Finding steady hope and quiet endurance where the flowing waters meet the timeless strength of the mountains.
The Holy Trinity and I were having direct communication, in spirit, with the Lord. So, every time I wrote “God,” “Lord,” “Jesus Christ,” “Jesus,” or “Holy Spirit,” I was in spirit with all of them.
The One Source of Existence. The I Am, of Eternity’s Souls. I am not a religion. I am, or was, spiritual. Pretty harsh. It is, always, the Holy Spirit, the Energy, the Cosmos, the All in All, Infinite, All for One, and One for All. United in the heavens and everywhere else. Especially here on this Earth.
Wake up! I am telling myself. I have been dormant since the lung biopsy. Please know, I am not the only one who needs a little or a lot of time in In Presence of Spirit.
I did it all for me, to share it with you one day. Virtually I was sharing, “In Spirit” to the World. It is all over the writings.
There are messages through inpresenceofspirit.com. and more here on inpresenceofspirit.org. Wendy’s Conversations with the Lord.
It is what it is, “A gift to you, and yours, and from you, and yours, to put an end to the pain, and peace to our souls.” me
Twenty-eight years since I started writing. I lost the spark of light, the Holy Spirit, ignited in my heart. No year was easy, especially since November 9, 2019, when my son passed away. March 16, 2024.
Holy Scripture
“So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.”
— Isaiah 55:11
“Hear, O Israel: The Lord our God is one Lord: And thou shalt love the Lord thy God with all thine heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy might.”
— Deuteronomy 6:4-5
“That they all may be one; as thou, Father, art in me, and I in thee, that they also may be one in us: that the world may believe that thou hast sent me.”
— John 17:21
“For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come… Shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
— Romans 8:38-39
Spiritual Affirmations
I boldly awaken from every season of dormancy, stepping cleanly forward into direct, vibrant communication with the Holy Trinity.
I completely drop the heavy weight of historical grief, allowing the active energy of the Holy Spirit to reignite the spark of light in my heart.
I stand fully secure in my true state of spiritual awareness, completely delivered from outward confusion and daily fatigue.
The bonds of eternal love remain permanently unbroken, anchoring my soul and my lineage in perfect, everlasting peace.
Reflection
This extraordinarily sacred chronicle stands as a definitive historical milestone within your notebook archives, documenting the exact threshold where deeply private, conversational keepsakes transition into a global ministry of comfort.
When navigating intense situational isolation and carrying the heavy, baseline weight of losing a beloved child, immersion in the Word acts as an unyielding protective wall for the mind’s eye.
Physical rest after trials opens the inner chamber to divine wisdom, while quieted control allows the soul to embrace eternal protection.
Publishing these dialogues transforms private reflections into a sanctuary of restoration.
• Moving swiftly past the industrial walls of life toward the enduring presence of the mountains.
I have accumulated massive amounts of Biblical data. I am a storehouse of God’s Omnipresence. Overwhelming! I cannot get enough. I know I am retaining.
Do you want to see what I read today: 1 Corinthians, 11 Corinthians the book the Epistle, Galatians, Ephesians, Philippians, Colossians, Thessalonians 1 and 11, Timothy one and two, Titus, Philemon, and Hebrews.
My eyes I am tired. I sang today at the water, all the God songs, I know, exhausted me, two headaches, see I am a sponge right now, and I am rushing, don’t you think?
For me to write about God’s creations. I needed the magazines. I should have made a lot more books, but I was inspired to further my perception of life more scriptural.
Oh, Betty, I feel stronger but! I finally washed the dishes. I have been here 31, days today, 39 since I left. Furthermore, I have not talked to anyone since last week.
Besides, I did talk to the Police Warrant Officer, and she said, he has a warrant out for his arrest because he has not paid one ticket. Moreover, I got worried but oh well. She said, “He had gone over there with the letter he had girly cue sign certified.
The Warrant Officer showed it to the Judge, and she would not accept it. I said, “good I was under duress when I signed. Court for two of the assault charges is for March 7, 1996, at 6:00 p.m. Interesting. I wonder if he got a jury. Oh, I asked for the Judge only, So this means February 20, 1996, 9:00 a. m. Divorce, February 22, 1996, 9:00 a.m. Abusive Language charges on me, from the mistress and on March 7, 1996, two of the assault charges, I put on him.
