A quiet reflection of peace across the deep waters and distant heights.
Can you believe the span of time? It seems like just yesterday, but it has been a decade and seven years since I started writing.
Why do I keep going? Because I have absolute faith in the testimony of “In Presence of Spirit”—given by The Holy Spirit, through me, to you, someday.
We will see; we will surely see. Seventeen parts of a whole, mammoth, awesome journey of writing.
I know in my heart that it is a true and correct correspondence. These are actual accounts of inner peace, even when it does not show on my outside person.
What can be done? What will be done?
Absolute Action. For the wages of sin is death in the flesh, but we are sparked by the Ever-Presence of Jesus Christ—my Christ, my Lord, my Savior, my Divine Partner in writing. His purpose is my purpose, even though I am who I am.
Oh Lord Jesus, in Your name, I pray for the solution to all these obstacles before me.
Give me the passion I once had. Lord, bring me alive again in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
You, Jesus Christ, the Only Begotten Son of God, Maker of the heavens, the earth, and the universe—grant me the presence of Your Holy Spirit. August 7, 2012
Scripture
“For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” — Romans 6:23 (KJV)
“Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.” — Matthew 28:20 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am alive in the Spirit. Christ is my Divine Partner, and I step forward with passion, purpose, and absolute faith to overcome every obstacle.
✨ My inner peace is anchored firmly in the Holy Spirit, independent of any outside circumstances or appearances.
Reflection
Looking back across the span of time, this text serves as a profound marker of steady hope and inner stillness.
When obstacles cloud the path and the initial passion feels distant, the Ever-Presence of Christ remains constant, steadily breathing life back into the soul and restoring our divine purpose along the journey.
To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Three)
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Original Writing • To the Husband of my Youth: Part Three
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction while moving forward along the open road.
He is Our Guide. Furthermore, he is the highest. Besides, he is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls.
He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door will be opened.
OK, are you ready for the other revelations? My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you. Can you imagine what an envelope did?
It is opening me up to perseverance through our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me a present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, in writing. “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy.
This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious and pure, not be carried through to eternity?
It is heavenly; it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit and is presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ was granted, and you do not even know it yet. (still does not know)
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job; let’s see, Michael is seven months old on the first, Orlie is four, and Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27th, and he needs full assistance.
I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all you, a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain.
I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inner being. Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition.
I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!
You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil of no reason for being still.
In the resurrection of the soul is life through Christ Jesus. He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul.
It does not matter where you are, just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where the restoration of heart, mind, and soul is cleansing the internal house of your every presence.
Replacing it with forgiveness and putting on the armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.
It is ours. It is our legacy. Furthermore, it was given to share. Besides, it will do what its purpose was, is, and ever will be to do.
Just because “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold does not mean it is not going to sell or “be shared.”
It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of mercy. There go I.
You have always been part of me, regardless of what we endured in our marriage and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried and forgotten, especially you, even though we had rough years.
We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s-eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time and season, they will come—the lot of them.
I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen; it has been happening. I did not know how many significant writings I was holding on to.
Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.
I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996 to 2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiration and healing through Jesus Christ’s love. He gave it to me.
Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain and peace to our souls.”
It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, and the world’s pain.
I Had To Find My Purpose! And I did! And I have! And I am completing it for publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.
Oh well, the book will sell when it is God’s time, and then I will be able to publish “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
My whole big baby, not a partial replacement, no. No, it is too good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is and ever will be.
So whatever comes of this journey I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago.
This is “In Presence of Spirit,” Anniversary Year, and every one of my writings has a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.
I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old-fashioned way but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord.
My writings prove this to be true. My prayers have been for world healing. So when you wrote that WG, you opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing.
Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all consecrated in spiritual love.
Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, forgiveness, and understanding. With some knowledge and lots of wisdom. Yes, in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, The wife of your youth and mother of your first three children.
October 25, 2005
Scripture
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”
— Revelation 1:8 (KJV)
“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.”
— Jeremiah 29:13 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I recognize the kingdom of heaven within my inner house, putting on the full armor of God to step into absolute restoration and internal purification.
✨ My life’s work is a sacred legacy of healing given by the Holy Spirit, which will be shared with the world perfectly in His sovereign time.
