To the Husband of My Youth: Finding Ultimate Spiritual Forgiveness (Part Three)

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Original Writing • To the Husband of my Youth:  Part Three

 He is Our Guide. Furthermore, he is the highest. Besides, he is the Alpha and Omega, The Beginning and the End, The only ruler of our souls.

He is the Master of the Universe. He is welcoming everyone into the kingdom of heaven within. There you shall knock, and the door will be opened.

OK, are you ready for the other revelations? My writings, my book, “In Presence of Spirit.” I have, because of you, my ex-husband, the husband of my youth. The only one in ten years that asked me to pray with you. Can you imagine what an envelope did?

It is opening me up to perseverance through our Lord Jesus Christ. I have in me a present from Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and Wendy, in writing. “Reflections of In Presence of Spirit,” by Wendy.

This I share with you. All I am giving you is peace in return. Eighteen years, it is just that. How can one writing, so precious and pure, not be carried through to eternity?

It is heavenly; it is, In The Presence of Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit and is presented in Love of Our Only Ruler of Our Ever Lasting Souls. He is the only answer. My past love, but the one way through Christ was granted, and you do not even know it yet. (still does not know)

“I have worked like I do not need the money.” Everyone is telling me to get a job; let’s see, Michael is seven months old on the first, Orlie is four, and Christopher is three. R.H. is 63 on the 27th, and he needs full assistance.

I have been writing for fifty-six days. The first seven days, it was all you, a three-stage, day, eye migraine, from the sudden expansion of my brain.

I exploded in awe, and all the words came traveling out of my inner being. Once again I expressed in totality, on paper to you, who asked me to pray with you from conception to full fruition.

I loved, and I am loved in Spirit. To The Christ Spirit within us all. Cheers!

You are happy in the Lord. He makes every step you take worth breathing. He frees you from the inside pain of no solution, the inner turmoil of no reason for being still.

In the resurrection of the soul is life through Christ Jesus. He is the one that guides you through the internal purification of heart, mind, and soul.

It does not matter where you are, just that you have the kingdom of heaven within your inner house, where the restoration of heart, mind, and soul is cleansing the internal house of your every presence.

Replacing it with forgiveness and putting on the armor of Our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He is calling! Can you hear Him? I hope you understand the vastness of what I am saying.

It is ours. It is our legacy. Furthermore, it was given to share. Besides, it will do what its purpose was, is, and ever will be to do.

Just because “In Presence of Spirit,” has not sold does not mean it is not going to sell or “be shared.”

It will be captured, the true essence of my book of Jesus Christ, with Jesus Christ Holy Spirit, walking on His feet, in His Arms of mercy. There go I.

You have always been part of me, regardless of what we endured in our marriage and after. While it was going on, I was in the Lord, and He kept me from falling apart. Nothing was cut and dried and forgotten, especially you, even though we had rough years.

We knew we were reaching for help. We just missed the bull’s-eye, and so as it is with everyone, in their time and season, they will come—the lot of them.

I know in my heart that something giant is going to happen; it has been happening. I did not know how many significant writings I was holding on to.

Even though you are someone else’s, I can share you in spirit; it is OK, God has given the OK.

I have six writings from 87′, to 95′, and from 1996 to 2005. Ten years, I kept writing all these years. I have beautiful inspiration and healing through Jesus Christ’s love. He gave it to me.

Remember when I said, “I was a gift to you and yours and from you and yours, to put an end to the pain and peace to our souls.”

It was for you, the husband of my youth, because of your pain, my pain, and the world’s pain.

I Had To Find My Purpose! And I did! And I have! And I am completing it for publication. I thought I had a five-year deadline, and it was ten years. I jumped the gun by five years and twelve thousand dollars.

Oh well, the book will sell when it is God’s time, and then I will be able to publish “In Presence of Spirit in Conversations with the Lord.”

My whole big baby, not a partial replacement, no. No, it is too good to keep in secret, and I was the one it was made for because it all came out of my inner being, where Jesus Christ Holy Spirit is and ever will be.

So whatever comes of this journey I am undertaking is the completion of what was given in Spirit, eighteen years ago.

This is “In Presence of Spirit,” Anniversary Year, and every one of my writings has a name, all four hundred and seventy of them, plus I am still editing.

I have gone through significant transitions in my life, all because I was praying the old-fashioned way but not forgetting where I had been, for many praying sessions In Spirit of The Lord.

My writings prove this to be true. My prayers have been for world healing. So when you wrote that WG, you opened the windows of heaven. The second you asked me to pray with you, when you finished your letter, closed it, sealed it, and wrote that on the envelope, I was already writing.

Every letter I wrote you has a writing. They are all consecrated in spiritual love.

Well, I hope this letter finds you better than ever, full of joy, forgiveness, and understanding. With some knowledge and lots of wisdom. Yes, in Christ all gifts are acquired and registered like this. To you with love, The wife of your youth and mother of your first three children.

October 25, 2005

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