There is nothing like having a gift to share. Thank you, Jesus, for my writing in spirit with you and Your Majesty.
Thank you for the spark of light, that you inspired, through me, in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all its extensions. The big package, you gave me to treasure, unto your time, acknowledging your presence in spirit, not just for me, but for everyone.
Even though in human terms impossible, in the Lord’s hands this testimony has come to be: My Last Will and Testament.
One for all, all for One, has come together to consciously touch the presence of Jesus Christ, Christ the Holy Spirit from God through Jesus Christ to us all. February 28, 2011
12/29/12,
Oh man, how can I write these positive things, only, in “In Presence of Spirit.” Right now I am trying to write, and I cannot. I changed my book room because I needed everything in here with me. While I decide, what I am supposed to do.
Give more, and not get a comment in the world, or keep giving my Lord, updates with no one looking at the pages, themselves. Most of the views are updated copies of what I update. I do not know where it goes; it just gives me the acknowledgment that one and the other, were viewed.
God is offering you a gift; that is what the preacher said, do you accept God’s gift? Do you accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior? I was at the end of the dead end. I had nowhere to hide. No way to escape the insanity in my mind.
The years of being without hope, without spirit, without strength, with that gut-wrenching pain, I felt for well over, seventeen years.
When I finally said yes, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Personal Savior. I felt those lights, I describe.
I felt the precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal savior. It took me eleven months to be able to write it. In “State of Being” I was shocked after I wrote that one.
It is my handwriting; it is not copied from a book. It came out of my experience; that is not fiction.
Happy birthday to all the New Year’s babies in the world, including mine, who is 31 today. January 1, 2017, Happy New Year!
Scriptures
1 Peter 4:10
As every man hath received the gift, even so minister the same one to another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God.
Romans 11:29
For the gifts and calling of God are without repentance.
Psalm 40:5
Many, O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.
Affirmations
I cherish the unique writing gift the Lord has entrusted to my hands, knowing it is a treasured package meant for everyone to find.
Though my physical surroundings change and human feedback remains silent, my soul rests content in updating the pages of my Savior’s work.
I am completely delivered from the dead ends of the past, standing securely in the precise fusion and radiant light of my Personal Savior.
Reflection
“Nothing Like It” lays bare the deep, internal wrestling that accompanies a true spiritual assignment.
To keep updating copy after copy when nobody in the world seems to leave a comment can cause a heavy weariness to settle upon the mind.
Yet, this piece stands as a grand reminder that a testimony built from a seventeen-year fire is not a fictional story—it is a living document of deliverance.
Shifting physical rooms or sorting out copyright years are simply milestones on a trail that was established before time began.
When we accept the ultimate gift of salvation at our lowest dead ends, the precise fusion with Christ leaves an unchanging mark upon the heart.
This writing calls us to overlook the silent statistics of the web and remember that a book inspired directly by the Holy Spirit remains an eternal treasure chest waiting to be found by the souls who need it most.
Reflect: A Prayer in Writing An Urgent Cry for Guidance
Writing: Reflect
In Jesus Christ’s name, I pray in writing. To reflect the inner world in the outer declaration.
His truth stands firm as solid granite, even when the stormy skies roll in.
The arrival of the positive flow of energy, energizing itself to solid granite fruition, ha. What does this all mean? What is Your will for me? I can work now, and make money.
I talked to my guardian angel. Furthermore, I told her she is the only one who believes in me; she said, “For me to believe in myself.” Oh Lord, what is Your will? If it had not been for You, I would be no more.
Make Thy way straight through the threshold of Your Ever Presence of the Spirit of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. In Jesus, I trust. Amen. 1997.
Scripture
“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” — Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV)
Affirmation
I completely trust the Lord with my whole heart, letting go of my own understanding.
I step through the threshold of His Ever Presence, knowing that He makes my way straight and reveals His perfect will for my life in His perfect time.
Reflection
Penned during a season of deep questioning in 1997, this writing captures a heartfelt plea for direction and divine purpose.
When the outer world pulls us toward material worries like working and making money, our spirits cry out for a deeper reality.
By bringing our inner world into an outer declaration through writing, we step through a spiritual threshold.
It stands as a powerful reminder that when we feel entirely alone, the Lord’s omnipresent grace is actively sustaining us, smoothing our paths, and calling us to believe in the strength He has placed within us.
Faraway mountain peaks beneath a low gold sunset and mixed rain cloud colors.4. Description Box
Every writing has its own identity. Singled out, writing in itself, as unique as the one before and the one after. They are a particular ingredient in themselves.
