Moving forward with steady hope, guided by the everlasting strength of the mountains ahead.
This One is for You, My Love, My Life, My Master of The Universe, You are the Alpha, and Omega, The Beginning, and The End.
You are, The One, We meet in Spirit, The Holy Spirit, You left for Us. “I will not leave you comfortless; I will send someone in my stead.”
The Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit of You, Jesus Christ. You gave it to me, and I grabbed on for the whole roller coaster ride. It is awesome completing, that which is so graciously given, by You, “In Presence of Spirit.”
You are The Light of The Universe. You brought me out of darkness, and into the light, every time I wrote to You, With You, Through You, and Round about You.
In all the words, You bestowed, and the understanding, and knowledge, I received over the years, I have been working on the writings.
I did not realize till now, that all of this was, for the grand finale, the end to the beginning, You did this Jesus Christ, You gave this opportunity to me, and I purposed, to see it through, to completion.
I have so much fun, working on the writings, it gives my life, meaning, it soothes, my spirit, it gives me insight, to advance my directives.
To fulfill my heart’s desire, I know it is in, “In Presence of Spirit,” and I know, You are with me, even when I can not feel You.
I know, I have issues, I need to deal with here, but I have to ensure, The Publication of The Whole Book.
I know in my heart, it is already taken care of in the future, this is too big. Just coming out of my shell, for the second time, to establish, that which was given to Me, in, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is mine to share, and that is, what I, intend to do.
I know this time is different, it is ready to be read. It will be read, and eventually understood, and it will relieve because it relieved me. I made a Stand Jesus Christ, For You, For Me, For all the conceptions of the World, and Everyone Else. December 26, 2009
Scripture
“I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.” — John 14:18 (KJV)
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.” — Revelation 1/8 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I confidently claim my place in the grand finale of God’s design, stepping out of my shell to fully share the eternal message given to me.
✨ My spirit is continuously soothed and guided by the Holy Spirit, finding ultimate meaning and light in my daily conversations with Jesus.
Reflection
This triumphant declaration acts as an intimate milestone marker, capturing the pure joy and profound responsibility of completing a long-standing spiritual assignment.
By explicitly honoring the Holy Spirit as the constant comforter left for us, the text frames decades of dedicated writing as an irreversible stand for eternal truth that brings comfort, relief, and deep resolution to the world.
Keepsake: Exquisite Keys to Unlocking the Kingdom Within
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Original Writing: Keepsake:
Moving forward with steady hope where the open road curves between the majestic strength of twin rock mountains.
Sixty-two writings, Worldly versus spiritual. Good ones, unique ones, only ones, all individual ones, data from the inner chamber of my soul, to you and ours.
To The One Truth of Existence, Jesus Christ’s Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Him, Through Him, Round About, The Glory of Him, In Spirit of Jesus Christ, I am.
Sixty-two writings so far. Without anyone’s knowledge, my keepsake has grown into ten years of writings, plus the ones before 96′. I refuse to think any differently than my writings say; on the contrary to the whole big picture, “Worldly verses Spiritual.”
I believe with all my heart. Furthermore, I have proof. My writings are proof. No human-made credentials; this credit goes completely, and ultimately to Jesus Christ. My Lord and Savior and my only reason for breathing still. My writing is complete now.
The husband of my youth and I are One in Spirit. The Lord has put us back together, for the grand finale. If I may take your hand in Spirit, I will guide you to the unveiling of, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit” by Wendy for You, the husband of my youth. I feel in my heart that both will sell. Do I have to sell the first to publish the second? Or share it? The way will be shown.
I have followed through with all that has been given to me in writing, and editing. I am almost finished. It is handwritten. Throughout the last ten years of my life, I have been preparing, “In Presence of Spirit,” for some years; there are only a few writings, in some of them, others quite a few.
In essence, I wrote, of course, every year, and the prayers and writings are Omnipresent. They mean the same thing now, as they did the minute, second, they were created.
So I am completing the task at hand. With my eyes wide open, I am sending all that I described to you too, The New York Times. Someone close told me, I was never going to get a dime from my book. I told my daughters, and they are taking me to send my package.
Oh my, it is my destiny; I have to send, what I have to, to The New York Times. It is my consecration: 2. to make or declare sacred 3. To devote oneself solemnly to a purpose is consecration. It is indeed my destiny to complete now. I have my package all ready.
I am going to send you copies of all the letters, originals and edited. They are yours; I just shared them with the World, when you were just finding out about them. But the World does not know yet, but it will. It will. You know what? I believe it will. I hope someday you will want to read all my writings.
