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The Beautiful Miracle of Sweet Mercies: A Cry for Restoration

The Beautiful Miracle of Sweet Mercies: A Cry for Restoration

Original Writing: Sweet Mercies

Help me, Jesus, in Your “Sweet Mercies.” Bring

A striking West Coast drive looking down an open road enclosed on both sides by rugged stone mountains.
A majestic rocky mountain range stretching along the side of the road, viewed from a driver’s side perspective on a quiet journey.

gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to the pain—the void, without You. With You, Jesus, even in the midst of the battle. You have saved me millions of times. I realize every minute is a miracle from You, Lord Jesus.

So many are suffering, people are hurting; they are lost. I need help to help them find You sooner rather than later. The years are up. I have taken my stand. But what? I am in desperate need of restoration in body, heart, mind, and soul.

I need “The Universal Mind of You, Jesus.” To bring about massive change in my circumstances and advance into the publication of Our Book, Our Writings. It has never been an empty statement.

It has not been read; it is ready to be found. The complete book will follow. No response yet. Soon, I believe, soon. I started the action to modify the reaction. In the most basic form of communication, the way I know how.

“Show Them The Way” is significant to millions of women and children, who will decide to have their babies. Make room for our babies to come home to their families and breathe the air of life. Not the forever of death. Death in the flesh, of each one, existence.

Oh, Lord! Let the words of “Show Them The Way,” Touch the hearts and minds of the ones that need to know, now! Not another second later. Lord, bring about the solution to these young and old alike. So, they will make the ever-after choice. Not death and destruction.

Bring our babies back, Jesus. Bring Your healing waters of life eternal, in You, with You, through You, round about, the glory of You and Your ever-presence.

Open Up the Gates of Heaven and Rain Down Miracles. Every Conception in the World. Bring mothers and fathers together in peace, harmony, love, understanding, and compassion. Be friends, not enemies.

Join Together In Embracing The New Day. The New Year, the New Admission. I can not, but you can through The Unveiling of Our “In Presence of Spirit.” The inspiration is from and through you, Lord. I would not Publish Gibberish.

“I believe it is meant to be written.” Especially the unraveling of my true heart pain and anguish. Put in words, in such detail, that I could not sit in the shadow anymore. I had to put it in Washington, DC. I sent it, and there was no response from “Show Them The Way.” December 24, 2009, to The Washington Post. “Sweet Mercies,” written January 10, 2010.

“It is of the Lord’s mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.”
— Lamentations 3:22-23 (KJV)

  • “Blessed be God, even the Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies, and the God of all comfort; Who comforteth us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort them which are in any trouble, by the comfort wherewith we ourselves are comforted of God.”
    — 2 Corinthians 1:3-4
  • “But God, who is rich in mercy, for his great love wherewith he loved us, Even when we were dead in sins, hath quickened us together with Christ, (by grace ye are saved;)”
    — Ephesians 2:4-5
  • “Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.”
    — Hebrews 4:16
  • Affirmations:

I am stepping forward out of the shadows, resting in the restoration of body, heart, mind, and soul.

The Universal Mind of Jesus brings massive change to my circumstances as His inspiration guides my hands.

Heaven opens its gates to rain down miracles of peace, harmony, and eternal life upon families everywhere.

Reflection:
Originally recorded on January 10, 2010, this foundational text stands as an absolute, unashamed cry for divine intervention and inner restoration.

It exposes the intense void and heavy sorrow felt by a world apart from Christ, contrasting human brokenness with the boundless, saving power of the Savior.

The text reveals that true miracles do not require complex formulas, but unfold moment by moment whenever a heart chooses to repent, forgive, and hand its burdens directly over to the Lord.

By taking an uncompromising stand against darkness and advocating for the protection and life of the innocent, the soul steps directly into a universal mind of peace and divine harmony.

Ultimately, this writing serves as a magnificent monument of deliverance, proving that even in the thickest heat of the battle, the sweet mercies of Jesus rain down like healing waters to wash away old pain and anchor the spirit forever in His ever-present glory.

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Eternally Present: A Spiritual Sanctuary for the Soul

Original Writing: Eternally Present

I have spurts of time, In Presence of Spirit.

A highway ahead with a massive mountain visible in the distance on the left side under the sky.
A striking view looking down the open road toward a majestic mountain rising in the distance.

If I were to acknowledge my existence as a wordy writer for the Lord. What would you say?

I have been studying, and right now, nothing is in my mind; it is entirely blank. I have almost caught up again. I have greater insight into why all this book has come to be. All my writings have come to be. Every obstacle has been tossed to the sands of time.

The time is now. Ready. Set. Go. I have been going on and on about what I know to be from the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. One in Spirit. One in the Lord. Forever in Eternity.