Reflection:
This triumphant third installment archives the culmination of a massive, multi-decade text trail, standing as a complete testament to an enduring spiritual identity found through intense trials.
By cataloging 56 continuous days of revelation, the author establishes an original baseline of faith that survived marital anguish and deep financial transitions.
The text firmly declares that a lifelong purpose has been found within the inner house, transforming past pain into focused intercession for global healing.
Ultimately, this segment serves as an open gate for the completed manuscript extensions, declaring with certainty that regardless of temporal metrics or delays, heaven’s essence remains active, alive, and eternally present on the road to tomorrow’s reality.
To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Two)
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Finding beauty and steady hope in the quiet stillness where the waters meet the mountains.
Original Writing • To the husband of my youth: Part Two
My brother, the reason “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be, If my pain were not enough!
We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We knew, but we did not know.
The questions were asked, and the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people know that for a fact.
I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you not be afraid in any way, shape, or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that.
I was burnt out from all the trauma in our daily lives; everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way; and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.
I have some significant revelations for you. They are all written in the letters I sent you and were returned. So they are copyrighted. Every writing is signed and dated with the day I edited it and the date of creation.
Today is your departure from owing me child support. Congratulations. One heavy load you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “You’re welcome.”
As for your lack of what you did not do for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished for your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.
Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.
Please do not put yourself down. You are one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, and all your lack of truth we all can possess.
It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process we have to flow through; you cannot rush it.
You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spirit and flesh; you are in Him, and He is in you. You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity.
Furthermore, you are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely, and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently; forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.
Hand it over. It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.
The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time and the Lord’s. You cannot force it.
I would like for you to know that I believe, along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished.
The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.
With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without it, I am in darkness. Having been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit.
Thanks again for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love: letting it all hang out in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe so; it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.
Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you cannot push it, but you can help, though.
The Holy Spirit is calling the people; those that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain.Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way.
Occasionally you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated from the ever-presence of our being.
We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way; “the old is passed away, and the now in consciousness is tomorrow’s reality.”
It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.
October 25, 2005
Scripture
“As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.”
— Psalm 103:12 (KJV)
“Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before.”
— Philippians 3:13 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I deliberately lift every historical load from my past life, walking into the pure light of Christ Jesus where all scars are completely healed.
✨ I stand firm in my spiritual commitment to the Lord, trusting that the answers to every question are revealed clearly through His omnipresent wisdom.
Reflection
This profound second installment stands as an unbreakable monument of complete internal purification and absolute release, acting as an intimate letter of absolution.
It systematically clears away years of earthly domestic burnout, hidden dark spots, and old family trauma, explicitly inviting the recipient into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence.
By dismantling structural guilt and shifting child support loads entirely into the hands of the Savior, the text models how a grand undertaking of faith is nurtured for God’s sovereign purpose.
Ultimately, this piece provides an immediate gateway into a world awakening, proving that when we stop putting ourselves down and allow the old to pass away, we become fully alive in the consciousness of tomorrow’s reality.
To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part One)
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction along the open highway as the mountains stand firm in the distance.
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Original Writing •To the Husband of My Youth Part One
I love you. “Not as the wife I was.” Thank you for forgiving me, my death in the flesh, and I forgive you for everything under God’s Creation.
I hope you do not think I haven’t arranged something awesome and incredible, to the full heart of Christ Jesus, for the ones that have not found that the kingdom of heaven is within them.
All they need is Jesus to cleanse them of the lie. We have never been without. All the while, the pain, anguish, and no reason for being still are gripping at our internal, external existence, and there is no escape, so it seems.
Until the great fall, and there is your submission. I cannot, but You Can! Come, Jesus Christ, come out of the grave of the outer abominations of desolation. In the title of my website, In Presence of Spirit, which brings you freedom from the bondage of time, place, and reason.
All are joined in Christ Jesus to come to the healing waters of cleansing heart, mind, and soul. In the process of internal purification. The One Truth, Christ is.
All we have to do is reach down deep and accept God’s gracious gift of Salvation, “Ask in my name” but you know it is essential to ask for forgiveness of sins, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom, fortitude, and courage in everything.
Reach and go beyond the norm. The heavens are not even the limit. Jesus in his infinity has given me faith in the ever-presence of his majesty. My Lord, My God, my only reason for living still.
