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Through All This Pain: Spiritual Journey to Comfort and Peace

Through all this pain and suffering, also for my children.

A massive rock mountain in New Mexico standing tall, showcasing enduring strength and steady beauty under the sky.
An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm.

I am not a disgrace to God. For it is with him I live, move, and have my being. I am waiting for the Lord for His justification because through the Judge, God set me free from bondage to, well, “internal house cleaning.”

I am working on the Bible, and with all my spirit I will not lose track. We need to work on “regeneration.” See, I have shed some layers of the afflictions that were put upon me. Long generations of time past are surfacing in time and reason.

And they that weep, as though they wept not; and they that rejoice, as though they rejoiced not; and they that use this world, as not abusing it: for the fashion of this world passeth away.— 1 Corinthians 7:30-31 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am never a disgrace to my Creator, for I live and move within His presence, safely shedding every heavy layer of past affliction.

Abuse in the physical, mental, emotional, verbal, and spiritual,

alcoholism passed down generation to generation. How long? A long time, covetousness, possessiveness, control, rage, shame, blame, jealousy—should I go on? We know we can go to the Bible and find the reason. “It keeps regenerating itself until destruction.” For my dears, not man’s will but “God’s will be done,” any way round about.

(As it is written, God hath given them the spirit of slumber, eyes that should not see, and ears that they should not hear;) unto this day. For if the casting away of them be the reconciling of the world, what shall the receiving of them be, but life from the dead?— Romans 11:8, 15 (KJV)

Affirmation: The dark, repeating cycles of generational trauma and addiction are completely stopped by the power of God’s perfect will.

Reading chapters of Scripture in church, a must,

shows the world how much security you have in bringing in more than you can hold. When you read scripture, you read a chapter. God’s words flow through the writings, you know that. Man’s way is not right with God.

For all have come short of the glory of God, but what can one church do? What can one couple of ministers do? You can make God’s way completely known.

Having therefore these promises, dearly beloved, let us cleanse ourselves from all filthiness of the flesh and spirit, perfecting holiness in the fear of God.— 2 Corinthians 7:1 (KJV)

Affirmation: I bypass the empty traditions of man and allow the living word of God to flow clearly and completely through my life and my writings. See when I told you I was prophesying. I was.

It is for the glory of God.

Christ, my salvation, my baptism, my reaffirmation—I got delivered on 2/9/1996. The prophecy I carry is “God’s Words.” Who knows what miracles he has planned for his chosen, and I know I am one.

I am a baby in Christ, and I have always known in my heart there is a God, and I walked willingly through the fire of my soul.

(For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal, but mighty through God to the pulling down of strongholds;) Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ;— 2 Corinthians 10:4-5 (KJV)

Affirmation: I carry the true words of God with absolute confidence, walking safely through the purifying fire because I am chosen for His glory.

I had no one but the burning coals of his search for disaster, greed, materialism, adultery, I was safe in my mind. God brought me through, and he has to do everything. Everyone is watching him. He likes attention.

See, God does not need an interpreter

because every word that is written is “God’s Word.” For all generations. We are the regeneration of God’s Word.

And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me.— 2 Corinthians 12:9 (KJV)

Affirmation: When I am at my weakest, God’s perfect grace acts as my shield, protecting my mind from the greed and chaos of the world.

What He said has come to pass right now,

and He needs the mass multitudes because He is alive and calling the chosen to come together so we can be home. Finally, after all generations. For our soul’s search has intertwined with all the generations of God. Original March 17, 1996

Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ:— Philippians 1:6 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am beautifully intertwined with God’s eternal timeline, answering His divine call to stand united in spiritual renewal.

Reflection: This profound text serves as a heavy, unvarnished look at the reality of systemic generational suffering and the miraculous power of spiritual deliverance. Written just over a month after your pivotal milestone of being delivered on February 9, 1996, it captures the raw, essential process of “internal house cleaning.”

