A breathtaking view of the mountain terrain and distant horizons, captured by my son.
Original Writing: Clear me up Lord:
Clear me up, Lord, of all the cobwebs, string by string. Clear the way to higher awareness. For there is no limit, when left, “To You.”
The strings are sticky because they have been webbed, for what seems like, a darkened eternity. By listening to the inner consciousness, we find a peephole of light. As letting go of surrounding powers, controlling your life.
Only one can control your life, and this is you, through Jesus Christ our Savior. By Him, we are born again, the old is past away, and the now in consciousness, is tomorrow, in reality. June 14, 1996.
Scriptures
2 Corinthians 5:17 – “Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
John 8:12 – “Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.”
Psalm 119:130 – “The entrance of thy words giveth light; it giveth understanding unto the simple.”
Affirmations
The Lord clears away every lingering obstruction from my mind, opening the path to higher awareness.
I let go of all outside forces trying to control my life, surrendering my journey entirely to Jesus Christ.
Through my Savior, I am born anew, walking out of darkness and step by step into a clear tomorrow.
Reflection
This profound piece captures the precise moment the soul demands to be untangled from the clinging, heavy remnants of the past.
Life can often feel as though it has been bound by sticky, intricate webs that have taken what feels like a darkened eternity to form, obscuring our view of the divine.
Yet, by quietly turning our focus inward and listening to the deep inner consciousness, we immediately discover that initial peephole of sacred light.
True spiritual breakthrough requires a deliberate letting go of the heavy worldly powers and negative influences that attempt to manipulate and dictate our existence.
We reclaim our absolute freedom only when we stand firm under the authority of Jesus Christ, our Savior.
In Him, the old structures completely pass away, and a beautiful, massive transformation takes place.
What we hold close in our active consciousness today becomes our tangible, peaceful reality tomorrow, proving that there are absolutely no human limits when our lives are fully left to God.
“I have pain in my left eye.”Do you see the difference between the flesh and the Spirit? I did not think “In Presence of Spirit” was a boring
Standing unmovable in steadfast strength and quiet peace.
book. It is filled with the Spirit of Jesus Christ. The Holy Spirit guided me through it.
You know, I have not written in months—nothing notable, anyway. But I still have many pages that have not been edited. I have sixty edited writings completed, printed as a book of their own. “Conversations with the Lord”—that is what I will call it. Ha… giggle.
I got caught up in the world—working, traveling. I went to Big Bend twice, to through the States, from here to Canada, then North Dakota, and back home. Not too much, but enough. And through it all, the hand of Jesus Christ was on my shoulder—even when I did not feel it.
The conscience… the right way, the wrong way… the deception of what we think is reality—when our true existence is through Jesus Christ.
We are spiritual beings, journeying through time toward the dawning of the Spirit within us—through Jesus Christ.
To see the veil lifted, so we may see, feel, and hear the Holy Spirit in His ever-presence.Jesus Christ stands firm within all people—within all spiritual beings since the beginning of time.
Our choices have been shaped in the midst of a broken world, yet regeneration comes through oneness with Christ Jesus, our Lord and Savior.
The Holy Trinity is the one true ruler of our souls. We will be alright—through Jesus Christ, who strengthens us. In good times and in hardship, in the ever-presence of our souls, we will overcome the darkness that surrounds the world.
Jesus Christ is at the highest level. The angels rejoice together. I felt you could use some encouragement—because in the oneness of truth through Christ Jesus, anything is possible. That passion through Christ is beyond words.
I am enjoying this—sharing time “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what it is:“In Presence of Spirit: A Journey from Darkness to the Light—A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem—To You, With Love.”My dedication reflects what each of us is going through, even if no one admits it.
My words, through Christ, are out there—in time and space—and will be fulfilled in God’s time, not mine. Isn’t this something? It feels good to be free—to express a different perspective on our present reality.A gift from Jesus Christ.
A way to step beyond the outer world and into the inner truth—where He is. From a place without hope, into one faith—through Jesus Christ, our Lord of Lords, God of God.
The Father of “In Presence of Spirit,” working through me. Even through time, times, and seasons—the moment is here. Something will happen worldwide. It has been written by many.
In Christ, we are in the Holy Spirit’s presence, and the Holy Spirit is within us, and Christ surrounds us. He is here—guiding all things to fulfillment.The power and the glory forever. Amen.
