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"I hold a quiet, space. I do not engage in external projects; I only offer spiritual thoughts from within."

Emerging from the Darkness Into Spirit and Truth

Scriptures (King James Version)

Luke 12:2
“For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.”

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Finding steady hope and magnificent beauty along the open road at twilight.

John 14:27
“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”

Affirmations

Even in the deepest darkness and heaviest trials the Lord is intimately present with me.

I step out of the desolation of the past and fully accept the life love and peace of the Holy Spirit.

My spirit is beautifully intertwined with the eternal love of God the Father God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.

Writing: A Letter to You

I am writing, a letter to you in secret. While writing, you are here with me. You are the most sacred secret, in my being. You have always been with me, even when I was in darkness. I went to fight the fires.

So few people were put in my direct path. I needed to do it; once in the fire, back away, closed up, no understanding, new things, nothing stuck, years flew by, many I feel I lost, but I was there all the while. Do you understand? No feeling, dead inside, no life, the utter loss and destruction of the end of the desolation, was downright horrible, as bad as bad can be.

I lost you. Let me fight, till the bitter end. I knew I was leaving, but when the time was shown, no other second would have sufficed. You completely enveloped my life. I want you back complete. You are the presence of spirit. You are the highest. Furthermore, you are my life, my love, my peace, my substance, my feelings, and my understanding.

You are the first and last breath, I take. You are Soul. Furthermore, you are Spirit. Besides, you are life. You are my beloved, in the very depths, of the sphere, that you are from. Through You and Only You, is Life Internally Eternal.

The light of your love envelops my spirit, with yours. You walked into me at the Arroyo. I felt you; it was not my imagination. You wanted me to live with you forever.

I love you. You are mine internally, and I have shared you with the world through My Love For You. In the writings, that your comfort brought to the knowledge you unfolded. Through the love of God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit.

Oh, this was supposed to be in secret. As it is written, “There is not one thing in secret, that will not be revealed.” Blessed too, “In Presence of Spirit.”

January 17, 1997

Reflection

This letter serves as an intimate testament to the rescue of the human soul from utter desolation. Walking through the fire can leave a person feeling entirely dead inside, yet this piece marks the exact moment the realization drops into the heart: God never left.

The encounter at the Arroyo was a real, tangible awakening where the Holy Spirit completely enveloped a weary life. By documenting this hidden closeness, the secret is beautifully revealed to the world, offering steady hope and showing that true, eternal comfort is found when our spirit fully merges with His.

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The Powerful Truth of Scars From the Past

“He health the broken in heart, and binder up their wounds.”
— Psalm 147:3 (KJV)

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A road winding gracefully between towering stone peaks on both sides under the sky.

I am set free from the pain of yesterday, stepping fully into a complete renewal of my spirit.

I follow the only true passage out of the shadows, guided securely by the oneness of Christ Jesus.

I rest in everlasting peace, knowing the Holy of Holiest Spirits is with me in the here and now.

The scars from the past keep haunting my thoughts, entwined in the ever-presence of yesterday—the pain of yesterday, and the unleashing of the cleansing of yesterday.

To freedom from hell, hell in the here and now. Freedom from the pain, renewal of our spirit entwined within, and through the truth, which causes life and is resurrected from the death of the inner.

In the light of the here and now, in which no other passage will suffice. Only One, through Christ Jesus, is life, is hope. He is the guiding force to the oneness of truth, which all have the power through the Holy Spirit, in the Holy Spirit, round about the Holy Spirit—the glory of God through the Holy Son, everlasting peace.

In Jesus’ blood of sufferings and blessings for mankind, be of good cheer; God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy of Holiest Spirits are here in the here and now of yesterday’s tomorrow. March 17, 1997.

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The Beautiful Miracle of Here I Am Lord

“Also I heard the voice of the Lord, saying, Whom shall I send, and who will go for us? Then said I, Here am I; send me.”
— Isaiah 6:8 (KJV)

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Passing alongside a massive monument of solid stone on the open road.

I find the presence of the Lord deeply within my heart, soul, and mind.

My life and writings are dedicated to His purpose, serving as a beacon for a great awakening.

