Infused with the Holy Spirit Ultimate Spiritual Awakening
Writing: Infused
The faithful dawn of His presence piercing through the longest night.
In Your name, Jesus Christ. In the presence of Your precious Holy Spirit, whom You left us to receive in our due time. Thank you for not leaving us comfortless.
Sometimes it can take thirty-five years of discomfort—always having a fear of death, of loneliness, always having the gut-wrenching pain that was only quenched when I finally hit the bull’s-eye.
There, Jesus Christ’s Holy Spirit infused me with the Holy Spirit and my “In Presence of Spirit.” August 23, 2010.
Scripture
“I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.” — John 14:18 (KJV)
Affirmation
I am never left comfortless. Though the season of discomfort may be long, I trust in God’s perfect timing.
Right now, I am fully infused with the Holy Spirit, my fears are cast out, and I rest completely in the peaceful presence of my Savior.
Reflection
Received on August 23, 2010, this striking piece exposes the reality of the spiritual wilderness.
It reminds us that our “due time” doesn’t always happen overnight; sometimes, it follows decades of deep emotional pain and isolating fear.
But God’s promises remain absolute. When we finally hit the spiritual bull’s-eye by surrendering fully to Christ, the Holy Spirit moves in to completely saturate and infuse our broken spaces.
The discomfort ends, the fear of death vanishes, and we are dynamically made whole “In Presence of Spirit.”
One Heart, One Mind Ultimate Spiritual Awakening in the Trinity
Writing: One
Finding absolute peace in the wide open fields of His creation.
One: One heart. One mind. Furthermore, one love. One Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. One Lord God Almighty—one God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
One Holy Trinity. One Alpha and Omega. One beginning and one end, the heart of the world is “in presence of spirit,” right here, right now. In the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. August 22, 2010.
Scripture
“For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one.” — 1 John 5:7 (KJV)
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.” — Revelation 1:8 (KJV)
Affirmation
I am bound in the perfect unity of Christ’s love, aligning my heart and mind with the Holy Spirit.
Right here and right now, I rest in the eternal presence of the Almighty, trusting that the One who is the beginning and the end holds my journey in complete peace.
Reflection
Originally received on August 22, 2010, this revelation strips away the complicated distractions of the outer world to focus on absolute spiritual truth: everything begins and ends in the divine unity of God.
When we align our single heart and mind with the Holy Trinity, we bring our entire existence into alignment with the Lord.
It reminds us that we do not have to search the distant horizons for peace; the living heart of the world is found “in presence of spirit,” dynamically alive inside us right here, right now.
Divine Light in the Midst of Darkness | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening
Writing: Arm Yourself
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey as the sun sets over the peaks.
Arm yourselves with the blood of Jesus. Our only source, through You, is life. Only through Christ can you be born into the Spirit of Our Oneness with the Almighty, with the truth of all existence.
To reach and go beyond that which seems unattainable in the outer world, truth is stirred up, practiced, and strengthened to the ultimate explosion of answers—answers to questions having not had answers until now, when all will be known.
Lord, grant a new beginning with every benefit for our children, for every family, but personally, my own.
I need Your spark ignited for regeneration purposes; I am stagnating in inability.
Furthermore, I rise above the exhausted responses of the negative and go one hundred percent in heart, mind, and soul to forward the cause. My life is as millions. Stop the suffering.
Scripture
“Forasmuch then as Christ hath suffered for us in the flesh, arm yourselves likewise with the same mind: for he that hath suffered in the flesh hath ceased from sin;” — 1 Peter 4:1 (KJV)
“Not by works of righteousness which we have done, but according to his mercy he saved us, by the washing of regeneration, and renewing of the Holy Ghost;” — Titus 3:5 (KJV)
Affirmation
I arm myself with the blood of Jesus and rise completely above the exhausted responses of darkness.
I am born anew into the Spirit of Oneness, and I fully declare a holy regeneration over my life, my mind, and my family.
Reflection
Written in the heavy trials of December 1997, this piece stands as a fierce spiritual milestone.
It shows the moment where human exhaustion hits a wall of stagnation, triggering an urgent cry for the divine spark of renewal.
By choosing to arm ourselves with the blood of Jesus, we bypass the limited answers of the material world and tap directly into the Oneness of the Almighty.