To capture such eloquence in writing; It is from the Lord. Not man-made, or for that matter woman-made. It is through the blood of Jesus Christ. For World redemption, deliverance from the lie of lies.
The kingdom of heaven is within, and each of us is searching for their home in Christ, and it is within. It is not after death. It is now. Carry on to your awakening. Go for it! What do you have to lose? Nothing. It is life after death, in the here and now. It is heaven on earth. To be freed from the bondage of time, place, and reason. Once again, I say, “Go for it.”
Darkness or light, bondage or freedom—as with everything, we have the choice. It is left or right, right or wrong. Dark or light, and light or darkness.
Freedom or bondage. Make your decision and go with the flow, to the internal purification. It is not a bunch of gibberish; it is Exquisite Communication In The Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, For every word, you made me come alive. It is my heart’s desire, to complete or begin with New Year’s resolutions. See where it all falls together, because that is, what it has to do.
Accomplish it in the designated time, and not a minute before. You know, I could not, of myself, write for the Lord, not in the flesh, but In Spirit, It Is Verified 2. To establish the truth, accuracy, or reality, of syn. Authenticate, corroborate, substantiate, validate. This I must do this year henceforth.
My spontaneous combustion of completing it now, instead of tomorrow: after it is mailed, there is no turning back. It was inevitable that I would step up to the plate.
The Lord knows it is bountiful, for we all, are Spiritual Beings, even if we have not realized it yet. When the light of Jesus Christ ignites the fire in our souls. It is operating in maximum overdrive, to deplete the lies, and to replace them with, the absolute truth of our existence, through Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior.
You know, how many times will I say, “I believe,” I believe with one heart to heal humanity. In One with, The Holy Kingdom of God, which is inside me, inside you, inside every one of us, he wants you to be free of the inner turmoil.
He cures all the traumas and losses. He takes away the guilt. Furthermore, he lets the light shine in, the ever-present presence of our being. Besides, he straight up, sets the road straight and narrow, for wide is the way, and few get there. Not anymore.
Anyone can enter the kingdom of heaven within. Oh, Jesus Christ, this is what you gave me to share, and I am sharing it with my only husband in the flesh and my first husband, who is in heaven and on earth, in you and me. (21-36, our ages)
Awe man, I have continually said throughout my writings, all the years, courage, patience, understanding, knowledge, and wisdom. I am doing it with You, Lord, so it makes every step worth eternity. I am the only one that can at this point and every point.
It is entrusted to me to produce the whole script, and I had, and I am having a blast of a life.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, I am ready for anything, and everything. I need to go back to Big Bend; the mountains are calling me. I am there in my heart, and I want to be there in the flesh.
October 30, 2005
Scripture
“Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of god is within you.”
— Luke 17:21 (KJV)
“And automatically it is verified: write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.”
— Habakkuk 2:2 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ The kingdom of heaven is active within my inner house right now, entirely releasing me from the earthly bondage of time, place, and worldly expectations.
✨ This ten-year handwritten keepsake is a solemn consecration from the Lord, operating in maximum overdrive to share His absolute truth with humanity.
Reflection:
This extraordinary text marks a milestone moment of spontaneous combustion and absolute consecration, tracking the quiet growth of a ten-year handwritten trail of 62 individual pieces.
It explicitly contrasts corporate, human-made credentials with the pure, exquisite authority of the Holy Spirit, treating the act of compiling manuscripts as a literal destiny.
By casting off domestic trauma, losses, and earthly guilt, the author claims an immediate awakening into life after death within the here and now.
The writing functions as an open gateway to shared reconciliation, anchoring a profound vision where the mountains of Big Bend call the soul back to its true purpose.
Ultimately, this piece stands as an unbreakable declaration of sanctuary, ensuring that when the light of Christ ignites the fire in our souls, the narrow road is instantly leveled for all of humanity to come home.✨
To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Three)
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Original Writing • To the Husband of my Youth: Part Three
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction while moving forward along the open road.
He is Our Guide. Furthermore, he is the highest. Besides, he is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls.
He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door will be opened.
OK, are you ready for the other revelations? My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you. Can you imagine what an envelope did?
It is opening me up to perseverance through our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me a present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, in writing. “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy.
This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious and pure, not be carried through to eternity?
It is heavenly; it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit and is presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ was granted, and you do not even know it yet. (still does not know)
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job; let’s see, Michael is seven months old on the first, Orlie is four, and Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27th, and he needs full assistance.
I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all you, a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain.
I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inner being. Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition.
I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!
You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil of no reason for being still.
In the resurrection of the soul is life through Christ Jesus. He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul.
It does not matter where you are, just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where the restoration of heart, mind, and soul is cleansing the internal house of your every presence.
