Awakening the Great Power Calling: A Journey of Eternal Hope
My son driving, with a vibrant beam of sunlight and his reflection caught in the window.
Original Writing: I have something to say:
I believe in what God, has given me, through His Son, Jesus Christ.
It is real and authentically entwined, “in presence of spirit,” like a precious amethyst treasure, with me and you now. You have been where you are now with me, ever since you picked up my treasure of life and times, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Spirit of Jesus Christ, Christ the Holy Spirit, He left all of us, to find and treasure.
The writings are what I have mortally done. In the presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. Richard is the only one, to this date, that knows, what I have, in my extended book. “In Presence of Spirit” has been mine, since day one. For eight thousand three hundred ninety-five days, “In Presence of Spirit,” has been part of me, and now you.
I want to take off, and I should not. I can not, but oh, that I could. Furthermore, I would fly, like an eagle across the world, and rain, God’s blessings on mankind. One whole unit, undivided, equal shares, in God’s Great Power Calling.
From the inner chamber of my soul. Where dwells there, all the wealth of “In Presence of Spirit’s” presence? That is awe, to me, and to anyone, who will ever read, my private times, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is so close to sharing my writings; I can feel it.
So, knowing one of these days, I am going to do something spontaneous. Something I have wanted to do since, day one, is to share my, “In Presence of Spirit,” with you. That is all I have wanted to do. That one day is going to get here, any minute, and when it finds its way, into your heart, know this: I loved, with all my heart. September 2, 2011.
Scriptures
Isaiah 40:31 – “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.”
Ephesians 4:4 – “There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;”
Colossians 1:27 – “To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:”
Affirmations
I fly like an eagle in the strength of the Lord, raining His rich blessings upon mankind.
The calling of God is alive in the inner chamber of my soul, filling me with awe and absolute purpose.
I share the hidden treasures of my journey with a bold, open heart, entwined in the universal oneness of Christ.
Reflection
This profound piece stands as an intimate declaration of a lifelong devotion to the message of Jesus Christ.
For thousands of days, the quiet work of recording these private conversations has been a sacred trust, kept hidden away from the world but known completely in eternity.
The sudden desire to take off and soar across the globe like an eagle highlights a powerful urge to spread divine blessings to everyone equally under God’s great power calling.
True spiritual riches are never found on the surface of life; they dwell deep within the inner chamber of the soul, waiting for that spontaneous moment to find their rightful path into the hearts of humanity.
Every word mortally captured here reflects an everlasting covenant of pure love and faith, proving that when the light of salvation is sparked, the text is ready to break its silence and awaken the world.
A gorgeous sunset fading behind the mountains, beautifully captured by my son.
I call on my guide, my lord, and my savior, Jesus Christ. I call on your passion. I call on your knowledge. I call on your wisdom.
I call on Your Holy Spirit to come and unite the holy congregation of You and Your omnipresence in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Furthermore, I call on our extensions of “In Presence of Spirit.” Having propagated that which you have given me in the presence of your holy spirit.
Dear Jesus Christ, open up my heart, mind, and soul to Your World Awakening.
Open up the Heavens and rain down Your Heavenly Manna.
Lord come, come unto me, your witness of, Your Glorious Restoration, from darkness to the light, in Your Presence, there go I.
The Testimony I have from the Holy Spirit of You is, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” All the writings together.
It is to me, A Classic Manuscript of loving kindness from You, Jesus Christ, for without Your presence in spirit. I would not have written anything of interest.
Thank you, in the eternal combustion chamber, for my soul’s desire. To unite with you in the presence of your spirit. To capture peace on Earth and goodwill towards mankind.
Thank You for the years I have spent with You working on “Our Manuscript.” Even though no one has read it. It has been heard by you and your ever-present self given to me for your purpose.
I appreciate Your salvation of heart, mind, and soul. I appreciate Your redemption, from You for all mankind, to find You in the Kingdom of Heaven within.
Furthermore, I appreciate your lamentations. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your sanctification.
Thank you for your justification. I appreciate your omnipresence, yesterday, today, and forever. Thank you for “In Presence of Spirit,” from day one. January 8, 2010.
Scriptures (KJV)
Psalm 32:8 – “I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.”
