Universal Hope: How to Awaken Your Soul to the Kingdom Within
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Original Writing: Universal Always
A quiet reflection of steady hope hidden within the evening sky.
To help you along in your journey, from without to within, the internal chamber of your soul.
It is universal always, even if we do not see that. Its application is appointed as, “Universal,” no one is left out.
You do not need to go out and search for the kingdom. The kingdom of heaven is within you.
From without hope to the one hope, that is only through the redemption of sin to forgiveness from the Spirit of Christ Jesus.
In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ.
In the Holy Spirit, being present in each and every conversation, my writings of words are in spirit, not without.
Once for me, always with me: “In Presence of Spirit.” I know what I have to share with you is a work of words from You, Lord, who stayed with me. November 29, 2010
Scripture
“Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of god is within you.” — Luke 17:21 (KJV)
“For the kingdom of God is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the Holy Ghost.” — Romans 14:17 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I do not need to look outward or search the world for peace, because the kingdom of heaven is already established within my soul.
✨ Every word I share is guided by the Holy Spirit, who remains present in my conversations and anchors me in eternal truth.
Reflection
This beautiful text stands as an open invitation to turn inward, guiding the soul away from outward searches and back to its internal sanctuary.
By declaring that the application of God’s grace is entirely universal, it reminds us that no single person is isolated or left out of the divine inheritance found through the Spirit of Christ Jesus.
A quiet reflection of peace across the deep waters and distant heights.
Can you believe the span of time? It seems like just yesterday, but it has been a decade and seven years since I started writing.
Why do I keep going? Because I have absolute faith in the testimony of “In Presence of Spirit”—given by The Holy Spirit, through me, to you, someday.
We will see; we will surely see. Seventeen parts of a whole, mammoth, awesome journey of writing.
I know in my heart that it is a true and correct correspondence. These are actual accounts of inner peace, even when it does not show on my outside person.
What can be done? What will be done?
Absolute Action. For the wages of sin is death in the flesh, but we are sparked by the Ever-Presence of Jesus Christ—my Christ, my Lord, my Savior, my Divine Partner in writing. His purpose is my purpose, even though I am who I am.
Oh Lord Jesus, in Your name, I pray for the solution to all these obstacles before me.
Give me the passion I once had. Lord, bring me alive again in the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.
You, Jesus Christ, the Only Begotten Son of God, Maker of the heavens, the earth, and the universe—grant me the presence of Your Holy Spirit. August 7, 2012
Scripture
“For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.” — Romans 6:23 (KJV)
“Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.” — Matthew 28:20 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am alive in the Spirit. Christ is my Divine Partner, and I step forward with passion, purpose, and absolute faith to overcome every obstacle.
✨ My inner peace is anchored firmly in the Holy Spirit, independent of any outside circumstances or appearances.
Reflection
Looking back across the span of time, this text serves as a profound marker of steady hope and inner stillness.
When obstacles cloud the path and the initial passion feels distant, the Ever-Presence of Christ remains constant, steadily breathing life back into the soul and restoring our divine purpose along the journey.
Your Way: Powerful Keys to Discovering Eternal Healing
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Original Writing: Your Way
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction where the open road leads into the quiet stillness of a majestic sunset.
Thank You, Jesus, for this day. Guide and direct everyone in your way; in Your Majestic name, I do pray. Jesus Christ, My Lord, and Savior, bring down Your Love.
Open up the door to understanding again. Bring knowledge to the forefront of our being. Bring wisdom to accept the powers that be. Bring life to the hopeless.
Bring healing waters to flush out the disease of contempt. Bring your words of scripture to the Multitudes. Bring life to the living. Bring healing to the sick. Bring guidance to the assurance of your walk with us, to guide and accept the testimonies.
Bring life to the bones that have been without a face. Jesus Christ, come to me, a sinner. Jesus, help me to come where you want me to be. I Love You, Jesus Christ. Bring down Your Holy Spirit. I so long to be close to you again. I Love You, Jesus Christ.
2005: Wendy Yvette Greenwell.
Scripture
“Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man commeth unto the Father, but by me.”