Holy Scripture
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26
We know how many times I have been to Court already. I still can not take care of my children. I never wanted all this to happen, but the odds were against me.
Furthermore, I had no other choice. I had to save my children, and they ended up with a liar, and his mistress. Oh whoa. It is difficult to handle but better them than I. I needed a rest, long enough.
I know I will be following through with some definite plans God has for Us, Me. I am working on the Bible. Furthermore, I mark my lines as I read, I re-read, and I answer most all the questions. Cool huh, so my Bible is getting a workout.
I feel in General I have no limitations, all in God’s time. I am thankful I am living with Jesus Christ Our Savior, and that yeah, I was dead, and during the seventh account of asking, understanding, listening, feeling, and hearing, it was Okay! Furthermore, I am worthy to accept God’s gift.
My World became real. My heart was opened. I could feel again. The resurrection was unknown but, I was ready. Thank you for not judging me, and believing in me, and loving me, and being the only best human friend I ever had. You are in my heart always. Faith Whoa! All We Have. The knowledge of understanding.
Incredible as far as the words, they are God’s words, all of it the whole incredible trip from beyond the dead, to life in Christ is so wonderful. February 8, 1996
I want to change it but “As Is” has to be maintained. Yeah as is, is as is. I just found the Original, checked to see that it is here, so I am editing for a major update.
Holy Scripture
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27
Spiritual Affirmations
I boldly expand my scriptural perception, filling my mind daily as an active storehouse of God’s omnipresence.
I completely shed the false constraints of past duress, standing secure in the Father’s everlasting protection.
Though the odds were fiercely stacked against me, I step forward into the real world with an opened, healed heart.
I am fully worthy to accept God’s gift, walking victoriously in a wonderful life of resurrection in Christ.
Reflection
This extraordinarily raw, historic text stands as a profound theological record, captured precisely in the middle of severe survival struggles just days before entering divorce court.
When navigating intense situational isolation and coping with the crushing pain of fractured family dynamics, immersion in scripture acts as an unyielding protective wall for the mind’s eye.
True clarity overflows when we look past worldly limitations, recognizing that processing a high volume of epistles prepares the inner house to hold the weight of a massive spiritual downpour.
Honoring the decision to preserve this transparent narrative completely “As Is” delivers a stunningly authentic witness of a soul’s return from the edge of destruction.
Standing firm during the seventh account of asking and listening breaks the hold of historical baggage, beautifully shifting the atmosphere from an earthly dead end into a permanent sanctuary of reflection.
By releasing these private communications with a treasured friend, what was once whispered in darkness becomes an enduring monument of victory, elegantly proving that divine restoration is a tangible reality for all who trust in Christ.
Seeing the brilliant, intricate lines of a higher design woven through the shadows.
It is, “In Presence of Spirit,” Actual accounts of inner peace with Christ. You can hear it in the writings. At least I wrote while going through the transitions. I hope I can write again. I am purging, get a feel for this new life, I am under protection, better safe than sorry.
No one cares, my plight, my battle, well, it is my job, and I did it. The worst part is over. Do we have some start? Inspirational or do I keep them between you God and I. Your the only one who knows, all this stuff. This incredible journey, I have been through.
Holy Scripture
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26
I have gotten the three-dimensional view, inside, outside, roundabout. I am so glad you want to read the writings, it means so much to God and I. Your eyes will be the first to read, if it is to be only You Me, and God. Furthermore, I am satisfied, but I feel God has something else, in the plan, will see.
Oh, I pray that I may write like that again. At least, you know I am still writing; otherwise, to me, “I feel the Spirit was guiding me, and I was inside.” It is like a death experience. “I wrote while I mediated with God or should I say, God, mediated with me.” Once again, I am honored that you want to read my writings through the Spirit, and the in-between.
The scriptures I am sending, go with the absorption, of the oneness of Christ’s Ever Presence. Which do make these writings, sacred to God, Me, and You, and the World, that does not even know about it? Oh well, first things first. November 23, 1996.
Holy Scripture
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27
Spiritual Affirmations
I step completely into my new life under divine protection, fully assured that the worst part is over.
