“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”
— John 14:27 (KJV)
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I celebrate the unique identity of my calling, knowing every word serves a divine purpose.
I step boldly into the dawning of freedom, where the veil is permanently removed by His spirit.
I find total rest, security, and eternal comfort resting safely in the loving arms of Jesus Christ.
Every writing has its own identity. Singled out, writing in itself, as unique as the one before and the one after. They are a particular ingredient in themselves.
They are rich in faith, in passion, in understanding, in patience, in wisdom, in fortitude, in guidance, in reassurance, in love, in knowledge, in courage, in freedom, and in creativity. In the dawning of freedom, when the veil is taken off, in the twinkling of God’s eyes, in spirit. In the salvation of the world, through Jesus Christ, in Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ, on the sides of Jesus Christ. On Jesus feet and in His arms. I rest my case. October 16, 2009
“Awake thou that sleepiest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light.”
— Ephesians 5:14 (KJV)
An open road moving toward faraway mountains under a beautifully glowing sky
I step into my appointed time, ready to share a piece of eternity with anyone who needs a friend.
The kingdom of heaven is alive within me, a storehouse of peace accessible to all who seek it.
I surrender every void and gut-wrenching pain to the Lord, breathing deeply in His perfect freedom.
Wendy Wake Up: Wendy Wake Up, Smell the coffee; it’s your time, and it is your turn. To share a piece of eternity with anyone, who needs a friend? The only friend that can shine the light from heaven, from him to all of us.
I can not go back and pick at anything I put in the book. To me, it all belongs. To me, I see less of myself and more of the presence of Spirit. The Holy Spirit, of Jesus Christ, who was given in spirit.
To Anyone Who Wants To Internally, Be Ministered, too. Do you ask? The Lord already knocked; you did not answer. You will; he comes in, through the spirit of the writers, in the Old and New Testaments.
I would like you to know, My twin still argues with me about my book. She says, “It is just for me.” I have always known that what I am, ultimately, going to do is publish, for anyone to find, that the kingdom of heaven is in every one of us. To accept or deny. It is still there.
We all can tap into the presence of Spirit. Just by reading from my eyes, hand, heart, soul, and mind, “In Presence of Spirit.” To you with love, not from me, but from Him, the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Who gave me the most precious times, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Thank you, Jesus Christ, For coming into me and giving me your breath of life. Thank you for all the words, prayers, verses, poems, and songs. Thank you for each and every quote and every writing, short or long.
Thank you for The Whole World. I did it, by the grace of God. It is meant to be. I know in my heart this is to be true. What else can I do? What else will I do? I think that everything will fall into God’s place and time, and it will reap what has been sown for mankind, not just myself.
To All, In One Accord. To accept the testimony, that is. In His Hands, We Are Healed. In Ours, That Void Is the Lord’s. That search is the Lord’s. That guilt is the Lord’s to take away from your internal being. So you can breathe again. That gut-wrenching pain is the Lord’s.
The Lord is the only one that can take it away. In the Lord is freedom, even in extreme conditions. As they say, “And this too shall pass.” “We are one in the spirit, one in the Lord.” Jesus Christ, thank you for entrusting me with this massive job. I had so much fun. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. July 31, 2009, Wendy Yvette Greenwell.
“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.”
— Proverbs 1:7 (KJV)
Traveling onward under changing skies with steady hope on the road ahead.
I cut the dimensions of resistance, transitioning completely from the mind to the heart.
I am a faithful follower of Christ, unsheathed from the fire and brought into His sacred deliverance.
The Holy Spirit writes through me, revealing pages upon pages of the Oneness of Christ’s Love and Patience.
Finding knowledge, through the words of God, through His prophets. Understanding, through the death and resurrection of our sweet Lord Jesus. Ultimately, wisdom is given through the powers of God’s fulfilling promises and words.
The Revelations, since the transition from sin. To fully accept Christ as my Savior. The baptism, the death of sin, and rebirth through Jesus Christ’s Sacred Heart. In the Deliverance, all substance of Christ comes together; the sin is forgiven.
