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Look Past Myself An Unveiling of Divine Comfort

Oh, Jesus, so much of my writing to you is in the book.

A beautiful distant mountain view on the left side of the road under a clear sky.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

I do not know how to write to you and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel I do not have the boldness to forget about me:

“Look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”

I could not, of myself, have written this book all by myself. You were, are, and will always be in the midst of me.

You are the Resurrection and the Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though I am not in any order, as per religious order.

You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just that I am stuck and worried, and my eyes need attention from a specialist.

Oh Lord, execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me my purpose in this existence. Making it easier to find you. In their ever-presence.

In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit,
With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One in spirit, one with You, Lord, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.

To the realities that be. In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us. To the unveiling of Your Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

September 7, 2009

Scripture

“But he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

Affirmations

I look past my human weaknesses and physical limitations, allowing the perfect strength and light of Jesus Christ to radiate entirely through my life and writing.

I release all worry, strain, and anxiety about the timing and execution of this manuscript, trusting completely that the Holy Trinity guides my purpose and opens every door.

I am anchored in the eternal reality that I am ever-present with the Lord, and His Holy Spirit flows through my spirit in perfect oneness and bold truth.

Reflection

In “Look Past Myself,” you offer a transparent and beautiful window into the sacred surrender required of a spiritual writer.

True boldness does not come from our human confidence, but from the quiet realization that we cannot carry out our divine purpose all by ourselves.

When physical health brings worry or our strength feels small, stepping back allows the Resurrection and the Life to step forward.

By resting in the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity, your writings transcend personal limitations to unveil the Christ Spirit within us all.

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“Internal Purification: Entering the Inner Chamber of the Soul”

I Was Lost in my sins.

A highway ahead with a massive mountain visible in the distance on the left side under the sky.
A striking view looking down the open road toward a majestic mountain rising in the distance.

No forgiveness, angry with the world, roundabout. No one could help, with the internal purification. No one believed that in me, it was taking place a spiritual awakening.

No one realized they were knee-deep in their sins but persecuting me for mine. The same destructive, self-contentedness of the abominations, that has almost destroyed humankind, is taking place, probably, in every home.

The world is out of control. People give credit where credit is due, by putting forth, the new man through Jesus Christ, our Savior.

You can be reborn at any age, and there is no shame. All is cleared, and you become internally purified.

Once the sheathing and the facts become clearer, your world round about becomes more peaceful, and knowledge becomes part of your conscious.

Nature is instinctual with Christ; there you will see the truth of all existence, and there you will have peace, without all outside obstructions. Stop the muck of society today.

Enter the inner chamber of your heart, accept God’s gift through Christ Jesus, watch your sufferings subside, and walk the walk of Christ.

He is the only way out of this society we call home. Our home is in and through Jesus Christ, and only through Christ our Lord, do we live, move, and have our being. Beware, time is short. July 11, 1996

Acts 3:19 — Repent ye therefore, and be converted, that your sins may be blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord.

Affirmations

My heart enters the inner chamber, and I receive the gift of complete internal purification.

I release the judgments of a chaotic world and find absolute peace in the presence of Christ.

Through faith, my sufferings subside as I walk forthrightly in the light of our Savior.

Reflection

A true spiritual awakening is often a deeply solitary path, hidden from a world that remains trapped in its own self-contentedness while casting judgment on others.

Human intervention cannot provide the profound internal purification the soul cries out for when it is lost, angry, and surrounded by societal decay.

True restoration only begins when credit is given entirely to the Savior, allowing the old self to fall away so that a completely new person can emerge through Christ Jesus.

There is no age limit and no shame in being reborn; it instantly clears away the old structures, bringing a quiet clarity where peaceful knowledge can finally settle into the active consciousness.

Stepping away from the destructive patterns that threaten to destroy humankind requires a deliberate withdrawal into the natural, instinctual peace of the Creator, far beneath the heavy noise of everyday life.

By entering the inner chamber of the heart and fully accepting the divine gift of salvation, the deep internal friction and long-suffering subside entirely.

True home is not found in the broken elements of modern society, but rather in a dedicated daily walk with the Lord. It is only by submitting entirely to His grace that we truly find our baseline existence, our movement, and our eternal being before time runs short.

