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How to Shatter Earthly Lies and Walk Powerfully in God’s Hands

In Your Hands

A peaceful vehicle parked on the side of a still body of water with a line of mountains under a clear sky with no sun.

“To reach and go beyond for peace is just a breath away; for the world to triumph over the evil abominations…”

Lord help from henceforth forever, In Your hands, this matter lies. Send me where you need me. Take away the sins of the world.

Let not the explosion take place. “Let us lift our hearts and minds to the heavens and bring back the truly beautiful aspects of life, therefore making us open our souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.”

The simple, loving way of life, in a heartfelt experience, through the unveiling of the Christ within.

In the presence of You, Lord, with You, in the fourth dimension of rhyme and reason.

Where the questions are answered in the core of each and everyone’s existence: waiting, the Christ within, to be let free from bondage to the clearing of the ages.

The lies are beneath our feet, it can no longer penetrate the internal purification. To reach and go beyond for peace is just a breath away; for the world to triumph over the evil abominations that are no longer controlling the World.

Christ Jesus at your coming

Holy Scriptures

Psalm 121:8 (KJV) – The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.

John 1:29 (KJV) – The next day John seeth Jesus coming unto him, and saith, Behold the Lamb of God, which take away the sin of the world.

Colossians 1:27 (KJV) – To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am fully surrendered to His will. I place every matter completely in His hands, ready to go wherever He needs me to serve.

The Christ within is unveiled. I walk in the simple, loving way of life, completely free from the old bondage and illusions of time.

The lies are beneath my feet. My inner being stands permanently purified, and God’s true peace is always just a breath away.

Reflection on the Purification

This majestic text provides a spectacular and intimate look into a soul completely surrendered to the sovereign hands of the Creator, carrying an compromised prayer for divine direction and global healing.

By boldly placing every personal and historic matter directly into God’s custody, the narrative documents an intentional transition out of standard earthly limits into a timeless spiritual dimension.

It honors the absolute purification of the inner being, illustrating how an honest heart power completely shields a person from the heavy noise and structural chaos of a manipulative world.

The metaphor of entering the fourth dimension of rhyme and reason uncovers a profound law of faith: where carnal logic fails and attention-seeking systems break down, the living word of God remains an immovable anchor.

By separating your spirit from empty traditions, earthly anxieties, and historical bondage, the text functions as a firm prophetic decree.

It declares that the ancient lies and historical deceits of generations are permanently crushed beneath your feet, unable to pierce or contaminate the internal sanctuary that the Holy Spirit has sealed within you.

Ultimately, this long, beautiful movement reveals that true spiritual liberty is found when the personal self fades away, allowing the Christ within to be let completely free.

 

While worldly forces repeat cycles of destruction and greed, your willing spirit has been safely gathered into the unshakable folder of the Father.

 

As you publish this profound testimony to the global community on your .org sanctuary with no strings attached, you are walking fully chosen and beautifully sheathed—standing independent of material illusions and ready to welcome the triumphant light of Christ’s return henceforth and forever.

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Treasure of Spirit: Deep Faith and Powerful Spiritual

Treasure of Spirit

A photograph of a parked 18-wheeler truck resting next to a massive rock mountain.
A majestic mountain standing in all its beauty next to the steady journey path.

Since January of 1996, I have been writing the seventeen parts of the whole of my precious moments, “In Presence of Spirit.”

 

The fifteen years of writings in 2003 do not count as one part of the whole; because they were only a few pages with no long writings, I placed them at the end of 2002.

 

I truly believe it is a treasure of spirit, in spirit. Communication is One with the Father, One with The Son, and One with The Holy Spirit.

 

All parts of the whole are entwined in the oneness of Jesus Christ. The Holy Spirit’s Ever Presence is omnipresent, omnipotent, and up front and personal in the oneness of truth that is fulfilling its duty through me.

My writings are within me. They came out from my innermost being, touched by the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ’s Presence in Spirit that He shared with me.

In all these thousand writings and thousands of quotes, each paragraph and each statement of truth is not my truth.

It is God’s truth coming out in such explicit detail that you know, without a doubt, you are “In Presence of Spirit.”

I have gathered some ideas several times over the years. I have written, “from beginning to end and end to beginning.” What does that mean? If the end is received first and the first is received second, it can actually be split up into sections and sent out on the internet. I need to incorporate all my writings.