We will overcome the plague of discontent and remember where we come from, from darkness to the light, of God’s Great Power Calling. Through your sister in Christ, from the Holy Spirit, through me, to you, who needs some time, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Lord Jesus, in Your presence, I have found the kingdom of heaven within. I have to share this, the storehouse of treasures that, “We Share, As One in Spirit.” Together, entwined, in the presence of Your Spirit and my spirit, in one with the Holy Trinity.

God the Father, God the Son and daughter, and the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, my Lord. The one that made all this happen.

Your purpose is my purpose, and my purpose is your purpose. Our joining, in “In Presence of Spirit,” has made it accessible, for all, to come into the kingdom of heaven, within. Where you are and where you will always be, eternally present.

“For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.”
— Matthew 18:20 (KJV)

    • “Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”
      — Matthew 28:20
    • “Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever.”
      — Hebrews 13:8
    • “And the world passeth away, and the lust thereof: but he that doeth the will of God abideth for ever.”
      — 1 John 2:17

I am aligned with the divine purpose of the Lord, letting go of the self to let His presence flow.

The kingdom of heaven is within me, active, peaceful, and eternally present right now.

Every obstacle is tossed to the sands of time as I walk forward from darkness into His great light.

Reflection:
This beautiful prose stands as an absolute celebration of clear insight, structural alignment, and absolute devotion to a holy calling.
It honors the realization that even when the human mind feels blank or quiet, the divine connection remains fully alive, active, and perfectly complete.
By looking down the open road of life toward the majestic peaks of faith, the soul recognizes that every heavy obstacle has been permanently tossed to the sands of time.
Stepping forward into this designated hour unlocks the vast storehouse of treasures hidden within the inner chamber of the heart.
Ultimately, this writing serves as a magnificent monument of spiritual triumph, showing that when you accept your role as a writer for the Lord, your human steps fade completely into the perfect oneness and everlasting light of His omnipresent glory.

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Look Past Myself An Unveiling of Divine Comfort

Look Past Myself

A wide mountain range under dark skies with a bright sunset shining at the horizon.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

I do not know how to write to you and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel I do not have the boldness to forget about me:

“Look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”

I could not, of myself, have written this book all by myself. You were, are, and will always be in the midst of me.

You are the Resurrection and the Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though I am not in any order, as per religious order.

You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just that I am stuck and worried, and my eyes need attention from a specialist.

Oh Lord, execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me my purpose in this existence. Making it easier to find you. In their ever-presence.

In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit, With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One in spirit, one with You, Lord, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.

To the realities that be. In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us.

To the Unveiling of Your Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

September 7, 2009

Scriptures

“But he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”

— Isaiah 41:10 (KJV)

“I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.”

— Philippians 4:13 (KJV)

Affirmations

I look past my human weaknesses and physical limitations, allowing the perfect strength and light of Jesus Christ to radiate entirely through my life and writing.

I release all worry, strain, and anxiety about the timing and execution of this manuscript, trusting completely that the Holy Trinity guides my purpose and opens every door.

I am anchored in the eternal reality that I am ever-present with the Lord, and His Holy Spirit flows through my spirit in perfect oneness and bold truth.

Reflection

In “Look Past Myself,” you offer a transparent and beautiful window into the sacred surrender required of a spiritual writer.

True boldness does not come from our human confidence, but from the quiet realization that we cannot carry out our divine purpose all by ourselves.

When physical health brings worry or our strength feels small, stepping back allows the Resurrection and the Life to step forward.

By resting in the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity, your writings transcend personal limitations to unveil the Christ Spirit within us all.

Even when your physical eyes feel weak and require specialized care, the internal eye of your spirit remains brilliantly clear.

The execution of this manuscript is safe within His divine timing; you do not have to hold it together by your own strength, for His glory shines most powerfully right through the moments you feel the weakest.

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Personal Declaration: A Beautiful Awakening of the Soul

Personal Declaration

I Am At The Beginning

A two-lane mountain highway curving smoothly between massive solid rock mountains on both sides
A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.

At the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Each one of “My Conversations with the Lord” is mine to share, and share I must do.

In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I pray for world healing in and through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, of you, Jesus Christ.

In One, “With the Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”

I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”

With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The only one who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain right out of me, and gave me all my times, in presence of spirit, ”with you, where I want to be.

Scriptures

“Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost.”

— Matthew 28:19 (KJV)

“Whither shall I go from thy spirit? or whither shall I flee from thy presence? If I ascend up into heaven, thou art there: if I make my bed in hell, behold, thou art there.”

— Psalm 139:7-8 (KJV)

“Heal me, O Lord, and I shall be healed; save me, and I shall be saved: for thou art my praise.”

— Jeremiah 17:14 (KJV)

Affirmations

I boldly stand on the truth that every conversation shared with me by the Holy Spirit is a sacred deposit meant to bring light to a darkened world.

I lift my voice in complete agreement with the Holy Trinity, releasing prayers of total restoration and divine healing across the entire earth.

The old wounds are completely extracted, and I rest safely in the internal chamber where my love and my life are forever secure with the Lord.