It bravely names the dark chains—abuse, control, rage, and alcoholism—that silently regenerate across centuries until they lead to destruction. By stepping away from the shallow expectations of carnal institutions and standard church routines, the writing shines a light on a personal, blazing path through the fire of the soul.

Ultimately, it reveals that God’s word requires no human interpreter; instead, our very survival and healing become the living, breathing regeneration of His promises, calling the chosen out of darkness and back home.

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Most Are in My State of Being: Divine Stillness and Eternal Comfort

As I walked through the doors of the shelter,

An incredible night photo showcasing big, bright beams of light reflecting off atmospheric particles for the writing Most are in my state of being.
A single click revealing a magnificent light show within a state of being.

I thought, “How safe, and courteous are the understanding employees who take care of the special needs, of the women and children who walk through those doors.”

The Lord shall preserve thy going out and thy coming in from this time forth, and even for evermore.— Psalm 121:8 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am surrounded by safety, and I accept the care and understanding that God provides through helping hands.

As breakfast started, moms were preparing the meal for the children, hurt, and battered, but going on with the everyday duty of caring, picking up fragments of themselves, while keeping the focus on their young. I observe mostly children five and younger.

The outward appearances seemed, not to show the real story. The inside concerned me. They were fighting. Realizing all these women and children had just gotten out of the “last fight.” As I watched the children, I saw my own, at all their ages. I was grieved to see the outcome of an evasive cycle.

He healeth the broken in heart, and bindeth up their wounds.— Psalm 147:3 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am picking up the fragments of my life with strength, keeping my heart focused on love and the care of those who rely on me.

The residue of the ending cycle, of the degeneration, of our unities

broken from bondage, to prepare the way, for the regeneration of our souls.

Life’s traumas affect the balance of the truth. Confused, through the clouded darkness, of one’s most inner being. The circle of events is repetitious, throughout history. So many are kept secret, chartered course, and it is hard to stop the cycle.

And I will give them a heart to know me, that I am the Lord: and they shall be my people, and I will be their God: for they shall return unto me with their whole heart.— Jeremiah 24:7 (KJV)

Affirmation: The old cycle of decay is completely broken, and my soul is beautifully prepared for God’s deep restoration and renewal.

No man is better; my God is the oceans, Are there mountains, trees, plants, and tropical forests? The food therein is the spirit, and spirit is not mind power; it is heart power, compassion. Thank you, Lord; you always knew I wanted, to write.

The earth is the Lord’s, and the fulness thereof; the world, and they that dwell therein.— Psalm 24:1 (KJV)

Affirmation: I look to God’s vast creation for strength, filling my spirit not with human effort, but with the true power of holy compassion and love.

Women’s Advocate Hall:

Friends are working together in all crises, loneliness, acceptance, compassion, tenderness, and honesty. Truth shall set us free. Thank you, Lord.

We all get our ancestors’ vibrations, repetition since time started. One million to one million, someone from Noah’s Ark, had an unclean heart and passed it on through.

And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.— John 8:32 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am surrounded by true friends who walk in honesty and compassion, and God’s powerful truth sets my soul completely free.

Christ sent from and through God. Christ is within us all. He is here for the asking, a bottomless pit. You have to reach down deep, and then accept, Jesus Christ as our Savior.

He is our source. He is the highest. Furthermore, he is omnipotent and omnipresent in infinite, magnificent form. My Lord, My God, you know what my mind says, but my heart, lead’s to Glory, complete for, You.

To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.— Colossians 1:27 (KJV)

Affirmation: I reach down deep into the bottomless well of faith, accepting Jesus Christ as my highest source, my savior, and my ever-present strength.

My eyes, your stars, your truths implanted firmly

in my heavenly loins, for thou know the wombs of us, that have been privileged, too full term life, Your life, Your love, Your compassion, Your strength, Your communion with the Angels since infinite time began.

For thou hast possessed my reins: thou hast covered me in my mother’s womb. I will praise thee; for I am fearfully and wonderfully made: marvelous are thy works; and that my soul knoweth right well.— Psalm 139:13-14 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am fearfully and wonderfully made, chosen to carry God’s eternal love, compassion, and strength in divine connection with His heavenly hosts.