John 16:13 – “Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
“Isaiah 58:11 – “And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not. “
Affirmations
Jesus Christ is my steady guide, leading my mind and heart into His perfect wisdom and knowledge.
I stand as a faithful witness to His glorious restoration, moving out of darkness into everlasting light.
My soul rests in absolute peace, knowing my life’s work is held securely in the omnipresence of the Lord.
Reflection:
This beautifully inspired piece highlights the deep, unshakable covenant between the author and the Savior.
To call upon Jesus Christ as a personal guide, lord, and savior is to completely surrender to His infinite passion, wisdom, and knowledge.
This writing reminds us that our true work is never about seeking the immediate applause or recognition of the world, but about standing as a steadfast witness to His glorious restoration.
For years, the creation of this classic manuscript has been a sacred conversation of three—an unfolding journey recorded in love, heard completely by God, and preserved for His divine timing.
True peace and redemption are not found in the noisy currents of outer reality, but inside the kingdom of heaven that rests beautifully within our own souls.
Every word written since day one stands justified and sanctified in His omnipresence, serving as a powerful monument of faith that bridges the history of yesterday with the vast awakening of tomorrow.
Clearing the Sticky Webs: Awakening a New Consciousness
A breathtaking view of the mountain terrain and distant horizons, captured by my son.
Original Writing: Clear me up Lord:
Clear me up, Lord, of all the cobwebs, string by string. Clear the way to higher awareness. For there is no limit, when left, “To You.”
The strings are sticky because they have been webbed, for what seems like, a darkened eternity. By listening to the inner consciousness, we find a peephole of light. As letting go of surrounding powers, controlling your life.
Only one can control your life, and this is you, through Jesus Christ our Savior. By Him, we are born again, the old is past away, and the now in consciousness, is tomorrow, in reality. June 14, 1996.
Scriptures
2 Corinthians 5:17 – “Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.”
John 8:12 – “Then spake Jesus again unto them, saying, I am the light of the world: he that followeth me shall not walk in darkness, but shall have the light of life.”
Psalm 119:130 – “The entrance of thy words giveth light; it giveth understanding unto the simple.”
Affirmations
The Lord clears away every lingering obstruction from my mind, opening the path to higher awareness.
I let go of all outside forces trying to control my life, surrendering my journey entirely to Jesus Christ.
Through my Savior, I am born anew, walking out of darkness and step by step into a clear tomorrow.
Reflection
This profound piece captures the precise moment the soul demands to be untangled from the clinging, heavy remnants of the past.
Life can often feel as though it has been bound by sticky, intricate webs that have taken what feels like a darkened eternity to form, obscuring our view of the divine.
Yet, by quietly turning our focus inward and listening to the deep inner consciousness, we immediately discover that initial peephole of sacred light.
True spiritual breakthrough requires a deliberate letting go of the heavy worldly powers and negative influences that attempt to manipulate and dictate our existence.
We reclaim our absolute freedom only when we stand firm under the authority of Jesus Christ, our Savior.
In Him, the old structures completely pass away, and a beautiful, massive transformation takes place.
What we hold close in our active consciousness today becomes our tangible, peaceful reality tomorrow, proving that there are absolutely no human limits when our lives are fully left to God.
“I have pain in my left eye.”Do you see the difference between the flesh and the Spirit? I did not think “In Presence of Spirit” was a boring
Standing unmovable in steadfast strength and quiet peace.
book. It is filled with the Spirit of Jesus Christ. The Holy Spirit guided me through it.
You know, I have not written in months—nothing notable, anyway. But I still have many pages that have not been edited. I have sixty edited writings completed, printed as a book of their own. “Conversations with the Lord”—that is what I will call it. Ha… giggle.
I got caught up in the world—working, traveling. I went to Big Bend twice, to through the States, from here to Canada, then North Dakota, and back home. Not too much, but enough. And through it all, the hand of Jesus Christ was on my shoulder—even when I did not feel it.
The conscience… the right way, the wrong way… the deception of what we think is reality—when our true existence is through Jesus Christ.
We are spiritual beings, journeying through time toward the dawning of the Spirit within us—through Jesus Christ.