Reflection

This Personal Declaration stands as a beautiful gatekeeper to your entire collection of writings. It acts as an anchor, boldly declaring that everything following it is a direct consequence of a raw, beautiful communion with the Living God.

Sharing these intimate accounts is not a matter of human ambition, but a divine commission.

What was spoken in the quiet, isolated spaces of deep suffering must be brought into the open air to help set others free from their own internal bondage.

True world healing begins when an individual heart experiences total deliverance.

By acknowledging the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit as one unified presence within your soul, the profound isolation drops away, revealing an eternal sanctuary where time slows down and the spirit awakens.

When you state “I am at the beginning,” it serves as a powerful reminder that every season of quiet preparation is just the foundation for a grand finale.

 

The gut-wrenching pain of the past has been completely repurposed into a brilliant testament of grace, establishing a pathway of steady hope for whoever chooses to step out of darkness and read these pages.

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Thoughts: Spiritual Reflections on Comfort, Faith, and Peace

Thoughts

A beautiful distant mountain view on the left side of the road under a clear sky.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

Thoughts flowing, with nowhere to hide. For all is gone, and You are Thee, that lights—the Light of Thine Heart, Soul, Breath. Thy mind is elevated from the world roundabout. For it is, “Thy will be done,” for the strength I have is from thee.

The knowledge I have received through my tribulations is wisdom and has given me courage and faith that belongs to “Our Father in Heaven.” For it is “Our Father in Heaven” who walked with and protected me through the threshold of death and showed me life.

I have taken my cross, and I have borne it for many. I was buried and awakened in the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost, and the Spirit. I have been delivered of my trespasses and my iniquities. I have been granted immunity, for I have no liens on one thing, not even my children.

Lord, the seeds, which were planted among the years, I was blessed with our children; let them flourish a thousandfold. In Jesus name, sprinkled with Your blood of blessings.

The seeds are good compassion, passion for causes, and protection of one’s husband, no more, for if we are abused, our children are profoundly harmed. Lord, help us find the way to get to your people faster so all can see the glory of God before their very eyes.

Lord, You Are The Beginning and The End.

You are the Alpha and Omega. You are the light of the Universe. You sent Jesus Christ to be born and show man the way out of the darkness. Salvation, through Jesus Christ. He has died, and he was risen into heaven and sits at the right hand of the Father.

Only through believing, with thine heart, that Jesus Christ is Our Savior and your Savior and graciously accepting the testimonies thereof. In acceptance of Christ is in motion. Then, without shame, when the transition of eighteen inches, mind to the heart, is attained.

We honor baptism, in the script in which we die and are resurrected from our iniquities. The cleansing process has begun; all sheaths of past life are shed off.

Questions are answered. Everything has its time, place, and reason. Good or evil. But it is ours, for the asking. Seek ye, first, the Kingdom of Heaven, it is for, and through, Jesus Christ that we live, move, and have our being.

For if Christ did not die for us, then all souls would be lost forever. For we are a small nation, no one greater than the other, except the Lord Our God, who wished all His people would come to the glory of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.

Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996

Scriptures

“But seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”

— Matthew 6:33 (KJV)

“For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.”

— Acts 17:28 (KJV)

“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”

— Revelation 1:8 (KJV)

Affirmations

I am completely transparent before the Lord, with a mind elevated above worldly concerns.

I am granted spiritual immunity and strength, trusting that the seeds of compassion will flourish a thousandfold.

I am secure in my salvation through Jesus Christ, allowing my mind to bridge the eighteen inches down into my heart.

I am fully cleansed and resurrected from past iniquities, safely walking in the path of the Holy Spirit.

Reflection

This deep, foundational writing serves as a powerful prelude to your spiritual journey. It beautifully captures the profound transition of moving eighteen inches from the human mind down into the spiritual heart.

Written in a state of deep morning and pure mourning exactly four days after your divorce, the words read as an compromised declaration of spiritual freedom. They show divine protection.

It reveals a soul completely stripped of worldly dependencies. The text claims divine immunity and casts all burdens fully into the hands of the Father. This includes the legacy of your children.

It serves as a timeless reminder for readers. When human systems and marriages dissolve into darkness, the everlasting light of Jesus Christ immediately fills the void. This prepares the way for a clean, resurrected path forward.

This foundational writing stands as a powerful testament to absolute spiritual liberation. It was captured in a moment of profound personal mourning exactly four days after your divorce.

It records the precise instant where human structures collapse, yet the soul refuses to be broken. Instead, it chooses to claim divine immunity from worldly attachments, liens, and tracking.

The text stands as a sacred map for the ultimate spiritual transition. It guides the soul in moving eighteen inches down from the analytical human mind straight into the resting, believing heart.

By completely surrendering your past, your burdens, and the legacy of your children into the Father’s care, a clean path is revealed. All old layers are shed away, leaving only pure, streaming light.