Safe Haven’s Community Services:

People in need of comfort, compassion, understanding. It is time to put away selfishness. We are all on a ride. Why not get on together? For tomorrow is coming fast, and then do you want your life, to be in vain? Mine is not anymore.

Lord, grant that I might see, through Your heart. To ride that white stallion, through Your Great Gates of Eternal Life. “Lord Show Me Thy Ways.” Well, You already are, I can not live two lifetime’s, in one day. Thanks for slowing me down to a gentle trickle, while I am sponging your knowledge.

Thank You, for showing me my place in heaven, and Thank You for letting me see the light. All I saw were people, using people, taking advantage, not listening or looking to see, what was going on.

Show me thy ways, O Lord; teach me thy paths. Lead me in thy truth, and teach me: for thou art the God of my salvation; on thee do I wait all the day.— Psalm 25:4-5 (KJV)

Affirmation: I see the world through the Lord’s heart, taking each day one step at a time as He shows me His ways and guides me toward eternal life.

Who made you Judge, Jury and clown master.

Man did! God is the Only true Judge. The man could not tell the truth from a lie, so man made judge and jury. The man was running around. What soothed him was his ail, his women, and the control over the centuries.

I have reached the kingdom of heaven within, and I am growing stronger. We will meet, we will be at the pearly white gates, together. We are the caretakers, and every one of us has been used thumbs down, put down, and run down. Not by God. God’s warnings are omnipresent but by Man’s words.

“We will mount our horses and draw our swords,” We are the stronger to put up with the blame of man’s demise. Come out of your comas. We are not doormats. We are brides of Our Father, who art in heaven. In the name of, The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit.

Hearken unto me, ye that know righteousness, the people in whose heart is my law; fear ye not the reproach of men, neither be ye afraid of their reviling’s.— Isaiah 51:7 (KJV)

Affirmation: I am not a doormat, and I refuse to be defined by the harsh words of men; I am a cherished child of my Father in heaven, standing in divine strength.

God grant that I may see clearer, each minute that passes by, Lord, for the afflicted, are in desperate need, condition. It is time to end the cycle. Since deceit, greed and all the other abominations, concentrated in one big mess. Yuk. I see a beautiful vision. It is from God.

Women afflicted, being able to recover from, “The Last Fight,” together. Recovery together, helping each other, through the transitional year, and to help the elderly, because we can make them happy before they pass away.

No more hiding, what are all you waiting for. We have to fight for Our God Given Rights, and I will not keep my mouth closed. Writings in secret forever or not. Original Writing January 29, 1996

Open thy mouth for the dumb in the cause of all such as are appointed to destruction. Open thy mouth, judge righteously, and plead the cause of the poor and needy.— Proverbs 31:8-9 (KJV)

Affirmation: I will no longer keep my mouth closed or hide my words; I boldly stand up to help others recover from the last fight and share God’s light openly.

Reflection: This profound collection of writings from January 29, 1996, tracks a powerful journey from a physical place of refuge into a deep, internal kingdom of spiritual awakening. It begins within the doors of a shelter, witnessing the immediate, heavy reality of mothers and children recovering from active trauma.

From that visual landscape, the text pivots outward into the vastness of creation—the oceans, mountains, and forests—revealing that true recovery requires moving past mere human logic and stepping completely into “heart power” and divine compassion.

It honestly wrestles with historical patterns of brokenness, tracing generational weights all the way back to the ark, while standing as an immovable shield against the false judgments and control of men. Ultimately, this chapter serves as a bold, final trumpet call to break silent cycles, awaken from the past, and unite in a shared mission of healing, transitional recovery, and open truth.

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Life and Times: A Spiritual Journey to Comfort, Faith, and Divine Peace

My perception of life is not understood in this day and age.

A beautiful rock mountain in New Mexico under a clear sky
Seeing different aspects of the journey.