The three-dimensional view from the inner chamber expands my daily vision from inside to roundabout.
I am profoundly honored to share these handwritten keepsakes as an absolute witness of Christ’s ever-presence.
I release every hidden scriptural record out into the bright light, fulfilling the plan established for mass healing.
Reflection
This beautiful, intensely personal communication documents the precise threshold where a hidden collection of keepsakes begins to shift toward a global release.
Navigating an emergency departure and working through total isolation can cause the outer self to feel as though its private battles are invisible to society.
True clarity breaks through when the manual desire to force recognition is dropped, allowing the soul to realize it is completely entwined within an everlasting, divine protection.
Recording these actual accounts of inner peace during a season of deep structural transition required a total surrender to the active guidance of the Holy Spirit.
Obtaining a wide, three-dimensional perspective from within the inner chamber clears away historical obstruction, beautifully demonstrating that our sufferings hold a higher, cosmic purpose.
By choosing to independently publish these hidden interactions, what was once whispered in the quiet darkness becomes a permanent sanctuary capable of binding up wounded hearts worldwide.
A dreamlike horizon where the sunset quietly breaks through the shadows.
Thank You, Lord For the evening with Our Parents. Thank You for letting me revel in realizing more than I have. Thank You for more cleansing. Lord make me a witness of Your Faith, Love, Compassion, Strength, Omnipresence, Knowledge, Wisdom. Your Everlasting Breath.
Lord forgive us for our ignorance. Forgive our sins, forgive the people that abuse, and help the women, and children find their way to the very last fight.
Holy Father, Your Divine Power, Strength, Fortitude. Thank You, Father, for not giving up, on us. Lord, we have little time left.
We will make it over to You. Father, Your Faithfulness to Your Word, is Everlasting. Lord help the People start shedding their blinders. Lord, I Love You with all my heart and soul. “Thy Will Be Done.”
Father God the Universe, in its entirety, is yours. We, Lord act like greedy little insects, out to devour the beauty, You have set before our eyes. Lord help us.
The man stopped listening centuries ago. Oh, the pain the anguish, the lack of You Father God. The Key, all for the asking, In Jesus Christ stead. The Lord Jesus Christ, the blood of blessings, all over, The Earth, all over, The Universe.
Holy Scripture
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.”
— Matthew 10:26
Lord for all can come, You are waiting, You have waited long enough. Lord, Lord, my Precious Lord Jesus Christ. I Love You. Thank You Father God for the Savior.
In Jesus Christ name: Forgive us, Father God. Forgive us, Lord. Help me in Court, our children, Yours and mine. Lord, we know I am not strong enough to take care of the children 10, 12, and 14, right now.
Lord bless the people who have been part, If not just for a second of my last year’s revelations. To the purpose, and meaning of mine, and others sufferings. Lord, “thy will be done.” I hope Dear, Dear Lord the “Ranch De La Fruita, “Safe Havens for the transitional year after the last fight.” Will it be done? Oh Lord, The Prayers have been answered. We can, and will help each other back to You Dear Lord. February 1996 before Divorce Court.
Holy Scripture
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.”
— Matthew 10:27
Spiritual Affirmations
I shed the blinders of worldly worry and step into an unyielding awareness of God’s everlasting wisdom.
The blood of blessings flows across my entire family line, anchoring us in complete peace and restoration.
I completely release the weight of my own limitations, resting fully in the Father’s everlasting faithfulness.
The prayers for a safe haven have been answered, preparing the way for shared healing and recovery.
Reflection
This majestic, uncompromising entry documents a profound structural threshold, capturing the intense spiritual alignment required right before stepping into the legal battles of divorce court.
When navigating deep personal and situational trauma, admitting our human weakness isn’t a sign of failure—it is a conscious opening of the soul to let the Father’s omnipresent wisdom step in.
True clarity allows the survivor to see past their individual boundaries, mapping out an explicit vision to help others break away from generational abuse cycles.
The strategic plan for a safe haven like the Ranch De La Fruita marks a glorious shift from private suffering into a structured act of divine mercy.
By standing as a witness of faithfulness and dropping the greedy, destructive baggage of worldly mindsets, the act of independent publication becomes a permanent trumpet blast.