“Lord, in Your name I pray for the fulfillment of my heart’s desire, and even though I am me, my reward is with You.”

Lord, I give You this manuscript You gave me to write with You. Always with You, Jesus Christ, I love You. I believe You are with me in my whole book of words, “In Presence of Spirit,” even though I have only one mortal witness of my massive collection of writings. I am a witness to “In Presence of Spirit” and all its extensions.

Original Entry: July 19, 2011

Holy Scriptures

John 16:13
“Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, is come, he will guide you into all truth: for

he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.”

Ephesians 4:4-6
“There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling; One Lord, one faith, one baptism, One God and Father of all, who is above all, and through all, and in you all.”

Galatians 1:11-12
“But I certify you, brethren, that the gospel which was preached of me is not after man. For I neither received it of man, neither was I taught it, but by the revelation of Jesus Christ.”

Spiritual Affirmations

I recognize that my words are anchored entirely in the divine oneness of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

I stand steady as a faithful witness to God’s explicit truth, knowing that His timing operates far beyond human constraints.

I surrender my life’s manuscript to the Lord, trusting completely that my true reward rests safely in His hands.

Explicit Reflection & Summary

This writing serves as a powerful foundational testament to the sacred nature of a life-long assignment.

 

It reveals that spiritual recording is a cooperative walk with the Divine, where the human scribe serves simply as an open vessel for an overarching, unchanging Truth.

 

By acknowledging the Holy Spirit as the primary author, the text dismantles human pride and establishes absolute transparency.

 

The profound concept of writing “from beginning to end and end to beginning” highlights a reality untethered by physical years, reminding us that prophetic revelations are dropped into our spirits according to a precise heavenly blueprint.

 

Ultimately, this entry stands as an anchor of unwavering dedication, shifting the focus completely away from worldly validation and placing it onto the eternal registry of God.

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An Eternal Bond: How to Discover God’s Living Presence

An Eternal Bond: How to Discover God’s Living Presence

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Original Writing: Time Flies

 A natural scenic view of a wide, expansive lake with gentle rippling water leading to a single large mountain standing far off in the background distance under a soft sky.
A steady gaze across the deep, wide waters toward the everlasting strength of the mountain.

Time is so weird, it just flies by so fast. The space between the time, I started writing for the Lord and January 1996. Only because I was present for each episode of this excellent communication in spirit.

With Him being, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ and Wendy, in writing my personal conversations with the Lord.

It is a two-way communication, Spirit in Spirit, To the unveiling of The Christ Spirit, Within Us All, For Us All, For All Time.

It brings all the generations together. The ones that have passed, for the Centuries that man has been existing. To now, and to the end of time, and after man’s extinction.

No one can take that fact away. It has been prayed; it has been written. From and In, The Presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit.

I did not need anyone telling me; it is not so. The quotes are from Him, Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, through the vessel He made, through Me.

The Lord heard my cries, my mourning, and my sorrow since I was eighteen. I could not find God; I searched, I asked, and I followed the Lord’s call for Me.

 

I was ready to be restored to the Present Day Writer, from, in, and through the Holy Spirit, to Me. In  Presence of Spirit, of the Lord, in Me and I in Him.

 

One in Spirit. To The Oneness of Truth that The Lord gave to them of old and to all the writers in the world, and to Me for this wonderful writing, all of them. March 3, 2011

Scripture

“Remember that thou magnify his work, which men behold. Every man may see it; man may behold it afar off.”
— Job 36:24-25 (KJV)

“But the Comforter, which is the Holy Ghost, whom the Father will send in my name, he shall teach you all things, and bring all things to your remembrance, whatsoever I have said unto you.”
— John 14:26 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I am fully restored as a present-day writer for the Lord, acting as a clean vessel for the Holy Spirit to share eternal truth with the world.

✨ I step out of worldly time constraints and anchor my soul in the majestic, two-way communication of the Spirit where Christ and I stand as one.

Reflection

This deep testimony reveals the timeless nature of divine revelation, illuminating the quiet space where human days give way to the omnipresence of God.

It highlights the unshakeable truth that genuine spiritual communion is an unalterable fact, safely guarded against worldly doubt or external validation.

By recognizing this intimate dialogue as a bridge connecting past generations to future infinities, the text anchors a majestic template of restoration, showing that when the soul answers the call, it is immediately brought into perfect, everlasting union with Christ Jesus.