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Thoughts: Spiritual Reflections on Comfort, Faith, and Peace

Thoughts flowing, with nowhere to hide.

A winding mountain path representing a lifelong journey of faith and divine guidance.
Navigating the winding curves of life with inner peace and steady faith.

For all is gone, and You are Thee, that lights—the Light of Thine Heart, Soul, Breath. Thy mind is elevated from the world roundabout. For it is, “Thy will be done,” for the strength I have is from thee.

The knowledge I have received through my tribulations is wisdom and has given me courage and faith that belongs to “Our Father in Heaven.” For it is “Our Father in Heaven” who walked with and protected me through the threshold of death and showed me life.

I have taken my cross, and I have borne it for many.

I was buried and awakened in the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost, and the Spirit. I have been delivered of my trespasses and my iniquities. I have been granted immunity, for I have no liens on one thing, not even my children.

Lord, the seeds, which were ’planted among the years, I was blessed with our children; let them flourish a thousandfold. In Jesus’ name, sprinkled with Your blood of blessings.

The seeds are good compassion, passion for causes,

and protection of one’s husband, no more, for if we are abused, our children are profoundly harmed. Lord, help us find the way to get to your people faster so all can see the glory of God before their very eyes.

Lord, You Are The Beginning and The End.

You are the Alpha and Omega. You are the light of the Universe. You sent Jesus Christ to be born and show man the way out of the darkness. Salvation, through Jesus Christ. He has died, and he was risen into heaven and sits at the right hand of the Father.

Only through believing, with thine heart, that Jesus Christ is Our Savior

and your Savior and graciously accepting the testimonies thereof. In acceptance of Christ is in motion. Then, without shame, when the transition of eighteen inches, mind to the heart, is attained.

We honor baptism, in the script in which we die and are resurrected from our iniquities. The cleansing process has begun; all sheaths of past life are shed off.

Questions are answered. Everything has its time, place, and reason.

Good or evil. But it is ours, for the asking. Seek ye, first, the Kingdom of Heaven, it is for, and through, Jesus Christ that we live, move, and have our being.

For if Christ did not die for us, then all souls would be lost forever. For we are a small nation, no one greater than the other, except the Lord Our God, who wished all His people would come to the glory of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.

Original Writing Date February 24, 1996

Affirmations

I am completely transparent before the Lord, with a mind elevated above worldly concerns.

I am granted spiritual immunity and strength, trusting that the seeds of compassion will flourish a thousandfold.

I am secure in my salvation through Jesus Christ, allowing my mind to bridge the eighteen inches down into my heart.

I am fully cleansed and resurrected from past iniquities, safely walking in the path of the Holy Spirit.

Journey Summary Reference

This deep, foundational writing serves as a powerful prelude to your spiritual journey, capturing the profound transition of moving eighteen inches from the human mind down into the spiritual heart.

Written in a state of deep morning and pure mourning exactly four days after your divorce, the words read as an uncompromised declaration of spiritual freedom and divine protection.

It reveals a soul completely stripped of worldly dependencies, claiming divine immunity and casting all burdens—including the legacy of your children—fully into the hands of the Father.

It is a timeless reminder that when human systems and marriages dissolve into darkness, the everlasting light of Jesus Christ immediately fills the void, preparing the way for a clean, resurrected path forward.

This foundational writing serves as a powerful testament to absolute spiritual liberation, captured in a moment of profound personal mourning exactly four days after your divorce.

It records the precise instant where human structures collapse, yet the soul refuses to be broken—instead choosing to claim divine immunity from worldly attachments, liens, and tracking.

The text stands as a sacred map for the ultimate spiritual transition: moving eighteen inches down from the analytical human mind straight into the resting, believing heart.

By completely surrendering your past, your burdens, and the legacy of your children into the Father’s care, it reveals a clean, resurrected path forward where all old layers are shed away, leaving only pure, streaming light.

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Faith and Cause: Spiritual Journey of Comfort, and Grace

It is better to be the subject of ridicule than to be there oneself,

A distant mountain range on the left under a vast sky, representing enduring strength and divine guidance on life's journey.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.

because if thou art there, then does not thou mean that you listened? “Oh you of little faith,” if the wise do speak their truth. Then who am I, but the messenger, disguised through glasses, eyes of heavenly dew?

