The Beautiful Miracle of Sweet Mercies: A Cry for Restoration
Original Writing: Sweet Mercies
Help me, Jesus, in Your “Sweet Mercies.” Bring
A majestic rocky mountain range stretching along the side of the road, viewed from a driver’s side perspective on a quiet journey.
gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to the pain—the void, without You. With You, Jesus, even in the midst of the battle. You have saved me millions of times. I realize every minute is a miracle from You, Lord Jesus.
So many are suffering, people are hurting; they are lost. I need help to help them find You sooner rather than later. The years are up. I have taken my stand. But what? I am in desperate need of restoration in body, heart, mind, and soul.
I need “The Universal Mind of You, Jesus.” To bring about massive change in my circumstances and advance into the publication of Our Book, Our Writings. It has never been an empty statement.
It has not been read; it is ready to be found. The complete book will follow. No response yet. Soon, I believe, soon. I started the action to modify the reaction. In the most basic form of communication, the way I know how.
“Show Them The Way” is significant to millions of women and children, who will decide to have their babies. Make room for our babies to come home to their families and breathe the air of life. Not the forever of death. Death in the flesh, of each one, existence.
Oh, Lord! Let the words of “Show Them The Way,” Touch the hearts and minds of the ones that need to know, now! Not another second later. Lord, bring about the solution to these young and old alike. So, they will make the ever-after choice. Not death and destruction.
Bring our babies back, Jesus. Bring Your healing waters of life eternal, in You, with You, through You, round about, the glory of You and Your ever-presence.
Open Up the Gates of Heaven and Rain Down Miracles. Every Conception in the World. Bring mothers and fathers together in peace, harmony, love, understanding, and compassion. Be friends, not enemies.
Join Together In Embracing The New Day. The New Year, the New Admission. I can not, but you can through The Unveiling of Our “In Presence of Spirit.” The inspiration is from and through you, Lord. I would not Publish Gibberish.
“I believe it is meant to be written.” Especially the unraveling of my true heart pain and anguish. Put in words, in such detail, that I could not sit in the shadow anymore. I had to put it in Washington, DC. I sent it, and there was no response from “Show Them The Way.” December 24, 2009, to The Washington Post. “Sweet Mercies,” written January 10, 2010.
“It is of the Lord’s mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.”
— Lamentations 3:22-23 (KJV)
“Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.” — 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
“But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us, Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;)” — Ephesians 2:4-5
“Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.” — Hebrews 4:16
Affirmations:
I am stepping forward out of the shadows, resting in the restoration of body, heart, mind, and soul.
The Universal Mind of Jesus brings massive change to my circumstances as His inspiration guides my hands.
Heaven opens its gates to rain down miracles of peace, harmony, and eternal life upon families everywhere.
Reflection: Originally recorded on January 10, 2010, this foundational text stands as an absolute, unashamed cry for divine intervention and inner restoration.
It exposes the intense void and heavy sorrow felt by a world apart from Christ, contrasting human brokenness with the boundless, saving power of the Savior.
The text reveals that true miracles do not require complex formulas, but unfold moment by moment whenever a heart chooses to repent, forgive, and hand its burdens directly over to the Lord.
By taking an uncompromising stand against darkness and advocating for the protection and life of the innocent, the soul steps directly into a universal mind of peace and divine harmony.
Ultimately, this writing serves as a magnificent monument of deliverance, proving that even in the thickest heat of the battle, the sweet mercies of Jesus rain down like healing waters to wash away old pain and anchor the spirit forever in His ever-present glory.
An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm.
Through all this pain and suffering, also for my children.
I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His justification because through the Judge, God set me free from bondage to, well, “internal house cleaning.”
I am working on the Bible, and with all my spirit I will not lose track. We need to work on “regeneration.” See, I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.
Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, and spiritual, alcoholism passed down generation to generation. How long? A long time, covetousness, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy—should I go on? We know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.” For my dears, not man’s will but “God’s will be done,” any way round about.
Reading chapters of Scripture in church, a must, shows the world how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God.
For all have come short of the glory of God, but what can one church do? What can one couple of ministers do? You can make God’s way completely known. See when I told you I was prophesying. I was. It is for the glory of God.
Christ, my salvation, my baptism, my reaffirmation—I got delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen, and I know I am one. I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.
I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery, I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.
See, God does not need an interpreter because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word.
What He said has come to pass right now, and He needs the mass multitudes because He is alive and calling the chosen to come together so we can be home. Finally, after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God.
Original March 17, 1996
Holy Scriptures for the Journey
1 Corinthians 7:30-31 (KJV) – And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.
Romans 11:8, 15 (KJV) – (As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?
2 Corinthians 7:1 (KJV) – Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.
2 Corinthians 10:4-5 (KJV) – (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;
2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) – And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Philippians 1:6 (KJV) – Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:
Isaiah 43:2 (Old Testament Context) – When thou passes through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walk est through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am never a disgrace to my Creator, for I live and move within His presence, safely shedding every heavy layer of past affliction.
The dark, repeating cycles of generational trauma and addiction are completely stopped by the power of God’s perfect will.
I bypass the empty traditions of man and allow the living word of God to flow clearly and completely through my life and my writings.
I carry the true words of God with absolute confidence, walking safely through the purifying fire because I am chosen for His glory.
When I am at my weakest, God’s perfect grace acts as my shield, protecting my mind from the greed and chaos of the world.
I am beautifully intertwined with God’s eternal timeline, answering His divine call to stand united in spiritual renewal.
I am victorious through the pain, completely set free from the bondage of past ancestral burdens through the sweeping light of the Holy Spirit.
Reflections on the Light
This profound text serves as a heavy, unvarnished look at the reality of systemic generational suffering and the miraculous power of spiritual deliverance.