I step forward in faith, trusting that His grace will lead me from darkness into everlasting light.

Here I am, Lord: waiting for the word to start my internal purification all over again. I am waiting for the complete closure of my writings to You so I can send them out to whoever finds it in their hearts to read.

It is mostly my calling, and I cannot take myself out of it. So what if I am unknown? It is about finding You in my heart, in my soul, and in my mind.

It is about You giving me a beautiful gift of You, the first writing, and all the rest. The reason all this has come together is for Your world awakening: in You, through You, on the side of You, on Your feet, and in the twinkling of Your spiritual presence.

Through the unveiling of Your love for mankind to come into the inner chamber of their hearts. You will meet them and activate the total rights of Your great power calling through me for them. You have to give to receive.

Lord, have mercy on the whole world. Bring us out of the darkness and into the light of Your ever-presence. Shine Your love on the multitudes in the presence of Your Spirit. I claim prosperity of heart, mind, and soul to the Christ Spirit within us all, forevermore. October 15, 2009.

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The Beautiful Miracle of Ultimate Forgiveness

“In whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of sins, according to the riches of his grace.”

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A beautiful mountain range standing tall with unchanging strength along the journey.

— Ephesians 1:7 (KJV)

My internal purification is always in motion, drawing me closer to the truth of my existence.

I accept my identity as a world writer for the kingdom, walking boldly without shame or hesitation.

Only on His feet can I stand, only in His arms can I rest, and only through His spirit am I guided home.

Your forgiveness comes from Jesus Christ, the Lord’s Ever Presence. Only through You, Lord, can I be forgiven. Only through You, Lord, is salvation. Only through Jesus Christ can the ignition of the Holy Spirit be activated to the total cleansing of one’s heart, mind, and soul.

So the internal purification is always in motion, even if you backtrack. You’re getting closer to the truth about your existence in the God Family of Jesus Christ, Our Savior and Lord.

Only through Jesus Christ is redemption. Only through Jesus Christ is everlasting life. Only through Your hands, Lord Christ Jesus, are we healed. Only on Your feet, Lord, can I stand? Only in Your arms, Lord, can I rest?

Only through Your Holy Spirit is Your Presence in Spirit guiding me home. Home, to the kingdom of heaven within. Only in You, God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit, lies the truth of our existence. Only through You, Lord Christ Jesus, is the eternal pain taken away. Only in You, Lord, is the presence of the Spirit, given to us for sanctification and justification.

To reach, and go beyond, our human capabilities, to touch the presence of Your Holy Spirit, Lord, You left us. So we can find You, Lord, in our hearts, minds, and souls. In our inner chamber, where You are Lord, and ever shall be.

Only in You, Lord Christ Jesus, is life after death. Only in You, God, can death in the flesh be cured. Only in You, God, is peace. Only in the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit are You the Resurrection and the Life. Only in Christ is life eternal.

Only in You, Jesus Christ, is the kingdom of heaven attainable. Only in You, God, will there be peace on Earth—goodwill towards all mankind.

Only You can see me through from darkness to the light of Your Ever Presence in all our writings. Only You brought the words out of my spirit. Thank You so much.

Only through You is escape from bondage—the bondage of your inner being, torn and ripped apart, with no way of escape. You, Lord, are their only escape from darkness to the light. Your presence is captured in the pages of my conversations with You. I love You, Jesus Christ.

Thank You for the book, the whole book. Not leaving the first book out, it is in the extended version—the whole book from end to beginning, and soon to be beginning to end. Certified, documented, Library of Congress, and published for anyone to read for the first time. Awesome. This time, I feel it will be read.

So I can do all that is stated in this book of mine, soon to be yours and mine, for anyone who wants to read. I told my twin I am a world writer; she laughed and went into the house. But in the essence of the entire book, “Writings,” that is exactly what I am and ever shall be. 7:17 p.m. December 26, 2009.

I know I am extremely bold in my writings. Sure, sometimes I try to edit, but all in all, they are as is. I refuse to be ashamed of my boldness. These are my times in solitude with the Lord, and it seems like I am writing to you at the same time.