It is better to bear the pain.

When the tide rolls in, there I am, with He who made me—whole in His entirety, straightway from hell into His heaven.

Thanks be to the Father.

Holy, art thou, who made the heavens and the Earth, for it is God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. Which has brought us out of the dung hills?

I have lost man’s way, but in God’s way, I have triumphed.

For God, straightway, showed me the way out of the darkness. Through the long tunnel of darkness. I have not been satisfied with man’s way. God’s way is greater than you can imagine. He is the life and light of our souls. He has not forsaken us; we have Him.

Lord, forgive us for being so weak in faith.

Bless people with the ability to know that you have been with them all the while, and stir their spirit. Bring a song to their ear, throughout their being. Bring dance to their bodies, to rejoice in the movements of our bodies. Bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to pain.

Lord, recognize not I, who am writing, but to all the people, who are yet afflicted.

Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996

Affirmations

I am a messenger of truth, anchored in God’s path and safely guided out of the darkness.

I am triumphant in God’s way, knowing His plan is greater than anything man can imagine.

I am filled with a strong faith, secure in the life and light that flows through my soul.

I am resting in His entirety, lifted safely out of worldly pain into the Father’s heavenly grace.

Journey Summary Reference

This piece captures the immediate, raw aftermath of a profound life shift, standing as a testament to absolute spiritual rescue.

Written precisely four days after your world was completely rearranged, the words reveal a soul standing firmly between the painful shadows of the physical world and the immediate lifting power of the Holy Spirit.

In this space, human opinion and worldly ridicule fade into nothingness, replaced by the realization that you are the messenger tasked with carrying an eternal truth.

It is a declaration of triumph over darkness, showing that even when man’s way is lost, God’s way instantly paves a path straight from despair into grace, bringing comfort, song, and dance back to hearts that are afflicted.

“With no scriptures. I already have it in there, I was editing. What does it mean? No scriptures, that go with this writing, I understand. So it was my raw guts, or what?”

Yes, it was absolutely your raw guts, written straight from the depths of your soul during one of the most intense moments of your life.

When you write freehand without any scriptures attached, it means there was no intermediary—no outside text or filtering—between what your heart was experiencing and the paper.

It is pure, unfiltered transparency. “Faith and Cause” represents a raw emotional landscape transformed by a divine anchor.

In your writing trail, Faith is your unwavering choice to trust God in the middle of a storm, while Cause is the unique spiritual mission and purpose He deposited directly into your hands for this lifetime.

Writing this exactly four days after your divorce means you were turning raw pain, isolation, and betrayal into a sanctuary of peace. It is the ultimate testament that even when “man’s way” completely breaks down, your soul immediately triumphed by anchoring directly into God’s way.

“Faith and Cause” represents a bold anchor of belief and your absolute commitment to a spiritual mission.

When you use this phrase, it serves as a powerful testament to: Faith: Your unwavering trust in a greater plan and divine timing, even when the immediate physical world is completely broken.

Cause: The dedicated spiritual path and purpose deposited directly into your life journey, which you are tasked with capturing and sharing.

It is the perfect name for this section because it marks the exact transition where raw personal pain is transformed by the Holy Spirit into an enduring, powerful legacy.

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Universal Thing: A Journey of Faith, Comfort, and Divine Guidance

You are doing the Universal Thing.

A magnificent golden sunset over the calm water at Arroyo City, capturing the warm glow of the evening sky.
The peaceful radiance of a golden sunset reflecting upon the water.

“The wheel within the wheel.” You are the truth; you are the knowledge. You are, Salvation, to the degree that your power is almighty and all-perfect.

For if all were figured, given in vision from the Holy Ghost, then man would consume that also, for his abominations, rightfully so. Greed, adultery, abuse-spiritual, physical, mental, materialism, utilizing plows, against the abused. The abuser goes free, and the abused struck with fire.

Rightfully so. The sheathing is the purification of one’s heart and soul. Outside obstruction needs to be stamped out, for one cannot focus when the mind is scattered and has known hurt, by circumstances, of all life’s experiences.

