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Through All This Pain: Spiritual Journey to Comfort and Peace

Through all this pain and suffering, also for my children.

A massive rock mountain in New Mexico standing tall, showcasing enduring strength and steady beauty under the sky.
An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm.

I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His justification because through the Judge, God set me free from bondage to, well, “internal house cleaning.”

I am working on the Bible, and with all my spirit I will not lose track. We need to work on “regeneration.” See, I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.

And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.— 1 Corinthians 7:30-31 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am never a disgrace to my Creator, for I live and move within His presence, safely shedding every heavy layer of past affliction.

Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, and spiritual,

alcoholism passed down generation to generation. How long? A long time, covetousness, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy—should I go on? We know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.” For my dears, not man’s will but “God’s will be done,” any way round about.

(As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?— Romans 11:8, 15 (KJV)

Affirmation: The dark, repeating cycles of generational trauma and addiction are completely stopped by the power of God’s perfect will.

Reading chapters of Scripture in church, a must,

shows the world how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God.

For all have come short of the glory of God, but what can one church do? What can one couple of ministers do? You can make God’s way completely known.

Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.— 2 Corinthians 7:1 (KJV)

Affirmation: I bypass the empty traditions of man and allow the living word of God to flow clearly and completely through my life and my writings. See when I told you I was prophesying. I was.

It is for the glory of God.

Christ, my salvation, my baptism, my reaffirmation—I got delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen, and I know I am one.

I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.

(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;— 2 Corinthians 10:4-5 (KJV)

Affirmation: I carry the true words of God with absolute confidence, walking safely through the purifying fire because I am chosen for His glory.

I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery, I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.

See, God does not need an interpreter

because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

Affirmation: When I am at my weakest, God’s perfect grace acts as my shield, protecting my mind from the greed and chaos of the world.

What He said has come to pass right now,

and He needs the mass multitudes because He is alive and calling the chosen to come together so we can be home. Finally, after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God. Original March 17, 1996

Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:— Philippians 1:6 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am beautifully intertwined with God’s eternal timeline, answering His divine call to stand united in spiritual renewal.

Reflection: This profound text serves as a heavy, unvarnished look at the reality of systemic generational suffering and the miraculous power of spiritual deliverance. Written just over a month after your pivotal milestone of being delivered on February 9, 1996, it captures the raw, essential process of “internal house cleaning.”

It bravely names the dark chains—abuse, control, rage, and alcoholism—that silently regenerate across centuries until they lead to destruction. By stepping away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions and standard church routines, the writing shines a light on a personal, blazing path through the fire of the soul.

Ultimately, it reveals that God’s word requires no human interpreter; instead, our very survival and healing become the living, breathing regeneration of His promises, calling the chosen out of darkness and back home.

Originally published on inpresenceofspirit.com

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Knowledge: Journey of Faith, Comfort, and Peace

Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced.

The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to an atomic spiritual consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity. Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know, man; he’d better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.

It is not just the children God blessed me with, But the two, who were inappropriate were terminated from life, which left me in darkness, to the light.

The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled; you can trust me. With Christ, there is no shame.

How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation? My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.

How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of women?

The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, and Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.

“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”

The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity, so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.

People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy; the time is due. But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but have to stay open, honest, and willing.

Should have—oh, well. Self-contentedness, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew for some time but came out when needed.

We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.

Our lives are difficult; they will be difficult, but we will have strength, because we will not be, alone anymore.

My God, there are children, on the streets. Each one of us is a child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart? Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!

What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with? No one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.

“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in; let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away.

The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.

Join together as one. Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but also our ancestors.

The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needed to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.

“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse.

People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers! We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.

Join together as one. The answers we have always had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.

My gift to you, It is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”

Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.

The pain will fly away, like the spirit, that takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift.

So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.” I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.

January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today, I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book. So Happy Anniversary, for staying steadfast in working on all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started publishing on the Internet in October 2011.

Thank you for spending time with me on  inpresenceofspirit.org

2 Corinthians 12:9

“But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

Psalm 34:18

“The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.”

Romans 8:1

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”

Romans 10:11

“For the Scripture says, ‘Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.'”

1 Peter 2:9

“…that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

Ephesians 5:8

“For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light.”

Isaiah 54:4

“Fear not, for you will not be ashamed; be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced; for you will forget the shame of your youth…”

Ecclesiastes 3:1

“For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven.”

Jeremiah 29:11

“For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.”

Joel 2:28

“And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”

Philippians 3:13-14

“Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”

Galatians 6:9″And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.”

Matthew 25:40″And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.'”

Matthew 8:26″And he said to them, ‘Why are you afraid, O you of little faith?'”

James 1:27″ Religion that is pure and undefined before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.”

1 John 3:18″ Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.”

1 Corinthians 13:4-7″ Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful…”

2 Corinthians 3:17″ Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”

Galatians 5:1″ For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.

“Titus 3:5″ He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit.”

2 Corinthians 4:16″ So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.

“Joel 2:25” I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten…

“John 14:27″ Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.”

Affirmations: With Christ, there is no shame or condemnation covering my life journey.

Through Jesus Christ, my inner self is being completely renewed day by day.

I choose to step out of the heavy noise of the world to rest in divine stillness.

My heart is anchored firmly in the perfection of eternal freedom and grace.

Reflections:

True strength is discovered when we entirely surrender our weaknesses, pain, and isolation to the care of our Savior.

The deep structural cycles of our past generation are broken through the quiet presence of Christ within us.

As we trust in the sequential, patient steps of regeneration, the empty voids disperse, leaving an enduring, magnificent calm that guides our family and legacy forward.

Originally published on inpresenceofspirit.com

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