Replacing it with forgiveness and putting on the armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.
It is ours. It is our legacy. Furthermore, it was given to share. Besides, it will do what its purpose was, is, and ever will be to do.
Just because “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold does not mean it is not going to sell or “be shared.”
It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of mercy. There go I.
You have always been part of me, regardless of what we endured in our marriage and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried and forgotten, especially you, even though we had rough years.
We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s-eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time and season, they will come—the lot of them.
I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen; it has been happening. I did not know how many significant writings I was holding on to.
Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.
I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996 to 2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiration and healing through Jesus Christ’s love. He gave it to me.
Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain and peace to our souls.”
It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, and the world’s pain.
I Had To Find My Purpose! And I did! And I have! And I am completing it for publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.
Oh well, the book will sell when it is God’s time, and then I will be able to publish “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
My whole big baby, not a partial replacement, no. No, it is too good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is and ever will be.
So whatever comes of this journey I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago.
This is “In Presence of Spirit,” Anniversary Year, and every one of my writings has a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.
I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old-fashioned way but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord.
My writings prove this to be true. My prayers have been for world healing. So when you wrote that WG, you opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing.
Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all consecrated in spiritual love.
Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, forgiveness, and understanding. With some knowledge and lots of wisdom. Yes, in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, The wife of your youth and mother of your first three children.
October 25, 2005
Scripture
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”
— Revelation 1:8 (KJV)
“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.”
— Jeremiah 29:13 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I recognize the kingdom of heaven within my inner house, putting on the full armor of God to step into absolute restoration and internal purification.
✨ My life’s work is a sacred legacy of healing given by the Holy Spirit, which will be shared with the world perfectly in His sovereign time.
Reflection:
This triumphant third installment archives the culmination of a massive, multi-decade text trail, standing as a complete testament to an enduring spiritual identity found through intense trials.
By cataloging 56 continuous days of revelation, the author establishes an original baseline of faith that survived marital anguish and deep financial transitions.
The text firmly declares that a lifelong purpose has been found within the inner house, transforming past pain into focused intercession for global healing.
Ultimately, this segment serves as an open gate for the completed manuscript extensions, declaring with certainty that regardless of temporal metrics or delays, heaven’s essence remains active, alive, and eternally present on the road to tomorrow’s reality.
Devastating: How to Overcome Darkness and Live in Truth
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OriginalWriting: Devastating
Finding steady hope and eternal beauty while moving forward along the open road.
Devastating: I read A Prayer of Consecration to The Holy Trinity, on a candle. I had no idea. The reason being—I am forty-five years old. I was baptized young and confirmed about thirty-eight years ago, and I left the religion because I was cut off.
It was, for the most part, a devastating experience.
And then, when you told me the Church does not accept us as ever being married, that truly sank the ball in the basket.
So I ended up bypassing religion altogether—and anyone else’s view of my self-worth.
I went straight to Jesus Christ Himself, and you know—He heard me. He answered me. He gave me incredible passion in the Ever-Presence.
He guided and directed me, even through great adversity.
You know, I was thinking about this last night, and what makes ours a unique revelation—if that is the right word.
I know what I have. I know what I have been working on for over ten years, along with everything else.
I was given a purpose—to fulfill a destiny with hope, joy, and love, through Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. In God we trust.
As you can see, I have given my pain to the Lord. I am still in the flesh, and I still have moments of weakness—times when I speak out in frustration. I am still walking through everything with our children, even though they are now young adults.
All these years later, to read these beautiful prayers—in the Spirit of our dear Heavenly Father—and all the while praying in Spirit for World Healing and Reunion, through and in Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior… in God, He is.
I share this with you because you were not meant to go through this awakening of your spirit behind bars by yourself. Jesus is here. I am here to help you through your journey—from death to life in Christ. It is so powerful. I have not felt this way until you gave me insight through such a one-on-one openness.
My prayers were always expressions of Jesus teachings through the ages, and I captured a deep intimacy in prayer with Jesus Christ, my beloved.
Now I am sharing in a different way—because of your understanding, and because of the letters you have sent to the children, and the twenty I have received from you.
I was, and I am, worthy—deserving of all that the Spirit of the Lord has to offer through the magnificent gift of salvation in Jesus Christ.
My studies in solitude were entirely what Jesus Christ called me to do. But first, you must ask—and you will receive insight into the universal laws of cause and effect. I took action because the weight of sin had consumed the world. The world needed prayer. To return to the matter at hand—I sent out many letters in the beginning, but to no avail.
I always gave it to the Lord, because no one understood the meaning of the words given through the Spirit of our Lord and Savior.