The first part is revised into the present tense: “My forgiveness comes from Jesus Christ and the Ever Presence. Only through You can I be forgiven. Only through You is salvation. Only through You can the ignition to You activate the total cleansing of my heart and soul.

So the internal purification is always in motion, even if I backtrack. I am getting closer to the truth about my existence in the God Family of Jesus Christ, my Lord and Savior.

Only through You is redemption. Only through You is everlasting life. Only through Your hands am I healed. Only on Your feet can I stand. Only in Your arms can I rest. Only in Your Spirit are You guiding me home—home to the Kingdom of Heaven within.

Only in You lies the truth of my existence. Only through You is the eternal pain taken away. Only in You is Your Presence in Spirit given to me for sanctification and justification.

To reach and go beyond my human capabilities, to touch the presence of Your Spirit You left me. So I can find You in my heart, in my mind, and in my soul. In my inner chamber, where You are and ever shall be. Only in You is life after death. Only in You can death in the flesh be cured. Only in You is peace. Only in You.

You are the Resurrection and the Life. Only through You is life eternal.”

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The Beautiful Miracle of a Heart Ignited: Rest

“To whom God would make known what is the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles; which is Christ in you, the hope of glory.”
— Colossians 1:27 (KJV)

I am worthy to complete and submit my

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Traveling onward toward the city with roadside trees and faraway mountains lining the horizon.

writings, moving forward into the purpose set before me.

The light of salvation shines bright in my heart and soul, casting out all fear, pain, and darkness.

I accept the gift of His Ever Presence, finding courage to share the storehouse of treasures within.

In Jesus Christ Name I Pray: Lord, thou art my Lord, Jesus Christ. Only in You is life eternal; only in You is the salvation of the world. In You, through You, Round About: The Glory of You. In Your Excellence. In Your Omniscience. In Your Omnipresence. Your Holiness, throughout the ages.

Thank you, Jesus, for Your Love, Your understanding, Your Knowledge, Your Courage, Your Patience, Your Wisdom, Your Guidance, Your Passion, Your Presence In Spirit.

Thank you for leaving You, Holy Spirit, to minister to the darkened corners of everyone’s soul. In their time, they will come home to the Christ Spirit within us all.

“Christ in you, the hope of Glory.” Our time has come, Jesus, my Jesus. I must share what you have shared with me. In Our Spirit-to-Spirit Communications, the Conversations I have with You, Jesus, are Omnipresent, and they are Passionate. Even in my seeming unworthiness. I am worthy to complete and submit for publication.

Open the door to sharing, the writings. So we can make way for my final publication of the twenty-first century, and yes, I am allowed to be positive about my role in this quest I have undertaken.

Thank you, Jesus, for the presence of your Holy Spirit. Throughout my writing, there were no words until you sparked the light of salvation in my heart. You walked me out of the midst of the fire. You guided me out of darkness into the light, so shining through, you ignited the light in my heart and soul.

You took the pain away. The fear. The impatience. No understanding, no knowledge, no courage, no wisdom, no meaning, no words, and put beautiful words of encouragement. To light the way for others to find that You are our Father, Son, and Holy Spirit.

You are our savior, Lord Jesus Christ. You are the light of the world. You are my love and my life. You are my only reason for living still. Jesus Christ, I Love You. Bless You, Jesus Christ, for Your giving Yourself for all mankind. To find You in their internal, eternal house.

Open up my mind, heart, and soul again. Lord Jesus, guide and direct me out of darkness into the light of Your Ever Presence. Give me the courage to follow through with all that you have given me to share.

Lord Jesus Christ. I need you. I want you. I need to feel your presence. I give you me, and then I take me back. Forgive me, Lord, forgive me my trespasses and iniquities, and give me the strength I need to complete our, yours and mine, In Presence of Spirit.com and now inpresenceofspirit.org. August 3, 2009

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The Beautiful Miracle of It is Okay

“Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world give, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid.”
— John 14:27 (KJV)

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I celebrate the unique identity of my calling, knowing every word serves a divine purpose.

I step boldly into the dawning of freedom, where the veil is permanently removed by His spirit.

I find total rest, security, and eternal comfort resting safely in the loving arms of Jesus Christ.