— John 14:6 (KJV)
“He shall lead me in the paths of righteousness for his name’s sake.”
— Psalm 23:3 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I fully submit my steps to the Lord, trusting His Holy Spirit to guide and direct my entire life trail in His perfect, majestic way.
✨ Healing waters are flushing out all earthly disease and contempt from my inner chamber, replacing them with absolute divine understanding.
Reflection
This beautiful, focused 2005 prayer functions as an urgent, intimate plea for total restoration, mapping the precise alignment required to walk in absolute alignment with the Savior.
It addresses the raw desire to be drawn close to the Spirit, moving past the isolation of fleshly constraints to claim an authentic avenue of divine communication.
By asking for healing waters to flush away real-life trials and systematic contempt, the text positions original scriptural wisdom as a universal remedy for the multitudes.
Ultimately, this entry frames a profound visual testimony of salvation, reinforcing that when we humble ourselves as seekers before Christ, our inner being is brought fully alive to carry out its eternal purpose under His protection.
Similarities: Discovering a Powerful Companion in the Spirit
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Finding steady hope and beautiful direction where the wide open road moves parallel with the everlasting strength of the mountains.
Original Writing: Similarities:
You will find non-fiction testimonies of Jesus Christ, They will have similarities to exactly, what you are going through.
You know me now in spirit, or you are learning of me. I am not a failure, and neither are you. Jesus worked with me, as with everyone who asks, but personally, all these writings are work with Jesus, no one else. Only Jesus gave me the go-ahead. Five hundred twenty writings, and seven more to edit. Wow! Awesome! It has to be meant to be.
You can almost always tell, when it is Spirit Guided, and when it is the person, with his or her, free will. As with me, and my writings. Too much information for little old me, by myself. Now I am “In Presence of Spirit,” in its entirety. Thank you, Jesus.
Awe, I hope you can fully realize your special place, In the Kingdom of Heaven Within, the Whole Panoramic Universe. You are not alone, in your spiritual quest. You are among, “The Spiritual Awakening of the Twenty-First Century.”
I, on the other hand, have spent a decade with the Lord by myself in the writings, with verification for four years and eight months. That is when R.H. came in.
Still, my writings, are all from my experience, and this is the first time. I have had a spiritual partner, and for it to be you, the husband of my youth, it is so exciting, because I am with you, even though we have been apart ten years.
You are not alone. You are not crazy to have conversations with the Lord. He loves our communication with Him; this is my church. The Kingdom of Heaven is within, and it is for each one, to find. Christ Our Lord, Is In Our Ever Presence.
I hope and pray this letter finds you in good spirits. Jesus Christ has all the answers. The Holy Spirit will teach you and accompany you in every stage of your experience. Occasionally you think you are alone, but you are not.
December 22, 2005
Scripture
“Two are better than one; because they have a good reward for their labor. For if they fall, the one will lift up his fellow…”
— Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 (KJV)
“Lo, I am with you always, even unto the end of the world. Amen.”
— Matthew 28:20 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am a valuable part of the spiritual awakening of the twenty-first century, fully supported by Jesus Christ who guides my entire trail.
✨ I recognize the kingdom of heaven within as my absolute sanctuary, walking in the constant comfort and presence of the Holy Spirit.
Reflection
This profound entry stands as a brilliant monument to divine alignment, validating the unique intersection where non-fiction testimonies meet real-life trials.
It chronicles a milestone of five hundred twenty completed works, tracking a decade of solitary dialogue with the Savior that transcends traditional religious structures.
By recognizing that intimate conversation with the Lord is an authentic internal sanctuary, the text completely strips away the isolating fear of walking alone.
Even amidst historical lines of a ten-year marital separation, the emergence of a spiritual partner ignites a deep sense of exciting reassurance.
Ultimately, this writing serves as a powerful anchor for world union, promising that the Holy Spirit actively accompanies the soul through every stage of development, bringing gladness to the heart within the panoramic universe.
Keepsake: Exquisite Keys to Unlocking the Kingdom Within
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Original Writing: Keepsake:
Moving forward with steady hope where the open road curves between the majestic strength of twin rock mountains.