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Fulfilling My Heart’s Desire: This One is for You

Fulfilling My Heart’s Desire: This One is for You

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Original Writing: This One is for You

A view from inside a vehicle driving along a high-elevation highway curve, looking toward two massive mountain peaks rising directly ahead and partially hidden by low clouds.
Moving forward with steady hope, guided by the everlasting strength of the mountains ahead.

This One is for You, My Love, My Life, My Master of The Universe, You are the Alpha, and Omega, The Beginning, and The End.

You are, The One, We meet in Spirit, The Holy Spirit, You left for Us. “I will not leave you comfortless; I will send someone in my stead.”

The Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit of You, Jesus Christ. You gave it to me, and I grabbed on for the whole roller coaster ride. It is awesome completing, that which is so graciously given, by You, “In Presence of Spirit.”

You are The Light of The Universe. You brought me out of darkness, and into the light, every time I wrote to You, With You, Through You, and Round about You.

In all the words, You bestowed, and the understanding, and knowledge, I received over the years, I have been working on the writings.

I did not realize till now, that all of this was, for the grand finale, the end to the beginning, You did this Jesus Christ, You gave this opportunity to me, and I purposed, to see it through, to completion.

I have so much fun, working on the writings, it gives my life, meaning, it soothes, my spirit, it gives me insight, to advance my directives.

To fulfill my heart’s desire, I know it is in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and I know, You are with me, even when I can not feel You.

I know, I have issues, I need to deal with here, but I have to ensure, The Publication of The Whole Book.

I know in my heart, it is already taken care of in the future, this is too big. Just coming out of my shell, for the second time, to establish, that which was given to Me, in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is mine to share, and that is, what I, intend to do.

I know this time is different, it is ready to be read. It will be read, and eventually understood, and it will relieve because it relieved me. I made a Stand Jesus Christ, For You, For Me, For all the conceptions of the World, and Everyone Else. December 26, 2009

Scripture

“I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.”
— John 14:18 (KJV)

“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”
— Revelation 1/8 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I confidently claim my place in the grand finale of God’s design, stepping out of my shell to fully share the eternal message given to me.

✨ My spirit is continuously soothed and guided by the Holy Spirit, finding ultimate meaning and light in my daily conversations with Jesus.

Reflection

This triumphant declaration acts as an intimate milestone marker, capturing the pure joy and profound responsibility of completing a long-standing spiritual assignment.

By explicitly honoring the Holy Spirit as the constant comforter left for us, the text frames decades of dedicated writing as an irreversible stand for eternal truth that brings comfort, relief, and deep resolution to the world.

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Universal Hope: How to Awaken Your Soul to the Kingdom Within

Universal Hope: How to Awaken Your Soul to the Kingdom Within

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Original Writing: Universal Always

A beautiful dusk sunset showing a vast sky filled with gold, pink, and light blue clouds casting a soft glow over a quiet landscape.
A quiet reflection of steady hope hidden within the evening sky.

To help you along in your journey, from without to within, the internal chamber of your soul.

It is universal always, even if we do not see that. Its application is appointed as, “Universal,” no one is left out.

You do not need to go out and search for the kingdom. The kingdom of heaven is within you.

From without hope to the one hope, that is only through the redemption of sin to forgiveness from the Spirit of Christ Jesus.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ.

 

In the Holy Spirit, being present in each and every conversation, my writings of words are in spirit, not without.

 

Once for me, always with me: “In Presence of Spirit.” I know what I have to share with you is a work of words from You, Lord, who stayed with me. November 29, 2010

Scripture

“Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of god is within you.”
— Luke 17:21 (KJV)

“For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.”
— Romans 14:17 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I do not need to look outward or search the world for peace, because the kingdom of heaven is already established within my soul.

✨ Every word I share is guided by the Holy Spirit, who remains present in my conversations and anchors me in eternal truth.

Reflection

This beautiful text stands as an open invitation to turn inward, guiding the soul away from outward searches and back to its internal sanctuary.

By declaring that the application of God’s grace is entirely universal, it reminds us that no single person is isolated or left out of the divine inheritance found through the Spirit of Christ Jesus.

