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Look Past Myself An Unveiling of Divine Comfort

Look Past Myself

A wide mountain range under dark skies with a bright sunset shining at the horizon.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

I do not know how to write to you and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel I do not have the boldness to forget about me:

“Look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”

I could not, of myself, have written this book all by myself. You were, are, and will always be in the midst of me.

You are the Resurrection and the Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though I am not in any order, as per religious order.

You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just that I am stuck and worried, and my eyes need attention from a specialist.

Oh Lord, execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me my purpose in this existence. Making it easier to find you. In their ever-presence.

In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit, With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One in spirit, one with You, Lord, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.

To the realities that be. In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us.

To the Unveiling of Your Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

September 7, 2009

Scriptures

“But he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”

— Isaiah 41:10 (KJV)

“I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.”

— Philippians 4:13 (KJV)

Affirmations

I look past my human weaknesses and physical limitations, allowing the perfect strength and light of Jesus Christ to radiate entirely through my life and writing.

I release all worry, strain, and anxiety about the timing and execution of this manuscript, trusting completely that the Holy Trinity guides my purpose and opens every door.

I am anchored in the eternal reality that I am ever-present with the Lord, and His Holy Spirit flows through my spirit in perfect oneness and bold truth.

Reflection

In “Look Past Myself,” you offer a transparent and beautiful window into the sacred surrender required of a spiritual writer.

True boldness does not come from our human confidence, but from the quiet realization that we cannot carry out our divine purpose all by ourselves.

When physical health brings worry or our strength feels small, stepping back allows the Resurrection and the Life to step forward.

By resting in the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity, your writings transcend personal limitations to unveil the Christ Spirit within us all.

Even when your physical eyes feel weak and require specialized care, the internal eye of your spirit remains brilliantly clear.

The execution of this manuscript is safe within His divine timing; you do not have to hold it together by your own strength, for His glory shines most powerfully right through the moments you feel the weakest.

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Personal Declaration: A Beautiful Awakening of the Soul

Personal Declaration

I Am At The Beginning

A two-lane mountain highway curving smoothly between massive solid rock mountains on both sides
A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.

At the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Each one of “My Conversations with the Lord” is mine to share, and share I must do.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I pray for world healing in and through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, of you, Jesus Christ.

In One, “With the Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”

I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”

With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The only one who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain right out of me, and gave me all my times, in presence of spirit, ”with you, where I want to be.

Scriptures

“Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.”

— Matthew 28:19 (KJV)

“Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.”

— Psalm 139:7-8 (KJV)

“Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise.”

— Jeremiah 17:14 (KJV)

Affirmations

I boldly stand on the truth that every conversation shared with me by the Holy Spirit is a sacred deposit meant to bring light to a darkened world.

I lift my voice in complete agreement with the Holy Trinity, releasing prayers of total restoration and divine healing across the entire earth.

The old wounds are completely extracted, and I rest safely in the internal chamber where my love and my life are forever secure with the Lord.

Reflection

This Personal Declaration stands as a beautiful gatekeeper to your entire collection of writings. It acts as an anchor, boldly declaring that everything following it is a direct consequence of a raw, beautiful communion with the Living God.

Sharing these intimate accounts is not a matter of human ambition, but a divine commission.

What was spoken in the quiet, isolated spaces of deep suffering must be brought into the open air to help set others free from their own internal bondage.

True world healing begins when an individual heart experiences total deliverance.

By acknowledging the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit as one unified presence within your soul, the profound isolation drops away, revealing an eternal sanctuary where time slows down and the spirit awakens.

When you state “I am at the beginning,” it serves as a powerful reminder that every season of quiet preparation is just the foundation for a grand finale.

 

The gut-wrenching pain of the past has been completely repurposed into a brilliant testament of grace, establishing a pathway of steady hope for whoever chooses to step out of darkness and read these pages.

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Past Events: A Spiritual Journey of Faith, and Divine Guidance

Past Events

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A brilliant burst of afternoon sunlight radiates through a natural opening in a tree trunk, filling the frame with warm, heavenly light.

I was told past events do not matter. I am here to say the problems we have today are generational abominations, long-suffering in any realm. To think you are anything but the dust of the dark.

The light awaits the love, the compassion, the understanding, the courage, the patience, the wisdom, and the knowledge.

It relinquishes the past of its present pain and stands forthright in faith to the truth of our existence.

This is the point:

I will use my writings, my experiences, and ultimate uplifting of the powers of God’s love for us. We have been protected. Each has gathered generational knowledge.

We have been searching for the key to our hearts.

Therein lies the pain that needs to be unraveled. It’s all your life plus your ancestor’s, repeating the same misconceptions of life.