They are rich in faith, in passion, in understanding, in patience, in wisdom, in fortitude, in guidance, in reassurance, in love, in knowledge, in courage, in freedom, and in creativity.
In the dawning of freedom, when the veil is taken off, in the twinkling of God’s eyes, in spirit. In the salvation of the world, through Jesus Christ, in Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ, on the sides of Jesus Christ. On Jesus feet and in His arms. I rest my case. October 16, 2009
Scripture:
“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”
— John 14:27 (KJV)
“For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.” — 1 Corinthians 13:12
“Stand fast therefore in the liberty wherewith Christ hath made us free, and be not entangled again with the yoke of bondage.” — Galatians 5:1
“Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” — Philippians 1:6
Affirmations:
I celebrate the unique identity of my calling, knowing every word serves a divine purpose.
I step boldly into the dawning of freedom, where the veil is permanently removed by His spirit.
I find total rest, security, and eternal comfort resting safely in the loving arms of Jesus Christ.
Reflection: Originally recorded on October 16, 2009, this elegant prose stands as an absolute celebration of unique identity and divine order within a lifelong calling.
It honors the realization that every single page holds its own purpose, enriched with the exact ingredients of faith, patience, and courage needed to stand firm.
When human constraints are pulled away, the spirit steps directly into the dawning of true freedom—a clear sanctuary where the veil is permanently removed in the twinkling of God’s eyes.
Resting your case on the finished work of salvation through Christ Jesus ensures that you remain anchored securely at His feet.
Ultimately, this foundational testament reveals that when you surrender the need for external defense, you find a steady, beautiful reassurance resting safely within His omnipresent arms.
To You, who is about to read, my writings of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Making them a blog, original writings.
A wide photograph of a giant rock mountain standing alone as a massive peak under an open sky.
May Our Lord Jesus Christ, Bless You, With Understanding. I am sharing my most precious keepsake. I feel the, “I have to,” of it all.
These books are first editions that did not sell, did not, get read. I did not promote, in any way.
It is, such “A Personal Journey,”
that I have to, “Look Past Myself,” and give you, what Jesus Christ, gave me. I feel I am giving them to people who will not put it aside, and never read it?
I am giving-sharing it with you, who needs a little, “In Presence of Spirit,” and when you need a lot of, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have that also, but it needs, to be, Published.
I am in the final stage, of completing “A Journey From Darkness To The Light”
in writing for everyone, not just myself, and I am the only one, who has read it? Only one person knows about, all of it.
I need you to know that Chapter 1, Life is but a never-ending circle, is “In Presence of Spirit.” The first writing. I wrote it in April 1988. In the end, creative joy is in your hands.
Well, it took years for it to come out of me, creative joy, that is,
but once it did. I had such relief from my pain. That I felt, from the beginning, “I Wanted To Share With Everyone.”
I believe with all my heart, with all my soul, with all my mind, I know that Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is the writer, through me and with me, because I cannot write without him. I also would like for you to know that I asked for no one’s advice or direction. It all came from the Lord. I asked for no one’s permission.
Through all adversity, Through all the trials and tribulations, it was worth the wait.
I have cherished these “special conversations” I have with the Lord, and now I am sharing them with you. With one heart to heal.
August 20, 2008 — August 25, 2008
Historical Note: Before I wrote this. I had my worst glaucoma attack. I was going to give some of my books away, and this was to them: The Soldiers at War, the wounded, etc., to prison inmates. I was going to insert it in the book. But now is a different story. I have fifty-three writings on my blog. The only way these writings can help wounded hearts is to be shared. That is what I am doing with my writings. I am still sharing my writings. I have published 328; with pictures, it makes it 656. Not bad, huh? Thank you, Jesus Christ, for the presence of Your Holy Spirit. Thank you for reading my precious times, “In Presence of Spirit,” with the Lord.
Scriptures
“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” — Matthew 6:2 (KJV)
“Enter in the strait gate; for wide is the gate and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.” — Matthew 6:13-14 (KJV)
“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you.” — Matthew 7:7-8 (KJV)
“They that be whole need not a physician, but they that are sick. But go ye and learn what that meaneth, I will have mercy, and not sacrifice: for I am not come to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” — Matthew 9:12-13 (KJV)
“Fear them not therefore: for there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; and hid, that shall not be known.” — Matthew 10:26 (KJV)
“What I tell you in darkness, that speak ye in light: and what ye hear in the ear, that preach ye upon the housetops.” — Matthew 10:27 (KJV)
Affirmations
I willingly place my heart where my true treasure resides, anchoring my entire soul in the pure, uncompromised direction of the Holy Spirit.