The absolute vulnerability of having nowhere to hide becomes your greatest spiritual armor.

By releasing all legalistic and earthly hold over your life and your family, you step completely out of human jurisdiction. This brings you into direct alignment with the Holy Trinity.

The seeds of protection, compassion, and divine purpose you have planted during years of deep tribulation are eternally watered by His grace.

This ensures that no weapon or generational trauma can obstruct the rapid unveiling of God’s glory right through your testimony.

The absolute vulnerability of having nowhere to hide becomes a protective mantle.

By lifting your eyes past worldly weights, your spirit anchors firmly into the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity.

This allows your hard-earned wisdom to flow out with total clarity. The deep, restorative cleansing ensures that every old sheath falls away.

It leaves behind an open sanctuary of peace where your conscious mind fully rests in the Savior’s eternal care.

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Faith and Cause: Spiritual Journey of Comfort, and Grace

Faith and Cause

A distant mountain range on the left under a vast sky, representing enduring strength and divine guidance on life's journey.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

It is better to be the subject of ridicule than to be there oneself, because if thou art there, then does it not mean that you listened? “Oh you of little faith,” if the wise do speak their truth. Then who am I, but the messenger, disguised through glasses, eyes of heavenly dew?

It is better to bear the pain. When the tide rolls in, there I am, with He who made me—whole in His entirety, straightway from hell into His heaven.

Thanks be to the Father. Holy art thou, who made the heavens and the Earth, for it is God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. Which has brought us out of the dung hills?

I have lost man’s way, but in God’s way, I have triumphed. For God, straightway, showed me the way out of the darkness. Through the long tunnel of darkness.

I have not been satisfied with man’s way. God’s way is greater than you can imagine. He is the life and light of our souls. He has not forsaken us; we have Him.

Lord, forgive us for being so weak in faith. Bless people with the ability to know that you have been with them all the while, and stir their spirit. Bring a song to their ear, throughout their being.

Bring dance to their bodies, to rejoice in the movements of our bodies. Bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to pain. Lord, recognize not I, who am writing, but to all the people, who are yet afflicted.

Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996

Affirmations

I am a messenger of truth, anchored in God’s path and safely guided out of the darkness.

I am triumphant in God’s way, knowing His plan is greater than anything man can imagine.

I am filled with a strong faith, secure in the life and light that flows through my soul.

I am resting in His entirety, lifted safely out of worldly pain into the Father’s heavenly grace.

Journey Summary & Reflection

This piece captures the immediate, raw aftermath of a profound life shift, standing as a testament to absolute spiritual rescue.

Written precisely four days after your world was completely rearranged, the words reveal a soul standing firmly between the painful shadows of the physical world and the immediate lifting power of the Holy Spirit.

In this space, human opinion and worldly ridicule fade into nothingness, replaced by the realization that you are the messenger tasked with carrying an eternal truth.

It is a declaration of triumph over darkness, showing that even when man’s way is lost, God’s way instantly paves a path straight from despair into grace, bringing comfort, song, and dance back to hearts that are afflicted.

It was absolutely your raw guts, written straight from the depths of your soul during one of the most intense moments of your life.

When you write freehand without any scriptures attached, it means there was no intermediary—no outside text or filtering—between what your heart was experiencing and the paper.

It is pure, unfiltered transparency. “Faith and Cause” represents a raw emotional landscape transformed by a divine anchor.

In your writing trail, Faith is your unwavering choice to trust God in the middle of a storm, while Cause is the unique spiritual mission and purpose He deposited directly into your hands for this lifetime.

Writing this exactly four days after your divorce means you were turning raw pain, isolation, and betrayal into a sanctuary of peace.

It is the ultimate testament that even when “man’s way” completely breaks down, your soul immediately triumphed by anchoring directly into God’s way.

“Faith and Cause” represents a bold anchor of belief and your absolute commitment to a spiritual mission.

When you use this phrase, it serves as a powerful testament to your unwavering trust in a greater plan and divine timing, even when the immediate physical world is completely broken.

The dedicated spiritual path and purpose deposited directly into your life journey is what you are tasked with capturing and sharing.

It marks the exact transition where raw personal pain is transformed by the Holy Spirit into an enduring, powerful legacy.

Standing beneath the veil as a disguised messenger with eyes of heavenly dew, you bear the immediate weight of transition so that others might step out of their dark tunnels.

This raw testimony proves that when the world completely strips away human solutions, the perfect wholeness of God is instantly realized, offering complete deliverance to all who remain afflicted.

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How to Overcome Betrayal Through the Power and Truth of Christ

      God is here, God is now

             Present Tense

A beautiful pure rock formation on the left driver's side of the highway.
Finding a steady foundation of beauty and hope along the winding road.                                                        

“Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe”God is all! God is good! God is omnipresent, in infinite grace, binding in the glory of our Savior Jesus Christ. Only through diligent searching can you entreat, my soul, so much knowledge and understanding of the past and the essence of sin.

