Infused with the Holy Spirit Ultimate Spiritual Awakening
Writing: Infused
The faithful dawn of His presence piercing through the longest night.
In Your name, Jesus Christ. In the presence of Your precious Holy Spirit, whom You left us to receive in our due time. Thank you for not leaving us comfortless.
Sometimes it can take thirty-five years of discomfort—always having a fear of death, of loneliness, always having the gut-wrenching pain that was only quenched when I finally hit the bull’s-eye.
There, Jesus Christ’s Holy Spirit infused me with the Holy Spirit and my “In Presence of Spirit.” August 23, 2010.
Scripture
“I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.” — John 14:18 (KJV)
Affirmation
I am never left comfortless. Though the season of discomfort may be long, I trust in God’s perfect timing.
Right now, I am fully infused with the Holy Spirit, my fears are cast out, and I rest completely in the peaceful presence of my Savior.
Reflection
Received on August 23, 2010, this striking piece exposes the reality of the spiritual wilderness.
It reminds us that our “due time” doesn’t always happen overnight; sometimes, it follows decades of deep emotional pain and isolating fear.
But God’s promises remain absolute. When we finally hit the spiritual bull’s-eye by surrendering fully to Christ, the Holy Spirit moves in to completely saturate and infuse our broken spaces.
The discomfort ends, the fear of death vanishes, and we are dynamically made whole “In Presence of Spirit.”
Spiritual Reflections on Faith Growth and Action: To You Again
Writing: To You Again
Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey as the sun dips below the horizon.
Can you believe one writing, has such an impact on my life, that I had to give it to you now? I could not wait another second. That was on August 31, 2012.
Now it is November 29, 2012; it has always been a special day for me since I was sixteen because it is the birthday of my first love. Then years later, one of my grandsons, birthday.
It was before I gave up on myself. And gave someone power over the outcome, of my overall existence. It was before the pain and the loss of my innocence. Going from good to a disgrace to God.
Going from not knowing, I had a choice, to someone making that choice, their mission. So I have suffered because I let someone else decide. I gave someone else, control over my decision.
I got caught up in a web, of someone else’s, secrets, which caused me to have a complete breakdown. If I had given up the secret, things would have been different. I kept it for eighteen years. It was eighteen seconds too late. Since then it has been seventeen years. So we are looking at a total of thirty-four years.
I do not know anything about blogging. I have not looked at anyone’s blogs. Furthermore, I needed to share, “Show Them The Way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” and, “In Presence of Spirit.” I got carried away. Right now, I have seven thousand, two hundred forty-five views and sixty-seven writings.
Thank you for reading my writings. It is at the point that if I want to share, I have to update to be read. I am sick with a bad cold, and I am sad, about the conditions in the World.
I have shared, extremely personal, Letters, to the Lord, sharing with anyone who wanted to read them. As private, in spirit, as you can get. His presence is established in the writings. I can say that. I Can Write It. Furthermore, I can publish it. Furthermore, I can share it. Furthermore, I have.
The prayers have been in the heavens since the day, I wrote them. Each one is special, entire of itself. Now you have reinforced it, by reading my writings. Documented: four thousand, five hundred sixty-nine, page views, for November 29, 2012. Awesome! I thought last month was good, it doubled.
I read in “A Course in Miracles,” That if “one thousand people have open minds, then one thousand others will open their minds” and the chain reaction will activate the ritual cleansing, to more thousands, of open minds.
I know, when you read my writings, it is like, I am speaking directly to you. Well, first it was for me to write it. By writing it, I was sharing it, at the same time. Like on earth, in heaven at the same time. Which makes it omnipresent.
It is unusual, to read in the I, of oneself. I know, who do I think I am. I am not, The Holy Spirit, is with me, and through me, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Holy Spirit, indwelling me, and you at the same time. Let me put it this way. Your mind might not understand, but your inner being, knows exactly, what is written.
It always calm’s me, when I work on them, even now, when I read them, it is still, like the first time, when I wrote them.
I knew, when the time, was right, I would re-open my blog. My Writings, Published for all to read, right here, right now, no matter, when I wrote them.