I choose the narrow path and the strait gate with absolute courage, knowing it leads directly to true, lasting life and spiritual understanding.
I boldly speak in the bright daylight what the Lord has whispered to me in the quiet darkness, preaching His ever-presence without fear or hesitation.
Reflection
This introductory text serves as a sacred threshold, bridging a multi-decade journey of solitary obedience that began in April 1988.
It captures the transition from a hidden, intensely personal keepsake to an open, shared sanctuary meant to bind up wounded hearts.
By grounding this message in the powerful warnings and invitations of the Gospel of Matthew, the act of publishing becomes an act of spiritual mercy.
What was once kept safe in the quiet, isolated spaces of personal trial is brought beautifully to the light, fulfilling a divine mandate to let creative joy heal the world.
Expanded Reflection
Originally recorded between August 20 and August 25, 2008, this foundational introductory text stands as a sacred threshold, bridging a multi-decade journey of solitary obedience that first sparked in April 1988 with Chapter 1, “Life is but a never-ending circle.”
It beautifully captures the transition from a hidden, intensely personal keepsake—once nearly given away to wounded soldiers and prison inmates during a time of physical adversity—into an open, globally shared sanctuary built entirely to bind up broken hearts.
By grounding this ultimate opening message in the powerful warnings and compassionate invitations of the Gospel of Matthew, the act of publishing your blog becomes a profound act of spiritual mercy.
The text reveals that true creative joy cannot remain trapped within an unsold or unpromoted book; rather, it demands that the author look past the self to hand over what Jesus Christ freely gave in the secret place of devotion.
What was once kept safe in the quiet, isolated spaces of personal trial and physical pain is now brought boldly into the bright daylight, fulfilling a divine mandate to shout His omnipresent love from the housetops and let the presence of the Holy Spirit bring total restoration to a waiting world.
An incredible, giant cross of brilliant light captured radiating through the deep darkness of the night.
I Am Of Sound Mind And Body. The accounts are, therefore, brought forth to be certified when completed.
The following is a sparse account of my life in order to fulfill my heart’s desire.
I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest.
If Only For The Truth, of My Innermost Being, and The Acknowledgment of The Reality, of The Distance, Between Space and Time.
Read on to learn what misunderstandings can do to people’s lives, plus how it is, in all honesty, someone’s worst nightmare, especially after total realizations and accounts of such.
November 25, 1995
The funny thing is, I had not started writing yet.
Scripture
“For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.”
— 1 Corinthians 13:12 (KJV)
Affirmations
I stand anchored in the absolute truth of my innermost being, knowing that the Lord acknowledges every step of my heart’s true quest.
I release the heavy burden of worldly misunderstandings, trusting completely that God covers my path and brings total realization to light.
I honor the divine timing of my life, recognizing that even before my hands began to write, the Holy Spirit was preparing the canvas of my soul.
Reflection
This powerful declaration serves as a historical foundation stone, capturing the precise moment right before a massive spiritual unfolding began.
By presenting an honest account of life’s unraveled truths and the heavy toll of human misunderstandings, the text steps beyond worldly illusions into eternal principles.
It reflects a soul clear of obstructions, standing ready to certify a divine ledger.
Even in moments that felt like a living nightmare, the vast distance between space and time is closed by the omnipresent grace of God, setting the stage for an everlasting journey of faith.
Originally documented on November 25, 1995, this powerful declaration stands as a historical foundation stone for your digital sanctuary, capturing the precise, quiet moment right before a massive spiritual unfolding began.
By boldly certifying that you are of a sound mind and body, the text establishes a clean legal and spiritual record, proving that your inner sanctuary remains completely untouched by outside interference or worldly illusions.
Grounding this sparse account in the timeless lens of 1 Corinthians 13:12 reveals a crucial law of faith: though the world forces a soul to look through a glass darkly, a total realization is already unfolding in the unseen.
The writing functions as a prophetic ledger, anchored in place months before your hand ever put pen to paper to draft the hundreds of inspired pieces that followed.
It stands as an unashamed monument of deliverance, declaring that even when human misunderstandings weave a living nightmare, the vast distance between space and time is instantly closed by the omnipresent grace of God.
Ultimately, this expanded reflection honors the quiet transition out of deep darkness, signaling that the internal house is completely cleared of old cobwebs and stands ready to radiate the light of Christ to the multitudes.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every vibrant beam of light along the journey.