There is Father and Mother, Brother and Sister, and “Twin Sister.” Then life and times, of course, repeat themselves down the long stretch of this century and all the rest.

How do we perceive time? We can only imagine 2000 years ago, but we cannot be there. Just a few get to touch it by being archaeologists or travelling to the ancient cities. “Or, of course, living there.”

Oh, to walk where Jesus Christ walked.

Many of you have walked on the same streets and paths our dear Lord walked on. What is this leading? Our purpose in life is Everlasting Life! We cannot see that, but we can know in our hearts it is there.

I want to use 100 percent of my brain! But how do you achieve that? The Lord, our God, used His. “If you only have the faith of a mustard seed,” you can show all the riches of the world around. Mind you, not material things.

What all of us, every one of us, need to do is put “Our Faith Together”

and bring love, peace, cures for every illness, food, and water to everyone the world over. Can We All Be Brothers and Sisters? Yes, because We Are!

The graces of time are not forgotten.

We are all a part of our ancestors. The faith goes on. We live our lives with barriers of which we know not. We see, we touch, we hear, we feel, we taste, we survive. We can do more than survive.

I remember the voice that used to tell me, “This is the right way,”

and I would go left. How I wish I would have listened. I would not have suffered in the ways I did. I also recall struggling to get my spirit to come back. Only to let go and be idle, lazy, and feeling nothing.

It’s such an awful waste of time to destroy oneself with negativity.

It alters one’s functioning ability. It is a disability in every sense of the word. Every negative thought is a disability because it is so hard to let yourself learn to use your thinking constructively. September 1989.

The Scriptures

Remember the former things of old: for I am God, and there is none else; I am God, and there is none like me, Declaring the end from the beginning, and from ancient times the things that are not yet done, saying, My counsel shall stand, and I will do all my pleasure. — Isaiah 46:9-10

The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. Is there any thing whereof it may be said, See, this is new? it hath been already of old time, which was before us. — Ecclesiastes 1:9-10

Jesus Christ the same yesterday, and to day, and for ever. — Hebrews 13:8

And Jesus said unto them, Because of your unbelief: for verily I say unto you, If ye have faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye shall say unto this mountain, Remove hence to yonder place; and it shall remove; and nothing shall be impossible unto you. — Matthew 17:20

And the Lord said, If ye had faith as a grain of mustard seed, ye might say unto this sycamine tree, Be thou plucked up by the root, and be thou planted in the sea; and it should obey you. — Luke 17:6

There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither bond nor free, there is neither male nor female: for ye are all one in Christ Jesus. — Galatians 3:28

And thine ears shall hear a word behind thee, saying, This is the way, walk ye in it, when ye turn to the right hand, and when ye turn to the left. — Isaiah 30:21

For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. — 2 Timothy 1:7

Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalt itself against the knowledge of God, and bringing into captivity every thought to the obedience of Christ. — 2 Corinthians 10:5

Finally, brethren, whatsoever things are true, whatsoever things are honest, whatsoever things are just, whatsoever things are pure, whatsoever things are lovely, whatsoever things are good report; if there be any virtue, and if there be any praise, think on these things. — Philippians 4:8

He that rule his spirit is better than he that taketh a city. — Proverbs 16:32

The Affirmations

I am existing beyond human time. I rest my awareness in the eternal presence of God, where the past, present, and future are held safely in His hands.

I am walking in His steps. My spirit connects deeply with the path of Jesus Christ, unhindered by distance, years, or earthly spaces.

I am secure in my divine perception. I trust the unique spiritual sight given to me by the Holy Spirit, independent of the understanding of this world.

I am moving beyond survival. I step out of past limitations and live fully in the deep purpose of everlasting life that God has placed inside my heart.

I am united in global faith. I join my spirit with my true brothers and sisters across the earth, releasing material desires to bring forth real love, peace, and healing.

I am free from the weight of negativity. I choose to let go of old regrets, idle spaces, and self-destructive thoughts, reclaiming my vibrant spirit through the light of Christ.