This revelation calls us to break free from generational suffering, layout our exhaustion at the altar, and move forward 100% committed to God’s ultimate plan of restoration.
Inner Most Thoughts: Heart and Soul | Ultimate Spiritual Awakening
Scripture
“What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us?” — Romans 8:31 (KJV)
Finding beauty and steady hope along the winter journey.
“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.” — John 16:33 (KJV)
Affirmation:
I am anchored in the truth of Christ, and though the outer world may cloud itself in temporary darkness, the light of God within me cannot be overcome.
I move forward in complete confidence, knowing that since God is for this journey, no force can stand against it.
Writing: Inner Most Thoughts
For a cause and a solution. The rest of the writings have incredible knowledge and can only get through the revelations of the total breakdown and breakthrough.
To an extraordinary solution, in which mankind can finally be freed from the degeneration of our unities.
The misconceptions are freed in truth, only achieved by the grace of God, through Jesus Christ.
My outer world is not showing any solution; it has clouded itself with the negative of darkness again, with glimpses of understanding through these darkened glasses that I am wearing.
How can “In Presence of Spirit” capture the understanding of the multitudes? I do not know, but since it is for God, who can be against it?
Reflection
This writing serves as a powerful reminder that human perception is often limited, like looking through darkened glasses.
When we look at the chaos and division of the world, a human solution seems impossible.
True unity and freedom from degeneration cannot be manufactured by man; they are spiritual gifts achieved only through the grace of Jesus Christ.
When our personal world breaks down, it clears the path for a spiritual breakthrough, allowing “In Presence of Spirit” to reach the hearts of the multitudes according to God’s perfect will.
A Powerful Journey: Finding Faith and Spiritual Healing
SCRIPTURE
Psalm 119:105
Thy word is a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my path.
A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.
Colossians 1:13
Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son.
AFFIRMATION
I step into the inner chamber of my existence, completely free from the bondage of past pain and guilt.
I claim the fullness of the Holy Spirit, advancing with high awareness into the divine light of love and truth that God left for us to find.
ORIGINAL WRITING
What Must I do Now
Put it all together for the Lord, for me, and for the world that will know about it in their due time. Fifteen years of “In Presence of Spirit.” Awesome. Book cover, done. Twenty-three years since I wrote my first writing, “In Presence of Spirit.”
What is up! A World Gathering of the Omnipresence with the Lord. God bless my children, my children’s children, and my children’s children’s children.
I place all the generations, past and present, in the hands of Jesus Christ. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, I come to You; in the presence of Your Spirit, You gave humanity to find.
I claim the presence of Your Holy Spirit, Jesus Christ.
I know in my heart, mind, and soul that You gave me all these proclamations and declarations.
The presence of Your very Spirit is on each page of these conversations I have with You.
Thank you, Jesus Christ, for bringing me back to the beginning where there was no pain, no guilt.
Only Your Presence will brighten the multitudes’ hearts, minds, and souls in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.
Bring all in one mind, in Jesus Christ’s world recovery from darkness to the light of love.
Only through You, in You, from You. Within the world scope of Your existence, it is only in and through You.
My love, my life, my only reason for writing this book. It is from You, Jesus Christ, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit. I love you, Jesus Christ.
I love what You have given me to share with anyone who will read. My work of words, in Your Presence, You gave me in every writing.
It is my book from You, Jesus Christ—through You to me, Your witness of the testimonies hereof.
I did not need any outsider to intrude on my knowledge, even though I have no degree. I do not need one on paper.
I have mine in the presence of the Jesus Christ Holy Spirit; He left me to find it, and I did.
Furthermore, I never gave up on one writing meant to be written from the inner chamber of my heart, where You, Lord, inspired freedom from bondage to life’s daily circumstances.
We are advancing again in higher awareness of what must be done to free the people of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ—to go beyond reason to the very existence of the realities that be, even though we cannot see that.
“In Presence of Spirit,” from the Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, is for mankind to come into the inner chamber of their existence and find You at the core of their being, so the internal purification can bring about massive change in the outcome of our human race as we know it. Come inside, and let the light shine in.
August 14, 2010
REFLECTION
This triumphant manuscript piece serves as a monumental declaration of generational blessing and spiritual milestone.