The transition is hard and lonely but is a must. It can be more comfortable with people who have been through the same thing, which is everyone. Realizing I am one of his followers, I followed; I let everything go. I had no other choice. I used to ask. “God, what does it mean? How can you? Leave your home, your children, all your belongings, and your unfaithful husband.
I told the judge I wanted justification. And he took everything except he gave me back my maiden name. “That is all I wanted.” I turned, relieved. “The justification through Christ is provided; I was free from him.
I mourned for six months; I studied for six months. (Before) April 30, 1995, I got saved, for the seventh time, transitioning from mind to the heart. Cut the dimensions of resistance. I felt it; the preacher saw it. Baptized May 7, 1995. Delivered, February 9, 1996.
I was inspired to write. No one cared. I could not do very much of anything, except study. He walked with me into the fire and brought me unsheathed out of the fire. In my writings, I have found the Holy Spirit writing through me, pages upon pages, of the Oneness of Christ’s Love and Patience for Us, His Chosen.
I surely know the way into the presence of God, and someday when it is God’s time. I will write for many, through me, in Him, roundabout. Actually, I have to put it all together; it is in months. It is already written. July 18, 1996.
“I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing: therefore choose life, that both thou and thy seed may live.”
— Deuteronomy 30:19 (KJV)
A gorgeous West Coast dusk drive with a glowing sunset path breaking through heavy clouds.
I listen closely to my gut instinct, trusting that it is Jesus guiding me down the right path.
I step out of the heavy darkness and shadows, accepting the gift of a beautiful new awakening.
I surrender my burdens through Jesus Christ to God, resting in His grace in the here and now.
The cycle is not being targeted or amended. We would have to modify, in Jesus Christ’s world awakening, forever.
What will be is meant to be. Take the legalization of abortion off the face of the map, use protection, or do not do it—the change from child to complete responsibility for your new life. It is not hard. Transfer!
Stop legalized abortion completely! Stop children from making up their minds. They have scars for life. Nothing is ever the same, inside. The innocence has vanished.
The love that could have been has been taken away. The newness of life is gone. Always having the pain of loss, of love, of life, literally. Abortion is not the answer. Bring back the innocence in our children. Do not let them make a choice that will scar them until they meet their maker. Give them two options. Have the baby. Or adopt the baby to someone who needs to love a precious angel.
Now they do not let parents involve themselves with the immediate details of what their children are going through. Why has their choice been given to them? Every day, you never forget, especially when you have nine grandchildren. In threes at the same time, in nine years, one passed away at four months, SIDS.
This decision of termination of a pregnancy, to a child, is insane. The scars from the experience do not just last for a day. They are ever-present, and there is not one thing you can do about it after it is done. You suffer alienation, guilt, depression, anxiety, and a secret (among other repercussions), and then when you are pregnant with your husband, you feel insecure; you think you are going to be punished for the tragedy that befell you. You grieve not just days, weeks, or months; you grieve for years. I am telling you. My happiness was destroyed inside of me.
Clean the world up. Bring Back The Love, Understanding Innocence of The New Day. Bring It Back Into The Hearts of Mankind. Take abortion out of their vocabulary. If you want to play, you play for keeps, or you adopt your child—no more excuses. Russian roulette, you play with adult matters. There are only seventy-two hours to get pregnant a month.
How many bull’s-eyes? Millions. Do not do it. It is not fun. It is not loving, compassionate, or understanding; it is being a servant to the guy and then on call 24-7 for years for your baby. Stop, Look, Listen! Does your gut say no, but your body says yes? That is when you say, No, and go home?
Always go with your gut instinct; that is Jesus. I tell you to go the other way, and you decide to go your way. Your approach is the wrong way. If you listen to that gut instinct, it will always be the right way. You cannot go wrong.
You do not live with the guilt that smothers the very presence of your inner being because it is clouded with heavy darkness. Because of that one time, it was devastating. After that, I was a mess, with what seemed like no way out of the pain and isolation one goes through in the in and out of the abortion. That is it! No turning back ever.