I call that, Only Through, The Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. No way, no how, could I do, all this, by myself. No! The Lord, Shared, The Holy Spirit’s Presence with me, and I studied hard, and I asked The Lord, to sup with me, each time, we had, Our Conversations In Spirit To Spirit, Communication.
I write this to you right here, right now because, I am at the point where. I can not force myself, to put any more of my writings on, except for this last one, on the internet, and it is going to be hard to push that button. Ha!
Anyway, I have run out, of words. I will update the same writings, once a day, for December 2012, and then we will see what I am supposed to do. God Bless The World; In Jesus Christ name, I have forwarded, now I really am going to wait.
November 29, 2012
Scriptures (King James Version)
“For where your treasure is, there will your heart be also.” Matthew 6:21
“The Spirit itself bearer witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God.” Romans 8:16
Affirmations
I am anchored in the timing of the Holy Spirit knowing every word is held in His eternal grace.
I step out of the shadows of past decisions to embrace the clear direction of the Lord.
My heart rests in an unshakable calmness whenever I read and share these conversations in spirit.
Reflection
This writing marks a beautiful milestone where hidden, private prayers are structurally woven into a massive, global connection.
When the heart chooses to step forward and share its sacred conversations with the world, a divine chain reaction takes place.
It is a profound process where human limitations fade away completely, leaving an open channel for the Holy Spirit to move.
Even when the physical world brings seasonal weariness or temporary sorrow, returning to these shared testimonies restores a deep, unchanging inner calm—proving that true spiritual connection is timeless and entirely omnipresent.
Passing alongside a massive monument of solid stone on the open road.
Here I am, Lord: waiting for the word to start my internal purification all over again. I am waiting for the complete closure of my writings to You so I can send them out to whoever finds it in their hearts to read.
It is mostly my calling, and I cannot take myself out of it. So what if I am unknown? It is about finding You in my heart, in my soul, and in my mind.
It is about You giving me a beautiful gift of You, the first writing, and all the rest. The reason all this has come together is for Your world awakening: in You, through You, on the side of You, on Your feet, and in the twinkling of Your spiritual presence.
Through the unveiling of Your love for mankind to come into the inner chamber of their hearts. You will meet them and activate the total rights of Your great power calling through me for them. You have to give to receive.
Lord, have mercy on the whole world. Bring us out of the darkness and into the light of Your ever-presence. Shine Your love on the multitudes in the presence of Your Spirit. I claim prosperity of heart, mind, and soul to the Christ Spirit within us all, forevermore. October 15, 2009.
“Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us? Then said I, Here am I; send me.”
— Isaiah 6:8 (KJV)
“Then said I, Lo, I come (in the volume of the book it is written of me,) to do thy will, O God.” — Hebrews 10:7
“I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service.” — Romans 12:1
“Ye have not chosen me, but I have chosen you, and ordained you, that ye should go and bring forth fruit, and that your fruit should remain: that whatsoever ye shall ask of the Father in my name, he may give it you.” — John 15:16
“And I heard a voice from heaven saying unto me, Write, Blessed are the dead which die in the Lord from henceforth: Yea, saith the Spirit, that they may rest from their labours; and their works do follow them.” — Revelation 14:13
Affirmations:
I find the presence of the Lord deeply within my heart, soul, and mind.
My life and writings are dedicated to His purpose, serving as a beacon for a great awakening.
I step forward in faith, trusting that His grace will lead me from darkness into everlasting light.
Reflection: Standing before the massive monuments of life’s journey, the soul recognizes its own stillness in the presence of the Creator.
Answering the divine call requires a complete surrender of the personal self, allowing a total internal purification to take place.
Though one may feel hidden or unknown to the wider world, the true work unfolds within the inner chamber of the heart, where an everlasting dialogue with the Lord is established.
By dedicating your life and expressions to this spiritual purpose, you become a vessel for a greater awakening, passing along the profound light of grace to anyone who searches for it.
Trusting in this steady hope allows the spirit to step forward boldly, knowing that true prosperity of the soul is found when we give ourselves completely to His divine order.