As I walked through the doors of the shelter, I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”
As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.
The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.
The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.
Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.
No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.
Women’s Advocate Hall:
Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.
We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.
Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.
He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.
My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.
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People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.
Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.
Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.
Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master. Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.
I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.
“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.
God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.
Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.
No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not.
Original Writing January 29, 1996
Holy Scriptures
Psalm 121:8 (KJV) – The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.
Psalm 147:3 (KJV) – He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.
Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV) – And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.
Psalm 24:1 (KJV) – The earth is the Lord’s, and the fullness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.
John 8:32 (KJV) – And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.
Colossians 1:27 (KJV) – To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.
Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV) – For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.
Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV) – Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.
Isaiah 51:7 (KJV) – Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their evildoing’s.
Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV) – Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.
Affirmations for the Soul
I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.
I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.
The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.
I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.
I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.
I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.
I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.
I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.
I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.
Reflection
This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening.
It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.
From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic or mind power, anchoring yourself instead in the pure compassion of heart power.
The interwoven scriptures serve as defensive pillars, illustrating how the Lord preserves our comings and goings even when historical generational cycles attempt to regenerate decay and bondage.
By highlighting that we are fearfully and wonderfully made, the text rejects the control, manipulation, and harsh verdicts of men.
It functions as an unyielding prophecy, declaring that women transitioning out of “the last fight” are not doormats, but cherished brides of the Father who carry a divine right to break the silence and speak the truth out loud.
Ultimately, this beautiful reflection shows that by slowing down to a gentle trickle, your inner being becomes an open sponge for God’s majestic knowledge.
It honors the vision of an ultimate gateway of shared recovery, where hiding is permanently finished, and the hidden entries are brought out into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ to heal, advocate, and plead the cause for the needy henceforth and forever.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
My perception of life is not understood in this day and age. There is Father and Mother, Brother and Sister, and “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeat themselves down the long stretch of this century and all the rest.
How do we perceive time? We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or traveling to the ancient cities. “Or, of course, living there.”
Oh, to walk where Jesus Christ walked. Many of you have walked on the same streets and paths our dear Lord walked on. What is this leading? Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life! We cannot see that, but we can know in our hearts it is there.
I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can show all the riches of the world around. Mind you, not material things.
What all of us, every one of us, need to do is put “Our Faith Together” and bring love, peace, cures for every illness, food, and water to everyone the world over. Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!
The graces of time are not forgotten. We are all a part of our ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives with barriers of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive.
I remember the voice that used to tell me, “This is the right way,” and I would go left. How I wish I would have listened. I would not have suffered in the ways I did. I also recall struggling to get my spirit to come back. Only to let go and be idle, lazy, and feeling nothing.
It’s such an awful waste of time to destroy oneself with negativity. It alters one’s functioning ability. It is a disability in every sense of the word. Every negative thought is a disability because it is so hard to let yourself learn to use your thinking constructively.
September 1989
The Scriptures
Isaiah 46:9-10 – Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure.
Ecclesiastes 1:9-10 – The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us.
Hebrews 13:8 – Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever.
Matthew 17:20 – And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you.
Luke 17:6 – And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this calamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you.
Galatians 3:28 – There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus.
Isaiah 30:21 – And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left.
2 Timothy 1:7 – For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.
2 Corinthians 10:5 – Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ.
Philippians 4:8 – Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things.
Proverbs 16:32 – He that ruleth his spirit is better than he that take a city.
The Affirmations
I am existing beyond human time. I rest my awareness in the eternal presence of God, where the past, present, and future are held safely in His hands.
I am walking in His steps. My spirit connects deeply with the path of Jesus Christ, unhindered by distance, years, or earthly spaces.
I am secure in my divine perception. I trust the unique spiritual sight given to me by the Holy Spirit, independent of the understanding of this world.
I am moving beyond survival. I step out of past limitations and live fully in the deep purpose of everlasting life that God has placed inside my heart.
I am united in global faith. I join my spirit with my true brothers and sisters across the earth, releasing material desires to bring forth real love, peace, and healing.
I am free from the weight of negativity. I choose to let go of old regrets, idle spaces, and self-destructive thoughts, reclaiming my vibrant spirit through the light of Christ.
I am a constructive and powerful thinker. I cast down every negative limitation and use 100 percent of my mind to build up love, peace, and divine purpose.
Reflections
This final movement of the writing layout exposes the true warfare of the human journey, revealing that our greatest battle takes place entirely within our own minds.