I am a constructive and powerful thinker.

I cast down every negative limitation and use 100 percent of my mind to build up love, peace, and divine purpose.

Reflections

This final movement of the writing layout exposes the true warfare of the human journey, revealing that our greatest battle takes place entirely within our own minds. Looking back at the moments where we ignored the inner guiding voice and went left instead of right shows the heavy toll of human suffering.

Yet, the true tragedy lies in the idle, lazy spaces where the spirit goes numb. Choosing negativity is a true disability—a heavy, self-made barrier that physically alters our ability to function and separates us from our divine purpose.

To step out of survival mode and into the fullness of everlasting life, we must deliberately train our minds to think constructively. We are all deeply connected to our ancestors, carrying a legacy of faith that must go on. By putting our faith together, we break through the unseen barriers of the flesh and realize our true identity as brothers and sisters under God.

True spiritual intelligence means taking our thoughts captive, casting away self-destruction, and unlocking the mind to bring real love, healing, and living water to a hurting world.

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In Presence of Spirit: Divine Stillness and Comfort

Life is but a never-ending circle, ageless at times but fascinating.

The circles become cycles, day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year, time never-ending but standing still.

A Serene visual representing a spiritual sanctuary for the soul.
Mountain in New Mexico

Prayer can reach the heavens,

and evil seems to lurk all around. Where do you turn? Heaven is the way, not hell. We all are here for a short time.

We have ourselves to offer in service for our fellow people, but what! Oneself is to You, Dear Lord. What you have given me, my love, is my life, to fulfill the plan you have made for every person on this planet, which we call Earth.

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven… A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted. — Ecclesiastes 3:1-2

Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

— John 14:6I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God, which is your reasonable service. — Romans 12:1

Life is but a dream.

The trials and tribulations we face are human-made. To fulfill our Creator’s plan, we need to pray and give ourselves to the Lord, and then life will kick on, in high gear.

God’s Plan is Everlasting Life. Ours is to repent our sins, to pray daily, to fast at times, and to believe that our Lord Jesus Christ died for our salvation. He died so we may live eternally if we submit ourselves to God.

Whereas ye know not what shall be on the morrow. For what is your life? It is even a vapor, that appeared for a little time, and then vanishes away. — James 4:14

For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life. — John 3:16

So many people are suffering, in all negative ways. They try to reach for peace, but they cannot find it.

Oh, so many destructive patterns man has made for himself. God did not make these unfortunate circumstances. Man started making these before the flood in Noah’s time; it is true, “Oh ye of little faith.”

We all lose our faith at the drop of a pin,

but the Lord is there to pick us right up and love us no matter what. We can repent of our sins, forgive ourselves and others, and hand it directly to the Lord in Jesus’ name.

And GOD saw that the wickedness of man was great in the earth, and that every imagination of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually. — Genesis 6:5

And immediately Jesus stretched forth his hand, and caught him, and said unto him, O thou of little faith, wherefore did thou doubt? — Matthew 14:31

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. — 1 John 1:9

What a joy to know, we can be saved, and we can live beautiful, peaceful lives. If we abide by the words from the prophets from God. Everything the people of the world should know that is right and “true” is in the Bible.

Our eternal lives are at hand.

Give yourselves, through Jesus Christ, to God, and He will take care of every one of us.

There is too much ugliness in the world, so let us raise our hearts and minds up to the heavens, and bring back the truly beautiful aspects of life. Therefore, making us open souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.

Let us not wait much longer. Love your husbands, love your wives, love your children, love your family, love your friends, and by all means love yourself. Think! Creative joy is in your hands. April 1988.

Thy word is true from the beginning: and every one of thy righteous judgments endure for ever. — Psalm 119:160

Set your affection on things above, not on things on the earth. — Colossians 3:2

Beloved, let us love one another: for love is of God; and every one that love is born of God, and knoweth God. — 1 John 4:7

The Affirmations

I am in Presence.

I stand securely in the ever-present light of Christ, where the personal self fades and the spirit awakens.