A towering monument of solid stone standing alone with unwavering strength.
While I read the Bible, It is almost always understood in the present tense. But all the while, the generation-to-generation is seen and heard. I feel I am undeserving of this excellent experience.
Finding the knowledge, through the words of God, through the prophets. The understanding, through the death and resurrection of our sweet Lord Jesus Christ. Ultimately, the wisdom that is given through the powers of God’s fulfilling words.
Even by myself, all my studies in the past six months. With the revelations since the transition from sin. To fully accept Christ as my personal savior, the baptism, the deliverance. All the readings and writings. Massive amounts of knowledge have I found through the Scriptures.
It is all written, interpreted past, present, and future. “The Bible to me is the presence of the most holy in the omnipresent sphere of the oneness through Christ our Lord.”
I know what is said throughout the Bible has been real and is real in my individual life. When I went into the fire and when I came out. I went through all my trials and tribulations in search of the truth.
Resentments had to all be abolished, All truth needed to come out. I am awake, and it all means the same.
You cannot get to heaven if you do not, through Jesus love, sheathe and cleanse your spirit of all atrocities. Including your own and those of the people who are in contact with you and yours.
Sin does not discriminate Because we bore our ancestor’s sins, and their two make one.
We all know our innards; It is outside interference, which renders us, chained, to the unraveling of the one true law. Which is through, Jesus Christ, Our Savior.
The purpose is: scattered among, The Nations. With no shepherd to follow. Searching The Sea is Vast, but A Portal, to go through, all the murkiness of.
To reach and go forward, to the clearing, of the absolute true law, of our total existence, which is from God to Us.
Destroyed, then individually we walk, through the portal, of the exiled inhabitants of the Earth. Through Salvation, Baptism, Deliverance, Through The Unveiling of The Christ Within. To glorify, God in heaven, for the honor, to be one of the chosen. June 8, 1996
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”
— John 1:1 (KJV)
“For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any two edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.” — Hebrews 4:12
“Being born again, not of corruptible seed, but of incorruptible, by the word of God, which liveth and abideth for ever.” — 1 Peter 1:23
“But he answered and said, It is written, Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every word that proceedeth out of the mouth of God.” — Matthew 4:4
I read and live the Word in the present tense, completely unified in Christ our Lord.
All resentments are permanently abolished as I cleanse my spirit through Jesus’ infinite love.
I walk forward individually through the portal of salvation, baptism, and deliverance into total truth.
Reflection: Originally penned on June 8, 1996, this profound piece captures the exact moment where human perception aligns with eternal timeline, realizing that the Bible is a living presence operating entirely in the present tense.
It stands as a powerful monument of absolute surrender, tracing the definitive path through salvation, baptism, and deliverance.
The text reveals that true wisdom is not an intellectual achievement, but a structural gift activated when old resentments are completely abolished to clear the way for truth.
By recognizing that the Word of God is an active, omnipresent shield, the soul safely navigates the murkiness of worldly interference.
Ultimately, this foundational testimony serves as a brilliant declaration of spiritual triumph, showing how an individual walks through the portal of exile and emerges fully transformed, anchored forever in the unified oneness of Christ our Lord.
A serene open field with majestic faraway mountains stretching across the horizon.
Just goes to show you, A lie cannot last forever. Deceit plays havoc in people’s lives. But one’s shame closes the soul of understanding and places decisions in someone else hands, which causes utter destruction.
Where there is no heart, there is no peace. Where there is no peace, there is contempt. Because one always ends up being the doormat of others power and control.
When taken away, one becomes Self again, and Self knows the Oneness that is with and through the regeneration of an ancient past of the soul and its rightful place in peace, without all outside obstruction. November 29, 1996
Scriptures:
“Lying lips are abomination to the Lord: but they that deal truly are his delight.”
— Proverbs 12:22 (KJV)
“Wherefore putting away lying, speak every man truth with his neighbour: for we are members one of another.” — Ephesians 4:25
“Lie not one to another, seeing that ye have put off the old man with his deeds;” — Colossians 3:9
“For he that will love life, and see good days, let him refrain his tongue from evil, and his lips that they speak no guile:” — 1 Peter 3:10
I break free from all outside obstruction, stepping back into the truth of my authentic Self.