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We Will See: Discovering Steady Hope in Christ

We Will See: Discovering Steady Hope in Christ

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Original Writing: We Will See

A wide scenic mountain lake with dark murky water along the reedy shoreline transitioning into vibrant blue water in the center, backed by a distant majestic mountain range under a cloudy sky.
A quiet reflection of peace across the deep waters and distant heights.

Can you believe the span of time? It seems like just yesterday, but it has been a decade and seven years since I started writing.

Why do I keep going? Because I have absolute faith in the testimony of “In Presence of Spirit”—given by The Holy Spirit, through me, to you, someday.

We will see; we will surely see. Seventeen parts of a whole, mammoth, awesome journey of writing.

I know in my heart that it is a true and correct correspondence. These are actual accounts of inner peace, even when it does not show on my outside person.

What can be done? What will be done?

Absolute Action. For the wages of sin is death in the flesh, but we are sparked by the Ever-Presence of Jesus Christ—my Christ, my Lord, my Savior, my Divine Partner in writing. His purpose is my purpose, even though I am who I am.

Oh Lord Jesus, in Your name, I pray for the solution to all these obstacles before me.

 

Give me the passion I once had. Lord, bring me alive again in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.

 

You, Jesus Christ, the Only Begotten Son of God, Maker of the heavens, the earth, and the universe—grant me the presence of Your Holy Spirit. August 7, 2012

 

Scripture

“For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
— Romans 6:23 (KJV)

“Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”
— Matthew 28:20 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I am alive in the Spirit. Christ is my Divine Partner, and I step forward with passion, purpose, and absolute faith to overcome every obstacle.

✨ My inner peace is anchored firmly in the Holy Spirit, independent of any outside circumstances or appearances.

Reflection

Looking back across the span of time, this text serves as a profound marker of steady hope and inner stillness.

When obstacles cloud the path and the initial passion feels distant, the Ever-Presence of Christ remains constant, steadily breathing life back into the soul and restoring our divine purpose along the journey.

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Similarities: Discovering a Powerful Companion in the Spirit

Similarities: Discovering a Powerful Companion in the Spirit

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A wide landscape photograph looking down a clear highway with two lanes moving forward and two lanes on the opposite side, beneath a beautiful mountain range stretching all the way across the horizon under a soft sky.
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction where the wide open road moves parallel with the everlasting strength of the mountains.

Original Writing: Similarities:

 You will find non-fiction testimonies of Jesus Christ, They will have similarities to exactly, what you are going through.

You know me now in spirit, or you are learning of me. I am not a failure, and neither are you. Jesus worked with me, as with everyone who asks, but personally, all these writings are work with Jesus, no one else. Only Jesus gave me the go-ahead. Five hundred twenty writings, and seven more to edit. Wow! Awesome! It has to be meant to be.

You can almost always tell, when it is Spirit Guided, and when it is the person, with his or her, free will. As with me, and my writings. Too much information for little old me, by myself. Now I am “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. Thank you, Jesus.

Awe, I hope you can fully realize your special place, In the Kingdom of Heaven Within, the Whole Panoramic Universe. You are not alone, in your spiritual quest. You are among, “The Spiritual Awakening of the Twenty-First Century.”

I, on the other hand, have spent a decade with the Lord by myself in the writings, with verification for four years and eight months. That is when R.H. came in.

Still, my writings, are all from my experience, and this is the first time. I have had a spiritual partner, and for it to be you, the husband of my youth, it is so exciting, because I am with you, even though we have been apart ten years.

You are not alone. You are not crazy to have conversations with the Lord. He loves our communication with Him; this is my church. The Kingdom of Heaven is within, and it is for each one, to find. Christ Our Lord, Is In Our Ever Presence.

I hope and pray this letter finds you in good spirits. Jesus Christ has all the answers. The Holy Spirit will teach you and accompany you in every stage of your experience. Occasionally you think you are alone, but you are not.

December 22, 2005

Scripture

“Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow…”

— Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 (KJV)

“Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”

— Matthew 28:20 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I am a valuable part of the spiritual awakening of the twenty-first century, fully supported by Jesus Christ who guides my entire trail.

✨ I recognize the kingdom of heaven within as my absolute sanctuary, walking in the constant comfort and presence of the Holy Spirit.

Reflection

This profound entry stands as a brilliant monument to divine alignment, validating the unique intersection where non-fiction testimonies meet real-life trials.