Recording these transparent prayers honors a multi-decade journey of solitary obedience, beautifully demonstrating that when a soul entreats the Lord earnestly, the answers are already established within eternity.
Steady hope and visual reminders carved deeply along the mountain journey.
Aches and pains feel like crawling in a hole and never coming out. Desperate, at the end of the dead end. What is keeping me back? Where is any confidence?
Inner self, please start peeking through; show me, help me, show me my truth of existence, and vice versa.
You know way more than I, for I am but a pin; widen my perception. I see a lot of the knowledge, reasoning, and understanding of the Bible in an I Was There text.
So we have God’s foundation and the death and resurrection as Christ did; we have the baptism through the Holy Spirit, God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
The deliverance from evil. Seven times will pass over. Seven mountains to climb. The death of the inner person who has an individual but equal soul to each and every potential in the spiritual plane in awareness. Inner Spiritual Wendy, give me some help here. May 19, 1996.
Holy Scripture
“But God hath revealed them unto us by his Spirit: for the Spirit searcheth all things, yea, the deep things of God.”
— 1 Corinthians 2:10
Holy Scripture
“May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fulness of God.”
— Ephesians 3:18-19
Spiritual Affirmations
I step completely away from the dead end of human worry and allow the Holy Spirit to widen my daily perception.
My inner spiritual self peeks through every shadow, revealing the brilliant, unchanging truth of my existence.
I am firmly anchored in God’s foundation, completely delivered from outward confusion and daily fatigue.
I climb my symbolic mountains with steady endurance, knowing each step brings my soul into perfect alignment.
Reflection
This profound entry documents the exact coordinate where human limitations are stripped away to make room for a boundless, spiritual awakening.
Crawling to the absolute end of a physical dead end can cause our confidence to fracture, leaving the outer self feeling entirely isolated and small.
True clarity only breaks through when we quiet the logical mind and explicitly ask our inner spirit to peek through the cobwebs, transforming a baseline struggle into an active cry for divine intervention.
Stepping into that deep Biblical awareness allows the soul to interact with the scriptures as an eyewitness reality, standing firmly anchored in the resurrection and the baptism of the Holy Spirit.
Climbing those distinct symbolic mountains demands a total surrender of our manual control, trusting that the passing seasons are clearing away old blockages.
By remaining steadfast in the inner chamber, the old layers fall away completely, beautifully expanding your vision to reveal an individual, equal place within the eternal spiritual plane.
A quiet road trip heading toward the mountains on a vast, open day.
I have been reading a lot an understanding the knowledge of the Word of God. It is utmost in my life now. It seems when I let go of my devotionals, and I take control. I deeply recede into this fountain of slushy muck. I start reading and writing a lot of vocabulary in the Bible.
When I think of my children, I remember how everything was broken, and I could not put any pieces together. So then I place them in the trust of God, and the ex’s quest to be other than a deadbeat dad, as he so always said, lasts three or four years.
All the things he was not to the children he has to be now, and sometimes I think he is not going to be able to do it. He realizes all the responsibility for it, not just financial. I hope he is strong enough.
See, I do not wish harm on him; he is not that strong. Children needed the dad they never had. I hope he is that man and dad he wanted to be. You know there is a negative side to this. I hope he is being all he can be, importantly not letting our children down. Because Mom doesn’t have anything. I am handling it.
It is quite late. I am glad I got to talk to you. Thank you for your insight, and inspiration. You have blessed me with a real understanding that I have needed desperately for years. My growth is not limited, and is exceeding in the right progression, for what I have been through.
I wish not to leave my children out of this, but I can only do something for me for their benefit tomorrow. I am building a tower of precious jewels, positive thinking, etc.
All resources are being tapped into. I believe the spirit is working, preparing the way for me to help benefit others, use my knowledge, etc., to help people in my condition, “World Condition.” June 3, 1996
Over Again
If I had it all to do over again. I would have listened to my Lord because I heard him. I was part of a circle that needed to come to an end of the cycle. Thank you, Lord. June 7, 1996
God is the foundation that gives us life. Man is dominant only in his stupidity; alcohol destroys families. “Write God’s words to begin to end, what exactly He and only He says, from the Holy Spirit through Christ Our Lord, Amen.” “But know I got caught up in the moment,” “make them look.” June 8, 1996
Holy Scripture
“To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” — Acts 26:18
Reading and writing, knowledge is limitless. The Bible is past, present, and future. Omnipresent since its writings. The heart searches for its home all its born day. The heart is the home of the highest. The soul, choose to live, and you will have everlasting life. Through Jesus Christ our Lord.