How are you? Are you absorbing these words from my heart? Are they awakening something within you—this oneness with Christ again?A backslider does not always know how to return, with all the noise of the world.
We need stillness—to hear, to see, to understand what has been written on our hearts since the beginning. Time does not matter. We are alright. We will make it through—along with the world—through the Spirit of Christ within us all, waiting to be revealed.
To anyone who reads these pages—these are things I needed to say, and I have said them. If you read my letters, especially these recent ones, you may feel the difference—from my heart to yours—in faith, in the ever-presence of the Holy Spirit. It would be a shame to lose these pages—but not truly. They already exist in the realm of holiness, within us.
Free the women and the children.Free the world from darkness—Through Christ Jesus, who strengthens us.We are “In Presence of Spirit.”
The Holy Spirit knows why that phrase is repeated so often—it is my life’s work. Even though not a single book has been sold—can you believe that?
So many words… and one day, I will sit and read my own book. I have not done that yet. Strange, isn’t it? I have tried—but not in a long time. Still, it lives within me—everlasting words from Jesus Christ, written in love. One heart. One love. One hope. In faith of the eternal presence of our Father.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for allowing me to write words that are positive, helpful, and fulfilling. A conversation of three—the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit—through Christ to us.(I had to stop writing. The pain in my eye became intense—like a migraine within my eye. I needed to rest.)
It is Sunday. I am isolating myself in the oneness of Spirit—to reflect, to be inspired, to continue what has been set before me. Even in hardship, declare the time of the Lord.
I was given a beautiful task—to write with the Lord. I needed that time… and I took it—ten years.
You know, I wrote “In Presence of Spirit”—the first piece—in April 1988. Thank God I still have the original. The Lord gave me a mission of my own. I must write to you—for some reason. It continues to flow, and I do not want to stop.
This is my calling.“Clarity of our true reality, through Christ Jesus, who strengthens us.”My eye began hurting again. I had to ice it. The pain eased, and I was able to sleep. I hope you are well. Forgive me for taking time to return to writing.
I send blessings—from my heart to yours: “Christ Jesus and Wendy—writing to the world.” Stop the madness. Turn to Jesus Christ.“
Reveal the inner parts of our soul’s journey. Without, you are lost—within, you are one in Spirit.” You can enter the inner chamber, where the Lord is—carrying you into tomorrow, which is only a breath away.
Endure. Stay strong. You are gifted. Use it for Christ. Help others find freedom from pain, and forgiveness through salvation in Jesus Christ.
Our Lord has guided us through the fire into “In Presence of Spirit”—one heart, one mind, one soul. Through Christ Jesus, who is ever-present. I have my index cards—names, dates, edits. Sixty completed pieces. I should bring it all together. I know the order—it just takes time. Everything has its place now. Not confusion—purpose.
I am growing in knowledge, and in oneness through Christ, and what He is doing through these writings—shared with you in love. Now it is “Conversations with the Lord,” and the husband of my youth—now my brother in Christ.
There is a reason for these words. I pray they open your heart to understanding.“Am I insane?” No—this is for the glory of God, in revelation of the heart and soul. I hope you are reading. This is the only way I can reach you—through “In Presence of Spirit.”August 21, 2005 First signs of narrow-angle glaucoma—eleven years now. Thank You, Lord, for sight.
Scriptures:
Romans 8:1 – “There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.”
Romans 8:6 – “For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.”
Galatians 5:16 – “This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not walk in the lust of the flesh.”
Affirmations: I walk securely in the Spirit of Christ, leaving behind the distractions of the flesh.
The peace of God reigns in my heart, bringing total clarity and divine stillness to my soul.
Christ strengthens me in every season, guiding my steps into His perfect fulfillment.
Reflection:
This writing stands as an enduring testimony to the beautiful reality that our true existence is never defined by physical limitations, worldly distractions, or the quiet isolation we sometimes experience.
Even when the outer world demands our presence through work, travel, and constant noise, the gentle, steady hand of Jesus Christ remains firmly on our shoulder.
It is in the deep, intentional stillness of the inner chamber—away from the chaos of a broken world—where the heavy veil is lifted and our souls undergo a true regeneration.
Our physical eyes may experience temporary pain or strain, but our spiritual sight remains completely clear, fixed entirely on the eternal glory of the Holy Trinity.
Walking in the Spirit means discovering a profound, unshakable freedom where time loses its grip and heart power takes over.