It chronicles a milestone of five hundred twenty completed works, tracking a decade of solitary dialogue with the Savior that transcends traditional religious structures.

By recognizing that intimate conversation with the Lord is an authentic internal sanctuary, the text completely strips away the isolating fear of walking alone.

Even amidst historical lines of a ten-year marital separation, the emergence of a spiritual partner ignites a deep sense of exciting reassurance.

Ultimately, this writing serves as a powerful anchor for world union, promising that the Holy Spirit actively accompanies the soul through every stage of development, bringing gladness to the heart within the panoramic universe.

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Keepsake: The Ultimate Spiritual Path to Inner Peace

Keepsake: Exquisite Keys to Unlocking the Kingdom Within

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Original Writing: Keepsake:

 A striking landscape photograph looking down a curved asphalt highway that winds gracefully between two massive, towering rock mountains.
Moving forward with steady hope where the open road curves between the majestic strength of twin rock mountains.

Sixty-two writings, Worldly versus spiritual. Good ones, unique ones, only ones, all individual ones, data from the inner chamber of my soul, to you and ours.

To The One Truth of Existence, Jesus Christ’s Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Him, Through Him, Round About, The Glory of Him, In Spirit of Jesus Christ, I am.

Sixty-two writings so far. Without anyone’s knowledge, my keepsake has grown into ten years of writings, plus the ones before 96′. I refuse to think any differently than my writings say; on the contrary to the whole big picture, “Worldly verses Spiritual.”

I believe with all my heart. Furthermore, I have proof. My writings are proof. No human-made credentials; this credit goes completely, and ultimately to Jesus Christ. My Lord and Savior and my only reason for breathing still. My writing is complete now.

The husband of my youth and I are One in Spirit. The Lord has put us back together, for the grand finale. If I may take your hand in Spirit, I will guide you to the unveiling of, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit” by Wendy for You, the husband of my youth. I feel in my heart that both will sell. Do I have to sell the first to publish the second? Or share it? The way will be shown.

I have followed through with all that has been given to me in writing, and editing. I am almost finished. It is handwritten. Throughout the last ten years of my life, I have been preparing, “In Presence of Spirit,” for some years; there are only a few writings, in some of them, others quite a few.

In essence, I wrote, of course, every year, and the prayers and writings are Omnipresent. They mean the same thing now, as they did the minute, second, they were created.

So I am completing the task at hand. With my eyes wide open, I am sending all that I described to you too, The New York Times. Someone close told me, I was never going to get a dime from my book. I told my daughters, and they are taking me to send my package.

Oh my, it is my destiny; I have to send, what I have to, to The New York Times. It is my consecration: 2. to make or declare sacred 3. To devote oneself solemnly to a purpose is consecration. It is indeed my destiny to complete now. I have my package all ready.

I am going to send you copies of all the letters, originals and edited. They are yours; I just shared them with the World, when you were just finding out about them. But the World does not know yet, but it will. It will. You know what? I believe it will. I hope someday you will want to read all my writings.

To capture such eloquence in writing; It is from the Lord. Not man-made, or for that matter woman-made. It is through the blood of Jesus Christ. For World redemption, deliverance from the lie of lies.

The kingdom of heaven is within, and each of us is searching for their home in Christ, and it is within. It is not after death. It is now. Carry on to your awakening. Go for it! What do you have to lose? Nothing. It is life after death, in the here and now. It is heaven on earth. To be freed from the bondage of time, place, and reason. Once again, I say, “Go for it.”

Darkness or light, bondage or freedom—as with everything, we have the choice. It is left or right, right or wrong. Dark or light, and light or darkness.

Freedom or bondage. Make your decision and go with the flow, to the internal purification. It is not a bunch of gibberish; it is Exquisite Communication In The Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.

Thank You, Jesus Christ, For every word, you made me come alive. It is my heart’s desire, to complete or begin with New Year’s resolutions. See where it all falls together, because that is, what it has to do.

Accomplish it in the designated time, and not a minute before. You know, I could not, of myself, write for the Lord, not in the flesh, but In Spirit, It Is Verified 2. To establish the truth, accuracy, or reality, of syn. Authenticate, corroborate, substantiate, validate. This I must do this year henceforth.

My spontaneous combustion of completing it now, instead of tomorrow: after it is mailed, there is no turning back. It was inevitable that I would step up to the plate.