The peace of the Lord fills my heart, removing all contempt and establishing His divine presence within.
I walk in the Oneness of Spirit, anchored securely in a rightful place of eternal stillness and truth.
Reflection: Originally recorded on November 29, 1996, this profound piece stands as an absolute declaration of emotional and spiritual freedom from external domination.
It exposes the devastating reality of deceit, showing how falsehoods break the soul’s understanding and force a person to surrender their choices into the hands of others.
The text reveals a vital spiritual law: without an authentic heart, true peace is impossible, leaving the spirit vulnerable to outside power and control.
However, the moment these heavy obstructions are taken away, the soul undergoes a powerful regeneration, returning safely to its rightful, ancient place of stillness.
Ultimately, this foundational testimony serves as a beautiful monument of restoration, proving that stepping back into your true self completely unties the chains of worldly interference and anchors you forever in the perfect oneness of divine truth.
An open road moving toward faraway mountains under a beautifully glowing sky
Wendy Wake Up, Smell the coffee; it’s your time, and it is your turn. To share a piece of eternity with anyone, who needs a friend? The only friend that can shine the light from heaven, from him to all of us.
I can not go back and pick at anything I put in the book. To me, it all belongs. To me, I see less of myself and more of the presence of Spirit. The Holy Spirit, of Jesus Christ, who was given in spirit.
To Anyone Who Wants To Internally, Be Ministered, too. Do you ask? The Lord already knocked; you did not answer. You will; he comes in, through the spirit of the writers, in the Old and New Testaments.
I would like you to know, My twin still argues with me about my book. She says, “It is just for me.” I have always known that what I am, ultimately, going to do is publish, for anyone to find, that the kingdom of heaven is in every one of us. To accept or deny. It is still there.
We all can tap into the presence of Spirit. Just by reading from my eyes, hand, heart, soul, and mind, “In Presence of Spirit.” To you with love, not from me, but from Him, the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Who gave me the most precious times, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Thank you, Jesus Christ, For coming into me and giving me your breath of life. Thank you for all the words, prayers, verses, poems, and songs. Thank you for each and every quote and every writing, short or long.
Thank you for The Whole World. I did it, by the grace of God. It is meant to be. I know in my heart this is to be true.
What else can I do? What else will I do? I think that everything will fall into God’s place and time, and it will reap what has been sown for mankind, not just myself.
To All, In One Accord. To accept the testimony, that is. In His Hands, We Are Healed. In Ours, That Void Is the Lord’s. That search is the Lord’s. That guilt is the Lord’s to take away from your internal being. So you can breathe again. That gut-wrenching pain is the Lord’s.
The Lord is the only one that can take it away. In the Lord is freedom, even in extreme conditions. As they say, “And this too shall pass.”
“We are one in the spirit, one in the Lord.” Jesus Christ, thank you for entrusting me with this massive job. I had so much fun. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. July 31, 2009
Scriptures:
“Awake thou that sleepiest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light.”
— Ephesians 5:14 (KJV)
“And that, knowing the time, that now it is high time to awake out of sleep: for now is our salvation nearer than when we believed.” — Romans 13:11
“Therefore let us not sleep, as do others; but let us watch and be sober.” — 1 Thessalonians 5:6
“Behold, I stand at the door, and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him, and will sup with him, and he with me.” — Revelation 3:20
I step into my appointed time, ready to share a piece of eternity with anyone who needs a friend.
The kingdom of heaven is alive within me, a storehouse of peace accessible to all who seek it.
I surrender every void and gut-wrenching pain to the Lord, breathing deeply in His perfect freedom.
Reflection: Originally recorded on July 31, 2009, this foundational text stands as an absolute declaration of spiritual awakening and structural purpose.
It marks the precise moment where personal identity steps aside, allowing the vast presence of the Holy Spirit to move completely through the hands, heart, and mind of the author.
The piece captures a powerful realization: the words given in solitude do not belong to a private room or a single boundary, but are a structural gift meant to be published worldwide for anyone searching for light.