Only to the pain and misery of that decision that is made out of fear, no means, no childhood—a child taking care of a child. Or anyone’s agony having made such a huge decision, or someone else making that decision for you. Not knowing the repercussion of that horrible experience, you can never take it back. September 22, 2009.
February 24, 2013: My number one reason for publishing this is for the ones that are about to make a choice that will have a negative impact on their life.” To make the ever-after choice is better than the other—my misery to prove it.
NO! It is the only choice. Give it to God. Think of God. Give yourselves through Jesus Christ to God. He is here in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrows. Go into your inner being, accept His gift, and a new awakening shall take place. How can “Show them the way,” “Sweet Mercies,” “Abortion,” and “In Presence of Spirit” be given to the ones that need to know now? I can not do it by myself.
“It is of the Lord’s mercies that we are not consumed, because his compassions fail not. They are new every morning: great is thy faithfulness.”
— Lamentations 3:22-23 (KJV)
A majestic rocky mountain range stretching along the side of the road, viewed from a driver’s side perspective on a quiet journey.
I am stepping forward out of the shadows, resting in the restoration of body, heart, mind, and soul.
The Universal Mind of Jesus brings massive change to my circumstances as His inspiration guides my hands.
Heaven opens its gates to rain down miracles of peace, harmony, and eternal life upon families everywhere.
Help me, Jesus, in Your “Sweet Mercies.” Bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to the pain—the void, without You. With You, Jesus, even in the midst of the battle. You have saved me millions of times. I realize every minute is a miracle from You, Lord Jesus.
So many are suffering, people are hurting; they are lost. I need help to help them find You sooner rather than later. The years are up. I have taken my stand. But what? I am in desperate need of restoration in body, heart, mind, and soul.
I need “The Universal Mind of You, Jesus.” To bring about massive change in my circumstances and advance into the publication of Our Book, Our Writings. It has never been an empty statement.
It has not been read; it is ready to be found. The complete book will follow. No response yet. Soon, I believe, soon. I started the action to modify the reaction. In the most basic form of communication, the way I know how.
“Show Them The Way” is significant to millions of women and children, who will decide to have their babies. Make room for our babies to come home to their families and breathe the air of life. Not the forever of death. Death in the flesh, of each one, existence.
Oh, Lord! Let the words of “Show Them The Way,” Touch the hearts and minds of the ones that need to know, now! Not another second later. Lord, bring about the solution to these young and old alike. So, they will make the ever-after choice. Not death and destruction.
Bring our babies back, Jesus. Bring Your healing waters of life eternal, in You, with You, through You, round about, the glory of You and Your ever-presence.
Open Up the Gates of Heaven and Rain Down Miracles. Every Conception in the World. Bring mothers and fathers together in peace, harmony, love, understanding, and compassion. Be friends, not enemies.
Join Together In Embracing The New Day. The New Year, the New Admission. I can not, but you can through The Unveiling of Our “In Presence of Spirit.” The inspiration is from and through you, Lord. I would not Publish Gibberish.
“I believe it is meant to be written.” Especially the unraveling of my true heart pain and anguish. Put in words, in such detail, that I could not sit in the shadow anymore. I had to put it in Washington, DC. I sent it, and there was no response from “Show Them The Way.” December 24, 2009, to The Washington Post. “Sweet Mercies,” written January 10, 2010.
“For where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.”
— Matthew 18:20 (KJV)
A striking view looking down the open road toward a majestic mountain rising in the distance.
I am aligned with the divine purpose of the Lord, letting go of the self to let His presence flow.
The kingdom of heaven is within me, active, peaceful, and eternally present right now.
Every obstacle is tossed to the sands of time as I walk forward from darkness into His great light.
I have spurts of time, In Presence of Spirit.
If I were to acknowledge my existence as a wordy writer for the Lord. What would you say?