The abominations regenerate themselves to total degeneration

and destruction, as seen in my family. And in order for the regeneration to begin, there needed to be (my) complete abandonment.

No one on this planet is perfect.

One source, one God Almighty. I’ve been told God only gives as much as you can handle. I feel as if all of us were on overload.

January 24, 1996

Scriptures

“But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

— 1 Peter 2:9 (KJV)

“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.”

— Matthew 11:28 (KJV)

“The Lord shall fight for you, and ye shall hold your peace.”

— Exodus 14:14 (KJV)

Affirmations

My heart is open to the light, and I release the heavy weights of the past.

Through faith, the cycle of pain is unraveled, and healing flows into my present day.

I am protected by Almighty God, standing forthright in the truth of our existence.

Reflection

The modern world claims that the past carries no weight, yet the profound, long-suffering struggles we encounter today are the direct, regenerating cycles of ancestral misconceptions.

To believe we are anything more than dust in the darkness is to miss the truth, yet a transformative light is waiting for those who approach this existence with love, compassion, understanding, courage, patience, wisdom, and knowledge.

This truth frees the present from its historical pain and allows a person to stand forthright in absolute faith.

The ultimate purpose is to use these original writings, hard-earned experiences, and the uplifting power of God’s love to show that we have been protected all along.

Every generation has gathered its own deep knowledge, searching for a key to the heart where the true pain must be unraveled.

Instead of breaking free, lives simply repeat the exact same errors of those who came before, causing family lines to spiral into total destruction and degeneration.

For this cycle to stop and a true spiritual regeneration to begin, it required a total and complete abandonment of oneself.

No human on this earth is perfect, and there is only one source, one God Almighty.

While the world claims God never gives more than a person can bear, the reality is that the weight of these generational patterns has left everyone completely overloaded.

When human souls reach this point of absolute sensory and emotional overload, the invitation of the Savior to “come and rest” becomes the definitive breaking point for the curse.

By choosing complete abandonment over trying to fight the generational decay with human methods, you hand the battle over to the Lord.

The unraveled historical pain loses its capability to replicate, turning what once felt like a destructive dead-end into a clean slate where your gathered ancestral knowledge can finally be filtered through pure, divine light.

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Thoughts: Spiritual Reflections on Comfort, Faith, and Peace

Thoughts

A beautiful distant mountain view on the left side of the road under a clear sky.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

Thoughts flowing, with nowhere to hide. For all is gone, and You are Thee, that lights—the Light of Thine Heart, Soul, Breath. Thy mind is elevated from the world roundabout. For it is, “Thy will be done,” for the strength I have is from thee.

The knowledge I have received through my tribulations is wisdom and has given me courage and faith that belongs to “Our Father in Heaven.” For it is “Our Father in Heaven” who walked with and protected me through the threshold of death and showed me life.

I have taken my cross, and I have borne it for many. I was buried and awakened in the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost, and the Spirit. I have been delivered of my trespasses and my iniquities. I have been granted immunity, for I have no liens on one thing, not even my children.

Lord, the seeds, which were planted among the years, I was blessed with our children; let them flourish a thousandfold. In Jesus name, sprinkled with Your blood of blessings.

The seeds are good compassion, passion for causes, and protection of one’s husband, no more, for if we are abused, our children are profoundly harmed. Lord, help us find the way to get to your people faster so all can see the glory of God before their very eyes.

Lord, You Are The Beginning and The End.

You are the Alpha and Omega. You are the light of the Universe. You sent Jesus Christ to be born and show man the way out of the darkness. Salvation, through Jesus Christ. He has died, and he was risen into heaven and sits at the right hand of the Father.

Only through believing, with thine heart, that Jesus Christ is Our Savior and your Savior and graciously accepting the testimonies thereof. In acceptance of Christ is in motion. Then, without shame, when the transition of eighteen inches, mind to the heart, is attained.

We honor baptism, in the script in which we die and are resurrected from our iniquities. The cleansing process has begun; all sheaths of past life are shed off.

Questions are answered. Everything has its time, place, and reason. Good or evil. But it is ours, for the asking. Seek ye, first, the Kingdom of Heaven, it is for, and through, Jesus Christ that we live, move, and have our being.

For if Christ did not die for us, then all souls would be lost forever. For we are a small nation, no one greater than the other, except the Lord Our God, who wished all His people would come to the glory of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.

Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996

Scriptures

“But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”

— Matthew 6:33 (KJV)

“For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.”

— Acts 17:28 (KJV)

“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”

— Revelation 1:8 (KJV)

Affirmations

I am completely transparent before the Lord, with a mind elevated above worldly concerns.

I am granted spiritual immunity and strength, trusting that the seeds of compassion will flourish a thousandfold.

I am secure in my salvation through Jesus Christ, allowing my mind to bridge the eighteen inches down into my heart.