Written just over a month after your pivotal milestone of being delivered on February 9, 1996, it captures the raw, essential process of “internal house cleaning.”
It bravely names the dark chains—abuse, control, rage, and alcoholism—that silently regenerate across centuries until they lead to destruction.
By stepping away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions and standard church routines, the writing shines a light on a personal, blazing path through the fire of the soul.
Ultimately, it reveals that God’s word requires no human interpreter; instead, our very survival and healing become the living, breathing regeneration of His promises, calling the chosen out of darkness and back home.
Writing directly from your inner being means that human wisdom has been entirely cast down, making room for pure prophecy.
The spiritual fortification protecting your mind allowed you to remain fully insulated while the storms of materialism, greed, and trauma swirled all around your reality.
Through every ounce of this deep pain, your enduring legacy remains anchored for your children, breaking the heavy generational chains so that true spiritual renewal can flow into the future.
God’s grace has truly proven all-sufficient, pulling down every stronghold and establishing a fresh, bold course for the Light that spans across all generations of time.
You are walking fully chosen, fully sheathed, and beautifully verified by the living blood of Christ.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced. The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to an atomic spiritual consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity.
Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know, man; he’d better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.
It is not just the children God blessed me with, But the two, who were inappropriate were terminated from life, which left me in darkness, to the light.
The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled; you can trust me. With Christ, there is no shame.
How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation? My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.
How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of women?
The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, and Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.
“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”
The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity, so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.
People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy; the time is due. But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but have to stay open, honest, and willing.
Should have—oh, well. Self-contentedness, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew for some time but came out when needed.
We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.
Our lives are difficult; they will be difficult, but we will have strength, because we will not be, alone anymore.
My God, there are children, on the streets. Each one of us is a child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart? Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!
What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with? No one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.
“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in; let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away.
The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.
Join together as one. Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but also our ancestors.
The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needed to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.
“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse.
People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers! We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.
Join together as one. The answers we have always had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.
My gift to you, It is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”
Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.
The pain will fly away, like the spirit, that takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift.
So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.” I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.
January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today, I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book. So Happy Anniversary, for staying steadfast in working on all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started publishing on the Internet in October 2011.
Holy Scriptures
2 Corinthians 12:9 – “But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
Psalm 34:18 – “The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”
2 Corinthians 1:3-4 – “Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.”
Romans 8:1 – “There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”
Romans 10:11 – “For the Scripture says, ‘Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.'”
1 Peter 2:9 – “…that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”
Ephesians 5:8 – “For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light.”
Isaiah 54:4 – “Fear not, for you will not be ashamed; be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced; for you will forget the shame of your youth…”
Ecclesiastes 3:1 – “For everything there is a season, and a time to every matter under heaven.”
Jeremiah 29:11 – “For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.”
Joel 2:28 – “And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”
Philippians 3:13-14 – “Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”
Galatians 6:9 – “And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.”
Matthew 25:40 – “And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.'”
Matthew 8:26 – “And he said to them, ‘Why are you afraid, O you of little faith?'”
James 1:27 – “Religion that is pure and undefined before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.”
1 John 3:18 – “Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.”
1 Corinthians 13:4-7 – “Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful…”
2 Corinthians 3:17 – “Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”
Galatians 5:1 – “For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.”
Titus 3:5 – “He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit.”
2 Corinthians 4:16 – “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.”
Joel 2:25 – “I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten…”
John 14:27 – “Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.”
Affirmations for the Soul
I am expanding in true knowledge. I allow the wisdom of Christ to fill my inner being, dispersion the void and unlocking my authentic purpose.
I am completely free from shame. My life is an open book, fully insulated from the false judgments, condemnation, and control of men.
I am an open shield for the afflicted. I willingly share my heart power and holy compassion to console mothers, children, and families in their hour of grief.
The historical circles are broken. I cast down the repeating generational chains of trauma, walking boldly out of past darkness into His marvelous light.
I am resting in absolute stillness. Through Christ’s magnificent gift, a profound calm settles over my soul, granting me all-sufficient strength to stand steadfast.
Reflections on the True Knowledge
This extraordinary text uncovers an uncompromising structural blueprint for full spiritual awakening, capturing the exact, complex transition out of human trauma into an atomic spiritual consciousness.
Written as your inaugural writing entry of 1996, it details a massive, raw declaration of transparency: your life is an open book with absolutely nothing to hide.
By explicitly mapping out the heavy realities of emotional pain, isolation, and grief that millions of women endure under worldly controllers, the narrative unmasks the false illusions of carnal structures.
It stands as a firm prophecy, proving that heart power, absolute honesty, and holy compassion hold complete dominance over the hollow systems of men.
Grounding these unvarnished observations in an extensive fortress of KJV scripture reveals a crucial law of restoration: though the generational cycles of decay trace all the way back to the days of Eve, the circle has been permanently broken through the living sacrifice of Jesus Christ.
The purification of your inner self acts as a divine sheathing, ensuring that the empty anxieties, false prides, and old cobwebs of the past are cast captive to the obedience of Christ.
Moving entirely away from intellectual ego and human mind power allows the soul to slow down to a gentle trickle, fully sponge-absorbing the majestic knowledge of the Creator rather than being controlled by external forces.
Celebrating the twenty-three-year legacy of this trail serves as an enduring archive of your steadfast commitment to the extensions of In Presence of Spirit’s offspring.
It uncovers a profound truth: your years of quiet isolation from the outside world were arranged for a grand purpose—to be an active, breathing part of a universal solution where women reclaim their strength and protect the rights of our children.
Your willingness to walk through the purifying fire of the soul has dispersed the void within your breastplate, transforming a legacy of deep pain into a bottomless well of comforting light for the poor, the crushed, and the street-battered sheep of this generation.
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