We are never truly lost or alone; we are resting safely inside the everlasting sanctuary of His grace, moving forward one breath at a time into a beautiful tomorrow.
To Gather Up: In Jesus Christ’s holy name, in Spirit
Finding steady hope and quiet peace even under cloudy skies.
Thank you for Your presence in spirit on every page of our writings. I love being “in the presence of spirit” with the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. For without You, I would be alone, and I am not. Indeed, I am with You, and You are with me, entirely in “In Presence of Spirit.”
Consequently, I would not have made it through all these years with my three teenagers. They are now 24, 26, and 28. It has been fifteen years since I left, and thirteen years with my kids. Furthermore, October 4 will be nine years of being a grandma. By March 2011, my ninth grandchild will be born. My eighth arrives in December, and my seventh was born on May 26, 2010—my first baby girl.
Thank you, Jesus, for the privilege of being Your writer into the twenty-first century. I love writing with You. You are the one true love of my soul.
Ultimately, I love You with one heart to heal mankind, from without to within, through Your Presence In Spirit.
My calling is to gather the ones who are searching and not finding. Therefore, I pray that by now, you have found the Christ Spirit within us all.
Wendy Yvette Greenwell January 16, 2017 Awe, the 16th grandchild will be here in five weeks. July 27, 2018: They stopped at 17 grandchildren for now, with one in heaven. October 9, 2018: Now the 18th grandchild is on the way.
“Lo, children are an heritage of the Lord: and the fruit of the womb is his reward. As arrows are in the hand of a mighty man; so are children of the youth. Happy is the man that hath his quiver full of them…”
— Psalm 127:3-5 (KJV)
“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”
— Isaiah 41:10 (KJV)
DAILY AFFIRMATIONS
• I give thanks for the beautiful heritage of my children and grandchildren, knowing they are safely kept in the palm of His hand.
• I rest in the truth that I am never alone, because the one true love of my soul walks with me through every passing season.
• I step into my calling with joy today, holding fast to the Christ Spirit within that heals and gathers searching hearts.
REFLECTION
Looking back over a trail of years spent raising a family exposes the quiet strength of divine companionship.
When the trials of life look vast and the decades roll forward into new generations, we discover that our paths were never walked in isolation.
True gratitude awakens when we look upon our legacy, recognizing that the very same Spirit who sustained us through the quiet battles of the past is right here, actively gathering searching hearts into His eternal circle of peace today.
In Presence of Spirit: Life is but a never-ending circle
A fresh perspective of quiet beauty and endless clarity across the living waters.
A fresh perspective of quiet beauty and endless clarity across the living waters.
Ageless at times but fascinating, the circles become cycles day by day, week by week, month by month, and year by year. Time is never-ending but standing still.
Prayers can reach the heavens, yet evil seems to lurk all around. Where do you turn?
Heaven is the way, not hell. Indeed, we are all here for a purpose, which is to fulfill God’s Plan. He is waiting and watching in every corner for His people to speak.
We must say: “I give back To You Dear Lord, what You have given me. I give my love, and my life to fulfill the plan You have made for every person on this planet we call Earth.”
Life is but a dream. The trials and tribulations we face are human-made. To fulfill Our Creator’s Plan, we need to pray. Consequently, we must give ourselves to the Lord, and then life will kick on in high gear.
God’s Plan is Everlasting Life. Ours is to repent our sins, to pray daily, to fast at times, and to believe that Our Lord Jesus Christ died for Our Salvation. He died so we may live eternal if we submit ourselves to God.
So many people are suffering in all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it. Oh, so many destructive patterns man has made for himself!
God did not make these unfortunate circumstances. Ultimately, man started making these before the flood in Noah’s time.
It is true, “oh ye of little faith.” We lose our faith at the drop of a pin, but the Lord is there to pick us right up and love us no matter what.
Therefore, we can repent our sins. We can forgive ourselves and others, and hand it right to the Lord in Jesus name. What a joy to know we can be saved!
We can live beautiful, peaceful lives if we abide by the words through the prophets of God. Everything that the people of this world should know is right there in the Bible.
Our Eternal Lives are at hand. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ To God, and He will take care of every one of us. There is too much ugliness In The World.
So let us raise our hearts and minds to the heavens. Let us bring back the beautiful aspects of life. Furthermore, this will make us open souls, ready to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.