To see the veil lifted, so we may see, feel, and hear the Holy Spirit in His ever-presence.Jesus Christ stands firm within all people—within all spiritual beings since the beginning of time.
Our choices have been shaped in the midst of a broken world, yet regeneration comes through oneness with Christ Jesus, our Lord and Savior.
The Holy Trinity is the one true ruler of our souls. We will be alright—through Jesus Christ, who strengthens us. In good times and in hardship, in the ever-presence of our souls, we will overcome the darkness that surrounds the world.
Jesus Christ is at the highest level. The angels rejoice together. I felt you could use some encouragement—because in the oneness of truth through Christ Jesus, anything is possible. That passion through Christ is beyond words.
I am enjoying this—sharing time “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what it is:“In Presence of Spirit: A Journey from Darkness to the Light—A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem—To You, With Love.”My dedication reflects what each of us is going through, even if no one admits it.
My words, through Christ, are out there—in time and space—and will be fulfilled in God’s time, not mine. Isn’t this something? It feels good to be free—to express a different perspective on our present reality.A gift from Jesus Christ.
A way to step beyond the outer world and into the inner truth—where He is. From a place without hope, into one faith—through Jesus Christ, our Lord of Lords, God of God.
The Father of “In Presence of Spirit,” working through me. Even through time, times, and seasons—the moment is here. Something will happen worldwide. It has been written by many.
In Christ, we are in the Holy Spirit’s presence, and the Holy Spirit is within us, and Christ surrounds us. He is here—guiding all things to fulfillment.The power and the glory forever. Amen.
How are you? Are you absorbing these words from my heart? Are they awakening something within you—this oneness with Christ again?A backslider does not always know how to return, with all the noise of the world.
We need stillness—to hear, to see, to understand what has been written on our hearts since the beginning. Time does not matter. We are alright. We will make it through—along with the world—through the Spirit of Christ within us all, waiting to be revealed.
To anyone who reads these pages—these are things I needed to say, and I have said them. If you read my letters, especially these recent ones, you may feel the difference—from my heart to yours—in faith, in the ever-presence of the Holy Spirit. It would be a shame to lose these pages—but not truly. They already exist in the realm of holiness, within us.
Free the women and the children.Free the world from darkness—Through Christ Jesus, who strengthens us.We are “In Presence of Spirit.”
The Holy Spirit knows why that phrase is repeated so often—it is my life’s work. Even though not a single book has been sold—can you believe that?
So many words… and one day, I will sit and read my own book. I have not done that yet. Strange, isn’t it? I have tried—but not in a long time. Still, it lives within me—everlasting words from Jesus Christ, written in love. One heart. One love. One hope. In faith of the eternal presence of our Father.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for allowing me to write words that are positive, helpful, and fulfilling. A conversation of three—the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit—through Christ to us.(I had to stop writing. The pain in my eye became intense—like a migraine within my eye. I needed to rest.)
It is Sunday. I am isolating myself in the oneness of Spirit—to reflect, to be inspired, to continue what has been set before me. Even in hardship, declare the time of the Lord.
I was given a beautiful task—to write with the Lord. I needed that time… and I took it—ten years.
You know, I wrote “In Presence of Spirit”—the first piece—in April 1988. Thank God I still have the original. The Lord gave me a mission of my own. I must write to you—for some reason. It continues to flow, and I do not want to stop.
This is my calling.“Clarity of our true reality, through Christ Jesus, who strengthens us.”My eye began hurting again. I had to ice it. The pain eased, and I was able to sleep. I hope you are well. Forgive me for taking time to return to writing.
I send blessings—from my heart to yours: “Christ Jesus and Wendy—writing to the world.” Stop the madness. Turn to Jesus Christ.“
Reveal the inner parts of our soul’s journey. Without, you are lost—within, you are one in Spirit.” You can enter the inner chamber, where the Lord is—carrying you into tomorrow, which is only a breath away.
Endure. Stay strong. You are gifted. Use it for Christ. Help others find freedom from pain, and forgiveness through salvation in Jesus Christ.
Our Lord has guided us through the fire into “In Presence of Spirit”—one heart, one mind, one soul. Through Christ Jesus, who is ever-present. I have my index cards—names, dates, edits. Sixty completed pieces. I should bring it all together. I know the order—it just takes time. Everything has its place now. Not confusion—purpose.