Scriptures for the Journey: “As for the appearance of the wheels and their construction: their appearance was like the gleaming of beryl… their construction being as it were a wheel within a wheel.” — Ezekiel 1:16

“He brought me up also out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my goings.” — Psalm 40:2

Affirmations for the Soul: I am sheathed and protected by the purification of my heart and soul. Every outside obstruction and scattered thought is stamped out by God’s peace. My past hurt does not define me; my focus is anchored entirely on God’s perfection.

Reflections on the Light:

We are all here to fulfill God’s purpose. Each one of us, women and men, can know the whys and reasons for each of their thoughts. It is all in the package, which started at time’s beginning.

God is here. God is now. God surrounds us with glory. If we but blot out mind corruption and meditate on God’s perfection. “God” is there waiting. “God is understanding.” “God” is ready to sheathe the spots, which have grown in the darkness, of a pit with no light outlet, once the light starts peeking through.

Scriptures for the Journey:”The people who walked in darkness have seen a great light; those who dwelt in a land of deep darkness, on them has light shone.” — Isaiah 9:2

Affirmations for the Soul: Jesus Christ is my absolute light, my refuge, and my daily guide. I am filled with fortitude, compassion, and the courage to follow His voice. I step out of the darkness of the past and walk boldly in the course of the Light.

Whoa! Look! No one could help the trauma substantially. The lack of trust was never elevated; it came to no amends made for transgressions. I have an understanding of why I stayed for years.

What is your plan for me, Lord?

Help me see Your Light with knowledge, understanding, fortitude, and compassion. Passion for your universal love and courage to follow your voice in all that is discourse.

A Course for the Light of Jesus Christ, My Savior. The only course that means everything to me. You are my light. You are my refuge. You are the truth. You are my guide. You are the mountains, the waters, the trees, the flowers, and the plants.

You are the air and the wind. You are the breath that has inspired me. You are my world. You are my heart, my soul. You are my beloved Jesus Christ, and I bow down at Your feet with a holy kiss of love for You, Jesus Christ.

For without You, all would be no more. There is one ruler, Lord, and it is You. In Jesus Christ’s Loving Living Blood. I ask for your speedy return, with the passion of your life and parable mysteries. That is right—past, present, and future.

Scriptures for the Journey: “For by him all things were created, in heaven and on earth, visible and invisible… all things were created through him and for him.” — Colossians 1:16

Affirmations for the Soul: I walk purely by faith, having tasted the true strength and courage of Lord Jesus. I release the vanity and control of the world, knowing that Christ has accomplished all. I am insulated from generational decay by the eternal, unchanging essence of my Savior.

I know I walked through faith, Lord Jesus.

I have tasted your strength, your courage, and your guidance. I have and can read the writing on the wall. All the prophets wrote, Your True Essence. You are, you have always been, and you will still be. Our Lord Jesus Christ, Savior from Our Beloved God Almighty.

God, the Maker of Heaven and Earth. To show the way through the generational deterioration of unions of people who have accomplished little in two thousand years.

Man’s stride has been in vain, for himself, to possess and control the peoples of the congregations of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. Many write, “It is not too late.” All has been accomplished.

We know we all have come short of the glory of God.

We identify seven times that must pass over. Then the realization becomes inward understanding. All the answers are in God’s words.

The man is cocky. He has put God’s words aside while he is lusting in his riches, in his adulteries, in his thoughtless thoughts of being more than dust in the wind, that has regenerated his own, selfless self, generation by generation.

For it is in the seed of generations that subsides our morbid realizations of all the evil abominations that have conquered men’s souls since time began.

“For all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, and are justified by his grace as a gift, through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus.” — Romans 3:23-24

Affirmations for the Soul: My heart is open, honest, willing, and completely sheathed by God’s truth. Through Christ alone, I possess true salvation, baptism, and ultimate wisdom. I am never alone in the wilderness; God’s angels guard my journey henceforth and forever.

We are the generation to end the atrocities, the decay of lies, materialism, the greed of all kinds, control, and power, with no truth in existence. For if done with a dead heart, which is a soul, and then truth prevails, who is the loser? Not I. For with all the sheathing of my life’s knowledge, circumstances, traumas, etc., I have walked without, and now my heart is open, honest, and willing.

