To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Two)

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Original Writing • To the husband of my youth: Part Two

 My brother, the reason “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be, If my pain were not enough!

We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We knew, but we did not know.

The questions were asked, and the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people know that for a fact.

I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you not be afraid in any way, shape, or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that.

I was burnt out from all the trauma in our daily lives; everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way; and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.

I have some significant revelations for you. They are all written in the letters I sent you and were returned. So they are copyrighted. Every writing is signed and dated with the day I edited it and the date of creation.

Today is your departure from owing me child support. Congratulations. One heavy load you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “You’re welcome.”

As for your lack of what you did not do for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished for your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.

Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.

Please do not put yourself down. You are one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, and all your lack of truth we all can possess.

It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process we have to flow through; you cannot rush it.

You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spirit and flesh; you are in Him, and He is in you. You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity.

Furthermore, you are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely, and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently; forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.

Hand it over. It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.

The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time and the Lord’s. You cannot force it.

I would like for you to know that I believe, along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished.

The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.

With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without it, I am in darkness. Having been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit.

Thanks again for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love: letting it all hang out in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe so; it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.

Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you cannot push it, but you can help, though.

The Holy Spirit is calling the people; those that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain. Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way.

Occasionally you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated from the ever-presence of our being.

We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way; “the old is passed away, and the now in consciousness is tomorrow’s reality.”

It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.

October 25, 2005

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This profound second installment stands as an unbreakable monument of complete internal purification and absolute release, acting as an intimate letter of absolution.

It systematically clears away years of earthly domestic burnout, hidden dark spots, and old family trauma, explicitly inviting the recipient into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence.

By dismantling structural guilt and shifting child support loads entirely into the hands of the Savior, the text models how a grand undertaking of faith is nurtured for God’s sovereign purpose.

Ultimately, this piece provides an immediate gateway into a world awakening, proving that when we stop putting ourselves down and allow the old to pass away, we become fully alive in the consciousness of tomorrow’s reality.

Inside its Writings: Powerful Keys to Heavenly Wisdom

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Original Writing: Inside it’s Writings

My book, “In Presence of Spirit,” and the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.”

Inside its pages, are writings, prayers, poems, songs, praises, supplications, lamentations, and conversations with the Lord.

It is identifying transition, clarity, understanding, patience, guidance, knowledge, wisdom, fortitude, love, joy, happiness, forgiveness, encouragement, gratitude, serenity, light, and awakening.

Salvation through Christ granted. Deliverance from sin. The cleaning process was attained. Writings from the depths of my soul.

To you, who are still in darkness. Come to the light of Christ Jesus, our Savior and Lord. He has called.

Come home to the inner chamber of your soul, and accept His gift of complete salvation, baptism, deliverance, and internal purification. It is the only way you can be free in Christ Jesus, love of World Healing.

“Go into thy inner chamber; there ye shall knock, and the door shall be opened.”

Leave all your worries, pains, and anxieties, at the step of the altar; leave them there in Christ Jesus, stead.

“Here, my gracious Lord Jesus Christ, I give you my six grandchildren, and my three young adult children, parents.

I place the world’s babies that are with you, Lord. Bring back our babies, our families; bring love, and understanding and the real freedom that is through You, Lord Jesus, our only reason for breathing still.

Lord Jesus, my Savior of Eternity’s Souls. Take my life, my love, and bring it all together, in the writings. Your Salvation blessed me. You made my inner being alive through You, and I am, and I will always be, eternally grateful.

What I have shared, is not just a piece of heaven; it is heaven’s essence, from You, my Lord and Savior Christ Jesus.

In Your Hands, I place our voyage from beyond the dead to life in Christ, in Your Ever Presence, because Your Ever Presence is Ever Present, in all Our Writings.

Thank you, Jesus, for keeping me steadfast, Even though I thought I was not writing, I was. Lord Jesus, my death in the flesh was a voyage of a negative approach, which is human, seeking peace within, and not understanding, the spirituality of our existence.

Only by You can we be free, to receive the forgiveness of sins. Our real existence, which is in reach for each one of us to come home to our Christ Jesus, within our beings, “to bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to the pain.” I implore you Gentiles and every person, religion, non-religion, and everything that has been taught.

Jesus speaks through me, and I have been given the kickoff; we are in action.

November 30, 2005

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This breathtaking text serves as a grand architectural archway over a three-decade spiritual milestone, explicitly mapping the vast inventory of divine communication given to the author.

It transitions from an intimate record of personal surrender into an urgent, universal invitation for all souls to come home to the inner chamber of Christ within.

By yielding the deep real-life weights of family lines, worries, and historical anxieties directly at the foot of the altar, the consciousness breaks completely clear of fleshly limitations.