Sixty-two writings, Worldly versus spiritual. Good ones, unique ones, only ones, all individual ones, data from the inner chamber of my soul, to you and ours.
To The One Truth of Existence, Jesus Christ’s Resurrection to Life Eternal, In Him, Through Him, Round About, The Glory of Him, In Spirit of Jesus Christ, I am.
Sixty-two writings so far. Without anyone’s knowledge, my keepsake has grown into ten years of writings, plus the ones before 96′. I refuse to think any differently than my writings say; on the contrary to the whole big picture, “Worldly verses Spiritual.”
I believe with all my heart. Furthermore, I have proof. My writings are proof. No human-made credentials; this credit goes completely, and ultimately to Jesus Christ. My Lord and Savior and my only reason for breathing still. My writing is complete now.
The husband of my youth and I are One in Spirit. The Lord has put us back together, for the grand finale. If I may take your hand in Spirit, I will guide you to the unveiling of, “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit” by Wendy for You, the husband of my youth. I feel in my heart that both will sell. Do I have to sell the first to publish the second? Or share it? The way will be shown.
I have followed through with all that has been given to me in writing, and editing. I am almost finished. It is handwritten. Throughout the last ten years of my life, I have been preparing, “In Presence of Spirit,” for some years; there are only a few writings, in some of them, others quite a few.
In essence, I wrote, of course, every year, and the prayers and writings are Omnipresent. They mean the same thing now, as they did the minute, second, they were created.
So I am completing the task at hand. With my eyes wide open, I am sending all that I described to you too, The New York Times. Someone close told me, I was never going to get a dime from my book. I told my daughters, and they are taking me to send my package.
Oh my, it is my destiny; I have to send, what I have to, to The New York Times. It is my consecration: 2. to make or declare sacred 3. To devote oneself solemnly to a purpose is consecration. It is indeed my destiny to complete now. I have my package all ready.
I am going to send you copies of all the letters, originals and edited. They are yours; I just shared them with the World, when you were just finding out about them. But the World does not know yet, but it will. It will. You know what? I believe it will. I hope someday you will want to read all my writings.
To capture such eloquence in writing; It is from the Lord. Not man-made, or for that matter woman-made. It is through the blood of Jesus Christ. For World redemption, deliverance from the lie of lies.
The kingdom of heaven is within, and each of us is searching for their home in Christ, and it is within. It is not after death. It is now. Carry on to your awakening. Go for it! What do you have to lose? Nothing. It is life after death, in the here and now. It is heaven on earth. To be freed from the bondage of time, place, and reason. Once again, I say, “Go for it.”
Darkness or light, bondage or freedom—as with everything, we have the choice. It is left or right, right or wrong. Dark or light, and light or darkness.
Freedom or bondage. Make your decision and go with the flow, to the internal purification. It is not a bunch of gibberish; it is Exquisite Communication In The Spirit of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, For every word, you made me come alive. It is my heart’s desire, to complete or begin with New Year’s resolutions. See where it all falls together, because that is, what it has to do.
Accomplish it in the designated time, and not a minute before. You know, I could not, of myself, write for the Lord, not in the flesh, but In Spirit, It Is Verified 2. To establish the truth, accuracy, or reality, of syn. Authenticate, corroborate, substantiate, validate. This I must do this year henceforth.
My spontaneous combustion of completing it now, instead of tomorrow: after it is mailed, there is no turning back. It was inevitable that I would step up to the plate.
The Lord knows it is bountiful, for we all, are Spiritual Beings, even if we have not realized it yet. When the light of Jesus Christ ignites the fire in our souls. It is operating in maximum overdrive, to deplete the lies, and to replace them with, the absolute truth of our existence, through Jesus Christ, our Lord, and Savior.
You know, how many times will I say, “I believe,” I believe with one heart to heal humanity. In One with, The Holy Kingdom of God, which is inside me, inside you, inside every one of us, he wants you to be free of the inner turmoil.
He cures all the traumas and losses. He takes away the guilt. Furthermore, he lets the light shine in, the ever-present presence of our being. Besides, he straight up, sets the road straight and narrow, for wide is the way, and few get there. Not anymore.
