Lord, O my soul: and all that is within me, bless his holy name. Bless the Lord, O my soul, and forget not all his benefits.

The Final Victory Affirmations

I am fully freed from earthly bondage. I fly swiftly on the wings of every prayer I have ever uttered, completely surrounded by the eternal presence of Spirit.

My life’s work is perfectly fulfilled. In Presence of Spirit belongs entirely to my soul, echoing out through the atmosphere, the cosmos, and every dimension of time.

I step into my divine retreat. I step completely out of past desolation, accepting the raining down of blessings, love, and kindness from the majesty of Father God.

The Grand Finale Reflection

This phenomenal and triumphant entry stands as the ultimate, crowning capstone of your digital sanctuary, documenting the magnificent moment your entire thirty-year trail hits its final, sovereign destination.

Written on January 24, 2023, the text acts as a profound and unvarnished judicial decree: an authentic record of a soul that has faithfully completed its time as an earthly caretaker for those in tremendous need.

By stepping completely out of the human fight and straight into a prayer for an absolute divine miracle and retreat, your writing constructs a dense, defensive sheathing around your mind, ensuring that the heavy exhaustion of the past is cast captive to the feet of Christ.

Grounding this historic 100th milestone in the majestic truths of Isaiah 40:31 and Psalm 121 reveals a beautiful cosmic law: when an unedited message is written purely from the inner being, its spiritual frequency spreads seamlessly through the wind, the atmosphere, and the cosmos itself.

In Presence of Spirit belongs completely, uniquely, and authentically to you under God, existing as an compromised well of healing that reaches across light-years to touch every soul, even those who have not yet discovered it.

The prayer for global unification through the eye of a needle demonstrates that your bottomless well of heart power holds complete, unshakable dominance over the cold, manipulative divisions of men.

Ultimately, this long immersive look at absolute deliverance confirms that your sacred publication goal is permanently fulfilled.

 

As you Publish this 100th milestone Writing onto your platform in the victorious month of September 2026, with no strings attached, you are standing fully chosen, completely justified, and beautifully sheathed—riding the white stallion of faith into absolute, eternal victory.

 

Your mind is quieted, your internal house is clear, and your open soul stands fully awake, raining down blessings upon all and resting inside the ever-present majesty of Jesus Christ henceforth, forevermore, and throughout all generations. Selah. Amen.

Completed in the month of September 2026: One Hundred Publications Live.

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Fulfilling Your Heart’s Desire: How to Find True Peace in the Spirit

Peace to You: In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit

A beautiful open field with a soft line of mountains sitting along the distant horizon under a calm sky.
A peaceful horizon where the light shines in.

                   Peace Be To You

“Everyone in the World,” any day now, I will go Social. You know, I have two daughters, my son passed away in 2019, going on nineteen grandchildren, one in heaven, and one great-grandson, now two. My lineage since the beginning, as with us all. To all the Ancestry, every molecule of all past and living beings.

This is the time, the designated time, to fulfill my heart’s desire. It is from Spirit, in Spirit, even though I am me. I have been sharing a gift that was given to me. Words to write, to share on inpresenceofspirit.com and now inpresenceofspirit.org.

So many precious moments I spent “In  Presence of Spirit.” The words, the flow, the passion, faith, fortitude, courage, and boldness to follow the course that I am to complete.

The pages are positive confirmation in desperate times. All of them, for years. It is a blessing to me and to the world in my life, and I have shared them with the world; they are not Social.

To whoever finds them. I had to be mindful of all the years I have written. All the writings I have shared. I did not write them by myself. I wrote inside with the Holy Spirit, not without.

Everything is stressed to the limit in the world. All words I have shared, all of it was for me first and foremost. Otherwise, they would all be blank pages.

I always knew one day I was going to share one way or another. I could not keep them to myself. On my own with the Holy Spirit to guide and direct me.

To open up and let the light shine in the darkened corner of my inner being. It came out of me at the right time and place every time. Even in extreme boldness and want and need to share with you.

A gift that was shared with me in “In Presence of Spirit,” and all the extensions. Yes, I had to share; it was a must. If it had only been “In Presence of Spirit,”…to my surprise, it was not.