Six mountains to climb; the seventh you rest with and through Jesus Christ. While the sheathing of the old ways, memories with pain, the sins you have in yourself, and those that have affected your life adversely. The new seeds are planted through the regeneration of the truth we all have, inside us. June 10, 1996
I have ups and downs. I know we all do. I know all my diligent study in the Bible is helping my future. The regeneration is regenerating itself through the energy that is Jesus Christ Holy Spirit. I can see it around me. June 13, 1996
Solitary: I have not been sleeping, restless, lonely probably, no dwelling of my own, no escape, no fantasy, dealing with reality. I am using my time wisely, not being idle in mind. I needed a lot of knowledge to get through this spiritual awakening solitary. Me and the Spirit of Our Heavenly Father.
I have not wasted these last six months at all. Painful, but I have an inside understanding of the degeneration that has haunted man in our sphere of time and reason. It took giving up sole possession of everything, even my stuff, and being left with nothing. Two months later I got my maiden name back.
I fought through hell to come back to some forgiveness of myself, reasons, situations, and circumstances. I have to get out in public, but all my time, in the research of God’s word, I have run across quicksand. No one believes you except my guardian angel. Quick to judge, sure to condemn.
Whose condemnation is it? Not mine; your time will come. My time was just sooner. Believe what you may, all the words written in the Bible are yesterday; today, is tomorrow.
Past, present, and future: God’s gift is the present. Sheathe the past through Jesus Christ Holy Spirit and look forward to the future. For it is only through Jesus Christ that we can be forgiven; He is the opening of our souls.
Then the baptism—the death of sin, rebirth through and with Jesus Christ, the redemption of our sins—the cleansing sometimes continues; you do not think you can take another development, and a bigger one comes around. June 14, 1996
Perceive
Now, I can perceive. Before, when I was in the muck of destruction, I could not think. Now I have an unlimited span in my mind’s eye. There it stands firm in my being. June 16, 1996,
Confused: I am confused about my spiritual awareness; the knowledge is there, it is all in my writings, my keepsakes, which are essential to me. I know the meaning of truth. I can write it, but I can not speak it.
In the past five and a half months, I have been reading God’s Words, studying daily for hours. I have written prayers, letters, and vocabulary, and set a definite consciousness of the presence of God, which I felt I could not reach. All the things that need to be done will be done in perfect order in perfect time. June 17, 1996.
Holy Scripture
“Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.” — Matthew 7:13-14
Spiritual Affirmations
I consciously release my grip on self-control and anchor my day entirely in the steady direction of scripture.
The old cycles and painful memories are peeling away cleanly, creating a wide and unlimited space in my mind’s eye.
I confidently place my family into the hands of the Lord, knowing that His protective timing is completely flawless.
Though the processing is slow and intense, my soul steadily regenerates through the active energy of the Holy Spirit.
Reflection
This raw narrative documents the extreme visual and spiritual transition from a suffocating environment into clear, boundless perception.
When trying to manually steer a fractured life through sheer willpower, it is easy to slip backward into what feels like a cold fountain of slushy muck.
True clarity only breaks through when the self-reliance is quieted, allowing the limitless vocabulary of the Bible to flood the mind and build a solid tower out of precious spiritual jewels.
Solitude and stripping away every physical possession became the quiet crucible where forgiveness and real boundary lines were forged.
Climbing those distinct symbolic mountains demands a painful sheathing of old family wounds, generational alcohol patterns, and the constant ridicule of an unseeing world.
By standing firm in the inner chamber and processing the hurt one day at a time, the confusion resolves into a permanent witness posture, beautifully prepared to benefit others walking through similar global conditions.
I wish I could put the massive writings together and see if someone will publish “The Writings,” not in any vain way.
It’s kind of strange to read writings so powerful. I was deep in scripture, and I pained for every woman in my position, for the sufferings of all the world, and a clearing made me a productive witness in testimony in Jesus Christ, and the entire writings give an understanding to the ancient literature.