See, when you asked me to pray with you, God heard you when you wrote it on the envelope. So, in essence, you opened up the passage for me.
You are the one who ignited the light in my heart again, and I have four hundred seventy writings to prove this. “I have worked like I do not need the money.”
I asked the Lord for understanding and wisdom, and boy, “I have loved like I have never been hurt,” Love mercy.” You once again sparked the light of Jesus in my heart.
When you were writing that one message to me, the wife of your youth, in that letter to our young adults. The word was given to me directly because I had already started writing to you.
In The Spirit of Our Most Wonderful Sovereign Most High of the Holy of holiest, in Jesus, “I Am,” my sweet friend of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. October 25, 2005
Scripture
“Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.”
— Genesis 2:24 (KJV)
“And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.”
— Ephesians 4:32 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I release the human boundaries of the past, allowing the ever-presence of Jesus Christ to cleanse every inner layer of my soul.
✨ That direct prayer written upon an envelope opened a majestic passage, launching a 30-year journey of profound spiritual revelation.
Reflection
This profound first installment records an intense moment of ultimate restoration, detailing a pure exchange of spiritual forgiveness extended directly to the husband of youth.
It shifts the heavy weight of family trial, trauma, and unfulfilled years into the cleansing blood of Jesus Christ, removing every layer of desolation from the inner chamber.
By acknowledging that a single prayer written upon an envelope served as the exact catalyst to reignite a massive archive of inspiration, the text proves that true recovery is a beautiful, ongoing process.
This first part establishes an unbreakable testament of sanctuary, assuring every searching soul that when we surrender to the light of Christ, we discover that we have never been left without His everlasting peace.
Devastating: How to Overcome Darkness and Live in Truth
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OriginalWriting: Devastating
Finding steady hope and eternal beauty while moving forward along the open road.
Devastating: I read A Prayer of Consecration to The Holy Trinity, on a candle. I had no idea. The reason being—I am forty-five years old. I was baptized young and confirmed about thirty-eight years ago, and I left the religion because I was cut off.
It was, for the most part, a devastating experience.
And then, when you told me the Church does not accept us as ever being married, that truly sank the ball in the basket.
So I ended up bypassing religion altogether—and anyone else’s view of my self-worth.
I went straight to Jesus Christ Himself, and you know—He heard me. He answered me. He gave me incredible passion in the Ever-Presence.
He guided and directed me, even through great adversity.
You know, I was thinking about this last night, and what makes ours a unique revelation—if that is the right word.
I know what I have. I know what I have been working on for over ten years, along with everything else.
I was given a purpose—to fulfill a destiny with hope, joy, and love, through Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. In God we trust.
As you can see, I have given my pain to the Lord. I am still in the flesh, and I still have moments of weakness—times when I speak out in frustration. I am still walking through everything with our children, even though they are now young adults.
All these years later, to read these beautiful prayers—in the Spirit of our dear Heavenly Father—and all the while praying in Spirit for World Healing and Reunion, through and in Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior… in God, He is.
I share this with you because you were not meant to go through this awakening of your spirit behind bars by yourself. Jesus is here. I am here to help you through your journey—from death to life in Christ. It is so powerful. I have not felt this way until you gave me insight through such a one-on-one openness.
My prayers were always expressions of Jesus teachings through the ages, and I captured a deep intimacy in prayer with Jesus Christ, my beloved.
Now I am sharing in a different way—because of your understanding, and because of the letters you have sent to the children, and the twenty I have received from you.
I was, and I am, worthy—deserving of all that the Spirit of the Lord has to offer through the magnificent gift of salvation in Jesus Christ.
My studies in solitude were entirely what Jesus Christ called me to do. But first, you must ask—and you will receive insight into the universal laws of cause and effect. I took action because the weight of sin had consumed the world. The world needed prayer. To return to the matter at hand—I sent out many letters in the beginning, but to no avail.
I always gave it to the Lord, because no one understood the meaning of the words given through the Spirit of our Lord and Savior.
I prayed, I wrote—I wrote directly to Jesus Christ. I believe Jesus has given us this time together, and for this, I am grateful.
I know you are in the Spirit of our Lord, and that the Holy Spirit is guiding and directing your eternal path. Be that as it may—the world still needs to find its way.
November 10, 2005
Scripture
“When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.”