Looking back at the moments where we ignored the inner guiding voice and went left instead of right shows the heavy toll of human suffering.
Yet, the true tragedy lies in the idle, lazy spaces where the spirit goes numb. Choosing negativity is a true disability—a heavy, self-made barrier that physically alters our ability to function and separates us from our divine purpose.
To step out of survival mode and into the fullness of everlasting life, we must deliberately train our minds to think constructively.
We are all deeply connected to our ancestors, carrying a legacy of faith that must go on.
By putting our faith together, we break through the unseen barriers of the flesh and realize our true identity as brothers and sisters under God.
True spiritual intelligence means taking our thoughts captive, casting away self-destruction, and unlocking the mind to bring real love, healing, and living water to a hurting world.
Writing entirely from your inner being allows the mind to slow to a gentle trickle, fully absorbing the wisdom of the Creator rather than being manipulated by external validation or temporal systems.
An original photograph capturing an incredible red sunset at the house, reflecting the deep, peaceful colors of our true state of being.
I. The Oneness and the Passages
It is not, The State of Being, It Is The Being, One with, The Most Holy of Holy. It is Peace, Without Calamity. It Exacts, The Timings of Events, all on an Evolutionary Roller Coaster, through The Passages, from yours, Darkest Hour.
The events are high points, with a lot of punches, through the transition. With the unfolding of each phase, comes the understanding of the reasons, these events took the last place.
II. Surrender of Self-Will
At this point, you are ready, to abandon, your will, To God, entirely and accept, the transitions, as stepping stones, to a broader range, of one’s consciousness. Through, The Spirit of Christ our sin is forgiven, and our hearts realize, the truth of existence, and we know we are loved.
III. The Process of Elimination & Refining Fire
Once the will is given up, the process of elimination continues its journey, through the darkest corners of your soul, replacing it with forgiveness, and understanding.
Putting away, all the pain, of your past, and leaving the pain, and anguish where it belongs. In the destruction of the desolation. Left in the fire, from sin to forgiveness, in turn, separating your soul, from anymore, destruction. It is total abandonment, of one’s own will.
IV. The Seventh Mountain & The Offered Gift
At the point, where there is a substantial confrontation, there is a gift offered! The mind has had all information, from man, formation from a not so distant past — all the while, the most significant power comes from the beginning and the end.
The real realization comes in: The confrontation is the seventh mountain, which you have climbed. All in the journey, through your place, in existence. We come at different stages, in time, a gift offering.
A gift from God, through Jesus Christ. It is sitting, there as pretty, as you please. Your choice to accept in totality, or deny in more disaster. I am offered a gift, from God, but how can I accept it? I am not worthy, of a gift. My mind knows there is a God, but my heart, has no peace, no feeling.
V. The Ignited Spark & Acceptance
The Gift Offered: Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior? Yes. I have tried six times. It did not take. How do I get to Christ? Here is a gift, Salvation. What does this mean? Look into your heart. My heart does not feel. Do you accept the gift? Look down deep within. How can I accept it? I am a sinner. A Gift from God. Do You Accept Jesus Christ as Your Personal Savior?
Yes! “All questions still unanswered.” Then, in the pure giving up of a futile fight, of self-will, there is a tiny opening in the core of your heart. The spark ignited; you know you can feel it. At this time, the question was asked again. Yes, I accept God’s Gift. I accept Jesus Christ as my personal savior.
VI. Cleansing, Unfolding, and Baptism
From that second, you accept him completely. Your life starts unfolding. The old misconceptions of life are being eliminated through a process of transition, which takes a ritual cleansing. The life, which was without hope, is placed in and through Jesus Christ for the purification of the soul, in its rightful place.
At this time, there is no shame, no embarrassment in accepting Christ. Directly following the unfolding is clarity in receiving the understanding of God’s words in the Holy Bible. At this time, baptism is offered. Still no shame, and seven days later. The baptism, in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, occurs. The death of the old life, a life, knew, in the journey, from sin, into clarity, of our real, reality.
VII. Fusion, Healing, and Justification
The distinction of precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal Savior, is describable and authentic. The Passion of Christ entreats your being with the answers of the whole. With Christ, they are not subject to change, for through Jesus Christ is life by the gift of accepting him unconditionally. There is no exception to the rule.
Through Christ’s love for us, He generates love for us and walks with us out of the midst of the fire and brings us out whole; this is justification, to which there is no other. The scars are cured of pain, and the knowledge of the envelopment is granted.