I am growing in knowledge, and in oneness through Christ, and what He is doing through these writings—shared with you in love. Now it is “Conversations with the Lord,” and the husband of my youth—now my brother in Christ.
There is a reason for these words. I pray they open your heart to understanding.“Am I insane?” No—this is for the glory of God, in revelation of the heart and soul. I hope you are reading. This is the only way I can reach you—through “In Presence of Spirit.”August 21, 2005 First signs of narrow-angle glaucoma—eleven years now. Thank You, Lord, for sight.
Scriptures:
Romans 8:1 – “There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.”
Romans 8:6 – “For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.”
Galatians 5:16 – “This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not walk in the lust of the flesh.”
Affirmations: I walk securely in the Spirit of Christ, leaving behind the distractions of the flesh.
The peace of God reigns in my heart, bringing total clarity and divine stillness to my soul.
Christ strengthens me in every season, guiding my steps into His perfect fulfillment.
Reflection:
This writing stands as an enduring testimony to the beautiful reality that our true existence is never defined by physical limitations, worldly distractions, or the quiet isolation we sometimes experience.
Even when the outer world demands our presence through work, travel, and constant noise, the gentle, steady hand of Jesus Christ remains firmly on our shoulder.
It is in the deep, intentional stillness of the inner chamber—away from the chaos of a broken world—where the heavy veil is lifted and our souls undergo a true regeneration.
Our physical eyes may experience temporary pain or strain, but our spiritual sight remains completely clear, fixed entirely on the eternal glory of the Holy Trinity.
Walking in the Spirit means discovering a profound, unshakable freedom where time loses its grip and heart power takes over.
We are never truly lost or alone; we are resting safely inside the everlasting sanctuary of His grace, moving forward one breath at a time into a beautiful tomorrow.
“The Lord is nigh unto them that are of a broken heart; and save such as be of a contrite spirit.” — Psalm 34:18 (KJV)
Standing small in the presence of life’s massive structures, anchored by an open path forward.
“Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son:” — Colossians 1:13 (KJV)
“To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.” — Acts 26:18 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
I. Out of Darkness: By the power of Jesus Christ, I am lifted out of the heavy darkness of trauma and carried into a pure state of divine grace.
II. Redeemed Testimony: My past survival is not a curse, but a sacred gift meant to bring comfort, healing, and light to a suffering world.
III. The Dwelling of Peace: I open the inner chamber of my heart completely, trusting that the Holy Spirit has ignited an eternal light that no earthly pain can dim.
No Cover Up For My Abused Self
You know I have felt over the years that it is only in the Spirit of our dear Heavenly Father. Since I started writing the book at the beginning of 1996, I have wondered: Who am I to write what I have, and who in the world cares about what I have done?
But all the while, time and time again, it was my journey from the darkness of my soul to bring light back to my soul for the loss of my life and my love.
Through my writings, it lifts me out of darkness into a state of grace. Grace is given by Jesus Christ. I know my pain was buried; my pain was ugly, and my pain was right in my face. When I left, I was in shock.
I searched deep into myself through all the readings, all the prayers, all the crying and mourning, and through the things I put up with on the emotional roller coaster of the negative that had consumed our lives.
I had no cover-up for my abused self, from him or from me, for losing myself to the lie, because that is all it was. I once said, “If this was all a game, everyone lost.” Well, you know, the only thing we lost was the fight.
My straightforward being is a constant in these writings. It is only in the spirit of our dear Heavenly Father, who made my experience a gift and not a curse.
It is a gift to mankind for the remission of the world’s sins. In God, I live through Jesus Christ, and His Holy Spirit has ignited the light in my soul to induce the omnipresence of every prayer for humankind, opening up the kingdom of heaven within each one of us.
Oh please, who am I? No one, not even myself, picks me apart. The Lord, through me, gave me His Holy Spirit to perpetuate an ongoing dialogue with Him “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what is up.
All summed up for me, right? No! Not for a second. It is made “In Presence of Spirit” for His purpose, to stay with me until the end of time and forever. Now, this is the only forever, I can only imagine.