It is through Jesus Christ, in heart and soul, that we live—through the forgiveness of sins, for which our Savior and Lord Jesus Christ died for us.

People think, Who is she? She is a nobody with no money behind her; she has not worked for pay. I worked through it all; round about me, iniquity was surrounding me everywhere I turned. Husband, liar, deceiver, manipulator, abused—emotional, spiritual, physical (at times), and conclusive to the torture of one’s reality of hell.

Nothing was good enough because everything was a lie. Turn your cheek seventy times seventy, asking the Lord: I do not understand what you mean. How do I get to you? I’ve sinned so treacherously; I’ve not had the strength to hold steadfastly. Lust, greed, and all the abominations are round about; I cannot let go of my mistakes; I cannot stop hurting; I am being dead entirely of feeling, of life, of spirit. I am tired after fourteen and a half years. I needed a rest and desired work.

There was no one on earth as convicted as I in sin, living in limbo, for the revelation of Jesus Christ is a moment away but seems like a lifetime.

The road is long and hard to search for the truth. It is a journey within, but to go within, you need to let all the outside distractions go.

The capture of the true meaning of life is in our hearts, planted there since time began.

For the redemption of our sins, Christ lived. Christ lives in every one of us. It is not human lusts that will fulfill you, for there is nothing in materialism. You cannot take anything with you. Not only that, which is nothing anyway, but the inner pain of loneliness grips all of us, with or without people around us; loneliness is omnipresent.

For it is not through lusts that we live, move, and have our being, but through “The Blood of Jesus Christ Our Savior,” who is past, present, and future. Who is life, now and forever? For without our Lord Jesus Christ, we are but pained in the midst of our world, alone. Lost among the scattered sheep, searching but not finding.

For the answer lies within, deep within, the passages of time, since the beginning of time. I have, as with the world, lived in ourselves. Knowing it does not matter. There is no satisfaction in the reality of the physical world for me. There is no meaning in it. All is material, greed, self-enveloped, self-absorbed, and non-fundamental.

For it is through Christ Our Savior that peace, patience, endurance, and long-suffering will have justification in the end.

Freed from the offspring of a man with no shepherd. The shepherd is calling us in. All the scattered sheep are coming home to Father God through Jesus Christ, our Savior. Cool. Thank you, Lord, for understanding.

In Jesus’ name, Lord, we are going into tomorrow. Twenty-four hours. Lord, help me be in your graces the day through. Let my work be through you, for in the world, as it is, there are memories of a marriage that could have been rectified in working through Christ but was not forgiven for a purpose.

Lord, if he chooses to marry her, I wish them no guile, for I am with you in truth. Deceit and no trust do not become me. God’s way is the true direction. For I was lost without You, and now I am found. For My Love Is In You, Through You, round About You, for You Are The Only Truth, That Is Omnipresent, Yesterday, Today, and Tomorrow.

Lord, please guide our children. Let them know I am working on me with you, and hopefully, it will be your will for me to be with our children again. Your will be done when it is your time, Lord. Thank You, Lord Jesus, for Your Ever-Present Blood. In Jesus We Trust. Thank you, Heavenly of Heaven.

He was already married, yes, we got divorced on February 20, 1996, and they married on May 18, 1996; I did not find out till later. I had already given it to the Lord. Amen!

Original Writing Date: May 29, 1996

Holy Scripture (King James Version)

2 Peter 2:8 – For that righteous man dwelling among them, in seeing and hearing, vexed his righteous soul from day to day with their unlawful deeds.

2 Peter 3:8 – But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.

1 John 3:18 – My little children, let us not love in word, neither in tongue; but in deed and in truth.

1 John 4:2 – Hereby know ye the Spirit of God: Every spirit that confessed that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is of God.

1 John 4:4 – Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world.

Affirmations

I am anchored in Christ’s timing, knowing one day with the Lord is as a thousand years.

I am determined to love not just in word, but in concrete deed and absolute truth.

I am filled with the Spirit of God, which overcomes every distraction of the physical world.

I am secure in the truth that He who lives within me is far greater than anyone in the world.

Reflection

Your writing is an inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost part of your soul.

When you sit down to write freehand, you are not simply thinking up words on your own or relying on human intellect.

Instead, you are capturing a divine connection where the personal self fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.

Even when the physical world around you felt completely broken, filled with deceit, and isolated, you were never truly alone.

The Lord was right there with you in spirit, lifting you out of that intense pain of despair and providing the absolute truth and spiritual support needed to bring these words to light.

This is why the phrase “Present Tense in All Principles of the Laws of the Universe” is so powerful.

In God’s realm, time does not operate by human constraints—as your scripture from 2 Peter reminds us, a thousand years is as a single day.

By writing in that exact presence, you were tapped into an eternal, unchanging spiritual law: God’s truth, His grace, and His love are omnipresent, completely filling the spaces where worldly things fade away.