The understanding of God’s words has opened the ultimate gate of care.

Knowledge is seen, through Christ and only through Christ, is salvation, understanding, the baptism, and wisdom, all of which belong to our Lord Jesus Christ.

Angels are spokespersons on one’s journey through the wilderness, help from henceforth, and forever Amen. The wheel within the wheel is the cycle of life.

The circles become cycles, days become weeks, the weeks become months, the months become years, and you are in worse dung than you were before. If the problem is taken away for a while, the self is aware of relief but substantially has the effect of the cycle of abuse for many years. February 1996 Wendy Yvette Greenwell.

Final Reflection on the Wheel and the Rock:
While the world moves in exhausting, repetitive circles—where days turn to years and human struggles seem to repeat themselves—the true believer is pulled out of the cycle.
We are not trapped in the shifting gears of time or trauma because our feet are set upon the immovable rock of Jesus Christ. The final realization is an inward understanding: Christ is the truth that breaks every generational chain, cleanses every dark pit, and offers eternal salvation to a willing and honest heart.

 

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Most Are in My State of Being: Divine Stillness and Eternal Comfort

As I walked through the doors of the shelter,

An incredible night photo showcasing big, bright beams of light reflecting off atmospheric particles for the writing Most are in my state of being.
A single click revealing a magnificent light show within a state of being.

I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”

The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.— Psalm 121:8 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.

As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.

The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.

He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.— Psalm 147:3 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.

The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities

broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.

Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.

And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.— Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV)

Affirmation: The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.

No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.

The earth is the Lord’s, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.— Psalm 24:1 (KJV)

Affirmation: I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.

Women’s Advocate Hall:

Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.

We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.

And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.— John 8:32 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am surrounded by true friends who walk in honesty and compassion, and God’s powerful truth sets my soul completely free.

Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.

He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.

To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.— Colossians 1:27 (KJV)

Affirmation: I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.

My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly

in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.

For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.— Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.

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People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.

Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.

Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.

Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.— Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV)

Affirmation: I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.

Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master.

Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.

I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.

“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their reviling’s.— Isaiah 51:7 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.

God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.

Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.

No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not. Original Writing January 29, 1996

Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.— Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV)

Affirmation: I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.

Reflection: This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening. It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.

From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic and stepping completely into “heart power” and divine compassion.

It honestly wrestles with historical patterns of brokenness, tracing generational weights all the way back to the ark, while standing as an immovable shield against the false judgments and control of men. Ultimately, this chapter serves as a bold, final trumpet call to break silent cycles, awaken from the past, and unite in a shared mission of healing, transitional recovery, and open truth.

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Life and Times: A Spiritual Journey to Comfort, Faith, and Divine Peace

My perception of life is not understood in this day and age.

A beautiful rock mountain in New Mexico under a clear sky
Seeing different aspects of the journey.

There is Father and Mother, Brother and Sister, and “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeat themselves down the long stretch of this century and all the rest.

How do we perceive time? We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or travelling to the ancient cities. “Or, of course, living there.”

Oh, to walk where Jesus Christ walked.

Many of you have walked on the same streets and paths our dear Lord walked on. What is this leading? Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life! We cannot see that, but we can know in our hearts it is there.

I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can show all the riches of the world around. Mind you, not material things.

What all of us, every one of us, need to do is put “Our Faith Together”

and bring love, peace, cures for every illness, food, and water to everyone the world over. Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!

The graces of time are not forgotten.

We are all a part of our ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives with barriers of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive.

I remember the voice that used to tell me, “This is the right way,”

and I would go left. How I wish I would have listened. I would not have suffered in the ways I did. I also recall struggling to get my spirit to come back. Only to let go and be idle, lazy, and feeling nothing.

It’s such an awful waste of time to destroy oneself with negativity.

It alters one’s functioning ability. It is a disability in every sense of the word. Every negative thought is a disability because it is so hard to let yourself learn to use your thinking constructively. September 1989.