It was never a competition against or with the husband of my youth. Although it is obvious, I am not competing. I stayed unmarried, and he was married all but three months of those fourteen years.
Our kids are adults; his kids are in the first grade and kindergarten. Now he is staying, making it right. His little game caught up with him. Now that I know it was all his game, because he always competed with me for some strange reason—reasons that have now come to pass.
I survived every obstacle to complete for me, mine, and the Lord’s, “In Presence of Spirit” to be shared. It is a must of my desire and my quest.
I cannot in my mortality state it any different. I refuse to be embarrassed about my small part in this. To repeat: “But what oneself is to You, dear Lord.” He gave me my heart and my soul back “In Presence of Spirit—The Original Writing.”
I thought long and hard about that—the first piece of my heart that He gave me eyes to see so I could write it down “In Presence of Spirit.” And then closed they went. I was part of the negative inside me, not just my negative, but everyone’s. Take it any way you want it.
I have to see it through; no door has opened yet, so this is all or nothing. What do I have to lose? I guess I am the one who is going to open that door. Hey! What? The door has already been opened, and no one dared to come into Wendy’s “In Presence of Spirit.” When they do, I know I will feel better. I love it; He gave me meaning before, during, and after my misery.
In the presence of my misery, Jesus took my hand and guided me out of darkness into the light of His ever-presence. I have been a silent partner with Christ in me, the hope of glory.
Silent I must not be anymore; too many are suffering. Although I still do not speak what I wrote, if it is the Holy Spirit’s will for me to speak at that time, so be it, with one heart to heal.
October 27, 2008
Reflection
October 2008, this landmark foundational writing serves as a raw, unfiltered bridge between a devastating past and a divinely appointed future.
It marks the exact moment the writer completely sheds the painful weight of survival, choosing transparency over concealment and recognizing that a broken road can be turned into a holy instrument.
By viewing a season of severe personal trial not as a permanent curse but as an active spiritual gift, the text illustrates how personal survival transforms into a guiding light for others who are quietly suffering.
Walking hand-in-hand with Jesus out of the shock of trauma, this piece stands as an open gateway—inviting readers to leave behind human games, break their silence, and step directly into the healing, ever-present warmth of the Holy Spirit.
“Commit thy way unto the Lord; trust also in him; and he shall bring it to pass.” — Psalm 37:5 (KJV)
The beauty of a peaceful, open road winding gracefully through snow-lined winter hills.
“Casting all your care upon him; for he careth for you.” — 1 Peter 5:7 (KJV)
“I can do all things through Christ which strengthen me.” — Philippians 4:13 (KJV)
Daily Affirmations
I. Absolute Trust: I place my entire life, path, and purpose securely into the hands of Jesus Christ.
II. Divine Timing: I rest in the truth that God’s perfect timing is unfolding today, opening doors that no man can shut.
III. Fearless Sharing: The Holy Spirit grants me bold strength to share Christ’s overflowing love with a world in need of healing.
I Place The Matter In Your Hands
The name changed many times. The whole incredible trip from beyond the dead to life “in Christ” is so awesome that I have to share it, whether or not you are ready. It is finally ready to be let free.
Now is the time; then was not the time. I had a lot more writing to do. These are the last hours of the close of this, my testimony of Jesus Christ. I will read yours, whoever you might be.
Dear Jesus Christ, I am coming to You at the end of this journey with You in writing. I figure this is Your designated time for me to complete the scripts that are in the book.
As stated, I have to look past myself and give others what Jesus Christ has given me. For whoever will ever read this work, it is full of wordy expressions of love through the Spirit of the oneness of hope and faith. There is a better today for all concerned.
This is for everyone in Heart and Soul Revelation through Christ Jesus, who strengthens the congregation through you, in you, with you, and round about the glory of you, Jesus Christ, in Your World Awakening.
“I love You, Jesus Christ.” I miss You. I have to share You with the world in Your hands. Furthermore, I place the matter of fact in Your hands.
Crisis centers are full of people needing help right now; there is no time to wait. Forever and a day passes, and that day never comes if we wait.