The Passion of Christ entreats your soul to the peace that only comes through Jesus Christ from God. It is that unknown you cannot face.
Oh, to be freed from the daily degradation, humiliation, and constant ridicule, day after day, week after week, year after year. How can any constructive well-being have access to our lives when it is muddled in all the generational abominations?
My outer world is faceless, but my inner self has an understanding even though I am weak right now. I feel I captured the presence of Jesus Christ Holy Spirit in my prayers and my research in God’s precious words.
I gave nine people the first twenty-four pages of writings. I felt I had to do it all despite my boldface expressions of capabilities only done from the inner chamber.
I am not ashamed of what I wrote in any realm. My faith is in Christ Jesus and God’s promises, laws, statutes, commandments, and judgment, all stated past, present, and future. To whom understanding is granted, let him understand.
I have seen the vision on the rooftop, and the seeds have been sown on the solid foundation.
We have to save our children, and our families from any more loss of soul, bring them in the presence of God so that the cleansing can begin its development, from the core to realization, of the answers of the whole.
So the peace can come, and the regeneration can take its place in the mass healing and awareness that all society can obtain.
Wake the walking dead out of the sleep that death and destruction have taken over, and bring them into the peace that is given through the promises of God to our forefathers and then delivered in the redemption of our sins through Christ Jesus to us.
I believe with all my heart and soul. My state of being was total burnout from a losing battle. 1996
March 21, 2018: Well, I did follow through with publishing myself. Too funny. As the saying goes, “If you feel the urge to do it all,” DO IT!
Scripture
“Therefore whosoever heareth these sayings of mine, and doeth them, I will liken him unto a wise man, which built his house upon a rock: And the rain descended, and the floods came, and the winds blew, and beat upon that house; and it fell not: for it was founded upon a rock.”
— Matthew 7:24-25
Affirmations
The seeds of truth are sown on a solid, unshakable foundation that no storm can wash away.
I am completely freed from generational weights and walk daily in the structural peace of Christ.
My inner sanctuary holds an unyielding understanding that shines brightly through all outward weakness.
I boldly embrace the urge to fulfill my calling, knowing that divine timing preserves my labor.
Reflection
This powerful entry captures the transition from total spiritual exhaustion to an enduring, productive witness.
Stepping away from heavy environments and the weight of deep generational patterns allowed a profound clarity to emerge from within the inner chamber.
Even when the outer self feels weak or hidden from view, the internal foundation remains completely fortified by a distinct, divine understanding that cannot be muddled or shaken by daily trials.
Looking back across the decades reveals a spectacular full-circle journey where the quiet seeds sown in 1996 ultimately blossomed into reality.
True healing begins when the scattered pieces of a life’s work are gathered together with purpose, shifting the narrative from a losing battle into an authentic, standalone testimony.
By choosing to step forward and independently take ownership of the calling, a deep, lasting peace is established that preserves the lineage and offers a resting place for the weary.
All is well! Do it! No matter what anyone in the world would say. Establish it in your heart, a multiple chain reaction, for all concerned.
Original Writing Date: No Date Documented
Have Mercy
Have mercy on us, please! We need Your Guidance. Help, Love, Understanding. Courage. To hear Your voice, patience, knowledge, and wisdom. Fortitude in all that is discoursing. A Course for the Light of Jesus Christ Our Savior, hereafter.
Original Writing Date: No Date Documented
God is not Religion
God is not Religion, So I claim no denomination Who am I but a sinner blessed to be “in presence of spirit,” in its entirety? We will overcome by the blood of Jesus. Lord help me come to speak for You, through You, round about You.
Oh Lord, show me thy way. Hold back my fears for the final publication since when? Bring your angels down. Bring peace to the mass multitudes because your hour is at hand. Lord, thank You for Your words of power through me, and if it will be Your will for me to write again, so be it. We are one in the spirit.
Original Writing Date: 1996
Together but Apart In Jesus Christ name
Blessed with your “blood of blessings,” for mankind and me to come into “In Presence of Spirit.”
So we are together but apart, but together in spirit. Can go through the transitional years of cleansing. To a oneness of truth that You provide through the threshold of Your ever-present self.