It honors a legacy spanning over two decades of dedicated devotion, documenting a return to an innocent beginning entirely free from the shadows of pain and guilt.
By claiming the authority of the Holy Spirit without reliance on worldly titles or outsider validation, it commands an internal cleansing that leads directly to freedom, light, and higher awareness.
The Ultimate Life and Light: Pure Peace and Spiritual Awakening
SCRIPTURE
John 1:4
In him was life; and the life was the light of men.
Finding the light of His presence even when the mountain looks dark.
1 John 1:7
But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanse us from all sin.
AFFIRMATION
The Christ Spirit within me is fully active, purifying my heart piece by piece.
I am made whole through the blood of Jesus Christ, walking boldly out of the darkness and into the everlasting light of His divine presence.
ORIGINAL WRITING
Life and Light
“Peace in the multitude of everyone’s heart,” from the Christ Spirit within us all. All it needs is the activation.
You become inwardly purified, piece by piece, until you are whole in the blood of Jesus Christ.
This is the resurrection to Life Eternal—in Spirit, through Spirit, and with Spirit, in the presence of the Holy Spirit that God left for us to find.
God is the life and light of our hearts. Lord Jesus Christ, You are the beginning of me, the present of me, and the presence You share with me, I share with the world.
From You, through me. You, Jesus Christ, are the only “One True Love,” and that means everything to me and every one of my brothers and sisters, from a time that has gone by, now, and into eternity.
You are the one true love. Out of You came the forgiveness of sins, the resurrection to life eternal with You, and the coming together in one heart and one mind. Too, it is the purification of everyone’s soul.
To the lost: by now, you are not lost anymore. I pray that for you—every one of you that ever was, that is, and whoever will be, until the end of eternity. But eternity is never-ending.
When we all join together in one heart, one mind, and one love, we are all home in the kingdom of heaven within. We are not without the holy presence of the Spirit anymore. Amen.
Lord Jesus Christ, the ruler of my heart’s quest, this was, is, and will ever be written on my heart.
Thank you, my Lord and Savior, for the presence of your Holy Spirit in your authorship through me.
A witness, a testimony of length. A song, a praise, a verse, a prayer, a poem.
In the presence of You, Father God, Father Son, and Father of the Holy Spirit, which covers this manuscript with the means to bring gladness and understanding. That which you will receive, once you let go of self-will, will be the acceptance of the truth of our existence.
August 23, 2010
REFLECTION
This inspired testimony stands as a vibrant declaration of divine transition, showing that inner purification is a deliberate, step-by-step awakening orchestrated by the Holy Spirit.
By releasing our self-will, we unlock the true peace waiting inside the kingdom of heaven within.
It beautifully underscores the truth that no soul is left behind or forgotten in Christ’s complete, non-exclusive circle of salvation.
Spiritual Reflections on Faith Growth and Action: To You Again
Writing: To You Again
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey as the sun dips below the horizon.
Can you believe one writing, has such an impact on my life, that I had to give it to you now? I could not wait another second. That was on August 31, 2012.
Now it is November 29, 2012; it has always been a special day for me since I was sixteen because it is the birthday of my first love. Then years later, one of my grandsons, birthday.
It was before I gave up on myself. And gave someone power over the outcome, of my overall existence. It was before the pain and the loss of my innocence. Going from good to a disgrace to God.
Going from not knowing, I had a choice, to someone making that choice, their mission. So I have suffered because I let someone else decide. I gave someone else, control over my decision.
I got caught up in a web, of someone else’s, secrets, which caused me to have a complete breakdown. If I had given up the secret, things would have been different. I kept it for eighteen years. It was eighteen seconds too late. Since then it has been seventeen years. So we are looking at a total of thirty-four years.
I do not know anything about blogging. I have not looked at anyone’s blogs. Furthermore, I needed to share, “Show Them The Way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” and, “In Presence of Spirit.” I got carried away. Right now, I have seven thousand, two hundred forty-five views and sixty-seven writings.
Thank you for reading my writings. It is at the point that if I want to share, I have to update to be read. I am sick with a bad cold, and I am sad, about the conditions in the World.