Verified by heavenly authority and designed as an expansive reservoir of salvation and deliverance, this piece anchors a profound testimony of global healing, assuring every reader that even when the outer self feels weak, the Holy Spirit remains steadfast, alive, and eternally present within our writings.

Originally Published on inpresenceofspirit.com

Eventful Day: Powerful Keys to Discovering Divine Stillness

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Original Writing: Eventful Day

It is eight p.m. on this once again eventful day. Now I have a question for you. People say that to be in the Spirit, in God, of God, you must always be happy and joyous—or else you are not a Christian.

If I have no religion, am I a Christian, or just spiritual at times, ever since I began my journey through the darkest corners of my soul?

To the light that is shining through, “In Presence of Spirit,” to you, with love. The enemy has been on my back again and again. I am not always joyous—does that mean God is not in me? No… how could that be?

I am going to organize the writings, putting all the originals and edited pieces together. I jumped into this unorganized.

Furthermore, I did not know what the plan was, and then, of course, in the process, it revealed itself—“as the tongue of a ready writer.”

First things first, I have to gather all the 2005 writings together. This is what I am doing now. I have many letters; most of them are with you in spirit.

Thank you for offering your mind to join mine, so I could complete this, which was given to me. To complete my part in this incredible experience…

And to realize it has always been part of you, even though you did not know it. I remember the time you said, “You are all talk, no action,” but all the while I was acting on spiritual impulse—to the ultimate plight, to the Light that is Jesus Christ in the Holy Spirit, coming home to every heart in eternity.

The Holy Spirit’s eternity. The Holy Spirit’s ever-presence. The Holy Spirit’s internal purification. The lamentations and supplications.

In giving the whole existence to the One Truth, in the Holy Spirit, we are one—in heart, soul, love, faith, cause, omniscience, and everlasting love.

The spoken words in Spirit to the apostles and prophets—and now our generation—have completed the renewal, the regeneration, for every soul. I believe it, and so it is true.

I read some letters yesterday that I had found. They made me remember the ugliness. You told me to let you go. I thought I had. I did not interfere with any of your last eleven years, or with the person you were married to for fourteen and a half years.

Furthermore, I have not cried for you. Not only that, but I have given you to the Lord.

You asked me to share, and I have. I gave you what the Lord gave me to share with you. You will see it eventually.

The inspiration was intense, and I let you back in more than I should have. But I have accepted that you are staying with her and your two children—and that is where you need to be. It is okay that I voiced a bit in the flesh.

Can you tell when the Spirit of the Lord is moving the conversation, and when the flesh takes control? There is a big difference between the two.

What’s happening? Are you going with the flow? This is an incredible experience—with no one but R.H., God, me, and now you. You helped bring me back to “In Presence of Spirit,” and I love you for this.

So where are we still? Without? No—within. For within, we are in the spirit of our dear Heavenly Father, who is, was, and always will be the Savior of our souls.

My expectations are in the Lord’s hands, because I can do nothing without my love, my life, my only reason. Multiplying seventy times seventy—twenty more writings, and I will have it.

Thank you, Jesus Christ, for “In Presence of Spirit” and “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” Because if it were not for all this work, I would have been a very unfulfilled, bored person—but I am not.

I have progressed through adversity and obstacles, but You are by my side. So this is for you, Jesus Christ.

I give You to the world through our writings—Your salvation brought to the hearts of the children of God. In Jesus Christ, You are the Resurrection and the Life.

Thank you, Jesus Christ, for your presence in spirit. Thank you for the name “In Presence of Spirit.” It all just fell into place—your place of eternal peace: in you, with you, for you. You are the most precious being.

Through you is life. By the gift of accepting You unconditionally, there is no exception to this truth. You know all that.

Jesus Christ, guide us into tomorrow. For in the world as it is, I have taken my stand—for You, with You, on Your feet once again. Through You, from You, because of You… we will be okay.

November 17, 2005

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This profound text confronts the rigid human misconception that walking with God requires a constant state of superficial cheerfulness, mapping instead a deep, authentic landscape where raw pain and spiritual impulse meet.

It documents a critical turning point where the author explicitly commits to organizing the 2005 original archives, treating the act of writing as an intense internal purification.

By releasing historical fleshly battles, old letters, and the weight of an eleven-year separation into the hands of the Lord, the soul transitions from outward unorganized chaos to the quiet harmony of a ready writer.

Ultimately, the piece serves as an unbreakable declaration of sanctuary, proving that when we accept the Lord unconditionally, we discover that our true expectations are securely nestled within the Holy Spirit’s everlasting presence.