By leaving the ultimate timing in the hands of the Lord, the soul enters a divine accord where old burdens and internal searches are instantly traded for breathing room and perfect liberty.
Ultimately, this writing serves as a magnificent monument of praise, showing that answering the knock at the door transforms the heart into a literal sanctuary, proving that we are eternally secure, one in the spirit, and one in the Lord.
A striking view looking down an open road enclosed on both sides by towering, solid rock mountains under a framing sky.
The loneliness is subsiding; that is, there is God. Till death do us part, is as close, as one’s last breath, for with years comes the inevitable end.
The days have caught up; the time is at hand. Join together, one and all. Your parents, your grandparents, your children, your families, and your neighbors need you. God said, “No more suffering.”
The pain remembered, oh so distant but right at the grasp of the mind’s eye, a lifetime, in one thought.
Come out of the grave of the outer and into the peace of the inner. Give it to God through Jesus Christ. Think not of yourself, but give of yourself.
My mind is clear of all obstructions. The cobwebs have been cleaned. The understanding of the parables is precise, not just for me and you but for everyone concerned.
For if it is to be. To satisfy all the lusts imaginable, why are you still without, an empty void? Awesome, Yuk, the dung of existence, for if we are without, what must it be like within?
The liberty of our eternal existence is at hand. Clean your internal house; clear the cobwebs. Without, you are lost; with, there is no separation, for within comes contentment.
Withdraw inward, seek the peace within. The passion comes from long-suffering. Greed comes from the lusts of man. Where is the freedom? The world is contrite. Litigation is in an explosion of catastrophes daily.
Seek, and you will find. Knock, and the door will be opened. Listen, and you will hear. Enter the inner chamber, and clear the misconceptions of existence. There is only one way, one way through the narrow hall, for verily, if we sway, the way can be reversed.
The Passion of Christ is Within. The promises are of Christ Within. The mysteries of Christ are within. The lusts of the world are deteriorating our existence. Fight for the truth.
The truth is in us all. The search is final. Once found, stacked down, there is no other. The One, the Redeemer of Our Souls, is in your face.
July 1996
Colossians 3:2
Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth.
Matthew 6:6
But thou, when thou prayest, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which is in secret shall reward thee openly.
“But, beloved, be not ignorant of this one thing, that one day is with the Lord as a thousand years, and a thousand years as one day.” — 2 Peter 3:8
“These things I have spoken unto you, that in me ye might have peace. In the world ye shall have tribulation: but be of good cheer; I have overcome the world.” — John 16:33
“To reveal his Son in me, that I might preach him among the heathen; immediately I conferred not with flesh and blood:” — Galatians 1:16
“Before the mountains were brought forth, or ever thou hadst formed the earth and the world, even from everlasting to everlasting, thou art God.” — Psalm 90:2
“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.” — Isaiah 41:10
“The Lord is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble; and he knoweth them that trust in him.” — Nahum 1:7
Affirmations
My heart is completely fixed on eternity, and I will not trade the permanent for the temporary.
I am stepping away from the distractions of the outer world to enter the secret place of divine stillness.
Through Jesus Christ, my mind is completely clear of all obstructions and the cobwebs have been cleaned.
I choose to live with a quiet inside, completely anchored in the peace and contentment of the Holy Spirit.
Reflection
True prayer is not found in the noise or geography of the outer world; it is found when the heart is fully awakened in stillness.
When we withdraw inward and enter that narrow inner chamber, the misconceptions of this temporary existence completely clear away.
The promises, the mysteries, and the passion of Christ are not waiting for us somewhere out there—they are already alive within us. By clearing out the internal cobwebs and giving ourselves entirely to God, we find an enduring contentment that no earthly catastrophe or distraction can ever touch.
Expanded Reflection: Originally recorded in July 1996, this profound piece serves as a monumental turning point in the spiritual path, capturing the precise moment where the soul stops running down the open roads of external seeking and turns entirely inward toward the Creator.