I prayed, I wrote—I wrote directly to Jesus Christ. I believe Jesus has given us this time together, and for this, I am grateful.
I know you are in the Spirit of our Lord, and that the Holy Spirit is guiding and directing your eternal path. Be that as it may—the world still needs to find its way.
November 10, 2005
Scripture
“When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.”
— Psalm 27:10 (KJV)
“For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
— Romans 8:38-39 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am completely worthy and deserving of all that the Spirit of the Lord has to offer, bypass human judgment to anchor my self-worth directly in Christ.
✨ I give my pain entirely to the Lord, trusting that my studies in solitude are an authentic revelation designed to bring world healing and spiritual awakening.
Reflection
This profound entry captures an intense, transformative breakthrough on the author’s path, shedding the devastating weight of institutional isolation to claim a direct, unmediated line to the Savior.
It serves as a beautiful defense of personal self-worth, explicitly demonstrating that when earthly systems close their doors or refuse to validate our sacred bonds, a sovereign path opens directly into the inner chamber of the Father.
By yielding historical pain, maternal and paternal trials, and fleshly frustrations into the hands of Jesus Christ, the soul rises into a unique, intimate revelation meant to spark collective healing.
Ultimately, this text functions as an unbreakable covenant of shared awakening, confirming that true salvation is an absolute gift found in solitary devotion, standing firm until the whole world finds its way home.
To My Very Own Savior of my Soul: Through You, The Passage is Granted
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An inspirational reminder of steady strength, rising high and standing firm along the journey.
Original Writing: To My Very Own Savior of my Soul:
You are the peace in the Souls of the ones you have Touched. With You, We are One in Spirit. In the time of impact, the cleansing has begun. You take them through the darkness, in their soul, and refresh them with the Light of Your Ever Presence. It is the process we flow through in the blood of Jesus Christ.
I Love You, Jesus Christ. I know, even through all the fire, and brimstone—my life’s experiences. You weathered me through eight long years of raising three teenagers, and two of their significant others, for the last three and five years, with four and one on the way grandchildren.
So many trials and tribulations, out-of-control teens, etc. Lord Jesus, you know the petty stuff, and you know what has gone on in every life. Heal the afflicted.
Bring Your Everlasting Love down, and cleanse, every one of the inner turmoil, that leaches onto every nook and cranny of our ever presence.
Bring Your Angels of the Universe and Cleanse The Hearts and Souls of Your People. Bring Forgiveness Down. Bring Understanding. Bring Your Salvation to the Multitudes World Over.
Bring The Light of Christ Jesus, In Every Soul on Earth and Heaven, and The Whole Wide Universe.
Why Us? To put away selfishness, and to put an end to it through Christ Jesus, our Savior.
Lord Jesus, I Love You; create in me One Heart, One Mind, One Holy Congregation for You, Lord Christ Jesus, in the here and now of yesterday’s, tomorrow.
We are here. Our book has been out four years, sitting on the airwaves, waiting to be taken to the kingdom of heaven within. It is going to happen, in Your Time.
Thank You for putting the husband of my youth, and me together again. And yeah, if ever it was meant to be, it is right now, In Spirit. For You Jesus Christ. For Your Love Through, “In Presence of Spirit.” Just The Conversations with You Lord, are Omnipresent.
No matter when we wrote them, And you know what I mean: You, Lord Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, with Wendy, in writing, to the World.
Stop the madness. It just takes that “eighteen-inch transition from mind to heart, and you will be home soon.
“I never left, “In Presence of Spirit,” behind. I just did not work on it. I apologize for losing my desire to help, which weakened me too, with my day-to-day, duties.
Jesus, thank you for, “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. Oh Lord, it is Your Purpose, for which I do this. Even against the odds. It is meant to be. The outer man is still searching for you. Bring Down Your Comfort.
Bring up the blessings, from You, Lord, for finding You, in the inner chamber of my soul. I Love You, Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ, Thank You, for letting me write again. Help me do everything I have to, to complete the task at hand.
August 25, 2005
Scripture
“Great is our Lord, and of great power: his understanding is infinite.”
— Psalm 147:5 (KJV)
“Create in me a clean heart, O God; and renew a right spirit within me. Cast me not away from thy presence; and take not thy holy spirit from me.”
— Psalm 51:10-11 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am refreshed by the Light of His Ever Presence, allowing the eighteen-inch transition from mind to heart to lead me fully home.
✨ Every trial and long year of my life has been weathered in His strength, completely cleansing my inner sanctuary for His divine purpose.
Reflection
This profound entry captures an intimate turning point on a multi-decade spiritual horizon, documenting the explicit moment where human questions dissolve into instant divine direction.