Oh, I have waited so long for this day to finally come. It is at my gate. I know my boldness will peek through, and the doors will start swinging open. Oh Lord, have mercy on us.
November 26, 2008
Reflection
Written in late 2008, this poignant entry captures the raw emotional culmination of a lifelong writing journey.
Moving beyond personal hesitation, the author courageously steps into a calling to share an intimate testimony of Jesus Christ with a world facing immediate crisis.
The piece beautifully transitions from personal prayer into a corporate declaration for “World Awakening.”
It highlights the spiritual truth that ultimate peace is found only when we lift our burdens out of our own grip and boldly place them directly into our Savior’s hands, trusting that He will swing open the gates in His perfect time.
There is nothing like having a gift to share. Thank you, Jesus, for my writing in spirit with you and Your Majesty.
Thank you for the spark of light, that you inspired, through me, in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and all its extensions. The big package, you gave me to treasure, unto your time, acknowledging your presence in spirit, not just for me, but for everyone.
Even though in human terms impossible, in the Lord’s hands this testimony has come to be: My Last Will and Testament.
One for all, all for One, has come together to consciously touch the presence of Jesus Christ, Christ the Holy Spirit from God through Jesus Christ to us all. February 28, 2011
12/29/12,
Oh man, how can I write these positive things, only, in “In Presence of Spirit.” Right now I am trying to write, and I cannot. I changed my book room because I needed everything in here with me. While I decide, what I am supposed to do.
Give more, and not get a comment in the world, or keep giving my Lord, updates with no one looking at the pages, themselves. Most of the views are updated copies of what I update. I do not know where it goes; it just gives me the acknowledgment that one and the other, were viewed.
God is offering you a gift; that is what the preacher said, do you accept God’s gift? Do you accept Jesus Christ as your personal savior? I was at the end of the dead end. I had nowhere to hide. No way to escape the insanity in my mind.
The years of being without hope, without spirit, without strength, with that gut-wrenching pain, I felt for well over, seventeen years.
When I finally said yes, I accepted Jesus Christ as my Personal Savior. I felt those lights, I describe.
I felt the precise fusion with Jesus Christ, my personal savior. It took me eleven months to be able to write it. In “State of Being” I was shocked after I wrote that one.
It is my handwriting; it is not copied from a book. It came out of my experience; that is not fiction.
Happy birthday to all the New Year’s babies in the world, including mine, who is 31 today. January 1, 2017, Happy New Year!
Scriptures
1 Peter 4:10
As every man hath received the gift, even so minister the same one to another, as good stewards of the manifold grace of God.
Romans 11:29
For the gifts and calling of God are without repentance.
Psalm 40:5
Many, O Lord my God, are thy wonderful works which thou hast done, and thy thoughts which are to us-ward: they cannot be reckoned up in order unto thee: if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered.
Affirmations
I cherish the unique writing gift the Lord has entrusted to my hands, knowing it is a treasured package meant for everyone to find.
Though my physical surroundings change and human feedback remains silent, my soul rests content in updating the pages of my Savior’s work.
I am completely delivered from the dead ends of the past, standing securely in the precise fusion and radiant light of my Personal Savior.
Reflection
“Nothing Like It” lays bare the deep, internal wrestling that accompanies a true spiritual assignment.
To keep updating copy after copy when nobody in the world seems to leave a comment can cause a heavy weariness to settle upon the mind.
Yet, this piece stands as a grand reminder that a testimony built from a seventeen-year fire is not a fictional story—it is a living document of deliverance.
Shifting physical rooms or sorting out copyright years are simply milestones on a trail that was established before time began.
When we accept the ultimate gift of salvation at our lowest dead ends, the precise fusion with Christ leaves an unchanging mark upon the heart.
This writing calls us to overlook the silent statistics of the web and remember that a book inspired directly by the Holy Spirit remains an eternal treasure chest waiting to be found by the souls who need it most.
Blessings: Faith, Protection, Understanding Presence of Your Spirit
Writing: Blessings
Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit.
The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.
The cleansing of the cobwebs, knowledge, and a continual, constructive process instead of a destructive one. Courage, fortitude—the courage in endurance and patience. Guidance in things not seen, plus the gift of writing In Presence of Spirit, the book. Total Salvation.