— Psalm 27:10 (KJV)
“For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
— Romans 8:38-39 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am completely worthy and deserving of all that the Spirit of the Lord has to offer, bypass human judgment to anchor my self-worth directly in Christ.
✨ I give my pain entirely to the Lord, trusting that my studies in solitude are an authentic revelation designed to bring world healing and spiritual awakening.
Reflection
This profound entry captures an intense, transformative breakthrough on the author’s path, shedding the devastating weight of institutional isolation to claim a direct, unmediated line to the Savior.
It serves as a beautiful defense of personal self-worth, explicitly demonstrating that when earthly systems close their doors or refuse to validate our sacred bonds, a sovereign path opens directly into the inner chamber of the Father.
By yielding historical pain, maternal and paternal trials, and fleshly frustrations into the hands of Jesus Christ, the soul rises into a unique, intimate revelation meant to spark collective healing.
Ultimately, this text functions as an unbreakable covenant of shared awakening, confirming that true salvation is an absolute gift found in solitary devotion, standing firm until the whole world finds its way home.
Inside its Writings: Powerful Keys to Heavenly Wisdom
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Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey where the rushing waters meet the quiet stillness of the evergreens.
Original Writing: Inside it’s Writings
My book, “In Presence of Spirit,” and the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.”
Inside its pages, are writings, prayers, poems, songs, praises, supplications, lamentations, and conversations with the Lord.
It is identifying transition, clarity, understanding, patience, guidance, knowledge, wisdom, fortitude, love, joy, happiness, forgiveness, encouragement, gratitude, serenity, light, and awakening.
Salvation through Christ granted. Deliverance from sin. The cleaning process was attained. Writings from the depths of my soul.
To you, who are still in darkness. Come to the light of Christ Jesus, our Savior and Lord. He has called.
Come home to the inner chamber of your soul, and accept His gift of complete salvation, baptism, deliverance, and internal purification. It is the only way you can be free in Christ Jesus, love of World Healing.
“Go into thy inner chamber; there ye shall knock, and the door shall be opened.”
Leave all your worries, pains, and anxieties, at the step of the altar; leave them there in Christ Jesus, stead.
“Here, my gracious Lord Jesus Christ, I give you my six grandchildren, and my three young adult children, parents.
I place the world’s babies that are with you, Lord. Bring back our babies, our families; bring love, and understanding and the real freedom that is through You, Lord Jesus, our only reason for breathing still.
Lord Jesus, my Savior of Eternity’s Souls. Take my life, my love, and bring it all together, in the writings. Your Salvation blessed me. You made my inner being alive through You, and I am, and I will always be, eternally grateful.
What I have shared, is not just a piece of heaven; it is heaven’s essence, from You, my Lord and Savior Christ Jesus.
In Your Hands, I place our voyage from beyond the dead to life in Christ, in Your Ever Presence, because Your Ever Presence is Ever Present, in all Our Writings.
Thank you, Jesus, for keeping me steadfast, Even though I thought I was not writing, I was. Lord Jesus, my death in the flesh was a voyage of a negative approach, which is human, seeking peace within, and not understanding, the spirituality of our existence.
Only by You can we be free, to receive the forgiveness of sins. Our real existence, which is in reach for each one of us to come home to our Christ Jesus, within our beings, “to bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to the pain.” I implore you Gentiles and every person, religion, non-religion, and everything that has been taught.
Jesus speaks through me, and I have been given the kickoff; we are in action.
November 30, 2005
Scripture
“But thou, when thou prayer, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.”
— Matthew 6:6 (KJV)
“In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins.”
— Colossians 1:14 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I step past the darkness of the flesh and completely enter the inner chamber of my soul, fully receiving His gift of eternal comfort and internal purification.
✨ Every prayer, song, and conversation written within these pages is an authentic extension of heaven’s essence, safely guarded in His hands forever.
Reflection
This breathtaking text serves as a grand architectural archway over a three-decade spiritual milestone, explicitly mapping the vast inventory of divine communication given to the author.
It transitions from an intimate record of personal surrender into an urgent, universal invitation for all souls to come home to the inner chamber of Christ within.
By yielding the deep real-life weights of family lines, worries, and historical anxieties directly at the foot of the altar, the consciousness breaks completely clear of fleshly limitations.