VIII. Armor of God & Closing Testimony
The truth is the only reality, and there is only one truth. That truth is God and the Holy Words: by faith, we receive the holiest of Sacraments, the Armor of Jesus Christ Our Lord and Savior. Blessed with the Most Holy Spirit, the Holy Ghost, which lives in us. In Jesus Christ’s Omnipresent Name.
Selah. Amen, December 1, 1996.
The Holy Scriptures
Ecclesiastes 3:1 – To everything there is a season, A time to every purpose under heaven.
John 17:21 – That they all may be one, as You, Father, are in Me, and I in You; that they also may be one in Us…
Matthew 16:24 – Then Jesus said to His disciples, ‘If anyone desires to come after Me, let him deny himself, and take up his cross, and follow Me.’
Galatians 2:20 – I have been crucified with Christ; it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me…
2 Corinthians 5:17 – Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; old things have passed away; behold, all things have become new.
Isaiah 43:2 – When you walk through the fire, you shall not be burned, nor shall the flame scorch you.
Ephesians 2:8–9 – For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, not of works, lest anyone should boast.
1 Timothy 1:15 – This is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners…
2 Corinthians 12:9 – And He said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for My strength is made perfect in weakness.’
Revelation 3:20 – Behold, I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him…
Romans 6:4 – Therefore we were buried with Him through baptism into death, that just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.
Romans 1:16 – For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ, for it is the power of God to salvation for everyone who believes…
Romans 5:1 – Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ.
Romans 8:35, 37 – Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? … Yet in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him who loved us.
Ephesians 6:11 – Put on the whole armor of God, that you may be able to stand against the wiles of the devil.
John 14:6 – Jesus said to him, ‘I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me.’
The State of Being Affirmations
I am in a true state of being. I step away from the clutter of the world and sit in the absolute stillness of God’s presence.
I am an authentic soul. I drop all human-made burdens and allow my inner life to align with my Creator’s plan.
I am a direct channel for divine peace. I quiet my mind, look to the heavens, and let divine communication guide my path.
I am resting in eternal union. I am anchored firmly in the truth of the Word, where my spirit awakens and earthly fears fade.
Reflection on Coming Full Circle
To step into a true spiritual state of being, we must look past the heavy noise of the outside world and settle entirely into the sacred presence within.
These original spiritual reflections serve as a profound, open invitation to pause, quiet the mind, and experience a mindful presence of spirit.
It is in this precise space of inner stillness and awakening that the personal self begins to fade, paving the way for a permanent heavenly union.
Remaining attentive to the sacred requires a deliberate, daily practice of deep listening and transformative reflection.
When we choose to dwell completely in the here and now, we open our hearts to a profound true self reconnection.
This is not a forced transformation, but a gentle awakening into your genuine reality, fully isolated from the chaos of human-made illusions.
Originally captured on December 1, 1996, this entry details the vital, chronological process of total surrender and spiritual refinement.
Your progression through eight distinct movements—climbing past historical man-made instructions to summit the “seventh mountain”—shows that true heart power can only unlock once the exhaustion of human combat is fully laid down.
The writing addresses the exact sequence of giving up the futile fight of self-will, clearing out old cobwebs through a refining fire, and allowing a tiny spark to ignite in the core of a heart that once felt completely numb.
By stripping away old misconceptions and moving into unconditional, precise fusion with Christ, your inner being is cleared of all shame and generational bondage, setting your feet firmly upon an immovable rock of divine validation.
This text acts as a spectacular prophetic ledger confirming that your thirty-year survival trail has been completely justified through faith.
Coming full circle means realizing that the intense personal pain, deceit, and manipulation of the past were leaving you in a desolate pit with no light outlet, yet the Lord was right there with you in spirit, arranging the timing of events on an evolutionary path.
The total abandonment of your own will allowed you to receive the ultimate gift of salvation unconditionally, transforming your entire reality through a ritual cleansing and baptism seven days later in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
Ultimately, this long, unvarnished look at deliverance proves that when human systems collapse and controllers attempt to rule congregations in vanity, they cannot touch what God has sealed.
You are writing entirely from your inner being, meaning human intellect and the limits of the mind have absolutely nothing to do with it.
Your scars are permanently cured of pain, and your soul stands fully sheathed inside the absolute fortress of the Armor of God.
As you publish this completed chapter to the global community with no strings attached, you stand as an unashamed conqueror, ready to radiate the everlasting light and peace of Jesus Christ henceforth and forever.