Seventh, you rest in and through the unveiling of Christ, which gives you life, and through Christ, there is freedom from damnation.
Baptism—total immersion—is the regeneration of our souls in the here and now. From the death of sin to fully understanding the meaning and rights that are given through the love of Jesus Christ’s love for His Father. In following through with “The One Truth” to purification, He laid His life down to save mankind from darkness.
Deliverance is shedding off all the old beliefs and misconceptions of life’s cycles, breaking itself off so the regeneration could come forward in the designated time.
Forgiveness, whoa—lamentations in order. Supplication: awesome prayers in faith of the Lord’s Ever Presence, and the sphere in which the Lord can hear. And so regenerated, the passion through my faith in the presence of the Lord, in Spirit.
My losses gave up my life. Granted immunity. Freedom to follow through with the unveiling course to the promises, judgments, and mysteries. Clarification in understanding, allowed. Knowledge, attained. Wisdom in the spirit realm.
Constructive thought, on paper anyway. Getting out of the complete negative to sowing the seeds for the mass regeneration through Jesus Christ’s teachings. The love for the Father in Heaven.
The testaments of old of the coming of the Messiah, to fulfill the treasure of God’s blessings, promises, and mysteries.
To bring peace to mankind from the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, through Jesus Christ’s love and life.
Mortified cruelty, endured for the more significant, to put an end to the dominion of sin. To lay the way for death in the flesh to life eternal with the Lord, in the Lord, through the Lord, roundabout the Lord’s Presence in Spirit.
In Jesus Christ’s life, Jesus Christ’s ministry, in Jesus Christ’s unified Oneness with our Father who is in Majesty, awaiting the arrival of all the souls that have been lost through the generations, searching for the Truth.
Only through Christ Jesus lies the answers to the questions that need answers. Now, for complete regeneration: “Save the world.” Inside every person is a soul from God, waiting to be let free from the bondage that has kept humanity chained.
The cleansing can only be attained through the transition from sin, to fully accepting Christ as your Personal Savior. Then the Baptism and the Holy Spirit will take you through from the cleansing to the truth—continued protection.
Thank You, Lord Jesus, for the presence of Your Spirit. My faith lies in Your Blood of Blessings, for mankind to come in heart passion to the truth of our existence. To be redeemed from darkness to the light of Jesus Christ—my love, my reason for living still. May 16, 1997.
Blessings: Faith, Protection, Understanding | Presence of Your Spirit
The vibrant dawn of His glory breaking over every high place along our journey.
Scripture
“Therefore we are buried with him by baptism into death: that like as Christ was raised up from the dead by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life.” — Romans 6:4 (KJV)
“Who hath delivered us from the power of darkness, and hath translated us into the kingdom of his dear Son:” — Colossians 1:13 (KJV)
Affirmations
I cast off all old misconceptions and step into the total salvation of Christ. Right here and right now, my soul is completely regenerated, protected by His blood, and free to walk in the wisdom of the spirit realm.
I cast off the heavy cobwebs of worldly fear and firmly plant my faith in the Blood of Blessings.
I am translated from complete darkness into the brilliant light of Jesus Christ, resting in the absolute freedom of Total Salvation.
I shed away all old misconceptions, false beliefs, and repetitious cycles of life’s trauma.
The shield of the Holy Spirit covers me completely, breaking every chain of bondage and maintaining continued protection over my heart, mind, and soul.
Right here and right now, my soul undergoes a divine, total immersion of cleansing and true restoration.
I step directly through the threshold of God’s Ever Presence, gaining clarity in my understanding, knowledge in my purpose, and wisdom in the spirit realm.
Reflection
Penned on May 16, 1997, this extensive writing reads as a profound declaration of spiritual warfare and ultimate victory.
It shows that true salvation requires us to step out of the negative and allow our old cycles and misconceptions to completely break away.
By viewing baptism as a literal, ongoing regeneration of our souls in the here and now, this piece illustrates how our earthly losses are traded for divine immunity.
It stands as a timeless call to unlock the captive souls of humanity through the truth of Christ’s teachings, bringing mankind into absolute peace within the Lord’s omnipresent realm.