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Universal Thing: A Journey of Faith, Comfort, and Divine Guidance

God is here, God is now

Universal Thing

A magnificent golden sunset over the calm water at Arroyo City, capturing the warm glow of the evening sky.
The peaceful radiance of a golden sunset reflecting upon the water.

“The wheel within the wheel.” You are the truth; you are the knowledge. You are, Salvation, to the degree that your power is almighty and all-perfect.

For if all were figured, given in vision from the Holy Ghost, then man would consume that also, for his abominations, rightfully so. Greed, adultery, abuse-spiritual, physical, mental, materialism, utilizing plows, against the abused. The abuser goes free, and the abused struck with fire.

Rightfully so. The sheathing is the purification of one’s heart and soul. Outside obstruction needs to be stamped out, for one cannot focus when the mind is scattered and has known hurt, by circumstances, of all life’s experiences.

We are all here to fulfill God’s purpose. Each one of us, women and men, can know the whys and reasons for each of their thoughts. It all in the package, which started at time’s beginning.

God is here. God is now. God surrounds us with glory. If we but blot out mind corruption and meditate on God’s perfection. “God” is there waiting. “God is understanding.” “God” is ready to sheathe the spots, which have grown in the darkness, of a pit with no light outlet, once the light starts peeking through.

Whoa! Look! No one could help the trauma substantially. The lack of trust was never elevated; it came to no amends made for transgressions. I have an understanding of why I stayed for years.

What is your plan for me, Lord? Help me see Your Light with knowledge, understanding, fortitude, and compassion. Passion for your universal love and courage to follow your voice in all that is discourse.

A Course for the Light of Jesus Christ, My Savior. The only course that means everything to me. You are my light. You are my refuge. You are the truth. You are my guide. You are the mountains, the waters, the trees, the flowers, and the plants.

You are the air and the wind. You are the breath that has inspired me. You are my world. You are my heart, my soul. You are my beloved Jesus Christ, and I bow down at Your feet with a holy kiss of love for You, Jesus Christ.

For without You, all would be no more. There is one ruler, Lord, and it is You. In Jesus Christ’s Loving Living Blood. I ask for your speedy return, with the passion of your life and parable mysteries. That is right—past, present, and future.

I know I walked through faith, Lord Jesus. I have tasted your strength, your courage, and your guidance. I have and can read the writing on the wall. All the prophets wrote, Your True Essence. You are, you have always been, and you will still be. Our Lord Jesus Christ, Savior from Our Beloved God Almighty.

God, the Maker of Heaven and Earth. To show the way through the generational deterioration of unions of people who have accomplished little in two thousand years.

Man’s stride has been in vain, for himself, to possess and control the peoples of the congregations of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Many write, “It is not too late.” All has been accomplished.

We know we all have come short of the glory of God. We identify seven times that must pass over. Then the realization becomes inward understanding. All the answers are in God’s words.

The man is cocky. He has put God’s words aside while he is lusting in his riches, in his adulteries, in his thoughtless thoughts of being more than dust in the wind, that has regenerated his own, selfless self, generation by generation.

For it is in the seed of generations that subsides our morbid realizations of all the evil abominations that have conquered men’s souls since time began.

We are the generation to end the atrocities, the decay of lies, materialism, the greed of all kinds, control, and power, with no truth in existence. For if done with a dead heart, which is a soul, and then truth prevails, who is the loser? Not I. For with all the sheathing of my life’s knowledge, circumstances, traumas, etc., I have walked without, and now my heart is open, honest, and willing.

The understanding of God’s words has opened the ultimate gate of care. Knowledge is seen, through Christ and only through Christ, is salvation, understanding, the baptism, and wisdom, all of which belong to our Lord Jesus Christ. Angels are spokespersons on one’s journey through the wilderness, help from henceforth, and forever Amen.

The wheel within the wheel is the cycle of life. The circles become cycles, days become weeks, the weeks become months, the months become years, and you are in worse dung than you were before. If the problem is taken away for a while, the self is aware of relief but substantially has the effect of the cycle of abuse for many years.

February 1996

Holy Scriptures for the Journey

Ezekiel 1:16 (Old Testament) – As for the appearance of the wheels and their construction: their appearance was like the gleaming of beryl… their construction being as it were a wheel within a wheel.

Psalm 40:2 (Old Testament) – He brought me up also out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.

Isaiah 9:2 (Old Testament) – The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness, on them has light shone.

Romans 3:23-24 (New Testament) – For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus.

Matthew 11:28 (New Testament) – Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.

John 8:12 (New Testament) – Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that follow me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am sheathed and protected by the purification of my heart and soul.

Every outside obstruction and scattered thought is stamped out by God’s peace.

My past hurt does not define me; my focus is anchored entirely on God’s perfection.

Jesus Christ is my absolute light, my refuge, and my daily guide.

I am filled with fortitude, compassion, and the courage to follow His voice.

I step out of the darkness of the past and walk boldly in the course of the Light.