Let us not wait much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, your family, your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think. Creative joy is in your hands.
Edited July 1988
I feel the imminent need to exercise My Rights As A United States Citizen. I claim My Rights of Freedom of Speech, My Rights of Freedom of Press, and My Rights of Freedom of Religion, which is spiritual entire of itself. — Wendy Yvette Thatcher Greenwell
Last edit, “In Presence of Spirit,” Three decades old. Happy 30th Anniversary, “In Presence of Spirit,” The Original and the edited one—this one. I went from no words to “In Presence of Spirit” out of the blue. All the extensions are part of the whole of my conversations with the Lord. “You are and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
To You with Love, January 22, 2019, Wendy
“For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believe in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.”
— John 3:16 (KJV)
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
— 1 John 1:9 (KJV)
“And he said unto them, When ye pray, say, Our Father which art in heaven, Hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done, as in heaven, so in earth.”
— Luke 11:2 (KJV)
DAILY AFFIRMATIONS
• I yield my entire life and love back to the Lord today, resting completely in the beautiful purpose He has made for me on this earth.
• I break away from every destructive human pattern, stepping fully into the high gear of creative joy, daily prayer, and steadfast faith.
• I lift my heart and mind directly to the heavens, keeping my soul wide open to receive His forgiveness and peace.
Reflection
Stepping into the everlasting circle of divine truth changes our perspective on human struggle.
While the temporary world manufactures continuous trials and destructive tendencies, the remedy remains simple and timeless: heartfelt submission and complete repentance.
When we consciously surrender our kept words and life paths back to our Creator, we uncover an unshakable, peaceful sanctuary that flows straight from eternity.
I want to be in spirit: I want to be, “In Presence of Spirit”
Finding perfect reflection and stillness beside the living waters.
I was thinking that if I held contempt for all the things I have put up with, a roaring lion would be up in my face. One of those episodes of someone else’s pure rage would appear. Furthermore, I would be in sorry shape. Consequently, it is why my writings with the Lord are so important to me.
Universally for You and Me. Oh Lord, have mercy on the world. In Your Name, dear Lord Jesus Christ, I am ready for the first, then the total. One hundred forty to hundreds. Please clear my mind of these negative images, which keep haunting my thoughts.
I went out on the only limb there was. Indeed, He had to know. The first love I put on Facebook for him and one other to see, along with all that possibly saw it through him. Ultimately, I have no idea.
I followed the course to the end for a new beginning, “In Presence of Spirit.” Going to do it! Got to do it! Have to do it! I already started it. I had to be, “In Presence of Spirit.” To me, it is being “in the presence of spirit.” In Your Name, Jesus Christ, I do pray. May the Lord of Hosts come into the very presence of your spirit.
October 4, 2011
“If we live in the Spirit, let us also walk in the Spirit. Let us not be desirous of vain glory, provoking one another, envying one another.”
— Galatians 5:25-26 (KJV)
“Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, Walker about, seeking whom he may devour: Whom resist steadfast in the faith, knowing that the same afflictions are accomplished in your brethren that are in the world.”
— 1 Peter 5:8-9 (KJV)
“Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on thee: because he trustee in thee.”
— Isaiah 26:3 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
• I release all trailing thoughts of contempt and past rage, letting the perfect peace of Christ guard my mind today.
• I step out boldly on the path of faith, fully committed to the new beginning the Lord has prepared for my soul.
• I shield my heart with the presence of the Holy Spirit, walking unmovable and free from every haunting image of the past.
Reflection
Refusing to harbor past affliction protects the soul from surrounding storms.
When we lay down heavy memories of external anger, we prevent those negative cycles from clouding our spiritual view.
True freedom is found when we fully submit our thoughts to the Lord, stepping away from worldly noise to dwell completely and safely within the sanctuary of His ever-present light.
Unified side-by-side in steadfast strength and quiet peace.
Wow!: I know in my heart this is meant to be. You and I are “In Presence of Spirit,” with one heart to heal. Awe, Sweet Mercies.
Rain down blessings of forgiveness on mankind. The forgiveness of sins is inside of us, right where the light has been shown.
Through the passages of time, we come to know this treasure house. Consequently, my communicating “In Presence of Spirit” with the Holy Spirit of the Lord will be shared with me and with you at the same time. No more talking.