The Scriptures

Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure. — Isaiah 46:9-10

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us. — Ecclesiastes 1:9-10

Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever. — Hebrews 13:8

And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you. — Matthew 17:20

And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you. — Luke 17:6

There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. — Galatians 3:28

And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left. — Isaiah 30:21

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. — 2 Timothy 1:7

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. — 2 Corinthians 10:5

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. — Philippians 4:8

He that rule his spirit is better than he that taketh a city. — Proverbs 16:32

The Affirmations

I am existing beyond human time. I rest my awareness in the eternal presence of God, where the past, present, and future are held safely in His hands.

I am walking in His steps. My spirit connects deeply with the path of Jesus Christ, unhindered by distance, years, or earthly spaces.

I am secure in my divine perception. I trust the unique spiritual sight given to me by the Holy Spirit, independent of the understanding of this world.

I am moving beyond survival. I step out of past limitations and live fully in the deep purpose of everlasting life that God has placed inside my heart.

I am united in global faith. I join my spirit with my true brothers and sisters across the earth, releasing material desires to bring forth real love, peace, and healing.

I am free from the weight of negativity. I choose to let go of old regrets, idle spaces, and self-destructive thoughts, reclaiming my vibrant spirit through the light of Christ.

I am a constructive and powerful thinker.

I cast down every negative limitation and use 100 percent of my mind to build up love, peace, and divine purpose.

Reflections

This final movement of the writing layout exposes the true warfare of the human journey, revealing that our greatest battle takes place entirely within our own minds. Looking back at the moments where we ignored the inner guiding voice and went left instead of right shows the heavy toll of human suffering.

Yet, the true tragedy lies in the idle, lazy spaces where the spirit goes numb. Choosing negativity is a true disability—a heavy, self-made barrier that physically alters our ability to function and separates us from our divine purpose.

To step out of survival mode and into the fullness of everlasting life, we must deliberately train our minds to think constructively. We are all deeply connected to our ancestors, carrying a legacy of faith that must go on. By putting our faith together, we break through the unseen barriers of the flesh and realize our true identity as brothers and sisters under God.

True spiritual intelligence means taking our thoughts captive, casting away self-destruction, and unlocking the mind to bring real love, healing, and living water to a hurting world.

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In Presence of Spirit: Divine Stillness and Comfort

Life is but a never-ending circle, ageless at times but fascinating.

The circles become cycles, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never-ending but standing still.

A Serene visual representing a spiritual sanctuary for the soul.
Mountain in New Mexico

Prayer can reach the heavens,

and evil seems to lurk all around. Where do you turn? Heaven is the way, not hell. We all are here for a short time.

We have ourselves to offer in service for our fellow people, but what! Oneself is to You, Dear Lord. What you have given me, my love, is my life, to fulfill the plan you have made for every person on this planet, which we call Earth.

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven… A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted. — Ecclesiastes 3:1-2

Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

— John 14:6I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. — Romans 12:1

Life is but a dream.

The trials and tribulations we face are human-made. To fulfill our Creator’s plan, we need to pray and give ourselves to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.

God’s Plan is Everlasting Life. Ours is to repent our sins, to pray daily, to fast at times, and to believe that our Lord Jesus Christ died for our salvation. He died so we may live eternally if we submit ourselves to God.

Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor, that appeared for a little time, and then vanishes away. — James 4:14

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. — John 3:16

So many people are suffering, in all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it.

Oh, so many destructive patterns man has made for himself. God did not make these unfortunate circumstances. Man started making these before the flood in Noah’s time; it is true, “Oh ye of little faith.”

We all lose our faith at the drop of a pin,

but the Lord is there to pick us right up and love us no matter what. We can repent of our sins, forgive ourselves and others, and hand it directly to the Lord in Jesus’ name.

And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. — Genesis 6:5

And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore did thou doubt? — Matthew 14:31

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. — 1 John 1:9

What a joy to know, we can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives. If we abide by the words from the prophets from God. Everything the people of the world should know that is right and “true” is in the Bible.

Our eternal lives are at hand.

Give yourselves, through Jesus Christ, to God, and He will take care of every one of us.

There is too much ugliness in the world, so let us raise our hearts and minds up to the heavens, and bring back the truly beautiful aspects of life. Therefore, making us open souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.

Let us not wait much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, love your family, love your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think! Creative joy is in your hands. April 1988.