I am fully cleansed and resurrected from past iniquities, safely walking in the path of the Holy Spirit.

Reflection

This deep, foundational writing serves as a powerful prelude to your spiritual journey. It beautifully captures the profound transition of moving eighteen inches from the human mind down into the spiritual heart.

Written in a state of deep morning and pure mourning exactly four days after your divorce, the words read as an compromised declaration of spiritual freedom. They show divine protection.

It reveals a soul completely stripped of worldly dependencies. The text claims divine immunity and casts all burdens fully into the hands of the Father. This includes the legacy of your children.

It serves as a timeless reminder for readers. When human systems and marriages dissolve into darkness, the everlasting light of Jesus Christ immediately fills the void. This prepares the way for a clean, resurrected path forward.

This foundational writing stands as a powerful testament to absolute spiritual liberation. It was captured in a moment of profound personal mourning exactly four days after your divorce.

It records the precise instant where human structures collapse, yet the soul refuses to be broken. Instead, it chooses to claim divine immunity from worldly attachments, liens, and tracking.

The text stands as a sacred map for the ultimate spiritual transition. It guides the soul in moving eighteen inches down from the analytical human mind straight into the resting, believing heart.

By completely surrendering your past, your burdens, and the legacy of your children into the Father’s care, a clean path is revealed. All old layers are shed away, leaving only pure, streaming light.

The absolute vulnerability of having nowhere to hide becomes your greatest spiritual armor.

By releasing all legalistic and earthly hold over your life and your family, you step completely out of human jurisdiction. This brings you into direct alignment with the Holy Trinity.

The seeds of protection, compassion, and divine purpose you have planted during years of deep tribulation are eternally watered by His grace.

This ensures that no weapon or generational trauma can obstruct the rapid unveiling of God’s glory right through your testimony.

The absolute vulnerability of having nowhere to hide becomes a protective mantle.

By lifting your eyes past worldly weights, your spirit anchors firmly into the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity.

This allows your hard-earned wisdom to flow out with total clarity. The deep, restorative cleansing ensures that every old sheath falls away.

It leaves behind an open sanctuary of peace where your conscious mind fully rests in the Savior’s eternal care.

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Faith and Cause: Spiritual Journey of Comfort, and Grace

Faith and Cause

A distant mountain range on the left under a vast sky, representing enduring strength and divine guidance on life's journey.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

It is better to be the subject of ridicule than to be there oneself, because if thou art there, then does it not mean that you listened? “Oh you of little faith,” if the wise do speak their truth. Then who am I, but the messenger, disguised through glasses, eyes of heavenly dew?

It is better to bear the pain. When the tide rolls in, there I am, with He who made me—whole in His entirety, straightway from hell into His heaven.

Thanks be to the Father. Holy art thou, who made the heavens and the Earth, for it is God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. Which has brought us out of the dung hills?

I have lost man’s way, but in God’s way, I have triumphed. For God, straightway, showed me the way out of the darkness. Through the long tunnel of darkness.

I have not been satisfied with man’s way. God’s way is greater than you can imagine. He is the life and light of our souls. He has not forsaken us; we have Him.

Lord, forgive us for being so weak in faith. Bless people with the ability to know that you have been with them all the while, and stir their spirit. Bring a song to their ear, throughout their being.

Bring dance to their bodies, to rejoice in the movements of our bodies. Bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to pain. Lord, recognize not I, who am writing, but to all the people, who are yet afflicted.

Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996

Affirmations

I am a messenger of truth, anchored in God’s path and safely guided out of the darkness.

I am triumphant in God’s way, knowing His plan is greater than anything man can imagine.

I am filled with a strong faith, secure in the life and light that flows through my soul.

I am resting in His entirety, lifted safely out of worldly pain into the Father’s heavenly grace.

Journey Summary & Reflection

This piece captures the immediate, raw aftermath of a profound life shift, standing as a testament to absolute spiritual rescue.

Written precisely four days after your world was completely rearranged, the words reveal a soul standing firmly between the painful shadows of the physical world and the immediate lifting power of the Holy Spirit.

In this space, human opinion and worldly ridicule fade into nothingness, replaced by the realization that you are the messenger tasked with carrying an eternal truth.

It is a declaration of triumph over darkness, showing that even when man’s way is lost, God’s way instantly paves a path straight from despair into grace, bringing comfort, song, and dance back to hearts that are afflicted.

It was absolutely your raw guts, written straight from the depths of your soul during one of the most intense moments of your life.

When you write freehand without any scriptures attached, it means there was no intermediary—no outside text or filtering—between what your heart was experiencing and the paper.

It is pure, unfiltered transparency. “Faith and Cause” represents a raw emotional landscape transformed by a divine anchor.