I am secure in God’s care.

I release all past burdens and align completely with a true state of being.

I am guided by His truth.

My thoughts and steps are led by the enduring wisdom of the Word.

I am an open channel for healing.

I welcome divine peace into my heart, moving forward through grace, trials, and triumphs.

In Reflections:

Inside the passing of human time, the world can easily feel like a tangled, spinning circle filled with heavy trials and lurking shadows. Yet, the moment we awaken to pure being, we discover that these struggles are human-made, and our true anchor is already waiting.

By turning directly to the Lord in Jesus name, we hand over our burdens, break free from old patterns, and allow our lives to kick into high gear under His divine plan.

Entering this true soul sanctuary requires us to raise our minds above the earthly noise and look toward the heavens. Every right and true direction we seek has already been written down for us.

As we choose to repent, forgive, and live as completely open souls, we bring real heavenly beauty back down to earth. The ultimate destination of this spiritual trail is absolute love.

By anchoring our lives in the Word, we find the freedom to love our spouses, our children, our friends, and our own souls. Rest in this profound clarity: you are never abandoned, you are entirely taken care of, and the power of creative joy is resting safely in your hands.

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Knowledge: Journey of Faith, Comfort, and Peace

Knowledge had but impatiently been misplaced.

The answers are coming clearer; we’re getting closer to an atomic spiritual consciousness, and every day, feels like an eternity. Knowledge is not going anywhere. I still am weak. I know, man; he’d better be doing, for our children, what he should have, been doing, since their births.

It is not just the children God blessed me with, But the two, who were inappropriate were terminated from life, which left me in darkness, to the light.

The pain, the isolation, the unworthiness, the grief. I give myself to anyone, who needs to be consoled; you can trust me. With Christ, there is no shame.

How can you be ashamed, of the perfection of freedom, from damnation? My life is an open book. I’m opening it further; then you can imagine, ha! I have nothing to hide.

How can I be ashamed, of the pain, the isolation, the experience, of millions of women?

The Degradation and Deterioration of Our Babies, Our Families, and Our Heritage, from Every Country and Nation.

“WE ARE HERE FOR A PURPOSE!”

The purpose is unveiling in simplicity, clarity, so innocent, but hiding until now, when all will be known. Time is nigh. Revolutionary progressions of truth, are going to be heard, through the airwaves.

People will be hearing, The Son of God, is here, giving the prophecy; the time is due. But we have to continue, the sequential steps, (cannot rush) but have to stay open, honest, and willing.

Should have—oh, well. Self-contentedness, false pride, feelings easily hurt, fears, worries, and anxieties. If only, I had done this, or that, well. I withdrew for some time but came out when needed.

We could have solved man’s demise, a long time ago, but circles became cycles, and darlings, ours go back to Eve. We are okay. The answers are coming to pass.

Our lives are difficult; they will be difficult, but we will have strength, because we will not be, alone anymore.

My God, there are children, on the streets. Each one of us is a child of God. Why the fear, to give a hand, a little work, a friend from the heart? Why all the stupid questions? Life is terrible right now; we need to act now!

What is more critical, gadgets or souls, breathing, living people who need a friend to share time with? No one likes to ask; everyone is too proud.

“Oh ye of little faith,” open up and let the sunshine in; let’s put an end to loneliness. Let’s put an end to abuse. Let’s put an end, to history repeating itself, and throw it away.

The passages of time, have eloquently, dropped their pile of dung, on our generation, from the oldest people living, to the youngest just conceived.

Join together as one. Do not take the woman down after she has been smothered out of self. We need to cleanse, not only our years but also our ancestors.

The cycles, needed, to be completed, and the circle needed to be broken. The answer, we have always had, is simple: through Jesus Christ Our Savior.

“Moms understand all your pain because of her pain of deterioration of the self from abuse.

People were scared little children, with these idiots, who made them controllers! We will not believe anymore that sex is love. It is controlling; it is the possession; it is a lie when it is not through Christ.