A clear, quiet path carved through the wilderness, leading straight to His promises
Thank You, Jesus. Thank You for taking my internal pain away. Thank You for giving me “In Presence of Spirit.”
Thank You for accepting me with all my flaws, with the pain I suffered in the fire of my soul.
Thank You for igniting the light of You in my heart. Thank You for all my conversations, in spirit, with You.
Lord, I am so grateful You gave me something fulfilling to do. For me, and You, and anyone who finds it, the kingdom of heaven is within our reach, just waiting to be activated.
Thank You, Jesus, for all the lessons You have given me. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit of You, Jesus Christ, and Your ever-present, omnipresent, omnipotent self. “As it was in the beginning, is now, and ever shall be, world without end.”
Dear Lord Jesus Christ, thank You for this day, this moment. I appreciate Your love and the inspiration You passed on through Your precious moments that You gave all of Your followers from beginning to end—the healing You give to all that believe.
You are the Son of God, who takes away the sins of the world through Your birth, through Your life, through Your ministry, through Your death, and through Your Resurrection to Life Eternal.
In Your hands of mercy, Your Ever Presence is ever present, written on the heart of my soul, in spirit with You in the awakening of each and every soul.
Bring all of them “In Presence of Spirit”—all who are searching and not finding You in their inner chamber.
Oh Lord, help me, Jesus Christ, through the threshold of Your ever-presence to the presentation of “You Are and I Am in Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Lead me where I need to be, Lord.
Show me the way, the means, and the associates to make these things come out, to the glory of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
Thank You for all the blessings of Your resurrection to life eternal in You, with You, beside You, through You, round about the glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your omniscience. June 5, 2011.
I have been praying for this for a long time. This is called “Fruition.” It has come to pass. This means all of it is meant to be, even if it is written by me, because I am sharing my writings with the world. Thank You for reading my writings.
Scripture
“Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of heaven is within you.” — Luke 17:21 (KJV)
“Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:” — Philippians 1:6 (KJV)
Affirmation
I praise the name of Jesus Christ for taking my internal pain away and filling my heart with His eternal light.
I step into my divine purpose with a grateful heart, knowing that the kingdom of heaven is within my reach and that His promises have come to complete fruition.
Reflection
Penned on June 5, 2011, this landmark writing stands as an uncompromising monument of praise, marking the holy transition into “Fruition.”
It captures the moment where decades of long-suffering, internal pain, and testing in the fires of the soul find ultimate restoration.
By recognizing that the kingdom of heaven is an internal reality waiting to be activated, this prayer shows how the Lord heals our flaws and utilizes our unique journeys.
It serves as an open invitation to the world, testifying that when we bring our private conversations into public sharing, we fulfill the structural plan the Almighty has written directly onto our souls.
Reflect: A Prayer in Writing An Urgent Cry for Guidance
Writing: Reflect
In Jesus Christ’s name, I pray in writing. To reflect the inner world in the outer declaration.
His truth stands firm as solid granite, even when the stormy skies roll in.
The arrival of the positive flow of energy, energizing itself to solid granite fruition, ha. What does this all mean? What is Your will for me? I can work now, and make money.
I talked to my guardian angel. Furthermore, I told her she is the only one who believes in me; she said, “For me to believe in myself.” Oh Lord, what is Your will? If it had not been for You, I would be no more.
Make Thy way straight through the threshold of Your Ever Presence of the Spirit of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. In Jesus, I trust. Amen. 1997.
Scripture
“Trust in the Lord with all thine heart; and lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.” — Proverbs 3:5-6 (KJV)
Affirmation
I completely trust the Lord with my whole heart, letting go of my own understanding.
I step through the threshold of His Ever Presence, knowing that He makes my way straight and reveals His perfect will for my life in His perfect time.
Reflection
Penned during a season of deep questioning in 1997, this writing captures a heartfelt plea for direction and divine purpose.
When the outer world pulls us toward material worries like working and making money, our spirits cry out for a deeper reality.
By bringing our inner world into an outer declaration through writing, we step through a spiritual threshold.
It stands as a powerful reminder that when we feel entirely alone, the Lord’s omnipresent grace is actively sustaining us, smoothing our paths, and calling us to believe in the strength He has placed within us.