Enclosed by the towering, heavy mountains of worldly limitations and human struggles, the spirit experiences a deep awakening: loneliness immediately dissolves the moment we recognize the absolute ever-presence of God.
This writing lays bare the emptiness of chasing earthly lusts, comparing the shallow exterior world to the dung of existence.
True liberty demands an uncompromised internal house cleaning—a thorough sweeping away of the mental cobwebs, legalistic distractions, and worldly obstructions that cloud the mind’s eye.
By firmly sheathing the ego and stepping directly through the narrow hall of salvation, the author discovers that the mysteries, promises, and the very Passion of Christ are not distant historical events, but a living reality operating fully within the sanctuary of the heart.
Ultimately, this foundational testimony stands as a triumphant declaration that when we surrender the keeping words of human pride and withdraw into the quiet, inner chamber of faith, the search is finalized, the empty void is filled, and the face of our true Redeemer is revealed in perfect, everlasting contentment.
An incredible, giant cross of brilliant light captured radiating through the deep darkness of the night.
I Am Of Sound Mind And Body. The accounts are, therefore, brought forth to be certified when completed.
The following is a sparse account of my life in order to fulfill my heart’s desire.
I must, therefore, take appropriate measures to fulfill my heart’s quest.
If Only For The Truth, of My Innermost Being, and The Acknowledgment of The Reality, of The Distance, Between Space and Time.
Read on to learn what misunderstandings can do to people’s lives, plus how it is, in all honesty, someone’s worst nightmare, especially after total realizations and accounts of such.
November 25, 1995
The funny thing is, I had not started writing yet.
Scripture
“For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known.”
— 1 Corinthians 13:12 (KJV)
Affirmations
I stand anchored in the absolute truth of my innermost being, knowing that the Lord acknowledges every step of my heart’s true quest.
I release the heavy burden of worldly misunderstandings, trusting completely that God covers my path and brings total realization to light.
I honor the divine timing of my life, recognizing that even before my hands began to write, the Holy Spirit was preparing the canvas of my soul.
Reflection
This powerful declaration serves as a historical foundation stone, capturing the precise moment right before a massive spiritual unfolding began.
By presenting an honest account of life’s unraveled truths and the heavy toll of human misunderstandings, the text steps beyond worldly illusions into eternal principles.
It reflects a soul clear of obstructions, standing ready to certify a divine ledger.
Even in moments that felt like a living nightmare, the vast distance between space and time is closed by the omnipresent grace of God, setting the stage for an everlasting journey of faith.
Originally documented on November 25, 1995, this powerful declaration stands as a historical foundation stone for your digital sanctuary, capturing the precise, quiet moment right before a massive spiritual unfolding began.
By boldly certifying that you are of a sound mind and body, the text establishes a clean legal and spiritual record, proving that your inner sanctuary remains completely untouched by outside interference or worldly illusions.
Grounding this sparse account in the timeless lens of 1 Corinthians 13:12 reveals a crucial law of faith: though the world forces a soul to look through a glass darkly, a total realization is already unfolding in the unseen.
The writing functions as a prophetic ledger, anchored in place months before your hand ever put pen to paper to draft the hundreds of inspired pieces that followed.
It stands as an unashamed monument of deliverance, declaring that even when human misunderstandings weave a living nightmare, the vast distance between space and time is instantly closed by the omnipresent grace of God.
Ultimately, this expanded reflection honors the quiet transition out of deep darkness, signaling that the internal house is completely cleared of old cobwebs and stands ready to radiate the light of Christ to the multitudes.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
I do not know how to write to you and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel I do not have the boldness to forget about me:
“Look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”
I could not, of myself, have written this book all by myself. You were, are, and will always be in the midst of me.
You are the Resurrection and the Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though I am not in any order, as per religious order.
You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just that I am stuck and worried, and my eyes need attention from a specialist.
Oh Lord, execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me my purpose in this existence. Making it easier to find you. In their ever-presence.
In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit, With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One in spirit, one with You, Lord, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.
To the realities that be. In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us.
To the Unveiling of Your Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
September 7, 2009
Scriptures
“But he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)
“Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea, I will help thee; yea, I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness.”