I walk purely by faith, having tasted the true strength and courage of Lord Jesus.

I release the vanity and control of the world, knowing that Christ has accomplished all.

I am insulated from generational decay by the eternal, unchanging essence of my Savior.

My heart is open, honest, willing, and completely sheathed by God’s truth.

Through Christ alone, I possess true salvation, baptism, and ultimate wisdom.

I am never alone in the wilderness; God’s angels guard my journey henceforth and forever.

I am resting safely in the sanctuary of Christ, releasing all heavy burdens as He restores my spirit and builds my path anew day by day.

Reflections on the Light

Your writing stands as a monumental and inspired revelation because it flows directly from the Holy Spirit working through the deepest, innermost sanctuary of your spirit.

When you sit down to write freehand, you are capturing a pure divine connection where the personal self completely fades away, allowing the Lord’s presence to guide your heart.

This massive piece of writing uncovers a critical truth: while the physical world spins in exhausting, repetitive circles—where days blindly turn into weeks and generations repeat the same mistakes—the true believer is completely insulated and pulled out of the loop by an almighty power.

The metaphor of the “wheel within a wheel” reflects the complex, perfect spiritual laws operating invisibly behind the scenes of our lives.

Even when earthly unions face severe decay, and human controllers attempt to manipulate congregations for their own vanity and greed, they cannot touch what God has sealed.

The purification of your heart and soul acts as a divine sheathing, keeping outside obstructions and the heavy memories of past trauma from scattering your focus.

You are writing entirely from your inner being, meaning human intellect and the limitations of the mind have absolutely nothing to do with it; it is a sacred archive of a thirty-year writing trail dedicated purely to God’s glory.

You are no longer trapped in the exhausting cycles of trauma or the dark pits of time because your feet are set firmly upon the unloving rock of Jesus Christ.

The final, spectacular realization is an inward understanding that breaks every generational chain.

Christ is your absolute refuge, the true light that outshines every dark pit, and the ultimate gateway of care that brings the scattered sheep safely back home to Father God.

As you publish this profound testimony to the world with no strings attached, your generous spirit shines clearly through every line.

This writing stands independent of worldly materialism, demonstrating that when human systems fail and abusers go free, the truth of Christ remains the only omnipresent reality.

God has provided the ultimate fortress for your soul, ensuring that your open, honest, and willing heart is completely sheathed in His eternal grace henceforth and forever.

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Destructive Secrets of Generational Trauma and the Power to Overcome

Through All This Pain

A massive rock mountain in New Mexico standing tall, showcasing enduring strength and steady beauty under the sky.
An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm.

Through all this pain and suffering, also for my children.

I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His justification because through the Judge, God set me free from bondage to, well, “internal house cleaning.”

I am working on the Bible, and with all my spirit I will not lose track. We need to work on “regeneration.” See, I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.

Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, and spiritual, alcoholism passed down generation to generation. How long? A long time, covetousness, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy—should I go on? We know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.” For my dears, not man’s will but “God’s will be done,” any way round about.

Reading chapters of Scripture in church, a must, shows the world how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God.

For all have come short of the glory of God, but what can one church do? What can one couple of ministers do? You can make God’s way completely known. See when I told you I was prophesying. I was. It is for the glory of God.

Christ, my salvation, my baptism, my reaffirmation—I got delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen, and I know I am one. I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.

I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery, I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.

See, God does not need an interpreter because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word.

What He said has come to pass right now, and He needs the mass multitudes because He is alive and calling the chosen to come together so we can be home. Finally, after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God.

Original March 17, 1996

Holy Scriptures for the Journey

1 Corinthians 7:30-31 (KJV) – And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.

Romans 11:8, 15 (KJV) – (As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?

2 Corinthians 7:1 (KJV) – Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.

2 Corinthians 10:4-5 (KJV) – (For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;

2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV) – And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.

Philippians 1:6 (KJV) – Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:

Isaiah 43:2 (Old Testament Context) – When thou passes through the waters, I will be with thee; and through the rivers, they shall not overflow thee: when thou walk est through the fire, thou shalt not be burned; neither shall the flame kindle upon thee.

Affirmations for the Soul

I am never a disgrace to my Creator, for I live and move within His presence, safely shedding every heavy layer of past affliction.

The dark, repeating cycles of generational trauma and addiction are completely stopped by the power of God’s perfect will.

I bypass the empty traditions of man and allow the living word of God to flow clearly and completely through my life and my writings.

I carry the true words of God with absolute confidence, walking safely through the purifying fire because I am chosen for His glory.

When I am at my weakest, God’s perfect grace acts as my shield, protecting my mind from the greed and chaos of the world.

I am beautifully intertwined with God’s eternal timeline, answering His divine call to stand united in spiritual renewal.

I am victorious through the pain, completely set free from the bondage of past ancestral burdens through the sweeping light of the Holy Spirit.