It”s layout a beautiful bridge between heavy, long-suffering earthly duties and the timeless stillness of an omnipresent dialogue.
By surrendering the raw weight of family tribulations, out-of-control years, and past hesitations into the cleansing blood of Jesus Christ, the soul experiences an immediate clearing of the inner chamber.
Fully restored in spirit alongside the husband of youth and secured against all earthly fire and brimstone, this foundational manuscript page stands as an eternal open gate, demonstrating that when we simply transition eighteen inches from mind to heart, we find that the Holy Spirit has never left us behind.
In Your Hands: Powerful Keys to Discovering Divine Stillness
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Original Writing: In Your Hands
Finding a breath of divine peace and steady hope even when the dark clouds hover.
Lord help from henceforth forever, In Your hands, this matter lies. Send me where you need me. Take away the sins of the world.
Let not the explosion take place. “Let us lift our hearts and minds to the heavens and bring back the truly beautiful aspects of life, therefore making us open our souls to rise to heaven when God is ready for us.”
The simple, loving way of life, in a heartfelt experience, through the unveiling of the Christ within.
In the presence of You, Lord, with You, in the fourth dimension of rhyme and reason.
Where the questions are answered in the core of each and everyone’s existence: waiting, the Christ within, to be let free from bondage to the clearing of the ages.
The lies are beneath our feet, it can no longer penetrate the internal purification.
To reach and go beyond for peace is just a breath away; for the world to triumph over the evil abominations that are no longer controlling the World.
Christ Jesus at your coming,
Scripture
“Into thine hand I commit my spirit: thou hast redeemed me, O Lord God of truth.”
— Psalm 31:5 (KJV)
“To open their eyes, and to turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan unto God, that they may receive forgiveness of sins, and inheritance among them which are sanctified by faith that is in me.”
— Acts 26:18 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I place my life and my writings completely in Your hands, stepping past all worldly illusions into absolute internal purification.
✨ The Christ within me is unveiled, shattering every bond of darkness and establishing an everlasting triumph of peace.
Reflection
This moving cry functions as an absolute sanctuary from global and personal chaos, establishing that true safety is found only when we completely surrender our burdens into the hands of the Father.
It pulls the consciousness out of the heavy noise of a deteriorating world and lifts it into a higher spiritual rhythm—a place where the Christ within waits to set us free from centuries of bondage.
By recognizing that peace is just a simple breath away and that all dark illusions are permanently flattened beneath our feet, the text anchors a profound testimony of collective awakening, preparing the soul for the ultimate victory of our Lord’s return.
Then I Look: How a Faithful Manuscript Was Fulfilled
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Finding beauty and steady hope along the winding journey as a peaceful town unfolds beneath the majestic peaks.
Original Writing: Then I Look
Then I look, and there I see thee, beside me, with me, through me, round about me and my conversations with You.
My Lord, my Savior, my reason for writing “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety.
Thank you for all the words and the work with a goal. A grand finale, a gift from You, to and through Me, to whomever will read, one day. It is documented. It is actual accounts of communication, In Spirit.
With and through God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Who gave me, for fifteen years, “In Presence of Spirit,” with Him and me writing for me, for you, one day. “Writing for us at the same time,” in actuality.
Even though no one knows yet, it does not make it secret. The heavens and the earth already know what plans are in this manuscript.
It is fulfilled. It is verified in heaven and earth. I have been given the go-ahead since the beginning, without anyone’s input or for that matter output.
R.H. is verification; I would read each one to him. He liked all of them. All are in the heavens and the earth. I felt the vibrations of this personal book with Jesus Christ and me, writing “In Presence of Spirit’s” extensions.
Without Your Presence, Lord, I am void, with pain, and all that entails. Even in the midst of the battle, I know Christ Jesus is still in me and I in Him because that gut-wrenching pain is not here.
Fifteen years of memories, “In Presence of Spirit.” Absolutely! Verified by the Lord and substantial since day one. A completed manuscript of conversations with the Lord.
A precise communication in spirit to alleviate misunderstanding. It is unfolded for my eyes alone to write from my heart. The whole of “In Presence of Spirit.” To certify. It will find its place in whoever chooses to read it. It is what it is, and it was meant to be when it fell into my hands.
November 30, 2010
Scripture
“The works of his hands are verity and judgment; all his commandments are sure. They stand fast for ever and ever, and are done in truth and uprightness.”
— Psalm 111:7-8 (KJV)
“Being confident of this very thing, that he which hath begun a good work in you will perform it until the day of Jesus Christ.”