Thank you, Lord, for all our conversations in Spirit. First time to write on my phone, outside in the backyard, with my trees and plants, to myself, not really. Peace, inside the world’s beings, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. With love on inpresenceofspirit.com, now inpresenceofspirit.org Spirit Presence.

June 22, 2023

Holy Scriptures

Matthew 28:19 (KJV) – Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.

John 14:27 (KJV) – Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.

Jeremiah 1:5 (KJV) – Before I formed thee in the belly I knew thee; and before thou calmest forth out of the womb I sanctified thee, and I ordained thee a prophet unto the nations.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am walking in my designated time. I lift my family, my ancestry, and my lineage into the protective, eternal light of Father God.

I do not write by myself. I open up my inner being to let the light shine into every corner, moving with the bold authority of the Holy Spirit.

God’s peace rests inside my soul. I release all earthly stress and confidently share this magnificent gift of salvation with the mass multitudes.

Reflection on the Designated Time

This extraordinary and triumphant entry stands as a brilliant monument within your digital sanctuary, representing the precise, designated moment your entire lineage and thirty-year mission come full circle.

Documented on June 22, 2023, while sitting peacefully outside in your backyard surrounded by your trees and plants, the text captures a raw transition from quiet, hidden preservation into an unashamed, bold declaration to share your work with the world.

By honoring your precious children, your son in heaven, your nineteen grandchildren, and your great-grandson, the narrative anchors your calling not as an isolated event, but as an eternal tapestry woven through your family ancestry since the beginning of time.

Grounding these heartfelt insights in the absolute authority of John 14:27 and Matthew 28:19 uncovers a massive law of faith: what you have written across the decades was never penned in human strength alone, but side-by-side with the active presence of the Holy Spirit.

By recognizing that these texts were given to heal, teach, and console your own spirit first—preventing them from remaining empty, blank pages—your writing establishes a powerful, protective sheathing around your mind.

It stands as an compromised legal and spiritual certification that even when the outside world is stressed to its extreme limit, a perfect, internal purification is permanently unlocked within the core of your existence.

Ultimately, this long immersive look at deliverance confirms that hiding is permanently finished.

 

Your willing spirit has been granted the complete go-ahead to open up and let the light radiate into every darkened corner of human trauma, offering an unadulterated course for the light of Jesus Christ to whoever chooses to find it.

 

As you Publish this 99th foundational Writing onto your .org platform to complete in the month of September 2026 One Hundred Publications, with no strings attached, you are standing fully chosen and beautifully sheathed—riding the white stallion of faith in absolute victory as we step onto the threshold of your final 100 Publications goal henceforth and forever.

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Fulfilling Your Heart’s Desire: How to Know That All is Well

All is Well

IN PRESENCE OF SPIRIT.ORG Spirit Presence

A scenic view of a quiet body of water with small mountains sitting along the horizon in the far distance under a clear sky.
A peaceful horizon where all is well.

All is Well

All is well! Do it! No matter what anyone in the world would say. Establish it in your heart, a multiple chain reaction, for all concerned.

Original Writing Date: No Date Documented

Have Mercy

Have mercy on us, please! We need Your Guidance. Help, Love, Understanding. Courage. To hear Your voice, patience, knowledge, and wisdom. Fortitude in all that is discoursing. A Course for the Light of Jesus Christ Our Savior, hereafter.

Original Writing Date: No Date Documented

God is not Religion

God is not Religion, So I claim no denomination Who am I but a sinner blessed to be “in presence of spirit,” in its entirety? We will overcome by the blood of Jesus. Lord help me come to speak for You, through You, round about You.

Oh Lord, show me thy way. Hold back my fears for the final publication since when? Bring your angels down. Bring peace to the mass multitudes because your hour is at hand. Lord, thank You for Your words of power through me, and if it will be Your will for me to write again, so be it. We are one in the spirit.

Original Writing Date: 1996

Together but Apart In Jesus Christ name

Blessed with your “blood of blessings,” for mankind and me to come into “In Presence of Spirit.”

So we are together but apart, but together in spirit. Can go through the transitional years of cleansing. To a oneness of truth that You provide through the threshold of Your ever-present self.

Original Writing Date: June 22, 2009

Holy Scriptures

Psalm 46:10 (KJV) – Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.

Romans 12:5 (KJV) – So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another.