I have shared, extremely personal, Letters, to the Lord, sharing with anyone who wanted to read them. As private, in spirit, as you can get. His presence is established in the writings. I can say that. I Can Write It. Furthermore, I can publish it. Furthermore, I can share it. Furthermore, I have.
The prayers have been in the heavens since the day, I wrote them. Each one is special, entire of itself. Now you have reinforced it, by reading my writings. Documented: four thousand, five hundred sixty-nine, page views, for November 29, 2012. Awesome! I thought last month was good, it doubled.
I read in “A Course in Miracles,” That if “one thousand people have open minds, then one thousand others will open their minds” and the chain reaction will activate the ritual cleansing, to more thousands, of open minds.
I know, when you read my writings, it is like, I am speaking directly to you. Well, first it was for me to write it. By writing it, I was sharing it, at the same time. Like on earth, in heaven at the same time. Which makes it omnipresent.
It is unusual, to read in the I, of oneself. I know, who do I think I am. I am not, The Holy Spirit, is with me, and through me, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Holy Spirit, indwelling me, and you at the same time. Let me put it this way. Your mind might not understand, but your inner being, knows exactly, what is written.
It always calm’s me, when I work on them, even now, when I read them, it is still, like the first time, when I wrote them.
I knew, when the time, was right, I would re-open my blog. My Writings, Published for all to read, right here, right now, no matter, when I wrote them.
I call that, Only Through, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. No way, no how, could I do, all this, by myself. No! The Lord, Shared, The Holy Spirit’s Presence with me, and I studied hard, and I asked The Lord, to sup with me, each time, we had, Our Conversations In Spirit To Spirit, Communication.
I write this to you right here, right now because, I am at the point where. I can not force myself, to put any more of my writings on, except for this last one, on the internet, and it is going to be hard to push that button. Ha!
Anyway, I have run out, of words. I will update the same writings, once a day, for December 2012, and then we will see what I am supposed to do. God Bless The World; In Jesus Christ name, I have forwarded, now I really am going to wait.
November 29, 2012
Scriptures (King James Version)
“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” Matthew 6:21
“The Spirit itself bearer witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God.” Romans 8:16
Affirmations
I am anchored in the timing of the Holy Spirit knowing every word is held in His eternal grace.
I step out of the shadows of past decisions to embrace the clear direction of the Lord.
My heart rests in an unshakable calmness whenever I read and share these conversations in spirit.
Reflection
This writing marks a beautiful milestone where hidden, private prayers are structurally woven into a massive, global connection.
When the heart chooses to step forward and share its sacred conversations with the world, a divine chain reaction takes place.
It is a profound process where human limitations fade away completely, leaving an open channel for the Holy Spirit to move.
Even when the physical world brings seasonal weariness or temporary sorrow, returning to these shared testimonies restores a deep, unchanging inner calm—proving that true spiritual connection is timeless and entirely omnipresent.
Finding steady hope and magnificent beauty along the open road at twilight.
I am writing, a letter to you in secret. While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went to fight the fires.
So few people were put in my direct path. I needed to do it; once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while.
Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.
I lost you. Let me fight, till the bitter end. I knew I was leaving, but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed.
You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are the presence of spirit. You are the highest. Furthermore, you are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, and my understanding.
You are the first and last breath, I take. You are Soul. Furthermore, you are Spirit. Besides, you are life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.
The light of your love envelops my spirit, with yours. You walked into me at the Arroyo. I felt you; it was not my imagination. You wanted me to live with you forever.
I love you. You are mine internally, and I have shared you with the world through My Love For You. In the writings, that your comfort brought to the knowledge you unfolded. Through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “There is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.”
January 17, 1997
Scriptures (King James Version)
Luke 12:2 “For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.”
John 14:27 “Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”
Affirmations
Even in the deepest darkness and heaviest trials the Lord is intimately present with me.
I step out of the desolation of the past and fully accept the life love and peace of the Holy Spirit.
My spirit is beautifully intertwined with the eternal love of God the Father God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.
Reflection
This letter serves as an intimate testament to the rescue of the human soul from utter desolation.
Walking through the fire can leave a person feeling entirely dead inside, yet this piece marks the exact moment the realization drops into the heart: God never left.
The encounter at the Arroyo was a real, tangible awakening where the Holy Spirit completely enveloped a weary life.