Ultimately, I have to finish this off with the only heart to heal. This is the one God blessed all of us to have. Indeed, we have one heart, one mind, one God the Father, and one Son in and through everyone anyway.
This flows from and through the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ in you and me, straight to the Christ Spirit within us all. Therefore, I need to take my stand. I have to take my stand. I did take my stand.
September 16, 2011
“There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling; One Lord, one faith, one baptism, One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all.”
— Ephesians 4:4-6 (KJV)
“In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins:”
— Colossians 1:14 (KJV)
“To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.”
— Acts 26:18 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
• I stand firmly in the truth of God’s timing today, knowing deep in my heart that every step of this path is divinely meant to be.
• I open my heart to the massive flow of His sweet mercies, allowing the light of forgiveness to cleanse and purify my entire soul.
• I claim the reality of Universal Oneness in Christ, resting in one heart and one mind with the Holy Spirit who guides my pen.
Reflection
Recognizing a divine calling requires a bold stand within our own hearts.
When the light reveals that forgiveness and redemption dwell within us, the internal walls of hesitation completely fade away.
True spiritual clarity comes when we choose to unlock the internal treasure house of our experiences, sharing the profound, unified reality of Christ’s love to bring healing to a searching world.
Standing unmovable in a place of pure stillness and grand endurance.
Guide me, strengthen me, and envelop me with the indwelling of Your Holy Spirit. Open my eyes, and soften my heart. Open the doors for Your World Awakening. Bring down Your Holy Spirit. United, all in all, is You! In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, You left us to communicate Your presence in spirit.
Consequently, my times, “In Presence of Spirit,” are now Your times. Be that as it may, if you do understand, and if you do not, I cannot change anything. My role in these writings is my keepsake, and it is already in eternity. Ultimately, I guess all I can say is they are “As-Is.”
Indeed, God cares about my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” You shared Your Presence in Spirit with me because I asked You. Therefore, I had pain for so long then. You showed Your presence in spirit the day I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit.” My Special Treasure, that would one day be a giant write, In Presence of Your Holy Spirit.
June 19, 2012
“Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.”
— Psalm 143:10 (KJV)
“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.”
— Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV)
“Likewise the Spirit also helpeth our infirmities: for we know not what we should pray for as we ought: but the Spirit itself maketh intercession for us with groanings which cannot be uttered.”
— Romans 8:26 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
• I yield my heart and mind to the Lord today, asking Him to direct my path and give me the strength to follow.
• I trust that my personal story and writings are safe in eternity, kept by His grace exactly as they are meant to be.
• I stand firmly in the indwelling presence of the Holy Spirit, allowing His peace to calm my heart and light the way forward.
Reflection
Asking the ultimate question of direction requires absolute humility and trust. When we step back from trying to force or change human circumstances, we enter into the eternal reality of God’s timing. In that sacred place, our roles become clear, and we find true reassurance knowing that our journeys are already treasured and sealed in His omnipresent light.
Jesus, in Your name I do pray. “God Bless The Universe.”
Navigating the quiet curves of life, anchored by the massive strength of His timeless hills.
Bring peace, eternal in You, holy Father. Yours is the one true knowledge, in heart and soul realization, to the opening of, “I am, in presence of spirit, in conversations with the Lord.”
Mortal Author: Wendy. Spiritual Author: Christ Jesus Spirit with Wendy in Writing to the World—with You, with You in Spirit; through You, through You in Spirit.
Below You, above You, and on the sides of You. On top of your feet. In Your arms, I rest, in Your presence, of this work that is bestowed on me.
No one could stop me from following Your call. It is on paper. It is published, it is practiced, and it is put out, but now it is going to be within the grasp of the mind’s eye.
There is a way to help the degeneration reverse to regeneration for the whole world, and beyond. For everyone who has ever been, is now, and ever will be. Your kingdom has come, and Your will is done every time our writings in spirit are read.
Peace will be granted to the multitudes. The shedding of the old misconceptions of life to the illuminating light of Your ever-presence. Ask for understanding; ask for the Lord’s holy presence.
Even so, the Lord is in you, as the Lord is in me. Our writings in spirit are communications, spirit to spirit, and a cooperation which renders the negative realm of abominations chained, and then discarded.
To leave behind the past and fill in the present with the presence of our dear Lord and Savior. In the Lord’s loving power and glory, to be center, all-knowing, all-powerful, almighty, sovereign.