— Philippians 1:6 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ My life’s work is fully documented, verified in heaven, and established in the perfect timing of the Lord.
✨ I am entirely filled and sustained by the presence of Christ, who removes all void and seals my testimony forevermore.
Reflection
This monumental entry stands as a triumphant archway over a fifteen-year journey of continuous revelation.
It transitions from an individual testimony into a universal gift, acknowledging that every word written was orchestrated by the divine hands of the Holy Trinity.
Even when standing on fields of hidden battle, the total absence of old, debilitating pain confirms that the author is safely hidden in Christ.
Verified by earthly witnesses and heavenly authority alike, this manuscript is complete, substantial, and ready to unfold its treasures into the hearts of readers yet to come.
Awakening the Great Power Calling: A Journey of Eternal Hope
My son driving, with a vibrant beam of sunlight and his reflection caught in the window.
Original Writing: I have something to say:
I believe in what God, has given me, through His Son, Jesus Christ.
It is real and authentically entwined, “in presence of spirit,” like a precious amethyst treasure, with me and you now. You have been where you are now with me, ever since you picked up my treasure of life and times, “In Presence of Spirit.” The Spirit of Jesus Christ, Christ the Holy Spirit, He left all of us, to find and treasure.
The writings are what I have mortally done. In the presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. Richard is the only one, to this date, that knows, what I have, in my extended book. “In Presence of Spirit” has been mine, since day one. For eight thousand three hundred ninety-five days, “In Presence of Spirit,” has been part of me, and now you.
I want to take off, and I should not. I can not, but oh, that I could. Furthermore, I would fly, like an eagle across the world, and rain, God’s blessings on mankind. One whole unit, undivided, equal shares, in God’s Great Power Calling.
From the inner chamber of my soul. Where dwells there, all the wealth of “In Presence of Spirit’s” presence? That is awe, to me, and to anyone, who will ever read, my private times, “In Presence of Spirit.” It is so close to sharing my writings; I can feel it.
So, knowing one of these days, I am going to do something spontaneous. Something I have wanted to do since, day one, is to share my, “In Presence of Spirit,” with you. That is all I have wanted to do. That one day is going to get here, any minute, and when it finds its way, into your heart, know this: I loved, with all my heart. September 2, 2011.
Scriptures
Isaiah 40:31 – “But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.”
Ephesians 4:4 – “There is one body, and one Spirit, even as ye are called in one hope of your calling;”
Colossians 1:27 – “To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory:”
Affirmations
I fly like an eagle in the strength of the Lord, raining His rich blessings upon mankind.
The calling of God is alive in the inner chamber of my soul, filling me with awe and absolute purpose.
I share the hidden treasures of my journey with a bold, open heart, entwined in the universal oneness of Christ.
Reflection
This profound piece stands as an intimate declaration of a lifelong devotion to the message of Jesus Christ.
For thousands of days, the quiet work of recording these private conversations has been a sacred trust, kept hidden away from the world but known completely in eternity.
The sudden desire to take off and soar across the globe like an eagle highlights a powerful urge to spread divine blessings to everyone equally under God’s great power calling.
True spiritual riches are never found on the surface of life; they dwell deep within the inner chamber of the soul, waiting for that spontaneous moment to find their rightful path into the hearts of humanity.
Every word mortally captured here reflects an everlasting covenant of pure love and faith, proving that when the light of salvation is sparked, the text is ready to break its silence and awaken the world.
A gorgeous sunset fading behind the mountains, beautifully captured by my son.
I call on my guide, my lord, and my savior, Jesus Christ. I call on your passion. I call on your knowledge. I call on your wisdom.
I call on Your Holy Spirit to come and unite the holy congregation of You and Your omnipresence in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow.
Furthermore, I call on our extensions of “In Presence of Spirit.” Having propagated that which you have given me in the presence of your holy spirit.
Dear Jesus Christ, open up my heart, mind, and soul to Your World Awakening.
Open up the Heavens and rain down Your Heavenly Manna.
Lord come, come unto me, your witness of, Your Glorious Restoration, from darkness to the light, in Your Presence, there go I.
The Testimony I have from the Holy Spirit of You is, “You are, and I am In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.” All the writings together.
It is to me, A Classic Manuscript of loving kindness from You, Jesus Christ, for without Your presence in spirit. I would not have written anything of interest.
Thank you, in the eternal combustion chamber, for my soul’s desire. To unite with you in the presence of your spirit. To capture peace on Earth and goodwill towards mankind.
Thank You for the years I have spent with You working on “Our Manuscript.” Even though no one has read it. It has been heard by you and your ever-present self given to me for your purpose.