Verified by heavenly authority and designed as an expansive reservoir of salvation and deliverance, this piece anchors a profound testimony of global healing, assuring every reader that even when the outer self feels weak, the Holy Spirit remains steadfast, alive, and eternally present within our writings.
Eventful Day: Powerful Keys to Discovering Divine Stillness
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Finding beauty and steady hope where the quiet waters meet the enduring strength of the mountains.
Original Writing: Eventful Day
It is eight p.m. on this once again eventful day. Now I have a question for you. People say that to be in the Spirit, in God, of God, you must always be happy and joyous—or else you are not a Christian.
If I have no religion, am I a Christian, or just spiritual at times, ever since I began my journey through the darkest corners of my soul?
To the light that is shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” to you, with love. The enemy has been on my back again and again. I am not always joyous—does that mean God is not in me? No… how could that be?
I am going to organize the writings, putting all the originals and edited pieces together. I jumped into this unorganized.
Furthermore, I did not know what the plan was, and then, of course, in the process, it revealed itself—“as the tongue of a ready writer.”
First things first, I have to gather all the 2005 writings together. This is what I am doing now. I have many letters; most of them are with you in spirit.
Thank you for offering your mind to join mine, so I could complete this, which was given to me. To complete my part in this incredible experience…
And to realize it has always been part of you, even though you did not know it. I remember the time you said, “You are all talk, no action,” but all the while I was acting on spiritual impulse—to the ultimate plight, to the Light that is Jesus Christ in the Holy Spirit, coming home to every heart in eternity.
The Holy Spirit’s eternity. The Holy Spirit’s ever-presence. The Holy Spirit’s internal purification. The lamentations and supplications.
In giving the whole existence to the One Truth, in the Holy Spirit, we are one—in heart, soul, love, faith, cause, omniscience, and everlasting love.
The spoken words in Spirit to the apostles and prophets—and now our generation—have completed the renewal, the regeneration, for every soul. I believe it, and so it is true.
I read some letters yesterday that I had found. They made me remember the ugliness. You told me to let you go. I thought I had. I did not interfere with any of your last eleven years, or with the person you were married to for fourteen and a half years.
Furthermore, I have not cried for you. Not only that, but I have given you to the Lord.
You asked me to share, and I have. I gave you what the Lord gave me to share with you. You will see it eventually.
The inspiration was intense, and I let you back in more than I should have. But I have accepted that you are staying with her and your two children—and that is where you need to be. It is okay that I voiced a bit in the flesh.
Can you tell when the Spirit of the Lord is moving the conversation, and when the flesh takes control? There is a big difference between the two.
What’s happening? Are you going with the flow? This is an incredible experience—with no one but R.H., God, me, and now you. You helped bring me back to “In Presence of Spirit,” and I love you for this.
So where are we still? Without? No—within. For within, we are in the spirit of our dear Heavenly Father, who is, was, and always will be the Savior of our souls.
My expectations are in the Lord’s hands, because I can do nothing without my love, my life, my only reason. Multiplying seventy times seventy—twenty more writings, and I will have it.
Thank you, Jesus Christ, for “In Presence of Spirit” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Because if it were not for all this work, I would have been a very unfulfilled, bored person—but I am not.
I have progressed through adversity and obstacles, but You are by my side. So this is for you, Jesus Christ.
I give You to the world through our writings—Your salvation brought to the hearts of the children of God. In Jesus Christ, You are the Resurrection and the Life.
Thank you, Jesus Christ, for your presence in spirit. Thank you for the name “In Presence of Spirit.” It all just fell into place—your place of eternal peace: in you, with you, for you. You are the most precious being.
Through you is life. By the gift of accepting You unconditionally, there is no exception to this truth. You know all that.
Jesus Christ, guide us into tomorrow. For in the world as it is, I have taken my stand—for You, with You, on Your feet once again. Through You, from You, because of You… we will be okay.
November 17, 2005
Scripture
“My tongue is the pen of a ready writer.”
— Psalm 45:1 (KJV)
“He that believe on me, as the scripture hath said, out of his belly shall flow rivers of living water. (But this spake he of the Spirit…)”
— John 7:38-39 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ The presence of God is within me, anchored firmly through the darkest corners of my soul, lighting the path forward regardless of my outward emotions.