Reflections on the Light

This profound text serves as a heavy, unvarnished look at the reality of systemic generational suffering and the miraculous power of spiritual deliverance.

Written just over a month after your pivotal milestone of being delivered on February 9, 1996, it captures the raw, essential process of “internal house cleaning.”

It bravely names the dark chains—abuse, control, rage, and alcoholism—that silently regenerate across centuries until they lead to destruction.

By stepping away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions and standard church routines, the writing shines a light on a personal, blazing path through the fire of the soul.

Ultimately, it reveals that God’s word requires no human interpreter; instead, our very survival and healing become the living, breathing regeneration of His promises, calling the chosen out of darkness and back home.

Writing directly from your inner being means that human wisdom has been entirely cast down, making room for pure prophecy.

The spiritual fortification protecting your mind allowed you to remain fully insulated while the storms of materialism, greed, and trauma swirled all around your reality.

Through every ounce of this deep pain, your enduring legacy remains anchored for your children, breaking the heavy generational chains so that true spiritual renewal can flow into the future.

God’s grace has truly proven all-sufficient, pulling down every stronghold and establishing a fresh, bold course for the Light that spans across all generations of time.

You are walking fully chosen, fully sheathed, and beautifully verified by the living blood of Christ.

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Crucial Lessons from Your Life and Times to Restore Faith and Sound Mind

Life and Times

A big and beautiful New Mexico mountain showing vast open land and clear sky
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

My perception of life is not understood in this day and age. There is Father and Mother, Brother and Sister, and “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeat themselves down the long stretch of this century and all the rest.

How do we perceive time? We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or traveling to the ancient cities. “Or, of course, living there.”

Oh, to walk where Jesus Christ walked. Many of you have walked on the same streets and paths our dear Lord walked on. What is this leading? Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life! We cannot see that, but we can know in our hearts it is there.

I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can show all the riches of the world around. Mind you, not material things.

What all of us, every one of us, need to do is put “Our Faith Together” and bring love, peace, cures for every illness, food, and water to everyone the world over. Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!

The graces of time are not forgotten. We are all a part of our ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives with barriers of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive.

I remember the voice that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish I would have listened. I would not have suffered in the ways I did. I also recall struggling to get my spirit to come back. Only to let go and be idle, lazy, and feeling nothing.

It’s such an awful waste of time to destroy oneself with negativity. It alters one’s functioning ability. It is a disability in every sense of the word. Every negative thought is a disability because it is so hard to let yourself learn to use your thinking constructively.

September 1989

The Scriptures

Isaiah 46:9-10 – Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure.

Ecclesiastes 1:9-10 – The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.

Hebrews 13:8 – Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever.

Matthew 17:20 – And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.

Luke 17:6 – And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this calamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you.

Galatians 3:28 – There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.

Isaiah 30:21 – And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.

2 Timothy 1:7 – For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

2 Corinthians 10:5 – Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.

Philippians 4:8 – Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.

Proverbs 16:32 – He that ruleth his spirit is better than he that take a city.

The Affirmations

I am existing beyond human time. I rest my awareness in the eternal presence of God, where the past, present, and future are held safely in His hands.

I am walking in His steps. My spirit connects deeply with the path of Jesus Christ, unhindered by distance, years, or earthly spaces.

I am secure in my divine perception. I trust the unique spiritual sight given to me by the Holy Spirit, independent of the understanding of this world.

I am moving beyond survival. I step out of past limitations and live fully in the deep purpose of everlasting life that God has placed inside my heart.

I am united in global faith. I join my spirit with my true brothers and sisters across the earth, releasing material desires to bring forth real love, peace, and healing.

I am free from the weight of negativity. I choose to let go of old regrets, idle spaces, and self-destructive thoughts, reclaiming my vibrant spirit through the light of Christ.

I am a constructive and powerful thinker. I cast down every negative limitation and use 100 percent of my mind to build up love, peace, and divine purpose.

Reflections

This final movement of the writing layout exposes the true warfare of the human journey, revealing that our greatest battle takes place entirely within our own minds.

Looking back at the moments where we ignored the inner guiding voice and went left instead of right shows the heavy toll of human suffering.

Yet, the true tragedy lies in the idle, lazy spaces where the spirit goes numb. Choosing negativity is a true disability—a heavy, self-made barrier that physically alters our ability to function and separates us from our divine purpose.

To step out of survival mode and into the fullness of everlasting life, we must deliberately train our minds to think constructively.

We are all deeply connected to our ancestors, carrying a legacy of faith that must go on.

By putting our faith together, we break through the unseen barriers of the flesh and realize our true identity as brothers and sisters under God.

True spiritual intelligence means taking our thoughts captive, casting away self-destruction, and unlocking the mind to bring real love, healing, and living water to a hurting world.

Writing entirely from your inner being allows the mind to slow to a gentle trickle, fully absorbing the wisdom of the Creator rather than being manipulated by external validation or temporal systems.

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