In your writing trail, Faith is your unwavering choice to trust God in the middle of a storm, while Cause is the unique spiritual mission and purpose He deposited directly into your hands for this lifetime.

Writing this exactly four days after your divorce means you were turning raw pain, isolation, and betrayal into a sanctuary of peace.

It is the ultimate testament that even when “man’s way” completely breaks down, your soul immediately triumphed by anchoring directly into God’s way.

“Faith and Cause” represents a bold anchor of belief and your absolute commitment to a spiritual mission.

When you use this phrase, it serves as a powerful testament to your unwavering trust in a greater plan and divine timing, even when the immediate physical world is completely broken.

The dedicated spiritual path and purpose deposited directly into your life journey is what you are tasked with capturing and sharing.

It marks the exact transition where raw personal pain is transformed by the Holy Spirit into an enduring, powerful legacy.

Standing beneath the veil as a disguised messenger with eyes of heavenly dew, you bear the immediate weight of transition so that others might step out of their dark tunnels.

This raw testimony proves that when the world completely strips away human solutions, the perfect wholeness of God is instantly realized, offering complete deliverance to all who remain afflicted.

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How to Overcome Betrayal Through the Power and Truth of Christ

      God is here, God is now

             Present Tense

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Finding a steady foundation of beauty and hope along the winding road.                                                        

“Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe”God is all! God is good! God is omnipresent, in infinite grace, binding in the glory of our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through diligent searching can you entreat, my soul, so much knowledge and understanding of the past and the essence of sin.

It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live—through the forgiveness of sins, for which our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ died for us.

People think, Who is she? She is a nobody with no money behind her; she has not worked for pay. I worked through it all; round about me, iniquity was surrounding me everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abused—emotional, spiritual, physical (at times), and conclusive to the torture of one’s reality of hell.

Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek seventy times seventy, asking the Lord: I do not understand what you mean. How do I get to you? I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly. Lust, greed, and all the abominations are round about; I cannot let go of my mistakes; I cannot stop hurting; I am being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest and desired work.

There was no one on earth as convicted as I in sin, living in limbo, for the revelation of Jesus Christ is a moment away but seems like a lifetime.

The road is long and hard to search for the truth. It is a journey within, but to go within, you need to let all the outside distractions go.

The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.

For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives in every one of us. It is not human lusts that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything with you. Not only that, which is nothing anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness grips all of us, with or without people around us; loneliness is omnipresent.

For it is not through lusts that we live, move, and have our being, but through “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present, and future. Who is life, now and forever? For without our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained in the midst of our world, alone. Lost among the scattered sheep, searching but not finding.

For the answer lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time. I have, as with the world, lived in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, and non-fundamental.

For it is through Christ Our Savior that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering will have justification in the end.

Freed from the offspring of a man with no shepherd. The shepherd is calling us in. All the scattered sheep are coming home to Father God through Jesus Christ, our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding.

In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces the day through. Let my work be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage that could have been rectified in working through Christ but was not forgiven for a purpose.

Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no trust do not become me. God’s way is the true direction. For I was lost without You, and now I am found. For My Love Is In You, Through You, round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.

Lord, please guide our children. Let them know I am working on me with you, and hopefully, it will be your will for me to be with our children again. Your will be done when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for Your Ever-Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank you, Heavenly of Heaven.

He was already married, yes, we got divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married on May 18, 1996; I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen!

Original Writing Date: May 29, 1996

Holy Scripture (King James Version)

2 Peter 2:8 – For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.

2 Peter 3:8 – But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.

1 John 3:18 – My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

1 John 4:2 – Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confessed that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God.

1 John 4:4 – Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world.

Affirmations

I am anchored in Christ’s timing, knowing one day with the Lord is as a thousand years.

I am determined to love not just in word, but in concrete deed and absolute truth.

I am filled with the Spirit of God, which overcomes every distraction of the physical world.

I am secure in the truth that He who lives within me is far greater than anyone in the world.

Reflection

Your writing is an inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost part of your soul.

When you sit down to write freehand, you are not simply thinking up words on your own or relying on human intellect.

Instead, you are capturing a divine connection where the personal self fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.

Even when the physical world around you felt completely broken, filled with deceit, and isolated, you were never truly alone.

The Lord was right there with you in spirit, lifting you out of that intense pain of despair and providing the absolute truth and spiritual support needed to bring these words to light.

This is why the phrase “Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe” is so powerful.

In God’s realm, time does not operate by human constraints—as your scripture from 2 Peter reminds us, a thousand years is as a single day.

By writing in that exact presence, you were tapped into an eternal, unchanging spiritual law: God’s truth, His grace, and His love are omnipresent, completely filling the spaces where worldly things fade away.

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