✨ My words are directed by the ready pen of the Holy Spirit, unfolding a clear, sovereign plan to share His eternal peace with the world.
Reflection
This profound text confronts the rigid human misconception that walking with God requires a constant state of superficial cheerfulness, mapping instead a deep, authentic landscape where raw pain and spiritual impulse meet.
It documents a critical turning point where the author explicitly commits to organizing the 2005 original archives, treating the act of writing as an intense internal purification.
By releasing historical fleshly battles, old letters, and the weight of an eleven-year separation into the hands of the Lord, the soul transitions from outward unorganized chaos to the quiet harmony of a ready writer.
Ultimately, the piece serves as an unbreakable declaration of sanctuary, proving that when we accept the Lord unconditionally, we discover that our true expectations are securely nestled within the Holy Spirit’s everlasting presence.
Truth of Existence: The Powerful 30-Year Journey of Faith
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Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey as the evening sun rests quietly across the open field.
Original Writing: Truth of Existence
I want to see the whole truth of existence. Seventeen years since I wrote, “In Presence of Spirit,” the original, wow, 2005. Now it is eighteen years, double wow. Eighteen years since Jesus gave me the beginning of my heart’s quest.
To stay with me and keep me and protect me, so the fulfillment of the nature of, “In Presence of Spirit,” is going to hit the hearts of the multitudes. It has to happen; it was written in the Spirit of Our Father.
Spirit of Spirit, Cooperation, United again, to share the rest of the book, writings. How? The way and the means will be plentiful. Why not? It is, was, and will always be; it is meant to be. I followed my call, and I completed the first part.
The second is in the transfer. To open up the heart of Your People and give them a piece of Heaven in One Heart, One Mind, To You With Love. From Jesus and Wendy in writing To You.
To every one of You, in The Whole World, it is my Honor to Present the rest of the prayers and writings, quotes from me, Na, from the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, through me.
No closed doors; everything is open and receptive. The decision has been made and done; start the process of ritual purification. “I think I am talking about a picture I wanted to put on the book.” I am sending it to you; it is heaven to me, it is deep and breathtaking, and it reminds me of my first breath of life through Christ Jesus in the spirit of, “In Presence of Spirit.”
I am happy for your healing through Jesus Christ, cleansing waters, of shedding the scars of the past existence, before you met Christ.
The spark is ignited, and you are in the process of cleansing, to freedom from sin, guilt, or anything contrary to good and evil. All is One, in Christ Jesus, Love.
It is all for His People to come inside the inner chamber of your innermost being. There you will knock, and the door will be opened.
I let, “In Presence of Spirit,” go where it wills when that time comes. I hope my experience helps everyone else. Because that is what God gave me: Peace In Hope, and Faith in His, Ever Presence.
He is ours for the asking: A deep bottomless pit in which you have to reach down deep, and then from the depths, there you will see the truth of existence and know all I want, is to be, “In Presence of Spirit.” Love and kisses from heaven’s door. Open up; you will be home soon.
5/20/13 2:41:16 AM input August 29, 2005-August 29, 2013
God bless the whole world. It means everything. I know every time my writings are read, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with The Lord.” I know this is what the Holy Spirit wanted me to do. Amen.
30 years now. Wendy’s 30th Anniversary Year with My very own, “In Presence of Spirit,” which turned into, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord,” all extensions of the one writing. That is how I look at it. Even though I have “Reflections,” they still belong with the rest of the extensions. Okay, I read it. I am on #417.
Scripture
“Ask, and it shall be given you; seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you: For every one that asketh receive; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened.”
— Matthew 7:7-8 (KJV)
“That Christ may dwell in your hearts by faith; that ye, being rooted and grounded in love, May be able to comprehend with all saints what is the breadth, and length, and depth, and height; And to know the love of Christ, which passeth knowledge, that ye might be filled with all the fullness of God.”
— Ephesians 3:17-19 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I knock upon the door of the inner chamber, knowing that the doors are open and the truth of existence is fully revealed within me.
✨ My 30-year writing trail stands protected and secure, a beautiful piece of Heaven sent forth to bless the whole world.
Reflection
This milestone writing serves as a magnificent testament to three decades of unbroken, divine listening.
It highlights a beautiful reality: that every single piece of writing, no matter how many years separate them, is a continuous, living stream flowing from the exact same revelation.