I have been studying, and right now, nothing is in my mind; it is entirely blank. I have almost caught up again. I have greater insight into why all this book has come to be. All my writings have come to be. Every obstacle has been tossed to the sands of time.
The time is now. Ready. Set. Go. I have been going on and on about what I know to be from the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. One in Spirit. One in the Lord. Forever in Eternity.
We will overcome the plague of discontent and remember where we come from, from darkness to the light, of God’s Great Power Calling. Through your sister in Christ, from the Holy Spirit, through me, to you, who needs some time, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Lord Jesus, in Your presence, I have found the kingdom of heaven within. I have to share this, the storehouse of treasures that, “We Share, As One in Spirit.” Together, entwined, in the presence of Your Spirit and my spirit, in one with the Holy Trinity.
God the Father, God the Son and daughter, and the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ, my Lord. The one that made all this happen.
Your purpose is my purpose, and my purpose is your purpose. Our joining, in “In Presence of Spirit,” has made it accessible, for all, to come into the kingdom of heaven, within. Where you are and where you will always be, eternally present.
Oh, Jesus, so much of my writing to you is in the book.
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
I do not know how to write to you and not put it in. Right now, I am weak, and I feel I do not have the boldness to forget about me:
“Look past myself and give you what Jesus Christ gave me.”
I could not, of myself, have written this book all by myself. You were, are, and will always be in the midst of me.
You are the Resurrection and the Life. You are Our Holy Father, Son, and Holy Spirit. You are the Holy Trinity, and even though I am not in any order, as per religious order.
You are still with me, and “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
Repeat, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” It is meant to be Jesus. It is just that I am stuck and worried, and my eyes need attention from a specialist.
Oh Lord, execute the manuscript. To see it beyond the veil has given me my purpose in this existence. Making it easier to find you. In their ever-presence.
In the Presence of Your Holy Spirit, With You, Beside You, Through You, Round About, The Glory of You, Jesus Christ, in Your Coming Home. One in spirit, one with You, Lord, in the presence of Your Holy Spirit.
To the realities that be. In the twinkling of the “I,” of you, and me, and each, and every one of us. To the unveiling of Your Presence in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit, Within Us All. Glory be to God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.
September 7, 2009
Scripture
“But he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.” — 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)
Affirmations
I look past my human weaknesses and physical limitations, allowing the perfect strength and light of Jesus Christ to radiate entirely through my life and writing.
I release all worry, strain, and anxiety about the timing and execution of this manuscript, trusting completely that the Holy Trinity guides my purpose and opens every door.
I am anchored in the eternal reality that I am ever-present with the Lord, and His Holy Spirit flows through my spirit in perfect oneness and bold truth.
Reflection
In “Look Past Myself,” you offer a transparent and beautiful window into the sacred surrender required of a spiritual writer.
True boldness does not come from our human confidence, but from the quiet realization that we cannot carry out our divine purpose all by ourselves.
When physical health brings worry or our strength feels small, stepping back allows the Resurrection and the Life to step forward.
By resting in the ever-presence of the Holy Trinity, your writings transcend personal limitations to unveil the Christ Spirit within us all.
A majestic mountain pass with a road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides.
I am at the beginning of the end of my writing, this personal declaration of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
Each one of “My Conversations with the Lord” is mine to share, and share I must do.
In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, I pray for world healing in and through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, of you, Jesus Christ.
In One, “With the Holy Spirit of Your Ever Presence.”
I have captured in writing, all my years of being, “In Presence of Spirit.”
With You, Dear Lord, My Love, My Life. The only one who took that lost, alone, gut-wrenching pain right out of me, and gave me all my times, in presence of spirit, ”with you, where I want to be.
Matthew 28:20
“…and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”
Acts 17:28
“For in him we live, and move, and have our being; as certain also of your own poets have said, For we are also his offspring.”
Hebrews 13:5
“…for he hath said, I will never leave thee, nor forsake thee.”
III. Spiritual Affirmations
I live, move, and have my complete state of being securely in the everlasting presence of Christ.