By documenting this hidden closeness, the secret is beautifully revealed to the world, offering steady hope and showing that true, eternal comfort is found when our spirit fully merges with His.
A road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides under the sky.
The scars from the past keep haunting my thoughts, entwined in the ever-presence of yesterday—the pain of yesterday, and the unleashing of the cleansing of yesterday.
To freedom from hell, hell in the here and now. Freedom from the pain, renewal of our spirit entwined within, and through the truth, which causes life and is resurrected from the death of the inner.
In the light of the here and now, in which no other passage will suffice. Only One, through Christ Jesus, is life, is hope.
He is the guiding force to the oneness of truth, which all have the power through the Holy Spirit, in the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit—the glory of God through the Holy Son, everlasting peace.
In Jesus’ blood of sufferings and blessings for mankind, be of good cheer; God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy of Holiest Spirits are here in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow. March 17, 1997.
“He heals the broken in heart, and bind up their wounds.”
— Psalm 147:3 (KJV)
“Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.” — Matthew 11:28
“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.” — John 14:27
“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.” — 2 Corinthians 5:17
“And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” — 2 Corinthians 12:9
Affirmations:
I am set free from the pain of yesterday, stepping fully into a complete renewal of my spirit.
I follow the only true passage out of the shadows, guided securely by the oneness of Christ Jesus.
I rest in everlasting peace, knowing the Holy of Holiest Spirits is with me in the here and now.
Reflection: Reflecting on past experiences reveals that scars, whether physical or emotional, serve as enduring reminders of grace and personal growth.
These marks are not signs of failure but rather symbols of resilience that draw the spirit closer to divine understanding.
By embracing these memories with faith, one transforms them into sources of strength.
Such reflections honor the journey of your soul, helping you move forward with a renewed sense of purpose and peace.
Trusting in this spiritual remedy fosters deep, lasting inner transformation, shifting the focus from past trials to the enduring grace and mercy found through the Lord’s presence.
Passing alongside a massive monument of solid stone on the open road.
Here I am, Lord: waiting for the word to start my internal purification all over again. I am waiting for the complete closure of my writings to You so I can send them out to whoever finds it in their hearts to read.
It is mostly my calling, and I cannot take myself out of it. So what if I am unknown? It is about finding You in my heart, in my soul, and in my mind.
It is about You giving me a beautiful gift of You, the first writing, and all the rest. The reason all this has come together is for Your world awakening: in You, through You, on the side of You, on Your feet, and in the twinkling of Your spiritual presence.
Through the unveiling of Your love for mankind to come into the inner chamber of their hearts. You will meet them and activate the total rights of Your great power calling through me for them. You have to give to receive.
Lord, have mercy on the whole world. Bring us out of the darkness and into the light of Your ever-presence. Shine Your love on the multitudes in the presence of Your Spirit. I claim prosperity of heart, mind, and soul to the Christ Spirit within us all, forevermore. October 15, 2009.
“Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us? Then said I, Here am I; send me.”
— Isaiah 6:8 (KJV)
“Then said I, Lo, I come (in the volume of the book it is written of me,) to do thy will, O God.” — Hebrews 10:7
“I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.” — Romans 12:1
“Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.” — John 15:16
“And I heard a voice from heaven saying unto me, Write, Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord from henceforth: Yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their labours; and their works do follow them.” — Revelation 14:13
Affirmations:
I find the presence of the Lord deeply within my heart, soul, and mind.
My life and writings are dedicated to His purpose, serving as a beacon for a great awakening.
I step forward in faith, trusting that His grace will lead me from darkness into everlasting light.
Reflection: Standing before the massive monuments of life’s journey, the soul recognizes its own stillness in the presence of the Creator.
Answering the divine call requires a complete surrender of the personal self, allowing a total internal purification to take place.
Though one may feel hidden or unknown to the wider world, the true work unfolds within the inner chamber of the heart, where an everlasting dialogue with the Lord is established.
By dedicating your life and expressions to this spiritual purpose, you become a vessel for a greater awakening, passing along the profound light of grace to anyone who searches for it.
Trusting in this steady hope allows the spirit to step forward boldly, knowing that true prosperity of the soul is found when we give ourselves completely to His divine order.