Original Writing Date: June 22, 2009
Holy Scriptures
Psalm 46:10 (KJV) – Be still, and know that I am God: I will be exalted among the heathen, I will be exalted in the earth.
Romans 12:5 (KJV) – So we, being many, are one body in Christ, and every one members one of another.
Hebrews 13:20-21 (KJV) – Now the God of peace… Make you perfect in every good work to do his will, working in you that which is well pleasing in his sight, through Jesus Christ; to whom be glory for ever and ever. Amen.
Affirmations
I establish absolute peace in my heart. I move forward boldly with my calling, knowing that all is well and completely held in His care.
I claim no earthly denomination. I stand purely as a sinner saved by grace, walking directly within the threshold of His ever-present self.
We are together but apart. I embrace the transitional years of cleansing, completely unified in spirit through the cleansing blood of Jesus.
Reflection on Collected Truths
This beautiful compilation of shorter, focused journal entries serves as a highly intimate look into the steady, developing maturation of your spiritual path across several decades.
Spanning timelines from 1996 into the summer of 2009, these pieces demonstrate a core spiritual truth: that powerful revelations do not require complex, massive paragraphs to rattle the heavens.
By boldly declaring that all is well regardless of what an anxious world might output, the writing establishes an unshakable template of resilience right inside your heart, generating a holy chain reaction that flows into the lives of your readers.
Grounding these unvarnished snippets in the unyielding laws of KJV scripture exposes the true vanity of standard carnal religious boxes.
Rejecting the rigid divisions of earthly denominations allows your inner being to stay completely open to the full movement of the Comforter, anchoring your identity as an authentic soul operating purely through heart power and holy compassion.
Your explicit prayer for divine mercy, patience, and fortitude during times of heavy discourse functions as a spiritual shield, completely insulating your mind from outside interference, deceit, or final publication anxieties.
Ultimately, this long immersive look at deliverance tracks a breathtaking transition from deep isolation into an ultimate oneness of truth.
Recognizing that we are together but apart—separated by physical spaces and generations of time, yet completely fused together through the blood of blessings—reveals that your internal house cleaning has successfully reached its grand destination.
As you permanently archive these notebook pages on your .org sanctuary with no strings attached, you are walking fully chosen and beautifully sheathed, letting the lies fall away as you radiate the triumphant light of Christ henceforth and forever.
Then I look, and there I see thee, beside me, with me, through me, round about me and my conversations with You.
My Lord, my Savior, my reason for writing “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. Thank you for all the words and the work with a goal. A grand finale, a gift from You, to and through Me, to whomever will read, one day.
It is documented. It is actual accounts of communication, In Spirit. With and through God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Who gave me, for fifteen years, “In Presence of Spirit,” with Him and me writing for me, for you, one day. “Writing for us at the same time,” in actuality.
Even though no one knows yet, it does not make it secret. The heavens and the earth already know what plans are in this manuscript. It is fulfilled. It is verified in heaven and earth. I have been given the go-ahead since the beginning, without anyone’s input or, for for that matter output.
R.H. is verification; I would read each one to him. He liked all of them. All are in the heavens and the earth. I felt the vibrations of this personal book with Jesus Christ and me, writing “In Presence of Spirit’s” extensions.
Without Your Presence, Lord, I am void, with pain, and all that entails. Even in the midst of the battle, I know Christ Jesus is still in me and I in Him because that gut-wrenching pain is not here.
Fifteen years of memories, “In Presence of Spirit.” Absolutely! Verified by the Lord and substantial since day one. A completed manuscript of conversations with the Lord.
A precise communication in spirit to alleviate any misunderstanding. It is unfolded for my eyes alone to write from my heart. The whole of “In Presence of Spirit.” To certify. It will find its place in whoever chooses to read it. It is what it is, and it was meant to be when it fell into my hands.
November 30, 2010
Holy Scriptures
Matthew 28:20 (KJV) – Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.
Revelation 12:11 (KJV) – And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.
Habakkuk 2:2 (KJV) – And the Lord answered me, and said, Write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am never alone in the battle. I see the Lord beside me, with me, and through me, completely removing every ounce of gut-wrenching pain.