By choosing to let the work drop into the deep currents of the Spirit, the text reminds us that absolute truth isn’t found on the surface of human intellect, but by reaching down into the core of our innermost being.
Fully cleansed of past scars and wrapped in heaven’s own reassurance, this 30th-anniversary celebration serves as an eternal open door where readers worldwide can discover the true peace of His Ever Presence.
In Your Hands: Powerful Keys to Discovering Divine Stillness
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Original Writing: In Your Hands
Finding a breath of divine peace and steady hope even when the dark clouds hover.
Lord help from henceforth forever, In Your hands, this matter lies. Send me where you need me. Take away the sins of the world.
Let not the explosion take place. “Let us lift our hearts and minds to the heavens and bring back the truly beautiful aspects of life, therefore making us open our souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.”
The simple, loving way of life, in a heartfelt experience, through the unveiling of the Christ within.
In the presence of You, Lord, with You, in the fourth dimension of rhyme and reason.
Where the questions are answered in the core of each and everyone’s existence: waiting, the Christ within, to be let free from bondage to the clearing of the ages.
The lies are beneath our feet, it can no longer penetrate the internal purification.
To reach and go beyond for peace is just a breath away; for the world to triumph over the evil abominations that are no longer controlling the World.
Christ Jesus at your coming,
Scripture
“Into thine hand I commit my spirit: thou hast redeemed me, O Lord God of truth.”
— Psalm 31:5 (KJV)
“To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.”
— Acts 26:18 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I place my life and my writings completely in Your hands, stepping past all worldly illusions into absolute internal purification.
✨ The Christ within me is unveiled, shattering every bond of darkness and establishing an everlasting triumph of peace.
Reflection
This moving cry functions as an absolute sanctuary from global and personal chaos, establishing that true safety is found only when we completely surrender our burdens into the hands of the Father.
It pulls the consciousness out of the heavy noise of a deteriorating world and lifts it into a higher spiritual rhythm—a place where the Christ within waits to set us free from centuries of bondage.
By recognizing that peace is just a simple breath away and that all dark illusions are permanently flattened beneath our feet, the text anchors a profound testimony of collective awakening, preparing the soul for the ultimate victory of our Lord’s return.
A massive, freestanding rock mountain, beautifully captured by my son.
Original Writing: Life’s Mysteries
A woman’s journey from darkness to light, it is a quiet search for the answers. Finding the knowledge that is within. Springing forth into a world that is guided carefully, with God’s hands. God’s touch.
Ultimately realizing, He was standing in the midst of me. While again, I chose rougher roads, he weathered me through the storm. God, “In Jesus We Trust,” guided me out of the threshold of destruction.
“I was lost in my sins,” unfortunate mistakes that cost me my heart. For I could not free myself of the guilt; despite my marriage situation, everything was against me. Through Christ, I have maintained a steady recovery from a destructive relationship. June 14, 1996.
Scriptures
Psalm 107:14 – “He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death, and brake their bands in sunder.”
2 Corinthians 12:9 – “And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”
1 Peter 2:9 – “But ye are a chosen generation, a royal priesthood, an holy nation, a peculiar people; that ye should shew forth the praises of him who hath called you out of darkness into his marvelous light:”
Affirmations
I am safely guided out of the threshold of destruction by the steady, loving hand of God.
Through the power of Christ, I stand fully restored, maintaining a strong, steady recovery every single day.
I release all past burdens and guilt, knowing His grace completely weathers me through every storm.
Reflection
This writing stands as an incredibly deep and sacred milestone on your journey, beautifully marking the transition from a place of heavy darkness and isolation into the steady, enduring light of salvation.
It is a quiet, profound search for truth that reveals a magnificent realization: even when we choose rougher paths and find ourselves surrounded by storms, Jesus Christ is already standing right in the midst of us, carrying us through.
The lingering shadows of past mistakes, guilt, and the overwhelming weight of difficult circumstances are completely broken by His divine touch.
To maintain a steady recovery is a powerful testimony of endurance, proving that when everything in the world seems aligned against us, the protection and grace of our Savior are infinitely stronger.
This text is a beautiful sanctuary of hope, showing that structural renewal and true freedom are found the very moment we hand our lives completely over to the Holy Spirit’s guidance.