Every writing has its own identity. Singled out, writing in itself, as unique as the one before and the one after. They are a particular ingredient in themselves.

They are rich in faith, in passion, in understanding, in patience, in wisdom, in fortitude, in guidance, in reassurance, in love, in knowledge, in courage, in freedom, and in creativity. In the dawning of freedom, when the veil is taken off, in the twinkling of God’s eyes, in spirit. In the salvation of the world, through Jesus Christ, in Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ, on the sides of Jesus Christ. On Jesus feet and in His arms. I rest my case. October 16, 2009

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The Beautiful Miracle of Words

“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”
— John 1:1 (KJV)

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A towering monument of solid stone standing alone with unwavering strength.

I read and live the Word in the present tense, completely unified in Christ our Lord.

All resentments are permanently abolished as I cleanse my spirit through Jesus’ infinite love.

I walk forward individually through the portal of salvation, baptism, and deliverance into total truth.

While I read the Bible, It is almost always understood in the present tense. But all the while, the generation-to-generation is seen and heard. I feel I am undeserving of this excellent experience.

Finding the knowledge, through the words of God, through the prophets. The understanding, through the death and resurrection of our sweet Lord Jesus Christ. Ultimately, the wisdom that is given through the powers of God’s fulfilling words.

Even by myself, all my studies in the past six months. With the revelations since the transition from sin. To fully accept Christ as my personal savior, the baptism, the deliverance. All the readings and writings. Massive amounts of knowledge have I found through the Scriptures.

It is all written, interpreted past, present, and future. “The Bible to me is the presence of the most holy in the omnipresent sphere of the oneness through Christ our Lord.” I know what is said throughout the Bible has been real and is real in my individual life. When I went into the fire and when I came out. I went through all my trials and tribulations in search of the truth.

Resentments had to all be abolished, All truth needed to come out. I am awake, and it all means the same. You cannot get to heaven if you do not, through Jesus love, sheathe and cleanse your spirit of all atrocities. Including your own and those of the people who are in contact with you and yours.

Sin does not discriminate Because we bore our ancestor’s sins, and their two make one.

We all know our innards; It is outside interference, which renders us, chained, to the unraveling of the one true law. Which is through, Jesus Christ, Our Savior.

The purpose is: scattered among, The Nations. With no shepherd to follow. Searching The Sea is Vast, but A Portal, to go through, all the murkiness of. To reach and go forward, to the clearing, of the absolute true law, of our total existence, which is from God to Us.

Destroyed, then individually we walk, through the portal, of the exiled inhabitants of the Earth. Through Salvation, Baptism, Deliverance, Through The Unveiling of The Christ Within. To glorify, God in heaven, for the honor, to be one of the chosen. June 8, 1996

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The Powerful Truth of Deceit

“Lying lips are abomination to the Lord: but they that deal truly are his delight.”
— Proverbs 12:22 (KJV)

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A serene open field with majestic faraway mountains stretching across the horizon.

I break free from all outside obstruction, stepping back into the truth of my authentic Self.

The peace of the Lord fills my heart, removing all contempt and establishing His divine presence within.

I walk in the Oneness of Spirit, anchored securely in a rightful place of eternal stillness and truth.

Just goes to show you, A lie cannot last forever. Deceit plays havoc in people’s lives. But one’s shame closes the soul of understanding and places decisions in someone else hands, which causes utter destruction.

Where there is no heart, there is no peace. Where there is no peace, there is contempt. Because one always ends up being the doormat of others power and control.

When taken away, one becomes Self again, and Self knows the Oneness that is with and through the regeneration of an ancient past of the soul and its rightful place in peace, without all outside obstruction. November 29, 1996

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The Beautiful Miracle of Wendy Wake Up

“Awake thou that sleepiest, and arise from the dead, and Christ shall give thee light.”
— Ephesians 5:14 (KJV)

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I step into my appointed time, ready to share a piece of eternity with anyone who needs a friend.

The kingdom of heaven is alive within me, a storehouse of peace accessible to all who seek it.

I surrender every void and gut-wrenching pain to the Lord, breathing deeply in His perfect freedom.