I appreciate Your salvation of heart, mind, and soul. I appreciate Your redemption, from You for all mankind, to find You in the Kingdom of Heaven within.
Furthermore, I appreciate your lamentations. Thank You, Jesus Christ, for Your sanctification.
Thank you for your justification. I appreciate your omnipresence, yesterday, today, and forever. Thank you for “In Presence of Spirit,” from day one. January 8, 2010.
Scriptures (KJV)
Psalm 32:8 – “I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.”
John 16:13 – “Howbeit when he, the Spirit of truth, come, he will guide you into all truth: for he shall not speak of himself; but whatsoever he shall hear, that shall he speak: and he will shew you things to come.
“Isaiah 58:11 – “And the Lord shall guide thee continually, and satisfy thy soul in drought, and make fat thy bones: and thou shalt be like a watered garden, and like a spring of water, whose waters fail not. “
Affirmations
Jesus Christ is my steady guide, leading my mind and heart into His perfect wisdom and knowledge.
I stand as a faithful witness to His glorious restoration, moving out of darkness into everlasting light.
My soul rests in absolute peace, knowing my life’s work is held securely in the omnipresence of the Lord.
Reflection:
This beautifully inspired piece highlights the deep, unshakable covenant between the author and the Savior.
To call upon Jesus Christ as a personal guide, lord, and savior is to completely surrender to His infinite passion, wisdom, and knowledge.
This writing reminds us that our true work is never about seeking the immediate applause or recognition of the world, but about standing as a steadfast witness to His glorious restoration.
For years, the creation of this classic manuscript has been a sacred conversation of three—an unfolding journey recorded in love, heard completely by God, and preserved for His divine timing.
True peace and redemption are not found in the noisy currents of outer reality, but inside the kingdom of heaven that rests beautifully within our own souls.
Every word written since day one stands justified and sanctified in His omnipresence, serving as a powerful monument of faith that bridges the history of yesterday with the vast awakening of tomorrow.
“I have pain in my left eye.”Do you see the difference between the flesh and the Spirit? I did not think “In Presence of Spirit” was a boring
Standing unmovable in steadfast strength and quiet peace.
book. It is filled with the Spirit of Jesus Christ. The Holy Spirit guided me through it.
You know, I have not written in months—nothing notable, anyway. But I still have many pages that have not been edited. I have sixty edited writings completed, printed as a book of their own. “Conversations with the Lord”—that is what I will call it. Ha… giggle.
I got caught up in the world—working, traveling. I went to Big Bend twice, to through the States, from here to Canada, then North Dakota, and back home. Not too much, but enough. And through it all, the hand of Jesus Christ was on my shoulder—even when I did not feel it.
The conscience… the right way, the wrong way… the deception of what we think is reality—when our true existence is through Jesus Christ.
We are spiritual beings, journeying through time toward the dawning of the Spirit within us—through Jesus Christ.
To see the veil lifted, so we may see, feel, and hear the Holy Spirit in His ever-presence.Jesus Christ stands firm within all people—within all spiritual beings since the beginning of time.
Our choices have been shaped in the midst of a broken world, yet regeneration comes through oneness with Christ Jesus, our Lord and Savior.
The Holy Trinity is the one true ruler of our souls. We will be alright—through Jesus Christ, who strengthens us. In good times and in hardship, in the ever-presence of our souls, we will overcome the darkness that surrounds the world.
Jesus Christ is at the highest level. The angels rejoice together. I felt you could use some encouragement—because in the oneness of truth through Christ Jesus, anything is possible. That passion through Christ is beyond words.
I am enjoying this—sharing time “In Presence of Spirit.” That is what it is:“In Presence of Spirit: A Journey from Darkness to the Light—A Song, A Praise, A Verse, A Prayer, A Poem—To You, With Love.”My dedication reflects what each of us is going through, even if no one admits it.
My words, through Christ, are out there—in time and space—and will be fulfilled in God’s time, not mine. Isn’t this something? It feels good to be free—to express a different perspective on our present reality.A gift from Jesus Christ.
A way to step beyond the outer world and into the inner truth—where He is. From a place without hope, into one faith—through Jesus Christ, our Lord of Lords, God of God.
The Father of “In Presence of Spirit,” working through me. Even through time, times, and seasons—the moment is here. Something will happen worldwide. It has been written by many.
In Christ, we are in the Holy Spirit’s presence, and the Holy Spirit is within us, and Christ surrounds us. He is here—guiding all things to fulfillment.The power and the glory forever. Amen.
How are you? Are you absorbing these words from my heart? Are they awakening something within you—this oneness with Christ again?A backslider does not always know how to return, with all the noise of the world.