Anyone can enter the kingdom of heaven within. Oh, Jesus Christ, this is what you gave me to share, and I am sharing it with my only husband in the flesh and my first husband, who is in heaven and on earth, in you and me. (21-36, our ages)
Awe man, I have continually said throughout my writings, all the years, courage, patience, understanding, knowledge, and wisdom. I am doing it with You, Lord, so it makes every step worth eternity. I am the only one that can at this point and every point.
It is entrusted to me to produce the whole script, and I had, and I am having a blast of a life.
Thank You, Jesus Christ, I am ready for anything, and everything. I need to go back to Big Bend; the mountains are calling me. I am there in my heart, and I want to be there in the flesh.
October 30, 2005
Scripture
“Neither shall they say, Lo here! or, lo there! for, behold, the kingdom of god is within you.”
— Luke 17:21 (KJV)
“And automatically it is verified: write the vision, and make it plain upon tables, that he may run that readeth it.”
— Habakkuk 2:2 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ The kingdom of heaven is active within my inner house right now, entirely releasing me from the earthly bondage of time, place, and worldly expectations.
✨ This ten-year handwritten keepsake is a solemn consecration from the Lord, operating in maximum overdrive to share His absolute truth with humanity.
Reflection:
This extraordinary text marks a milestone moment of spontaneous combustion and absolute consecration, tracking the quiet growth of a ten-year handwritten trail of 62 individual pieces.
It explicitly contrasts corporate, human-made credentials with the pure, exquisite authority of the Holy Spirit, treating the act of compiling manuscripts as a literal destiny.
By casting off domestic trauma, losses, and earthly guilt, the author claims an immediate awakening into life after death within the here and now.
The writing functions as an open gateway to shared reconciliation, anchoring a profound vision where the mountains of Big Bend call the soul back to its true purpose.
Ultimately, this piece stands as an unbreakable declaration of sanctuary, ensuring that when the light of Christ ignites the fire in our souls, the narrow road is instantly leveled for all of humanity to come home.✨
To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Three)
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Original Writing • To the Husband of my Youth: Part Three
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction while moving forward along the open road.
He is Our Guide. Furthermore, he is the highest. Besides, he is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls.
He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door will be opened.
OK, are you ready for the other revelations? My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you. Can you imagine what an envelope did?
It is opening me up to perseverance through our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me a present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, in writing. “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy.
This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious and pure, not be carried through to eternity?
It is heavenly; it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit and is presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ was granted, and you do not even know it yet. (still does not know)
“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job; let’s see, Michael is seven months old on the first, Orlie is four, and Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27th, and he needs full assistance.
I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all you, a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain.
I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inner being. Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition.
I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!
You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil of no reason for being still.
In the resurrection of the soul is life through Christ Jesus. He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul.
It does not matter where you are, just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where the restoration of heart, mind, and soul is cleansing the internal house of your every presence.
Replacing it with forgiveness and putting on the armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.
It is ours. It is our legacy. Furthermore, it was given to share. Besides, it will do what its purpose was, is, and ever will be to do.
Just because “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold does not mean it is not going to sell or “be shared.”
It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of mercy. There go I.
You have always been part of me, regardless of what we endured in our marriage and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried and forgotten, especially you, even though we had rough years.
We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s-eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time and season, they will come—the lot of them.
I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen; it has been happening. I did not know how many significant writings I was holding on to.
Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.
I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996 to 2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiration and healing through Jesus Christ’s love. He gave it to me.
Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain and peace to our souls.”
It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, and the world’s pain.
I Had To Find My Purpose! And I did! And I have! And I am completing it for publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.
Oh well, the book will sell when it is God’s time, and then I will be able to publish “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”
My whole big baby, not a partial replacement, no. No, it is too good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is and ever will be.
So whatever comes of this journey I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago.
This is “In Presence of Spirit,” Anniversary Year, and every one of my writings has a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.
I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old-fashioned way but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord.
My writings prove this to be true. My prayers have been for world healing. So when you wrote that WG, you opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing.
Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all consecrated in spiritual love.
Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, forgiveness, and understanding. With some knowledge and lots of wisdom. Yes, in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, The wife of your youth and mother of your first three children.
October 25, 2005
Scripture
“I am Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, saith the Lord, which is, and which was, and which is to come, the Almighty.”
— Revelation 1:8 (KJV)
“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.”
— Jeremiah 29:13 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I recognize the kingdom of heaven within my inner house, putting on the full armor of God to step into absolute restoration and internal purification.
✨ My life’s work is a sacred legacy of healing given by the Holy Spirit, which will be shared with the world perfectly in His sovereign time.
Reflection:
This triumphant third installment archives the culmination of a massive, multi-decade text trail, standing as a complete testament to an enduring spiritual identity found through intense trials.
By cataloging 56 continuous days of revelation, the author establishes an original baseline of faith that survived marital anguish and deep financial transitions.
The text firmly declares that a lifelong purpose has been found within the inner house, transforming past pain into focused intercession for global healing.
Ultimately, this segment serves as an open gate for the completed manuscript extensions, declaring with certainty that regardless of temporal metrics or delays, heaven’s essence remains active, alive, and eternally present on the road to tomorrow’s reality.
To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Two)
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Finding beauty and steady hope in the quiet stillness where the waters meet the mountains.
Original Writing • To the husband of my youth: Part Two
My brother, the reason “In Presence of Spirit,” came to be, If my pain were not enough!
We took on a major undertaking in commitment to the Lord. We knew, but we did not know.
The questions were asked, and the knowledge was granted, even though no one believed Jesus gave me heaven when he gave me “In Presence of Spirit,” the first writing, and you of all people know that for a fact.
I am going to send this letter first. I pray that you not be afraid in any way, shape, or form. That I would be rude or obnoxious the way I was in the last three letters. It was everything I had to say. Thank you for forgiving me for that.
I was burnt out from all the trauma in our daily lives; everyone’s choices, not having three but seven, eight at times and two more on the way; and “dance like nobody is watching,” I remember.
I have some significant revelations for you. They are all written in the letters I sent you and were returned. So they are copyrighted. Every writing is signed and dated with the day I edited it and the date of creation.
Today is your departure from owing me child support. Congratulations. One heavy load you do not have to carry anymore, I can relieve you of, and it is done. “You’re welcome.”
As for your lack of what you did not do for the children or what you did not do, by all the abominations of desolation. You are admonished for your past life. Forgive yourself through Christ Jesus love.
Give it to Him; He wants that part of you to be clean. He wants no dark spots in hidden crevasses of your inside being. Leave it in the darkness and come into the light of Christ Jesus World Awakening.
Please do not put yourself down. You are one in spirit, one in the Lord. He has called you into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence, and He is healing all your wounds. All your scars, all your wondering, and all your lack of truth we all can possess.
It is not enough to ask; it is so much broader a process we have to flow through; you cannot rush it.
You can help it by not putting yourself down. You are special. You are a unique human being of spirit and flesh; you are in Him, and He is in you. You are freed from the bondage that has plagued humanity.
Furthermore, you are forgiven. Acknowledge that fully, completely, and ultimately. Yes, there are things you could have done differently; forgive yourself for not doing it, and give it to the Lord.
Hand it over. It is not yours anymore. You are one in The Lord. You are among, The Spiritual Awakening of World Union, through Jesus Christ. He has forgiven you. Now you have to forgive yourself.
The grown adult children love their Daddy. OK, their forgiveness is in the Lord, and it will come in their time and the Lord’s. You cannot force it.
I would like for you to know that I believe, along with R.H., that all this is meant to be accomplished.
The writings are received and nurtured for God’s purpose. He is the real Author for without Him in Spirit, and in every true aspect of Him, in His entire eternity. I could and can do nothing without Him.
With Him, I am alive in Spirit. Without it, I am in darkness. Having been in the light, I wished so much to be in Spirit.
Thanks again for opening the channel of communication, because this is what I love: letting it all hang out in the blood of Jesus Christ. I believe so; it is so. I enjoyed writing this letter.
Look how long it takes to get to Christ. We need to give the faster way; you cannot push it, but you can help, though.