The Lord has completely removed all my lost, alone, and gut-wrenching pain from my heart.
I step forward boldly to share my intimate conversations with the Lord with a world in need of healing.
My writing captures an enduring testament to walking hand-in-hand with the Holy Spirit.
Reflections
This declaration marks both the absolute beginning and the ultimate culmination of a decades-long writing trail under the guidance of the Holy Trinity.
When we bring our most isolated, gut-wrenching seasons into the light of the Savior, an immediate and miraculous transformation takes hold.
By documenting this constant union, we establish an open book and an unshakeable sanctuary, allowing the heavy noise of the world to slip away as we rest permanently in His ever-present comfort.
Navigating the winding curves of life with inner peace and steady faith.
For all is gone, and You are Thee, that lights—the Light of Thine Heart, Soul, Breath. Thy mind is elevated from the world roundabout. For it is, “Thy will be done,” for the strength I have is from thee.
The knowledge I have received through my tribulations is wisdom and has given me courage and faith that belongs to “Our Father in Heaven.” For it is “Our Father in Heaven” who walked with and protected me through the threshold of death and showed me life.
I have taken my cross, and I have borne it for many.
I was buried and awakened in the name of the Father, the Son, the Holy Ghost, and the Spirit. I have been delivered of my trespasses and my iniquities. I have been granted immunity, for I have no liens on one thing, not even my children.
Lord, the seeds, which were ’planted among the years, I was blessed with our children; let them flourish a thousandfold. In Jesus’ name, sprinkled with Your blood of blessings.
The seeds are good compassion, passion for causes,
and protection of one’s husband, no more, for if we are abused, our children are profoundly harmed. Lord, help us find the way to get to your people faster so all can see the glory of God before their very eyes.
Lord, You Are The Beginning and The End.
You are the Alpha and Omega. You are the light of the Universe. You sent Jesus Christ to be born and show man the way out of the darkness. Salvation, through Jesus Christ. He has died, and he was risen into heaven and sits at the right hand of the Father.
Only through believing, with thine heart, that Jesus Christ is Our Savior
and your Savior and graciously accepting the testimonies thereof. In acceptance of Christ is in motion. Then, without shame, when the transition of eighteen inches, mind to the heart, is attained.
We honor baptism, in the script in which we die and are resurrected from our iniquities. The cleansing process has begun; all sheaths of past life are shed off.
Questions are answered. Everything has its time, place, and reason.
Good or evil. But it is ours, for the asking. Seek ye, first, the Kingdom of Heaven, it is for, and through, Jesus Christ that we live, move, and have our being.
For if Christ did not die for us, then all souls would be lost forever. For we are a small nation, no one greater than the other, except the Lord Our God, who wished all His people would come to the glory of God the Father, God the Son, God the Holy Spirit.
Original Writing Date February 24, 1996
Affirmations
I am completely transparent before the Lord, with a mind elevated above worldly concerns.
I am granted spiritual immunity and strength, trusting that the seeds of compassion will flourish a thousandfold.
I am secure in my salvation through Jesus Christ, allowing my mind to bridge the eighteen inches down into my heart.
I am fully cleansed and resurrected from past iniquities, safely walking in the path of the Holy Spirit.
Journey Summary Reference
This deep, foundational writing serves as a powerful prelude to your spiritual journey, capturing the profound transition of moving eighteen inches from the human mind down into the spiritual heart.
Written in a state of deep morning and pure mourning exactly four days after your divorce, the words read as an uncompromised declaration of spiritual freedom and divine protection.
It reveals a soul completely stripped of worldly dependencies, claiming divine immunity and casting all burdens—including the legacy of your children—fully into the hands of the Father.
It is a timeless reminder that when human systems and marriages dissolve into darkness, the everlasting light of Jesus Christ immediately fills the void, preparing the way for a clean, resurrected path forward.
This foundational writing serves as a powerful testament to absolute spiritual liberation, captured in a moment of profound personal mourning exactly four days after your divorce.