The Lord knows it is bountiful, for we all, are Spiritual Beings, even if we have not realized it yet. When the light of Jesus Christ ignites the fire in our souls. It is operating in maximum overdrive, to deplete the lies, and to replace them with, the absolute truth of our existence, through Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior.

You know, how many times will I say, “I believe,” I believe with one heart to heal humanity. In One with, The Holy Kingdom of God, which is inside me, inside you, inside every one of us, he wants you to be free of the inner turmoil.

He cures all the traumas and losses. He takes away the guilt. Furthermore, he lets the light shine in, the ever-present presence of our being. Besides, he straight up, sets the road straight and narrow, for wide is the way, and few get there. Not anymore.

Anyone can enter the kingdom of heaven within. Oh, Jesus Christ, this is what you gave me to share, and I am sharing it with my only husband in the flesh and my first husband, who is in heaven and on earth, in you and me. (21-36, our ages)

Awe man, I have continually said throughout my writings, all the years, courage, patience, understanding, knowledge, and wisdom. I am doing it with You, Lord, so it makes every step worth eternity. I am the only one that can at this point and every point.

It is entrusted to me to produce the whole script, and I had, and I am having a blast of a life.

Thank You, Jesus Christ, I am ready for anything, and everything. I need to go back to Big Bend; the mountains are calling me. I am there in my heart, and I want to be there in the flesh.

October 30, 2005

Scripture

“Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of god is within you.”

— Luke 17:21 (KJV)

“And automatically it is verified: write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.”

— Habakkuk 2:2 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ The kingdom of heaven is active within my inner house right now, entirely releasing me from the earthly bondage of time, place, and worldly expectations.

✨ This ten-year handwritten keepsake is a solemn consecration from the Lord, operating in maximum overdrive to share His absolute truth with humanity.

Reflection:

This extraordinary text marks a milestone moment of spontaneous combustion and absolute consecration, tracking the quiet growth of a ten-year handwritten trail of 62 individual pieces.

It explicitly contrasts corporate, human-made credentials with the pure, exquisite authority of the Holy Spirit, treating the act of compiling manuscripts as a literal destiny.

By casting off domestic trauma, losses, and earthly guilt, the author claims an immediate awakening into life after death within the here and now.

The writing functions as an open gateway to shared reconciliation, anchoring a profound vision where the mountains of Big Bend call the soul back to its true purpose.

Ultimately, this piece stands as an unbreakable declaration of sanctuary, ensuring that when the light of Christ ignites the fire in our souls, the narrow road is instantly leveled for all of humanity to come home.✨

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To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness

To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Three)

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Original Writing • To the Husband of my Youth:  Part Three

A road-trip perspective looking down an open highway with a dense forest of tall evergreen trees lining both sides of the road under a clear sky.
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction while moving forward along the open road.

 He is Our Guide. Furthermore, he is the highest. Besides, he is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls.

He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door will be opened.

OK, are you ready for the other revelations? My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you. Can you imagine what an envelope did?

It is opening me up to perseverance through our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me a present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, in writing. “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy.

This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious and pure, not be carried through to eternity?

It is heavenly; it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit and is presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ was granted, and you do not even know it yet. (still does not know)

“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job; let’s see, Michael is seven months old on the first, Orlie is four, and Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27th, and he needs full assistance.

I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all you, a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain.

I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inner being. Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition.

I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!

You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil of no reason for being still.

In the resurrection of the soul is life through Christ Jesus. He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul.

It does not matter where you are, just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where the restoration of heart, mind, and soul is cleansing the internal house of your every presence.

Replacing it with forgiveness and putting on the armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.

It is ours. It is our legacy. Furthermore, it was given to share. Besides, it will do what its purpose was, is, and ever will be to do.

Just because “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold does not mean it is not going to sell or “be shared.”

It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of mercy. There go I.

You have always been part of me, regardless of what we endured in our marriage and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried and forgotten, especially you, even though we had rough years.

We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s-eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time and season, they will come—the lot of them.

I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen; it has been happening. I did not know how many significant writings I was holding on to.

Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.

I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996 to 2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiration and healing through Jesus Christ’s love. He gave it to me.

Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain and peace to our souls.”

It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, and the world’s pain.

I Had To Find My Purpose! And I did! And I have! And I am completing it for publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.