The Holy Spirit is calling the people; those that can hear, let them understand the writings of their souls. Through Jesus Christ, there is a passage that all can enter and attain.Then Jesus Christ Holy Spirit guides you every step of the way.
Occasionally you do not think you can take another envelopment, and then a bigger one. The sin is eradicated from the ever-presence of our being.
We are being cleansed of everything that hurts us in any way; “the old is passed away, and the now in consciousness is tomorrow’s reality.”
It is the truth of our existence. Ask the questions from the simplest to the most complex, and you will get the answer through Jesus Christ. He has all the answers in His Omnipotence.
October 25, 2005
Scripture
“As far as the east is from the west, so far hath he removed our transgressions from us.”
— Psalm 103:12 (KJV)
“Brethren, I count not myself to have apprehended: but this one thing I do, forgetting those things which are behind, and reaching forth unto those things which are before.”
— Philippians 3:13 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I deliberately lift every historical load from my past life, walking into the pure light of Christ Jesus where all scars are completely healed.
✨ I stand firm in my spiritual commitment to the Lord, trusting that the answers to every question are revealed clearly through His omnipresent wisdom.
Reflection
This profound second installment stands as an unbreakable monument of complete internal purification and absolute release, acting as an intimate letter of absolution.
It systematically clears away years of earthly domestic burnout, hidden dark spots, and old family trauma, explicitly inviting the recipient into the inner chamber of His Ever Presence.
By dismantling structural guilt and shifting child support loads entirely into the hands of the Savior, the text models how a grand undertaking of faith is nurtured for God’s sovereign purpose.
Ultimately, this piece provides an immediate gateway into a world awakening, proving that when we stop putting ourselves down and allow the old to pass away, we become fully alive in the consciousness of tomorrow’s reality.
To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part One)
Finding steady hope and beautiful direction along the open highway as the mountains stand firm in the distance.
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Original Writing •To the Husband of My Youth Part One
I love you. “Not as the wife I was.” Thank you for forgiving me, my death in the flesh, and I forgive you for everything under God’s Creation.
I hope you do not think I haven’t arranged something awesome and incredible, to the full heart of Christ Jesus, for the ones that have not found that the kingdom of heaven is within them.
All they need is Jesus to cleanse them of the lie. We have never been without. All the while, the pain, anguish, and no reason for being still are gripping at our internal, external existence, and there is no escape, so it seems.
Until the great fall, and there is your submission. I cannot, but You Can! Come, Jesus Christ, come out of the grave of the outer abominations of desolation. In the title of my website, In Presence of Spirit, which brings you freedom from the bondage of time, place, and reason.
All are joined in Christ Jesus to come to the healing waters of cleansing heart, mind, and soul. In the process of internal purification. The One Truth, Christ is.
All we have to do is reach down deep and accept God’s gracious gift of Salvation, “Ask in my name” but you know it is essential to ask for forgiveness of sins, understanding, knowledge, patience, wisdom, fortitude, and courage in everything.
Reach and go beyond the norm. The heavens are not even the limit. Jesus in his infinity has given me faith in the ever-presence of his majesty. My Lord, My God, my only reason for living still.
See, when you asked me to pray with you, God heard you when you wrote it on the envelope. So, in essence, you opened up the passage for me.
You are the one who ignited the light in my heart again, and I have four hundred seventy writings to prove this. “I have worked like I do not need the money.”
I asked the Lord for understanding and wisdom, and boy, “I have loved like I have never been hurt,” Love mercy.” You once again sparked the light of Jesus in my heart.
When you were writing that one message to me, the wife of your youth, in that letter to our young adults. The word was given to me directly because I had already started writing to you.
In The Spirit of Our Most Wonderful Sovereign Most High of the Holy of holiest, in Jesus, “I Am,” my sweet friend of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. October 25, 2005
Scripture
“Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.”
— Genesis 2:24 (KJV)
“And be ye kind one to another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, even as God for Christ’s sake hath forgiven you.”
— Ephesians 4:32 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I release the human boundaries of the past, allowing the ever-presence of Jesus Christ to cleanse every inner layer of my soul.