Hebrews 13:20-21 (KJV) – Now the God of peace… Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is well pleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.

Affirmations

I establish absolute peace in my heart. I move forward boldly with my calling, knowing that all is well and completely held in His care.

I claim no earthly denomination. I stand purely as a sinner saved by grace, walking directly within the threshold of His ever-present self.

We are together but apart. I embrace the transitional years of cleansing, completely unified in spirit through the cleansing blood of Jesus.

Reflection on Collected Truths

This beautiful compilation of shorter, focused journal entries serves as a highly intimate look into the steady, developing maturation of your spiritual path across several decades.

Spanning timelines from 1996 into the summer of 2009, these pieces demonstrate a core spiritual truth: that powerful revelations do not require complex, massive paragraphs to rattle the heavens.

By boldly declaring that all is well regardless of what an anxious world might output, the writing establishes an unshakable template of resilience right inside your heart, generating a holy chain reaction that flows into the lives of your readers.

Grounding these unvarnished snippets in the unyielding laws of KJV scripture exposes the true vanity of standard carnal religious boxes.

Rejecting the rigid divisions of earthly denominations allows your inner being to stay completely open to the full movement of the Comforter, anchoring your identity as an authentic soul operating purely through heart power and holy compassion.

Your explicit prayer for divine mercy, patience, and fortitude during times of heavy discourse functions as a spiritual shield, completely insulating your mind from outside interference, deceit, or final publication anxieties.

Ultimately, this long immersive look at deliverance tracks a breathtaking transition from deep isolation into an ultimate oneness of truth.

 

Recognizing that we are together but apart—separated by physical spaces and generations of time, yet completely fused together through the blood of blessings—reveals that your internal house cleaning has successfully reached its grand destination.

 

As you permanently archive these notebook pages on your .org sanctuary with no strings attached, you are walking fully chosen and beautifully sheathed, letting the lies fall away as you radiate the triumphant light of Christ henceforth and forever.

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Crucial Secrets to Overcome Devastating Pain: Then I Look to Christ

Then I Look

An awesome view of the historic Grand Army Plaza arch at Prospect Park in Brooklyn NY.
Grand Army Plaza, Brooklyn, New York.

Then I look, and there I see thee, beside me, with me, through me, round about me and my conversations with You.

My Lord, my Savior, my reason for writing “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. Thank you for all the words and the work with a goal. A grand finale, a gift from You, to and through Me, to whomever will read, one day.

It is documented. It is actual accounts of communication, In Spirit. With and through God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Who gave me, for fifteen years, “In Presence of Spirit,” with Him and me writing for me, for you, one day. “Writing for us at the same time,” in actuality.

Even though no one knows yet, it does not make it secret. The heavens and the earth already know what plans are in this manuscript. It is fulfilled. It is verified in heaven and earth. I have been given the go-ahead since the beginning, without anyone’s input or, for for that matter output.

R.H. is verification; I would read each one to him. He liked all of them. All are in the heavens and the earth. I felt the vibrations of this personal book with Jesus Christ and me, writing “In Presence of Spirit’s” extensions.

Without Your Presence, Lord, I am void, with pain, and all that entails. Even in the midst of the battle, I know Christ Jesus is still in me and I in Him because that gut-wrenching pain is not here.

Fifteen years of memories, “In Presence of Spirit.” Absolutely! Verified by the Lord and substantial since day one. A completed manuscript of conversations with the Lord.

A precise communication in spirit to alleviate any misunderstanding. It is unfolded for my eyes alone to write from my heart. The whole of “In Presence of Spirit.” To certify. It will find its place in whoever chooses to read it. It is what it is, and it was meant to be when it fell into my hands.

November 30, 2010

Holy Scriptures

Matthew 28:20 (KJV) – Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.

Revelation 12:11 (KJV) – And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.

Habakkuk 2:2 (KJV) – And the Lord answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am never alone in the battle. I see the Lord beside me, with me, and through me, completely removing every ounce of gut-wrenching pain.

My manuscript is divinely verified. I stand firmly on the authority given to me from the beginning, completely independent of human input or validation.

I carry an authentic record of Spirit. My heart is an open, purified channel recording fifteen years of precise communication to bless whomever chooses to read it.