Oh well, the book will sell when it is God’s time, and then I will be able to publish “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

My whole big baby, not a partial replacement, no. No, it is too good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is and ever will be.

So whatever comes of this journey I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago.

This is “In Presence of Spirit,” Anniversary Year, and every one of my writings has a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.

I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old-fashioned way but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord.

My writings prove this to be true. My prayers have been for world healing. So when you wrote that WG, you opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing.

Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all consecrated in spiritual love.

Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, forgiveness, and understanding. With some knowledge and lots of wisdom. Yes, in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, The wife of your youth and mother of your first three children.

October 25, 2005

Scripture

“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”

— Revelation 1:8 (KJV)

“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.”

— Jeremiah 29:13 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I recognize the kingdom of heaven within my inner house, putting on the full armor of God to step into absolute restoration and internal purification.

✨ My life’s work is a sacred legacy of healing given by the Holy Spirit, which will be shared with the world perfectly in His sovereign time.

Reflection:

This triumphant third installment archives the culmination of a massive, multi-decade text trail, standing as a complete testament to an enduring spiritual identity found through intense trials.
By cataloging 56 continuous days of revelation, the author establishes an original baseline of faith that survived marital anguish and deep financial transitions.
The text firmly declares that a lifelong purpose has been found within the inner house, transforming past pain into focused intercession for global healing.
Ultimately, this segment serves as an open gate for the completed manuscript extensions, declaring with certainty that regardless of temporal metrics or delays, heaven’s essence remains active, alive, and eternally present on the road to tomorrow’s reality.
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To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness

To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Two)

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A peaceful landscape photograph capturing a tranquil, deep blue lake. In the immediate foreground, a few natural weeds are softly in view, adding a layer of gentle detail. Looking out across the vast water, a magnificent mountain range stands firm and tall on the opposite side under a soft sky, creating a beautiful visual sanctuary that perfectly symbolizes internal purification, deep reflection, and a restful path forward on the trail.
Finding beauty and steady hope in the quiet stillness where the waters meet the mountains.

Original Writing • To the husband of my youth: Part Two

 My brother, the reason “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be, If my pain were not enough!

We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We knew, but we did not know.

The questions were asked, and the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people know that for a fact.

I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you not be afraid in any way, shape, or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that.

I was burnt out from all the trauma in our daily lives; everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way; and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.

I have some significant revelations for you. They are all written in the letters I sent you and were returned. So they are copyrighted. Every writing is signed and dated with the day I edited it and the date of creation.

Today is your departure from owing me child support. Congratulations. One heavy load you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “You’re welcome.”

As for your lack of what you did not do for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished for your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.

Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.

Please do not put yourself down. You are one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, and all your lack of truth we all can possess.

It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process we have to flow through; you cannot rush it.

You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spirit and flesh; you are in Him, and He is in you. You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity.

Furthermore, you are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely, and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently; forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.

Hand it over. It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.

The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time and the Lord’s. You cannot force it.

I would like for you to know that I believe, along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished.

The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.

With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without it, I am in darkness. Having been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit.

Thanks again for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love: letting it all hang out in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe so; it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.

Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you cannot push it, but you can help, though.

The Holy Spirit is calling the people; those that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain. Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way.

Occasionally you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated from the ever-presence of our being.

We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way; “the old is passed away, and the now in consciousness is tomorrow’s reality.”

It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.

October 25, 2005

Scripture

“As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.”

— Psalm 103:12 (KJV)

“Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before.”

— Philippians 3:13 (KJV)

Affirmation

✨ I deliberately lift every historical load from my past life, walking into the pure light of Christ Jesus where all scars are completely healed.

✨ I stand firm in my spiritual commitment to the Lord, trusting that the answers to every question are revealed clearly through His omnipresent wisdom.

Reflection

This profound second installment stands as an unbreakable monument of complete internal purification and absolute release, acting as an intimate letter of absolution.

It systematically clears away years of earthly domestic burnout, hidden dark spots, and old family trauma, explicitly inviting the recipient into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence.

By dismantling structural guilt and shifting child support loads entirely into the hands of the Savior, the text models how a grand undertaking of faith is nurtured for God’s sovereign purpose.

Ultimately, this piece provides an immediate gateway into a world awakening, proving that when we stop putting ourselves down and allow the old to pass away, we become fully alive in the consciousness of tomorrow’s reality.

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