We need stillness—to hear, to see, to understand what has been written on our hearts since the beginning. Time does not matter. We are alright. We will make it through—along with the world—through the Spirit of Christ within us all, waiting to be revealed.
To anyone who reads these pages—these are things I needed to say, and I have said them. If you read my letters, especially these recent ones, you may feel the difference—from my heart to yours—in faith, in the ever-presence of the Holy Spirit. It would be a shame to lose these pages—but not truly. They already exist in the realm of holiness, within us.
Free the women and the children.Free the world from darkness—Through Christ Jesus, who strengthens us.We are “In Presence of Spirit.”
The Holy Spirit knows why that phrase is repeated so often—it is my life’s work. Even though not a single book has been sold—can you believe that?
So many words… and one day, I will sit and read my own book. I have not done that yet. Strange, isn’t it? I have tried—but not in a long time. Still, it lives within me—everlasting words from Jesus Christ, written in love. One heart. One love. One hope. In faith of the eternal presence of our Father.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, for allowing me to write words that are positive, helpful, and fulfilling. A conversation of three—the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit—through Christ to us.(I had to stop writing. The pain in my eye became intense—like a migraine within my eye. I needed to rest.)
It is Sunday. I am isolating myself in the oneness of Spirit—to reflect, to be inspired, to continue what has been set before me. Even in hardship, declare the time of the Lord.
I was given a beautiful task—to write with the Lord. I needed that time… and I took it—ten years.
You know, I wrote “In Presence of Spirit”—the first piece—in April 1988. Thank God I still have the original. The Lord gave me a mission of my own. I must write to you—for some reason. It continues to flow, and I do not want to stop.
This is my calling.“Clarity of our true reality, through Christ Jesus, who strengthens us.”My eye began hurting again. I had to ice it. The pain eased, and I was able to sleep. I hope you are well. Forgive me for taking time to return to writing.
I send blessings—from my heart to yours: “Christ Jesus and Wendy—writing to the world.” Stop the madness. Turn to Jesus Christ.“
Reveal the inner parts of our soul’s journey. Without, you are lost—within, you are one in Spirit.” You can enter the inner chamber, where the Lord is—carrying you into tomorrow, which is only a breath away.
Endure. Stay strong. You are gifted. Use it for Christ. Help others find freedom from pain, and forgiveness through salvation in Jesus Christ.
Our Lord has guided us through the fire into “In Presence of Spirit”—one heart, one mind, one soul. Through Christ Jesus, who is ever-present. I have my index cards—names, dates, edits. Sixty completed pieces. I should bring it all together. I know the order—it just takes time. Everything has its place now. Not confusion—purpose.
I am growing in knowledge, and in oneness through Christ, and what He is doing through these writings—shared with you in love. Now it is “Conversations with the Lord,” and the husband of my youth—now my brother in Christ.
There is a reason for these words. I pray they open your heart to understanding.“Am I insane?” No—this is for the glory of God, in revelation of the heart and soul. I hope you are reading. This is the only way I can reach you—through “In Presence of Spirit.”August 21, 2005 First signs of narrow-angle glaucoma—eleven years now. Thank You, Lord, for sight.
Scriptures:
Romans 8:1 – “There is therefore now no condemnation to them which are in Christ Jesus, who walk not after the flesh, but after the Spirit.”
Romans 8:6 – “For to be carnally minded is death; but to be spiritually minded is life and peace.”
Galatians 5:16 – “This I say then, Walk in the Spirit, and ye shall not walk in the lust of the flesh.”
Affirmations: I walk securely in the Spirit of Christ, leaving behind the distractions of the flesh.
The peace of God reigns in my heart, bringing total clarity and divine stillness to my soul.
Christ strengthens me in every season, guiding my steps into His perfect fulfillment.
Reflection:
This writing stands as an enduring testimony to the beautiful reality that our true existence is never defined by physical limitations, worldly distractions, or the quiet isolation we sometimes experience.
Even when the outer world demands our presence through work, travel, and constant noise, the gentle, steady hand of Jesus Christ remains firmly on our shoulder.
It is in the deep, intentional stillness of the inner chamber—away from the chaos of a broken world—where the heavy veil is lifted and our souls undergo a true regeneration.
Our physical eyes may experience temporary pain or strain, but our spiritual sight remains completely clear, fixed entirely on the eternal glory of the Holy Trinity.
Walking in the Spirit means discovering a profound, unshakable freedom where time loses its grip and heart power takes over.
We are never truly lost or alone; we are resting safely inside the everlasting sanctuary of His grace, moving forward one breath at a time into a beautiful tomorrow.