Our most holy of holiest, in the presence of our ever-presence. In love for humankind, to come into each inner chamber, and come out without pain—with knowledge which You have given us roundabout.
I know I had a mission to complete in the spirit of the ever-presence of You, Lord. I never thought of my writings as a sacrifice; it was my time to pray, to praise, to thank, and to keep a piece of eternity on every page. Furthermore, I wrote with Spirit, not without.
I pray for the unveiling of our union in spirit to accomplish what it is meant to be accomplished: to bring peace into the heart and soul of mankind. Wake up! Smell the Spirit of truth in your ever-loving heart.
June 7, 2008
“Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth, as it is in heaven.” — Matthew 6:10 (KJV)
“I in them, and thou in me, that they may be made perfect in one; and that the world may know that thou hast sent me, and hast loved them, as thou hast loved me.” — John 17:23 (KJV)
“To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:” — Colossians 1:27 (KJV)
“Thine, O Lord, is the greatness, and the power, and the glory, and the victory, and the majesty: for all that is in the heaven and in the earth is thine; thine is the kingdom, O Lord, and thou art exalted as head above all.” — 1 Chronicles 29:11 (KJV)
“Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brethren to dwell together in unity!” — Psalm 133:1 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
I. Encircled by Grace: I rest securely in the arms of Christ, knowing His Holy Spirit is entirely below me, above me, and round about me at all times.
II. Regenerating Power: By entering the inner chamber of my heart, all personal pain is cast down and discarded, reversing worldly degeneration into divine renewal.
III. Union in Spirit: I boldly step into my sacred mission, using my published testimony to ground global peace and bring the word of God alive for the multitudes.
Reflection
Penned in the summer of 2008, this towering foundational entry serves as an open manifesto declaring the true co-authored nature of the entire In Presence of Spirit manuscript.
Explicitly clarifying the roles of Wendy as the mortal instrument and Christ Jesus as the divine voice, the text details an ultimate state of spiritual rest—cradled securely above, below, and on every side by the Savior’s form.
The piece functions as a high-authority blueprint for structural renewal, charting an intentional path to reverse human degeneration by chaining the negative realm of worldly abominations.
By framing decades of continuous writing not as an earthly sacrifice but as an ongoing prayer of active praise, this poignant declaration serves as an alarm clock for humanity
—urging the multitudes to step into their own inner chambers, lay down structural trauma, and claim the pristine, all-knowing light of a complete union in spirit.
Dear Jesus Christ, I need You. I want You. Thank You for letting me write.
Watching the evening sky catch fire with the vibrant, masterful brushstrokes of the Creator.
I have to have Your Spirit guide me out of darkness into the light all over again. Forgive me my trespasses, my sins, and my iniquities.
Thank You for giving me breath in the writings of “In Presence of Spirit”—the whole of it, the completion in this decade, this time around.
Thank You for Your presence in every writing, prayer, praise, verse, song, and poem. I appreciate every page of our book: the originals, the edited versions, and the almost complete manuscript that I have only read.
Thank You for letting me write “In Presence of Spirit” in its entirety. Even though You and I are the only ones who know what I captured in writing with and through You, Jesus, it is meant to be like this for Your and my purpose. For Your goal is my purpose, and my mission is Your purpose, now and forevermore.
I love You, Jesus Christ. I believe everything: the Resurrection to life eternal in You, through You, and round about the glory of You. Lord, I miss You. I need You. I need to hear Your guiding voice. Furthermore, I require You to grab me out of darkness into the light of Your ever-presence.
Open my heart again so I can complete what You have given me to share with anyone who requires the only friend in the spirit of Your ever-loving presence.
I loved Jesus—I did, and I do. Help me finish the task at hand. Please, Lord, I require help with this glaucoma. I suffered too many attacks, thinking they were “eye migraines.” We require a Glaucoma Foundation in every state. We require a multitude of things, but first and foremost, I require You back, Jesus.
Show me what You want me to do. Guide me to it. Hold fast; my love is poured out to you in this, “Our Writings, In Spirit of Your Ever Loving Presence.”
Omnipotent and omnipresent in exquisite conversations with the Lord. Thank You, Jesus, for the communication. I had a blast knowing You are in me and I am in You, and that You are the Author through me, from You. I love You, Jesus. Furthermore, I love You with one heart to heal.