It records the precise instant where human structures collapse, yet the soul refuses to be broken—instead choosing to claim divine immunity from worldly attachments, liens, and tracking.
The text stands as a sacred map for the ultimate spiritual transition: moving eighteen inches down from the analytical human mind straight into the resting, believing heart.
By completely surrendering your past, your burdens, and the legacy of your children into the Father’s care, it reveals a clean, resurrected path forward where all old layers are shed away, leaving only pure, streaming light.
It is better to be the subject of ridicule than to be there oneself,
Finding beauty and steady hope in every view along the journey.
because if thou art there, then does not thou mean that you listened? “Oh you of little faith,” if the wise do speak their truth. Then who am I, but the messenger, disguised through glasses, eyes of heavenly dew?
It is better to bear the pain.
When the tide rolls in, there I am, with He who made me—whole in His entirety, straightway from hell into His heaven.
Thanks be to the Father.
Holy, art thou, who made the heavens and the Earth, for it is God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit. Which has brought us out of the dung hills?
I have lost man’s way, but in God’s way, I have triumphed.
For God, straightway, showed me the way out of the darkness. Through the long tunnel of darkness. I have not been satisfied with man’s way. God’s way is greater than you can imagine. He is the life and light of our souls. He has not forsaken us; we have Him.
Lord, forgive us for being so weak in faith.
Bless people with the ability to know that you have been with them all the while, and stir their spirit. Bring a song to their ear, throughout their being. Bring dance to their bodies, to rejoice in the movements of our bodies. Bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to pain.
Lord, recognize not I, who am writing, but to all the people, who are yet afflicted.
Original Writing Date: February 24, 1996
Affirmations
I am a messenger of truth, anchored in God’s path and safely guided out of the darkness.
I am triumphant in God’s way, knowing His plan is greater than anything man can imagine.
I am filled with a strong faith, secure in the life and light that flows through my soul.
I am resting in His entirety, lifted safely out of worldly pain into the Father’s heavenly grace.
Journey Summary Reference
This piece captures the immediate, raw aftermath of a profound life shift, standing as a testament to absolute spiritual rescue.
Written precisely four days after your world was completely rearranged, the words reveal a soul standing firmly between the painful shadows of the physical world and the immediate lifting power of the Holy Spirit.
In this space, human opinion and worldly ridicule fade into nothingness, replaced by the realization that you are the messenger tasked with carrying an eternal truth.
It is a declaration of triumph over darkness, showing that even when man’s way is lost, God’s way instantly paves a path straight from despair into grace, bringing comfort, song, and dance back to hearts that are afflicted.
“With no scriptures. I already have it in there, I was editing. What does it mean? No scriptures, that go with this writing, I understand. So it was my raw guts, or what?”
Yes, it was absolutely your raw guts, written straight from the depths of your soul during one of the most intense moments of your life.
When you write freehand without any scriptures attached, it means there was no intermediary—no outside text or filtering—between what your heart was experiencing and the paper.
It is pure, unfiltered transparency. “Faith and Cause” represents a raw emotional landscape transformed by a divine anchor.
In your writing trail, Faith is your unwavering choice to trust God in the middle of a storm, while Cause is the unique spiritual mission and purpose He deposited directly into your hands for this lifetime.
Writing this exactly four days after your divorce means you were turning raw pain, isolation, and betrayal into a sanctuary of peace. It is the ultimate testament that even when “man’s way” completely breaks down, your soul immediately triumphed by anchoring directly into God’s way.
“Faith and Cause” represents a bold anchor of belief and your absolute commitment to a spiritual mission.
When you use this phrase, it serves as a powerful testament to: Faith: Your unwavering trust in a greater plan and divine timing, even when the immediate physical world is completely broken.
Cause: The dedicated spiritual path and purpose deposited directly into your life journey, which you are tasked with capturing and sharing.
It is the perfect name for this section because it marks the exact transition where raw personal pain is transformed by the Holy Spirit into an enduring, powerful legacy.