✨ That direct prayer written upon an envelope opened a majestic passage, launching a 30-year journey of profound spiritual revelation.
Reflection
This profound first installment records an intense moment of ultimate restoration, detailing a pure exchange of spiritual forgiveness extended directly to the husband of youth.
It shifts the heavy weight of family trial, trauma, and unfulfilled years into the cleansing blood of Jesus Christ, removing every layer of desolation from the inner chamber.
By acknowledging that a single prayer written upon an envelope served as the exact catalyst to reignite a massive archive of inspiration, the text proves that true recovery is a beautiful, ongoing process.
This first part establishes an unbreakable testament of sanctuary, assuring every searching soul that when we surrender to the light of Christ, we discover that we have never been left without His everlasting peace.
Devastating: How to Overcome Darkness and Live in Truth
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Finding steady hope and eternal beauty while moving forward along the open road.
Devastating: I read A Prayer of Consecration to The Holy Trinity, on a candle. I had no idea. The reason being—I am forty-five years old. I was baptized young and confirmed about thirty-eight years ago, and I left the religion because I was cut off.
It was, for the most part, a devastating experience.
And then, when you told me the Church does not accept us as ever being married, that truly sank the ball in the basket.
So I ended up bypassing religion altogether—and anyone else’s view of my self-worth.
I went straight to Jesus Christ Himself, and you know—He heard me. He answered me. He gave me incredible passion in the Ever-Presence.
He guided and directed me, even through great adversity.
You know, I was thinking about this last night, and what makes ours a unique revelation—if that is the right word.
I know what I have. I know what I have been working on for over ten years, along with everything else.
I was given a purpose—to fulfill a destiny with hope, joy, and love, through Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior. In God we trust.
As you can see, I have given my pain to the Lord. I am still in the flesh, and I still have moments of weakness—times when I speak out in frustration. I am still walking through everything with our children, even though they are now young adults.
All these years later, to read these beautiful prayers—in the Spirit of our dear Heavenly Father—and all the while praying in Spirit for World Healing and Reunion, through and in Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior… in God, He is.
I share this with you because you were not meant to go through this awakening of your spirit behind bars by yourself. Jesus is here. I am here to help you through your journey—from death to life in Christ. It is so powerful. I have not felt this way until you gave me insight through such a one-on-one openness.
My prayers were always expressions of Jesus teachings through the ages, and I captured a deep intimacy in prayer with Jesus Christ, my beloved.
Now I am sharing in a different way—because of your understanding, and because of the letters you have sent to the children, and the twenty I have received from you.
I was, and I am, worthy—deserving of all that the Spirit of the Lord has to offer through the magnificent gift of salvation in Jesus Christ.
My studies in solitude were entirely what Jesus Christ called me to do. But first, you must ask—and you will receive insight into the universal laws of cause and effect. I took action because the weight of sin had consumed the world. The world needed prayer. To return to the matter at hand—I sent out many letters in the beginning, but to no avail.
I always gave it to the Lord, because no one understood the meaning of the words given through the Spirit of our Lord and Savior.
I prayed, I wrote—I wrote directly to Jesus Christ. I believe Jesus has given us this time together, and for this, I am grateful.
I know you are in the Spirit of our Lord, and that the Holy Spirit is guiding and directing your eternal path. Be that as it may—the world still needs to find its way.
November 10, 2005
Scripture
“When my father and my mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up.”
— Psalm 27:10 (KJV)
“For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.”
— Romans 8:38-39 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I am completely worthy and deserving of all that the Spirit of the Lord has to offer, bypass human judgment to anchor my self-worth directly in Christ.
✨ I give my pain entirely to the Lord, trusting that my studies in solitude are an authentic revelation designed to bring world healing and spiritual awakening.
Reflection
This profound entry captures an intense, transformative breakthrough on the author’s path, shedding the devastating weight of institutional isolation to claim a direct, unmediated line to the Savior.
It serves as a beautiful defense of personal self-worth, explicitly demonstrating that when earthly systems close their doors or refuse to validate our sacred bonds, a sovereign path opens directly into the inner chamber of the Father.