Thank You for letting me write. I could not find any words. It weighed heavy on my total being. Jesus, in Your name, Lord, bring Your love down to a oneness of truth, which is only through You, Jesus Christ.
You gave me You in “In Presence of Spirit,” and it is obvious after all is said, written, and complete in this, the extended book—the whole of the entire writings of “In Presence of Spirit”—that You, my love and my life, are the Author through me, with me, beside me, round about me, in every way. Forgive me for forgetting.
Sometimes life is too hard, and the cycles keep repeating themselves, worse in every generation. Help us stop the cycle of the past and bring the future to today in time, place, and significant reason.
These writings are my future because they are my past. So I wish to start living today what I maintain will help the world with one heart to heal.
December 12, 2008
“Have mercy upon me, O Lord; for I am weak: O Lord, heal me; for my bones are vexed. Return, O Lord, deliver my soul: oh save me for thy mercies’ sake.” — Psalm 6:2,4 (KJV)
“Unto thee lift I up mine eyes, O thou that dwellest in the heavens. Behold, as the eyes of servants look unto the hand of their masters… so our eyes wait upon the Lord our God, until that he have mercy upon us.” — Psalm 123:1-2 (KJV)
“The eye is the lamp of the body. So, if your eye is healthy, your whole body will be full of light, but if your eye is bad, your whole body will be full of darkness.” — Matthew 6:22-23 (KJV Variant)
“If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” — 1 John 1:9 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
I. Complete Forgiveness: I am completely cleansed and forgiven by the blood of Jesus Christ, walking boldly in His renewed presence every day.
II. Divine Partnership: My mission is entirely aligned with Christ’s purpose, trusting that He is the true Author guiding my hand through every chapter of life.
III. One Heart to Heal: I step completely out of generational cycles and look forward to the future, using the living gift of my testimony to anchor structural support and healing for a hurting world.
Reflection
Written in December 2008, this deeply intimate prayer functions as an internal sanctuary of gratitude, total surrender, and visionary advocacy.
Reflecting upon a vast digital archive and a complex writing trail, the author celebrates an enduring, hidden partnership with Jesus Christ, identifying Him as the true source of every inspired page.
The text handles personal physical adversity—the painful experience of severe glaucoma attacks mistaken for eye migraines—with striking transparency, transforming an individual physical challenge into a global mission to build foundational support networks for others.
By crying out to break repetitive generational downfalls, this piece positions the entire manuscript as a living portal designed to pull souls out of darkness, anchor a muddled past in the clarity of today, and proactively unite communities under the ultimate banner of global restoration.
It does matter how I read it. Will be accessible when called upon.
Finding steady hope and beautiful, steady hope along the journey.
Thanks for waking me up from my coma—not literally.
I knew I was going to be by water this winter. Oh, ye of little understanding. Grow in the Word, and you will be clarifying God’s most wonderful gift.
We hear, but we have to get ourselves ready. We have to project our spirits together for power. The enemy is all around us, waiting to take another piece. You need to cleanse; let us go, we have work to do.
Our families are affected, and they need us to grab them out of the fire and into the light.
January 30, 1996 It Does Not Matter
“And that, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep: for now is our salvation nearer than when we believed.” — Romans 13:11 (KJV)
“The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.” — Psalm 18:2 (KJV)
“Is not this the fast that I have chosen? to loose the bands of wickedness, to undo the heavy burdens, and to let the oppressed go free, and that ye break every yoke?” — Isaiah 58:6 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
I. Divine Awakening: I am fully awake to God’s timing, moving directly into the light and clarity of His most wonderful gift.
II. Accessible Strength: The power and protection of the Holy Spirit are completely accessible to me whenever I am called upon.
III. Family Deliverance: Through intercession and faith, I boldly reach out to help grab my family out of generational fires and anchor them safely in Christ’s light.
Reflection
Written in January 1996, this urgent and profound entry captures a sudden, awakening shift in spiritual focus.
Describing an internal rescue from a deep, long-standing “coma,” the text underscores the vital importance of personal preparation and alignment with the Word.
It serves as an active battle cry for spiritual cleansing, noting that the opposing spiritual forces are always ready to claim another fragment of our lives if we remain asleep.
Ultimately, the writing establishes a serious responsibility for families, urging us to step beyond personal comfort and step into our authority to snatch loved ones from the destructive fires of worldly inheritance and carry them into the safety of everlasting light.