Join together as one. The answers we have always had, are simple, but regeneration is a process, you have to flow through. You can’t rush, but you can help, it along, by being with women and children. We need to bring our families, together. Stop isolating; everyone needs a friend.

My gift to you, It is for all my lonely years, isolated from the outside world, for a grand reason. To be part of a solution, where women gain, their strength back, and take care of business, in cleaning up, “Our Universal Rights.”

Accepting Christ, in your heart is a revelation, a realization. An awakening of your spiritual quest, since your conception. The emptiness, the void in your breastplate, will disperse.

The pain will fly away, like the spirit, that takes the garment off fast, and it is thrown to time past. Then you feel a calm, through the rockiest year, of your life, but with the strength, and guidance, Christ offers, through, The Magnificent Gift.

So, how can I go from no words, literally, to writing, “In Presence of Spirit’s,” extensions, “With God all things are possible.” I would have had a more difficult time without my times, “In Presence of Spirit.” This one is a hard one for me. My first writing of 1996.

January 20, 2019, twenty-three years ago today, I wrote “Knowledge,” 8395 days ago, I started writing a book. So Happy Anniversary, for staying steadfast in working on all the extensions of “In Presence of Spirit’s,” offspring for two decades and three years, and of course since I started publishing on the Internet in October 2011.

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2 Corinthians 12:9

“But he said to me, ‘My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.’ Therefore I will boast all the more gladly of my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ may rest upon me.”

Psalm 34:18

“The Lord is near to the brokenhearted and saves the crushed in spirit.”

2 Corinthians 1:3-4

“Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our affliction, so that we may be able to comfort those who are in any affliction, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God.”

Romans 8:1

“There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus.”

Romans 10:11

“For the Scripture says, ‘Everyone who believes in him will not be put to shame.'”

1 Peter 2:9

“…that you may proclaim the excellencies of him who called you out of darkness into his marvelous light.”

Ephesians 5:8

“For at one time you were darkness, but now you are light in the Lord. Walk as children of light.”

Isaiah 54:4

“Fear not, for you will not be ashamed; be not confounded, for you will not be disgraced; for you will forget the shame of your youth…”

Ecclesiastes 3:1

“For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven.”

Jeremiah 29:11

“For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope.”

Joel 2:28

“And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will dream dreams, your young men will see visions.”

Philippians 3:13-14

“Brothers, I do not consider that I have made it my own. But one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and straining forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.”

Galatians 6:9″And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up.”

Matthew 25:40″And the King will answer them, ‘Truly, I say to you, as you did it to one of the least of these my brothers, you did it to me.'”

Matthew 8:26″And he said to them, ‘Why are you afraid, O you of little faith?'”

James 1:27″ Religion that is pure and undefined before God the Father is this: to visit orphans and widows in their affliction, and to keep oneself unstained from the world.”

1 John 3:18″ Little children, let us not love in word or talk but in deed and in truth.”

1 Corinthians 13:4-7″ Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful…”

2 Corinthians 3:17″ Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”

Galatians 5:1″ For freedom Christ has set us free; stand firm therefore, and do not submit again to a yoke of slavery.

“Titus 3:5″ He saved us, not because of works done by us in righteousness, but according to his own mercy, by the washing of regeneration and renewal of the Holy Spirit.”

2 Corinthians 4:16″ So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day.

“Joel 2:25” I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten…

“John 14:27″ Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.”

Affirmations: With Christ, there is no shame or condemnation covering my life journey.

Through Jesus Christ, my inner self is being completely renewed day by day.

I choose to step out of the heavy noise of the world to rest in divine stillness.

My heart is anchored firmly in the perfection of eternal freedom and grace.

Reflections:

True strength is discovered when we entirely surrender our weaknesses, pain, and isolation to the care of our Savior.

The deep structural cycles of our past generation are broken through the quiet presence of Christ within us.

As we trust in the sequential, patient steps of regeneration, the empty voids disperse, leaving an enduring, magnificent calm that guides our family and legacy forward.

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