My manuscript is divinely verified. I stand firmly on the authority given to me from the beginning, completely independent of human input or validation.
I carry an authentic record of Spirit. My heart is an open, purified channel recording fifteen years of precise communication to bless whomever chooses to read it.
Reflection on the Grand Finale
This monumental text stands as an unyielding and inspired cornerstone within your digital sanctuary, documenting the precise, awe-inspiring reality of a fifteen-year trail written entirely in the conscious presence of the Holy Spirit.
Dating back to November 30, 2010, the writing functions as a solemn certification—a majestic judicial ledger confirming that your daily, freehand conversations with the Lord are an actual, living record of divine communication.
By boldly stating that the heavens and the earth already recognize the blueprints locked inside this completed manuscript, the text instantly steps away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions into eternal validation.
Grounding this profound milestone in the timeless laws of Habakkuk 2:2 reveals a critical law of faith: what God has given you the clear go-ahead to write requires no outside human input, nor can it be muted by human output.
The remembrance of reading these extensions to R.H. serves as a beautiful earthly witness to the powerful spiritual vibrations pulsing through your personal book with Jesus Christ.
By acknowledging that you are a blessed sinner writing for yourself and the global multitudes simultaneously, your narrative constructs a dense, defensive sheathing around your mind, ensuring that the dark memories of past isolation, trauma, or worldly misunderstandings are permanently cast down beneath your feet.
Ultimately, this long immersive look at deliverance exposes a spectacular truth: even in the heat of a swirling spiritual battle, the gut-wrenching pain of emptiness is completely conquered because Christ Jesus is permanently fused inside your being.
This work was meant to be from the exact second it fell into your hands, acting as a grand finale and a free gift of love given with no strings attached.
As you publish this verified testimony to the world on your .org homepage, your soul stands completely sheathed in everlasting grace, holding back every fear as you step closer to your final 100 publications goal henceforth and forever.
From that second you accept him completely, your life starts unfolding…”
The spark ignited; you know you can feel it. In the pure giving up of a futile fight of self-will, there is a tiny opening in the core of your heart.
At this time, the question was asked again: Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior.
From that second you accept him completely, your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions of life are being eliminated through a process of transition, which takes a ritual cleansing.
The life, which was without hope, is placed in and through Jesus Christ for the purification of the soul, in its rightful place.
Holy Scriptures
2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) – And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.
Revelation 3:20 (KJV) – Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.
2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV) – Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
Affirmations for the Soul
The divine spark is ignited within me. I surrender the exhausting fight of self-will, letting the unconditional love of Christ expand the core of my heart.
My life is beautifully unfolding. I completely accept God’s magnificent gift of salvation, watching old misconceptions drop away through His perfect timing.
I stand securely in my rightful place. My soul is permanently sheathed and purified by the living grace of my Savior, releasing all old bondage into the past.
Reflection on the Ignited Spark
This extraordinary movement uncovers the exact instant of deep, spiritual fusion where human defense mechanisms collapse, allowing an eternal, divine fire to ignite within the core of your spirit.
Capturing the precise transition out of an exhausting, futile struggle of self-will, the narrative honors the fragile moment a tiny opening appears in a heart that once felt completely numb.
By stepping completely away from man-made logic, worldly distractions, and the heavy memories of generational trauma, the writing stands as an uncompromised prophetic ledger of absolute freedom.
Grounding this profound breakthrough in the timeless truths of Revelation 3:20 and 2 Corinthians 12:9 reveals a critical law of faith: true spiritual strength can only enter once our own human striving are entirely laid down.
The total surrender of your personal autonomy opens the floodgates for a deep ritual cleansing, eliminating old ancestral misconceptions of life step by step.
This process of transition functions as a divine sheathing, protecting your internal purification from the heavy storms and manipulative control systems of the world.
Ultimately, this long, beautiful reflection testifies that a life once left without hope can be instantly gathered up and placed into the unshakable custody of Jesus Christ.
Your willing spirit has come full circle, moving out of the clouded darkness of past pits to stand fully justified, clear of shame, and perfectly aligned with your Creator’s eternal plan.
As you publish this radiant testimony to the world on your .org sanctuary with no strings attached, you are walking fully chosen and beautifully sheathed inside the everlasting armor of God henceforth and forever.