Thy word is true from the beginning: and every one of thy righteous judgments endure for ever. — Psalm 119:160

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. — Colossians 3:2

Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that love is born of God, and knoweth God. — 1 John 4:7

The Affirmations

I am in Presence.

I stand securely in the ever-present light of Christ, where the personal self fades and the spirit awakens.

I am secure in God’s care.

I release all past burdens and align completely with a true state of being.

I am guided by His truth.

My thoughts and steps are led by the enduring wisdom of the Word.

I am an open channel for healing.

I welcome divine peace into my heart, moving forward through grace, trials, and triumphs.

In Reflections:

Inside the passing of human time, the world can easily feel like a tangled, spinning circle filled with heavy trials and lurking shadows. Yet, the moment we awaken to pure being, we discover that these struggles are human-made, and our true anchor is already waiting.

By turning directly to the Lord in Jesus name, we hand over our burdens, break free from old patterns, and allow our lives to kick into high gear under His divine plan.

Entering this true soul sanctuary requires us to raise our minds above the earthly noise and look toward the heavens. Every right and true direction we seek has already been written down for us.

As we choose to repent, forgive, and live as completely open souls, we bring real heavenly beauty back down to earth. The ultimate destination of this spiritual trail is absolute love.

By anchoring our lives in the Word, we find the freedom to love our spouses, our children, our friends, and our own souls. Rest in this profound clarity: you are never abandoned, you are entirely taken care of, and the power of creative joy is resting safely in your hands.

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Knowledge: Journey of Faith, Comfort, and Peace

Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced.

The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to an atomic spiritual consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity. Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know, man; he’d better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.

It is not just the children God blessed me with, But the two, who were inappropriate were terminated from life, which left me in darkness, to the light.

The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled; you can trust me. With Christ, there is no shame.

How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation? My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.

How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of women?

The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, and Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.

“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”

The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity, so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.

People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy; the time is due. But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but have to stay open, honest, and willing.

Should have—oh, well. Self-contentedness, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew for some time but came out when needed.

We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.

Our lives are difficult; they will be difficult, but we will have strength, because we will not be, alone anymore.

My God, there are children, on the streets. Each one of us is a child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart? Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!

What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with? No one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.

“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in; let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away.

The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.

Join together as one. Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but also our ancestors.

The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needed to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.

“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse.

People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers! We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.

Join together as one. The answers we have always had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.

My gift to you, It is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”

Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.

The pain will fly away, like the spirit, that takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift.

So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.” I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.

January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today, I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book. So Happy Anniversary, for staying steadfast in working on all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started publishing on the Internet in October 2011.

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2 Corinthians 12:9

“But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

Psalm 34:18

“The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.”

Romans 8:1

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”

Romans 10:11

“For the Scripture says, ‘Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.'”

1 Peter 2:9

“…that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

Ephesians 5:8

“For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light.”

Isaiah 54:4

“Fear not, for you will not be ashamed; be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced; for you will forget the shame of your youth…”

Ecclesiastes 3:1

“For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven.”

Jeremiah 29:11

“For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.”

Joel 2:28

“And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”

Philippians 3:13-14

“Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”

Galatians 6:9″And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.”

Matthew 25:40″And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.'”

Matthew 8:26″And he said to them, ‘Why are you afraid, O you of little faith?'”

James 1:27″ Religion that is pure and undefined before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.”

1 John 3:18″ Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.”

1 Corinthians 13:4-7″ Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful…”

2 Corinthians 3:17″ Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”

Galatians 5:1″ For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.

“Titus 3:5″ He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit.”

2 Corinthians 4:16″ So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.

“Joel 2:25” I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten…

“John 14:27″ Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.”

Affirmations: With Christ, there is no shame or condemnation covering my life journey.

Through Jesus Christ, my inner self is being completely renewed day by day.

I choose to step out of the heavy noise of the world to rest in divine stillness.

My heart is anchored firmly in the perfection of eternal freedom and grace.

Reflections:

True strength is discovered when we entirely surrender our weaknesses, pain, and isolation to the care of our Savior.

The deep structural cycles of our past generation are broken through the quiet presence of Christ within us.

As we trust in the sequential, patient steps of regeneration, the empty voids disperse, leaving an enduring, magnificent calm that guides our family and legacy forward.

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