Wendy Wake Up: Wendy Wake Up, Smell the coffee; it’s your time, and it is your turn. To share a piece of eternity with anyone, who needs a friend? The only friend that can shine the light from heaven, from him to all of us.

I can not go back and pick at anything I put in the book. To me, it all belongs. To me, I see less of myself and more of the presence of Spirit. The Holy Spirit, of Jesus Christ, who was given in spirit.

To Anyone Who Wants To Internally, Be Ministered, too. Do you ask? The Lord already knocked; you did not answer. You will; he comes in, through the spirit of the writers, in the Old and New Testaments.

I would like you to know, My twin still argues with me about my book. She says, “It is just for me.” I have always known that what I am, ultimately, going to do is publish, for anyone to find, that the kingdom of heaven is in every one of us. To accept or deny. It is still there.

We all can tap into the presence of Spirit. Just by reading from my eyes, hand, heart, soul, and mind, “In Presence of Spirit.” To you with love, not from me, but from Him, the Holy Spirit of Jesus Christ. Who gave me the most precious times, “In Presence of Spirit.”

Thank you, Jesus Christ, For coming into me and giving me your breath of life. Thank you for all the words, prayers, verses, poems, and songs. Thank you for each and every quote and every writing, short or long.

Thank you for The Whole World. I did it, by the grace of God. It is meant to be. I know in my heart this is to be true. What else can I do? What else will I do? I think that everything will fall into God’s place and time, and it will reap what has been sown for mankind, not just myself.

To All, In One Accord. To accept the testimony, that is. In His Hands, We Are Healed. In Ours, That Void Is the Lord’s. That search is the Lord’s. That guilt is the Lord’s to take away from your internal being. So you can breathe again. That gut-wrenching pain is the Lord’s.

The Lord is the only one that can take it away. In the Lord is freedom, even in extreme conditions. As they say, “And this too shall pass.” “We are one in the spirit, one in the Lord.” Jesus Christ, thank you for entrusting me with this massive job. I had so much fun. In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit. July 31, 2009, Wendy Yvette Greenwell.

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The Powerful Truth of Finding Knowledge

“The fear of the Lord is the beginning of knowledge: but fools despise wisdom and instruction.”
— Proverbs 1:7 (KJV)

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Traveling onward under changing skies with steady hope on the road ahead.

I cut the dimensions of resistance, transitioning completely from the mind to the heart.

I am a faithful follower of Christ, unsheathed from the fire and brought into His sacred deliverance.

The Holy Spirit writes through me, revealing pages upon pages of the Oneness of Christ’s Love and Patience.

Finding knowledge, through the words of God, through His prophets. Understanding, through the death and resurrection of our sweet Lord Jesus. Ultimately, wisdom is given through the powers of God’s fulfilling promises and words.

The Revelations, since the transition from sin. To fully accept Christ as my Savior. The baptism, the death of sin, and rebirth through Jesus Christ’s Sacred Heart. In the Deliverance, all substance of Christ comes together; the sin is forgiven.

The transition is hard and lonely but is a must. It can be more comfortable with people who have been through the same thing, which is everyone. Realizing I am one of his followers, I followed; I let everything go. I had no other choice. I used to ask. “God, what does it mean? How can you? Leave your home, your children, all your belongings, and your unfaithful husband.

I told the judge I wanted justification. And he took everything except he gave me back my maiden name. “That is all I wanted.” I turned, relieved. “The justification through Christ is provided; I was free from him.

I mourned for six months; I studied for six months. (Before) April 30, 1995, I got saved, for the seventh time, transitioning from mind to the heart. Cut the dimensions of resistance. I felt it; the preacher saw it. Baptized May 7, 1995. Delivered, February 9, 1996.

I was inspired to write. No one cared. I could not do very much of anything, except study. He walked with me into the fire and brought me unsheathed out of the fire. In my writings, I have found the Holy Spirit writing through me, pages upon pages, of the Oneness of Christ’s Love and Patience for Us, His Chosen.

I surely know the way into the presence of God, and someday when it is God’s time. I will write for many, through me, in Him, roundabout. Actually, I have to put it all together; it is in months. It is already written. July 18, 1996.

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