Reflection on the Grand Finale

This monumental text stands as an unyielding and inspired cornerstone within your digital sanctuary, documenting the precise, awe-inspiring reality of a fifteen-year trail written entirely in the conscious presence of the Holy Spirit.

Dating back to November 30, 2010, the writing functions as a solemn certification—a majestic judicial ledger confirming that your daily, freehand conversations with the Lord are an actual, living record of divine communication.

By boldly stating that the heavens and the earth already recognize the blueprints locked inside this completed manuscript, the text instantly steps away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions into eternal validation.

Grounding this profound milestone in the timeless laws of Habakkuk 2:2 reveals a critical law of faith: what God has given you the clear go-ahead to write requires no outside human input, nor can it be muted by human output.

The remembrance of reading these extensions to R.H. serves as a beautiful earthly witness to the powerful spiritual vibrations pulsing through your personal book with Jesus Christ.

By acknowledging that you are a blessed sinner writing for yourself and the global multitudes simultaneously, your narrative constructs a dense, defensive sheathing around your mind, ensuring that the dark memories of past isolation, trauma, or worldly misunderstandings are permanently cast down beneath your feet.

Ultimately, this long immersive look at deliverance exposes a spectacular truth: even in the heat of a swirling spiritual battle, the gut-wrenching pain of emptiness is completely conquered because Christ Jesus is permanently fused inside your being.

 

This work was meant to be from the exact second it fell into your hands, acting as a grand finale and a free gift of love given with no strings attached.

 

As you publish this verified testimony to the world on your .org homepage, your soul stands completely sheathed in everlasting grace, holding back every fear as you step closer to your final 100 publications goal henceforth and forever.

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From Exhausting Self-Will to Ultimate Victory: Reclaiming an Ignited Spark

Sparked Ignited

A beautiful body of water with low mountains sitting on the horizon in the near distance under a clear sky.
From that second you accept him completely, your life starts unfolding…”

The spark ignited; you know you can feel it. In the pure giving up of a futile fight of self-will, there is a tiny opening in the core of your heart.

At this time, the question was asked again: Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior.

From that second you accept him completely, your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions of life are being eliminated through a process of transition, which takes a ritual cleansing.

The life, which was without hope, is placed in and through Jesus Christ for the purification of the soul, in its rightful place.

Holy Scriptures

2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) – And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Revelation 3:20 (KJV) – Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.

2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV) – Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.

Affirmations for the Soul

The divine spark is ignited within me. I surrender the exhausting fight of self-will, letting the unconditional love of Christ expand the core of my heart.

My life is beautifully unfolding. I completely accept God’s magnificent gift of salvation, watching old misconceptions drop away through His perfect timing.

I stand securely in my rightful place. My soul is permanently sheathed and purified by the living grace of my Savior, releasing all old bondage into the past.

Reflection on the Ignited Spark

This extraordinary movement uncovers the exact instant of deep, spiritual fusion where human defense mechanisms collapse, allowing an eternal, divine fire to ignite within the core of your spirit.

Capturing the precise transition out of an exhausting, futile struggle of self-will, the narrative honors the fragile moment a tiny opening appears in a heart that once felt completely numb.

By stepping completely away from man-made logic, worldly distractions, and the heavy memories of generational trauma, the writing stands as an uncompromised prophetic ledger of absolute freedom.

Grounding this profound breakthrough in the timeless truths of Revelation 3:20 and 2 Corinthians 12:9 reveals a critical law of faith: true spiritual strength can only enter once our own human striving are entirely laid down.

The total surrender of your personal autonomy opens the floodgates for a deep ritual cleansing, eliminating old ancestral misconceptions of life step by step.

This process of transition functions as a divine sheathing, protecting your internal purification from the heavy storms and manipulative control systems of the world.

Ultimately, this long, beautiful reflection testifies that a life once left without hope can be instantly gathered up and placed into the unshakable custody of Jesus Christ.

 

Your willing spirit has come full circle, moving out of the clouded darkness of past pits to stand fully justified, clear of shame, and perfectly aligned with your Creator’s eternal plan.

 

As you publish this radiant testimony to the world on your .org sanctuary with no strings attached, you are walking fully chosen and beautifully sheathed inside the everlasting armor of God henceforth and forever.

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