By yielding historical pain, maternal and paternal trials, and fleshly frustrations into the hands of Jesus Christ, the soul rises into a unique, intimate revelation meant to spark collective healing.
Ultimately, this text functions as an unbreakable covenant of shared awakening, confirming that true salvation is an absolute gift found in solitary devotion, standing firm until the whole world finds its way home.
Inside its Writings: Powerful Keys to Heavenly Wisdom
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Finding beauty and steady hope along the journey where the rushing waters meet the quiet stillness of the evergreens.
Original Writing: Inside it’s Writings
My book, “In Presence of Spirit,” and the writings of, “In Presence of Spirit In Conversations with the Lord.”
Inside its pages, are writings, prayers, poems, songs, praises, supplications, lamentations, and conversations with the Lord.
It is identifying transition, clarity, understanding, patience, guidance, knowledge, wisdom, fortitude, love, joy, happiness, forgiveness, encouragement, gratitude, serenity, light, and awakening.
Salvation through Christ granted. Deliverance from sin. The cleaning process was attained. Writings from the depths of my soul.
To you, who are still in darkness. Come to the light of Christ Jesus, our Savior and Lord. He has called.
Come home to the inner chamber of your soul, and accept His gift of complete salvation, baptism, deliverance, and internal purification. It is the only way you can be free in Christ Jesus, love of World Healing.
“Go into thy inner chamber; there ye shall knock, and the door shall be opened.”
Leave all your worries, pains, and anxieties, at the step of the altar; leave them there in Christ Jesus, stead.
“Here, my gracious Lord Jesus Christ, I give you my six grandchildren, and my three young adult children, parents.
I place the world’s babies that are with you, Lord. Bring back our babies, our families; bring love, and understanding and the real freedom that is through You, Lord Jesus, our only reason for breathing still.
Lord Jesus, my Savior of Eternity’s Souls. Take my life, my love, and bring it all together, in the writings. Your Salvation blessed me. You made my inner being alive through You, and I am, and I will always be, eternally grateful.
What I have shared, is not just a piece of heaven; it is heaven’s essence, from You, my Lord and Savior Christ Jesus.
In Your Hands, I place our voyage from beyond the dead to life in Christ, in Your Ever Presence, because Your Ever Presence is Ever Present, in all Our Writings.
Thank you, Jesus, for keeping me steadfast, Even though I thought I was not writing, I was. Lord Jesus, my death in the flesh was a voyage of a negative approach, which is human, seeking peace within, and not understanding, the spirituality of our existence.
Only by You can we be free, to receive the forgiveness of sins. Our real existence, which is in reach for each one of us to come home to our Christ Jesus, within our beings, “to bring gladness to hearts, for sure there is an end to the pain.” I implore you Gentiles and every person, religion, non-religion, and everything that has been taught.
Jesus speaks through me, and I have been given the kickoff; we are in action.
November 30, 2005
Scripture
“But thou, when thou prayer, enter into thy closet, and when thou hast shut thy door, pray to thy Father which is in secret; and thy Father which seeth in secret shall reward thee openly.”
— Matthew 6:6 (KJV)
“In whom we have redemption through his blood, even the forgiveness of sins.”
— Colossians 1:14 (KJV)
Affirmation
✨ I step past the darkness of the flesh and completely enter the inner chamber of my soul, fully receiving His gift of eternal comfort and internal purification.
✨ Every prayer, song, and conversation written within these pages is an authentic extension of heaven’s essence, safely guarded in His hands forever.
Reflection
This breathtaking text serves as a grand architectural archway over a three-decade spiritual milestone, explicitly mapping the vast inventory of divine communication given to the author.
It transitions from an intimate record of personal surrender into an urgent, universal invitation for all souls to come home to the inner chamber of Christ within.
By yielding the deep real-life weights of family lines, worries, and historical anxieties directly at the foot of the altar, the consciousness breaks completely clear of fleshly limitations.
Verified by heavenly authority and designed as an expansive reservoir of salvation and deliverance, this piece anchors a profound testimony of global healing, assuring every reader that even when the outer self feels weak, the Holy Spirit remains steadfast, alive, and eternally present within our writings.