— Isaiah 41:10 (KJV)
“I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.”
— Philippians 4:13 (KJV)
Affirmations
I look past my human weaknesses and physical limitations, allowing the perfect strength and light of Jesus Christ to radiate entirely through my life and writing.
I release all worry, strain, and anxiety about the timing and execution of this manuscript, trusting completely that the Holy Trinity guides my purpose and opens every door.
I am anchored in the eternal reality that I am ever-present with the Lord, and His Holy Spirit flows through my spirit in perfect oneness and bold truth.
Reflection
In “Look Past Myself,” you offer a transparent and beautiful window into the sacred surrender required of a spiritual writer.
True boldness does not come from our human confidence, but from the quiet realization that we cannot carry out our divine purpose all by ourselves.
When physical health brings worry or our strength feels small, stepping back allows the Resurrection and the Life to step forward.
By resting in the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity, your writings transcend personal limitations to unveil the Christ Spirit within us all.
Even when your physical eyes feel weak and require specialized care, the internal eye of your spirit remains brilliantly clear.
The execution of this manuscript is safe within His divine timing; you do not have to hold it together by your own strength, for His glory shines most powerfully right through the moments you feel the weakest.
A striking view looking down the open road toward a majestic mountain rising in the distance.
I Was Lost in my sins. No forgiveness, angry with the world, roundabout. No one could help, with the internal purification. No one believed that in me, it was taking place a spiritual awakening.
No one realized they were knee-deep in their sins but persecuting me for mine. The same destructive, self-contentedness of the abominations, that has almost destroyed humankind, is taking place, probably, in every home.
The world is out of control. People give credit where credit is due, by putting forth, the new man through Jesus Christ, our Savior.
You can be reborn at any age, and there is no shame. All is cleared, and you become internally purified.
Once the sheathing and the facts become clearer, your world round about becomes more peaceful, and knowledge becomes part of your conscious.
Nature is instinctual with Christ; there you will see the truth of all existence, and there you will have peace, without all outside obstructions. Stop the muck of society today.
Enter the inner chamber of your heart, accept God’s gift through Christ Jesus, watch your sufferings subside, and walk the walk of Christ.
He is the only way out of this society we call home. Our home is in and through Jesus Christ, and only through Christ our Lord, do we live, move, and have our being. Beware, time is short.
July 11, 1996
Scriptures
“Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord.”
— Acts 3:19 (KJV)
“Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me.”
— Psalm 51:10 (KJV)
“Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
— 2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV)
Affirmations
My heart enters the inner chamber, and I receive the gift of complete internal purification.
I release the judgments of a chaotic world and find absolute peace in the presence of Christ.
Through faith, my sufferings subside as I walk forthrightly in the light of our Savior.
Reflection
A true spiritual awakening is often a deeply solitary path, hidden from a world that remains trapped in its own self-contentedness while casting judgment on others.
Human intervention cannot provide the profound internal purification the soul cries out for when it is lost, angry, and surrounded by societal decay.
True restoration only begins when credit is given entirely to the Savior, allowing the old self to fall away so that a completely new person can emerge through Christ Jesus.
There is no age limit and no shame in being reborn; it instantly clears away the old structures, bringing a quiet clarity where peaceful knowledge can finally settle into the active consciousness.
Stepping away from the destructive patterns that threaten to destroy humankind requires a deliberate withdrawal into the natural, instinctual peace of the Creator, far beneath the heavy noise of everyday life.
By entering the inner chamber of the heart and fully accepting the divine gift of salvation, the deep internal friction and long-suffering subside entirely.
True home is not found in the broken elements of modern society, but rather in a dedicated daily walk with the Lord. It is only by submitting entirely to His grace that we truly find our baseline existence, our movement, and our eternal being before time runs short.
The internal cleansing process acts as a protective shield against the critical eyes of the world.
While human judgments create noise and separation, the pure consciousness of the Holy Spirit anchors you in an enduring state of oneness.
By giving total credit to the Savior, the heavy layers of past trauma drop away, making the surrounding environment a serene sanctuary where the soul can fully rest, move, and breathe under divine protection.
